YASSS IM SO EXCITED SHSHHDBDX *excited lucky noises*
I WAS GONNA SLEEP YHEN THE LEAKS CAME OUT
GOOD LORD I WANT THEM ALL
LEAKS BELOW CUT
TSUKASA??? JSNSNS HES SERVING HIS PRINCESS SAKI,,,, HES SO??? /POS
WHAT DID THEY DO TO HIM IT BARELY LOOKS LIKE AKITO BUT OH MY GOD
,,,,your hand in marriage,,,,,,,ohmygod,,,,
THIS CARD LOOKS AMAZING FOR A 3* WOULD DIE FOR IT OH MY. GOD
hampter :)
If y’all can’t tell, I’m currently trapped in the pj sekai universe. Being a part of that as well as a kpop fan had me thinking something. I had this thing on my mind for a while and I have to get it out: Wonderlands x showtime group dancing the choreography to Boombayah by Blackpink and Wannabe by Itzy 😎 Tsukasa would kill the shoulder part in the beginning of wannabe, and of course he’s carried in the boombayah dance 💀
Imagine your current hyperfixation is now onepiece 💀 I still enjoy Aot and will make Aot content, but I’ll maybe start making onepiece related stuff soon 😎 keep your eyes peeled! also I have been in vacation, so I’ll try to churn out a chapter one the plane back home 😅
-Lucky🐾
LILAC
||This fic will be from Armin’s perspective, then switched to readers perspective! Also be warned, this fic contains dark material and angst, so if you’re uncomfortable with this, then click away, please. Now, read on reader…if you dare!||
Song I listened to while writing
[Armins pov]
“You’re just too good to be true, can’t take my eyes off of you, you’d be like heaven to touch, I want to hold you so much, you’re just to be true, can’t take my eyes off of you…” the record player sang softly as the grandfather clock in the kitchen rang its solemn tune, which indicated that it was noon. I was in a closet, hiding with a scared {name} by my side. I could feel her shaking like a leaf, I’m which I didn’t blame her.
“Oh Armin, you thought you were smart, huh? This really is stupid right! You and I weren’t meant to be together! Come out, come out, wherever you are!” A woman said in a soft but harsh voice. “Oh, where must you both be hiding? Lets make a deal now, shall we? If you show yourself, your precious {name} will be left unharmed. If I do find you both, oh-ho-ho! You don’t want to know what happens then!” She said with a laugh that sounded like a thunderous symphony of storms of rage, anger, and sadness.
“What do we do Armin?! Oh god…” The female next to me whisper-shouted. “I’m gonna die, aren’t I?” She asked, with tears brimming her {eye color} eyes. “No! We won’t die, I promise. I’ll make sure” I whispered, confident, despite how badly I wanted to cry. I couldn’t let her die. Not her. Anyone but her…
The woman’s footsteps grew louder, alongside a sound of a terrifying *click* of the gun held in her hand. Our hearts entered a great crescendo filled with pain and fear. The closet door was slammed open. We were frozen, like statues made of ice, slowly melting in the hot, summer sun.
“Please!” {name shouted} “Don’t hurt him! That is the last thing I want to happen!” She said, hands raised in a surrender. “Please…spare his life. I’d rather it be me than him!” She plead, putting her body in front of mine, creating a shield. “{name}…please….” I pleaded. The woman pointed her gun at her, and I yelped, “Wait! Why are you doing this?!” “Why? Oh Armin, don’t you know? You don’t deserve a woman like her!” She said “You belong with Me! Can’t you see that?” The woman held the gun at {name}’s forehead. “Any last words? I’m feeling nice today” she said with a spine-chilling smile. “Armin, just know that I love you.” She looked at Armin with a sad, but reassuring smile, before turning to the woman and saying with great venom in her voice, “And I hope you rot in hell” her eyes darkened.
[{name}’s pov]
The last thing I saw was a smiling woman with her finger on the trigger. Everyone entered a slow motion, a previous frozen Armin ran to me, but before I could react, I heard a loud bang. I then felt a huge wave of pain, and collapsed. “{name}!!” He cried out, rushing to my side. His tears made my shirt wet, his hands now covered in my blood, trying to stop the bleeding. “Please don’t die on me! I can’t lose you, please” his pleaded with pain in his voice. “It should’ve been m-“ before he could finish, I kissed him. “Don’t cry, Armin. It doesn’t suit you” I said with a small smile before feeling a sharp pain.
