I have beauty standards.
I admire beauty.
I admire strong, fit, natural women's physiques.
Lesbian community lacks that. Just because we aren't men doesn't mean that we aren't supposed to have beauty standards or make ourselves "conventionally unattractive" only to spite men.
I want to be a beautiful woman who loves beautiful women. I'm not going to base my entire identity on being spiteful and rebelious AGAINST my own interest, health and sense of beauty.
I lost all my friend because of abuse, homophobia and my gender critical views.
This is the power of female individualists. Not all women can be like this and those who are get silenced by violence, hate and force in our society because people are intimidated by them so much.
Anyways, yeah this is the kind of woman I'd get on my knees for whenever, wherever.
Every single time I watch princess mononoke I can't help but root for lady eboshi a lot more than I probably should. She's the fearless female leader of iron town who commands absolute respect from her townspeople, puts an emphasis on improving the working and fighting capabilities of the other women in the town (many of whom are former brothel girls who were mistreated and underpaid in the past) despite the men disagreeing and mocking her for it, and is the only ruler who has ever viewed the lepers as people, even encouraging them to do what work they can and valuing their contributions.
we cannot exist in their eyes
we're like creatures forced to dwell in caves, meet in secret
every place that doesn't have them inviding our privacy is IMMORAL and WRONG in the eyes of the regressives
I've lost many friends because I'm a lesbian who wants to meet up with women and talk about our feelings and experiences without males present. I'm proud of that, I know I only have me: my body and my pride. Every magical idea pushed on us to destroy our community is a lie.
I'm ready to lose everything for our right to exist.
I'm not a feminist and will never be, feminists hate me "sexualising" women. Being attracted to women means seeing their bodies as sexual and that bothers them. I love characters in video games with big breasts, I love things that are seen as "male gaze".
I won't feel sorry for my sexual orientation. I won't call all women sisters. I see their bodies as sexual.
the price I have to pay for being myself is profound, bone freezing loneliness
all my friendships are short and fleeting, I think I'm deeply misunderstood by pretty much everyone
I very often feel like I have truly noone I can talk to so I write my thoughts down, I can only really trust myself when it comes to them