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Yogagirl solo with lines. Sit-Up pose gives me a lot of pain hahaha

Bending my body backward is way easier than bending my body forward. Isn't this supposed to be opposite ? 

Struggling with the idea behind that quote lately. Autumn is constantly reminding me of change. Some days I’d rather disappear. I wake up and struggling to focus on anything worthwhile. Other days it comes easily to me, I feel myself drifting through life like a leaf.

Some days taking care of myself is easy, I keep trying to go to the gym, meditate, eat. Yet I struggle with purpose, I know my purpose is to be evolving, changing and learning. But sometimes I feel as stagnant as winter snow. My creative ambition seems to be sedentary. What am I doing if I’m not creating? I’m hoping for more change. 🍂

Current reads! (I can’t control myself)

Wherever You Go, There You Are: Before bed and morning read, I found it in a little library. It’s helping me get into meditation and mindfulness again. Easy to read with short chapters.

Positive Pagan: Found her at my local occult/ metaphysical shop. My brain has been very negative so I’m excited to learn as much as I can. I already made the gratitude alter she described!

The Great Gatsby: This is a reread from high school except this time I actually like it. I read this when I cannot stomach reading house of leaves.

House of Leaves: a strange, disturbing book. Can’t read it when I feel disassociate-y or else I start mildly freaking the fuck out. It’s really good!

I was practicing meditation last night and mentally traveled back to my childhood library. Upon waking up I obviously had to spend all morning googling and trying to find it because of how comforting those memories are for me. Unfortunately it’s a 9 hour drive to get there from where I currently live, but I was able to live vicariously through pictures and memories!

This lovely breakfast (that may or may not have at least a centimeter of cream cheese per bagel) really lifted my spirits after having (unemployed) anxious thoughts🕯💗

Mewtwo meditating