I reached out slowly and wiped away his tears with my thumb, which caused more tears to come out. I then saw him get up from my side and walk towards the woman. “Armin…” I gasped before coughing into my hand. “Fuck…” I mumbled, seeing red blood on my hand. “Armin, what are you doing?” I said in a raspy voice. How was I still alive? I didn’t know. He managed to grab the gun from the woman and pointed it at her. A chilling wind entered the room, the curtains danced and the moonlight showed the outline of the woman. Before he could do anything, she looked at him. The last thing I saw were a pair of blue eyes looking back at me with a glare, before she ran out the door.
“Did you see who it was?” Armin asked. “I have an idea on who it is…” I responded. “Okay, I’m going to get some help first, you can tell me later, alright?” I nodded before he went and got some help. After a few hours, I felt my heart rate slowly fade. Doctors rushed to my side, trying to revive me. “The person…who shot me…was A-“ before I could finish, my eyes closed and everything stopped.
[The next day, Armins pov.]
I had been woken up to the news that she died. “Wait…she…died? No she couldn’t…she’s a strong girl she-“ I was told she died and that it was confirmed. I then broke out into sobs. The rest of the day, I was silent. Everyone had known about what happened and rumors started to spread. Who had done it? Well, the answer, {name} did know, and the rest is pretty much history.
|| End note: Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed…well, I hope you were happy with what I wrote! It’s not really happy either. But hey! I’m glad you read this! I almost cried writing this during English haha 😎 Anyways, take care yall!
-Lucky 🐾||
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I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:
IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.
1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.
2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.
3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”
4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”
5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.
TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.
Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.
Chapter 4: Yes or yes
||I said I’d make a new chapter, so here it is! This one may end up being on the shorter side since it’s late but I’m experiencing a huge burst of energy haha! Also I really love this song because, vibes 😎 Anyways, enjoy the chapter and look out on Friday! (Also just in time for Valentines Day)||
[Restaurant. Thursday, 5:00 pm. {name}’s pov]
“What I’m going to say next might sound silly…but…I-“ I got cut off with the sound of Levi saying “We’re going to leave as soon as I pay for the meal. We need to prepare for the concert and get ready.” We all hummed in response. “I’ll tell you after the concert, alright?”. Jean responded with a nod and we left after Levi paid.
The car ride to the hotel was silent, other than the radio that played a song. The song “Yes or yes” by Twice played. I smiled and sang along, and I got surprised looks from everyone but Armin. I continued to sing along, a smile on my face. Once the song ended, I was greeted by the surprise from the members of the group. “I didn’t know you could sing so well!” Jean said, acting like a child in a candy store.
“Thanks” I said with a smile. “I told you she could sing well” Armin said in a teasing voice. “You should sing with us some day. As a guest” Eren suggested. “I…I’m not sure I can sing THAT well, but I’ll consider it” I said with a shrug. “It doesn’t hurt to try!” Connie said, with an encouraging smile. “Like I said, I’ll consider it” I said in a teasing voice as we entered the parking lot for the hotel.
[The concert. Thursday, 10:00 pm, Jeans pov]
Crowds singing. Dance. Sing. Lights, flashing. Sound. Lots of sound. Why? Why must I feel so warm inside?? I mean, dancing causes that, but…it’s a different kind of warmth. One that I haven’t felt in an long time…
While dancing and singing on the stage, I couldn’t help but feel nervous, despite me looking all happy (and serious when called for) on stage. I mean, it’s normal to feel nervous around your crush? Right? Or is it perhaps more than a crush? Perhaps, it’s this feeling of love I’m feeling…
I took a quick glance to where {name} was and I saw her smiling, looking super happy, the lanyard around her neck following her movements, entranced by the way a snake would be by a snake-charmer. Seeing her all happy motivated me to continue to dance, despite me being on the brink of collapse. Do it for her, make her proud. You can collapse later, just not right now…mows definitely not a good time.
