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we don’t give a fuck~ @prkkirin
my Marvel Anti-Heros/Villians/Victims
What if Steve would really die? Could Bucky be the new Captain America?
inspiration
From time to time you could smile sometimes, Brother~
Prince Thor Odinson from Asgard and Prince Loki Laufeyson from Jotunheim
(btw. i love thor ragnarok and his new short hairstyle but thor is my blonde long haired god of thunder <3)
quick late night but also always at the back of my head thought. do you think that bucky just can't help but like be a little gay for captain america. like obviously steve duh but then sam as well, like he got those heart eyes. and then I think about how much he hates john walker, and im like... maybe he knew he wasn't the right fit to be cap because he simply wasn't his type. now, logically, do i know this isn't the truth? yes. but do i like making things as gay as possible? also, yes. i think bucky's just into men with big hearts and the urge to do the right thing✋️😗 sue me!
okay, so i'm the type of person who will buy anything that involves my special interest, and funds will allow, so when i saw captain america gummies, i bought captain america gummies.
AND THEN! i came to the realization that the blue raspberry shield gummies are totally just the stealth shield from CA:TWS and i'm a yapper so i obviously had to inform my family of this breaking discovery and i just don't think they were as excited as they should've been😔✋️ so now i yap into the void of tumblr bcs i gotta get this discovery off my chest. thank you for coming to my ted talk. (also completely unrelated, but damn sam wilson be hot)
my coping mechanism just being bringing back my 13 yr old hyperfixations <3
the scene in endgame where steve and bucky hug before steve leaves kills me every time because. bucky knew steve wasnt coming back. when he said goodbye, that wasnt a “see you later” it was a “youre leaving and i hope you get everything youve ever wanted even if its without me”
chapter 2 is out !!
New Fic!
The Only Thing That Keeps Me Wishing On A Wishing Star by nevergracie
Summary: Peter Parker leads a complicated life: renowned thief, Queens' vigilante, and brother of Morgan. Not to mention his fake living situation, with an uncle who does not nor has ever existed. And those Avengers, invested in both Spider-Man and Peter. Gosh, they need to mind their own.
Chapters: 1/?
(Note to my followers: this is the one where peter has a gun)
New Fic!
The Only Thing That Keeps Me Wishing On A Wishing Star by nevergracie
Summary: Peter Parker leads a complicated life: renowned thief, Queens' vigilante, and brother of Morgan. Not to mention his fake living situation, with an uncle who does not nor has ever existed. And those Avengers, invested in both Spider-Man and Peter. Gosh, they need to mind their own.
Chapters: 1/?
(Note to my followers: this is the one where peter has a gun)
idea:
sometimes, when happy is especially tired, he’ll have a flash of a youthful face. the only clear part is his bright smile, everything else blurred. he only sees him for a millisecond before he disappears, the image a brief memory.
stephen looks through universes as needed, and in many of them, a boy named peter parker is at the center of the world’s problems. he supposes it’s a good thing he can’t find any record of anyone by that name in his world.
michelle and ned share an affinity for spider-man. they can’t remember why or when they started admiring him, but they can’t help a fond smile from embracing their cheeks whenever a video of him swinging around pops up on their feed.
pepper finds a drawing from when morgan was 6, a drawing of morgan, tony, pepper, and spider-man. only, spider-man is unmasked and pepper can’t imagine why morgan would draw them all together. an overactive imagination, she settles on.
a dialogue from my fic that i cant keep:
steve: you have no idea what i was like in the 30’s
tony: a terrorist?
steve: tony, what the fuck?