Once the concert ended, we were greeted by a happy {name}, saying loads of praises on how good we were singing, her favorite parts, and a “You are all so talented and amazing! I loved the part when-“ while she continued to spout praises and her excitement on being backstage, I fell a bit more deeper for her. Once we were in the green room, {name}, Connie, and Eren were trying to convince her to sing onstage (with Levi listening and commenting once in a while), while I was talking to Armin.
“I see you have feeling for someone” he teased. “Is it that obvious?” I asked, my voice low. “Nope, I can just happen to read people that well. You might have what people call Aitai ga jou, mitai ga yamai.” “Eh?! No I don’t” I said, crossing my arms. “Yeah, sure. Uso o tsuite iru koto ga wakarimasu” He said with a smile and he gently nudged my arm. I sighed, “Īdeshou, tabun”
[Hotel balcony. Thursday, 11:00 pm, {name}’s pov]
I stood on the balcony, watching the sky above glitter with stars, sparkling and shining like tiny flashlights, the moon giving off a soft glow, contrast to the darkness night brought. I heard the sliding glass door open and close. “Hello there Jean.” I said with a smile. Jean responded with a hello. I looked up at the sky…I’m going to do it, tonight is the perfect night! You got this…
“The moon is beautiful, isn’t it?” I asked before I looked at Jean, smiling softly.
“I can die happy” He responded smiling back. “How did you know?” I asked, smiling with a blush on my face. “Armin told me in case” he said with a small laugh. Our faces grew a few inches closer, the wind bringing in a whisper, a conscience asking, is this right? Is this wrong? But in the moment…it felt so right… I closed my eyes and our lips touched, at first slightly awkward, then it slowly bloomed into something I didn’t want end.
|| Translation (rough, may not be entirely correct but it’s close enough 😅):
“Aitai ga jou, mitai ga yamai.” - love sickness
“Uso o tsuite iru koto ga wakarimasu” - I can tell you’re lying (basically)
“Ideshou tabun” - Okay, maybe
Also! The phrase “The moon is beautiful, isn’t it?” Which is a Japanese phrase (“tsuki ga kirei desu ne?”) where one confesses their love to. Well, if you want to be cheesy, that is. The least unrealistic response (the one I decided to use) is “I can die happy” or “shindemo iiwa”
The most realistic response (which I’m deciding to include here) is “Sōda ne 〜. Tokorode daiji daijina hanashi hanashi ga aru tte gen ittenakatta? Nani nani?” Which roughly means, “Yep. Isn’t there something important you would want to tell me?”
The responses on the internet can be rather false and incorrect 😅
Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this “mini chapter” and have a great Valentine’s Day ❤️
-Lucky 🐾
|| Taglist: @1-800-asuka
Happy Valentine’s Day to my reader, followers, and everyone in between! Ily guys ❤️ -Lucky 🐾
I felt like creating a playlist (aka master list) for each chapter (with the prologue) on here! So here we go! Note: I know I should’ve done this ages ago, but I’m going to edit the previous chapters and add the song it originated from (so you can listen to it while reading or re-reading ^^) ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : Stray kids (Bang Chan, Hyunjin) - ‘Red lights‘
2:15──────|─── 3:43
ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ : ▮▮▮▮▮▮▯▯▯ ◁◁ ▐ ▌ ▷▷
Prologue
Chapter 1: from home
Chapter 2: Maria
Chapter 3: The 7th Sense
Chapter 4: Yes or Yes
Chapter 3: The 7th Sense
|| Hello and welcome back to another chapter! I’m sorry it took a while for the chapter to come out, my life is a bit of a mess at the moment 😅 Anyways, plot-wise, Things will start to get interesting from here on out! Without a further ado, let’s continue our story now, shall we? ||
[Hotel room. 8:00 am, Thursday, {name}’s pov]
I woke up to the sound of someone snoring. Well, more like someones. As my eyes adjusted, I noticed the sleeping, snoring figure next to me. I shifted to get into a more comfortable position and then noticed how warm I felt. That man was like a heater, which was nice, considering how cold it was outside. It wasn’t until a few minutes later where I recognized the figure as Jean.