im never going to forget the edit i saw that began with steve and a speech overlay saying “not a perfect soldier, but a good man” before glitching out and transitioning to bucky as the winter soldier with text writing “not a good man, but a perfect soldier”
just thinking about how since yelena was so young when she was taken to the red room, she mightve not known melina and alexei as anything but “mom” and “dad”. as in, when she went to the red room, she couldve not known how else to refer to them, and why would she? they’re her parents
“you’re just thinking it’s a small thing that happened; the world ended when it happened to me” (it’s steve and tony in civil war guys)
au (or alternate multiverse? amu?) where every version of someone’s soul is connected and interlinked, so when natasha and gamora died for the soul stone, it killed every version that ever was, is, or will be of them
shuffling my playlist and assigning marvel characters/ships to songs
movies by conan gray: peter quill/gamora (post-infinity war)
francesca by hozier: tony stark (endgame) (it could honestly be anyone alive during endgame but it mostly reminds me of tony)
nostalgia by suki waterhouse: yelena belova & natasha romanoff (this is obviously a love song but my favorite thing is ignoring anything about love in songs and making it platonic)
savior complex by phoebe bridgers: steve rogers/bucky barnes (i mostly interpret it as steve to bucky but it could be either way tbh)
merry christmas, please don’t call by the bleachers: natasha romanoff & yelena belova (i actually made an edit of this on my old tiktok account… i wonder if i can find it saved on my phone)
the way i loved you by taylor swift: pepper potts/tony stark (its obvi pepper talking about tony and it fits SO well)
orange juice by noah kahan: tony stark (the mcu doesnt really have that much about his addictions but it still does show him hella drunk)
i know the end by phoebe bridgers: tony stark (“a haunted house with a picket fence to float around and ghost my friends. no, i’m not afraid to disappear” for endgame ohhhh im evil)
holidays by conan gray: peter parker (especially in no way home when he begins an entirely new life)
twenty one by the cranberries: natasha romanoff
john hughes movie by maisie peters: steve rogers/bucky barnes (bro bucky was so gay for him 😔)
firearm by lizzy mcalpine: yelena belova & natasha romanoff (once again this is a romantic song but this is soooo yelena talking to nat)
maybe bucky’s hair is always so long because he has scars from the chair in HYDRA
i need a fic where nick fury is peter’s uncle (not blood, obviously) and it has irondad so like peter is like ‘yeah i hung out with uncle nick’ and tony is like ‘i didnt know u had another uncle than ben??’ and tony eventually realizes that hes talking about nick his-mother-calls-him-fury
i love giving peter random family figures
im just saying: when peter was a baby, iron man didn’t exist, but captain america did. there’s a chance peter’s baby photos are a bunch of him wearing captain america pajamas
im just saying trump and general ross have sort of similar mannerisms and speaking patterns
are we going to get an orange hulk next?
us bucky fans have been FED
au where peter’s identity came out without the mysterio situation and now he’s logging spider-man for service hours
ur additions made this so much better omg
i actually have mad woman for wanda and peter for peter in a folder for edits and am so glad someone sees the vision. like, especially with wanda cuz she was pushed until her breaking point and whenever anything goes well for her, it messes up. id probably go crazy too.
and castles crumbling for thor is SO perfect. he was the golden boy since birth and besides his slump in the first thor movie, hes generally seen as this pillar of strength and overall goodness. and then we see him in endgame, and he’s messed up. castles crumbling fits that so well (and ur so right they have a pattern of ignoring pieces that are too deep *cough* bruce banner having tried to kill himself being mentioned a total of one time *cough*
might i also add:
who’s afraid of little old me? for peter parker. he was so sweet in civil war, all obsessed and awe-struck by the world around him. and then you get to nwh and he’s seen what being spider-man really is, and he knows what he can do. also!
clara bow for peter parker: can you imagine being spider-man after iron man’s death? especially when your suit is LITERALLY the iron spider? spider-man is going to have to spend the rest of his life being compared to the man he saw die. additionally, the whole aspect of thinking being a super hero would be cool until he’s there, and he’s met all the avengers, and it sucks.
long story short for clint. “i tried to pick my battles til the battle picked me.” he wanted a normal life with his family, but after infinity war he knew he couldn’t sit around any longer, so he went rogue. then, endgame happened and he needed his family back, so he had to fight with the avengers again. and then “long story short, it was a bad time. long story short, i survived.” like, self explanatory but its basically endgame to the hawkeye show. he was in such a deep depression to begin, and then the last time we see him, he’s happy with the people he cares about and he really did make it out.
so long, london for tony stark: i think for this london refers to the avengers. specifically the lines “you say i abandoned the ship but i was going down with it.” to start: “you say i abandoned the ship” this could refer to anything from steve and tony’s argument in avengers 2012 to civil war, but id say it better works with civil war since that would suit the abandonment line. then, “i was going down with it” talks about his dying for the entire universe, and thats what the avengers stood for.
innocent for yelena belova: when we first see her, yelena is six years old and playing in her backyard. the next, she’s killing people.
bonus: nobody’s soldier by hozier is SO steve rogers
marvel characters as taylor swift songs but i take no critiques
tony stark:
stephen strange:
clint barton:
bucky barnes:
natasha romanoff:
peter parker (andrew)
peter parker (tom)
yelena belova:
pepper potts:
loki:
live footage of me rewriting plots to be able to include aunt may in my fics:
see if i were bucky i wouldve been pissed cuz fym that tiny ass kid is taller than me now
sometimes i dont feel like actually reading fantiction so instead i window shop and mark them all for later
spidery peter is my favorite thing and id like to mention that burrowing spiders will keep humming frogs as pets (its a mutualistic relationship) and i do in fact need a fic of peter not being able to go outside without adopting at least one frog
if i read another fic with a canon-age peter infantilized ill simply have to disappear off the face of the earth