I quietly exited the bed, careful not to wake him up, as he seemed rather peaceful. I entered the kitchen and stretched a bit, before cooking some eggs. As the pan heated up, I saw Levi enter first. “Good morning Levi” I say with a smile. He hummed in response before he made some coffee. As more people walked in with sleepy faces, the more eggs and bacon I cooked, which I didn’t mind it at all.
After breakfast, I cleaned up the dishes ,along with the help of Levi, and got ready for the day. The schedule included a trip to the stadium to check the sound before the show. I sat on a couch and put in my earbuds, and decided to listen to music. I started to humming along. “I know that song! It’s (song name) isn’t it?” I almost flew out of the sofa “Shit! Armin, you scared me!” I said in fake anger. I then laughed, thinking my reaction was pretty funny.
“I’m so sorry!” Armin said, looking somewhat nervous. ”You’re good! Also, to answer your question, it was (song name)! How did you know?” I asked, raising an eyebrow. “I just happened to hear it on the radio a few days ago! It’s such a good song” he said with a smile. “It is“ I said with a smile and a nod. I looked around the room, Jean was sitting across from where I was, reading a magazine. The cover had a random actress smiling foe the camera.
[Hotel room. Thursday, 10:00 am. Jean’s pov]
Sitting across from a crush, listening in on a conversation. Sounds like a cheesy scenario from a romantic k-drama to me. I flip a page and continue to “read”. At least, act like I’m reading. I take a quick glance at the girl and then look at the words. A few moments after, their conversation which when from a song to preforming on stage, Levi entered the room.
“We have to go to the venue for sound check and after that, we’ll have lunch. How does that sound?” Levi asked. “Sounds good. What do you say Jean and {name}?” Armin asked us. “I might as well tag along” {name} said with a smile. I swear her smile could light up a thousand lightbulbs. “If everyone else is okay with it, then I am as well” I said with a nod. “Sounds good then. Get ready everyone” Levi exclaimed before grabbing his essentials.
[Venue. Thursday, 12:00 am. Jean’s pov]
After an hour of doing sound check, we decided to take a break. {name} was watching on the left side of the stage, looking quite happy. She seemed like she was enjoying the tour so far, and I was as well. I heard her humming along to the songs that we sang, and hearing her voice made me fall a bit more harder for her.
“You should sing more often” I told her during the few minute break we had. {name} looked at me like I was crazy. “Huh? Really? I don’t sing that we-“ I cut her off before she finished her statement “You’re an amazing singer! Don’t doubt yourself! I really…uh…love…yoouuuur voice!” I say with a sheepish smile.
“You love my voice? I uh…thanks!” She returned the smile and blushed quite a bit. Levi then called us over to continue to practice.
[Venue. Thursday, 12:20 am. {name}’s pov]
Watching them dance was nice but…did Jean literally just confessed his love for me? I then realized. Eh, couldn’t be possible! How could someone as great as him, as amazing as him, love me? I blinked and continued to watch them sing and dance from the wings.
Maybe I do love him. This must be what love feels like…right? This warm, fuzzy feeling? Maybe I’m overthinking again. But…this couldn’t be just a simple schoolgirl crush…right? I wondered and then thought of many different scenarios. After a few more songs, they decided that they were done rehearsing.
During the restaurant, we exchanged glances. I remember staring at Jean a bit too long and he looked at me. I stared at my food, and continued to eat. Eren and Armin were chatting about lights and stuff, while Levi chatted to Connie about the future for the group. I then exhaled, deciding to give it a shot. Better late than never…right? “Uh, Jean? I would like to ask…er…more like tell you something…” I said, looking around at the fairly empty restaurant. “Sure, go ahead! I’m all ears” Jean said, looking at me and listening to what I had to say. “I…how am I supposed to say this?” I said with a nervous laugh and a sigh.
“What I’m going to say next might sound silly…but…”
||Cliffhanger! Yay! I hoped you like this chapter! I sincerely apologize for the delay 😅 No need to wait to long for the next chapter, as one will be released tomorrow! (since I feel bad and I’m bored a lot haha). Idk how many times I blushed writing this smh. Anyways, take care of yourself and make sure to drink plenty of water!
Lucky🐾||
Taglist: @1-800-asuka
Sorry that I havent posted a new chapter yet for red lights, I’m currently have been feeling demotivated for a while, and I’m trying to power through this hehe. I will try to release a chapter tomorrow as soon as I’m done with my duties (so to speak) ^^ sorry again for the delay 😅
-Lucky 🐾
I’m bored so I’m creating a goal for this account ^^ ok so like: people do prompts. I would love to do them but I don’t have a lot of followers to do so. Here’s my idea: I will do one of those prompt events (I don’t think it works like this but I guess I’m built different 😎) if I get to my first milestone of 100 followers! I know it sounds like a lot, but I believe it’s possible! (Also it’s not mandatory for y’all to follow me, I’m mostly posting this as a sort of reminder for myself lol, but follows and reblogs are appreciated :) ) then I will host the event! I already have an idea for it ^^ Anyways, take care out there and keep your eyes peeled on Friday for the usual fanfic chapter release! - Lucky🐾 (Edited)
IMPORTANT!! PLEASE REBLOG THIS AND SPREAD THE WORD! I know I don’t have a lot of viewers bit a little goes a long way! I want to make sure no one else ends up clicking on the link and ends up seeing this! (I lets have not but just for measures). I dont get mad easily, it takes a lot and right now, but if the person that send that link sees this, i mean this in the nice way, screw you and please don’t do this again ❤️
As a stranger on the internet (who probably sounds like a mom), stay safe out there and be very careful! Try not to click on suspicious links/links you don’t recognize and please report anything suspicious! No one should have to go through that :( Enough with my rambling, take care out there folks! - Lucky 🐾
Hello, recently I was sent a very disturbing anonymous ask containing only one thing; a link. It wasn't a link to any shady website, it was a Facebook watch link to CCTV footage of a neighborhood street. Now, I won't upload the link here because of the contents, but please, if you are triggered in any way by violent animal death, please do not search for this video. Mutuals, readers, and anyone with anonymous asks on, please be aware because that video was gruesome and heartbreaking.
To anons, please don't send disturbing content like this anonymously. I already tacked down the anon that sent me this link, I know your IP address and which internet cafe you used to send me this, I will not hesitate to contact your region's authorities and the internet cafe itself, seeing as sending these kinds of content is illegal in your country. Please reblog this to spread the word, be safe everyone.
I agree, it’s annoying to be a tumbler writer, but it’s also fun! There’s positives and negatives and I would like to help make light of this (because it’s true and people need to see this ^^
you wanna talk about why content creators are leaving tumblr and leaving you high and dry without material to fantasize over? let's talk about it.
hmm, lets see!
first of all, none of you fucking care to reblog our work. we are all aware of how tumblr's algorithm is absolute trash. writers have been BEGGING for readers reblog their works bc it's the only way our works can be seen and in turn, we receive the fruits of our labor via followers and exposure. but no, lets make MORE THAN HALF of the likes to reblog ratios consist of fucking LIKES. on top of that, we don't we shit on writers for wanting the absolute BARE MINIMUM aka a REBLOG bc well, they're not entitled to it aren't they? while writers aren't necessarily entitled to notes, answer this; do you work for free? do you bust your ass doing something knowing that there will be no pay off what so ever? that's what i thought.
secondly, you treat us like shit. you expect us to spit out content like we're a machine and when we don't get to it on time bc we have - idk - LIVES, you send the shittiest asks demanding for more content that you aren't even paying for. do you think people are gonna neglect their real life responsibilities to write for YOU and for FREE? absolutely not. on top of that, when we start writing for ourselves and our own spaces, we get push back. yea, not an effective way to encourage your favorite fic writers to give you more content to consume.
and lastly, YOU STEAL FROM US. each and every fic that a writer puts out has taken hours, days, weeks, or even months to write. that's lots of hard work and time invested into one single piece for you. free of charge. people put their fucking hearts into their work. and what do you do in return? disrespect them in one of the most hurtful ways possible.
so yea, i don't blame a single fucking person for leaving this shithole and NONE of you should be surprised. this is YOUR doing.
they kinda match…at least for me! Neil is cute and Lucky is as well. Lucky likes scary stuff and Neil is a Demon, so….