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I will forever love and support my sweet, lonely, and unfortunately misunderstood baby. He will always be my number one! ❤️

I love you so much 💙 Rest in peace, my little angel 🕊🤍

One year ago, the video that changed me forever was realised.... I can't believe how fast the time has passed since then....❤️‍🩹

Happy 1st Cureversary 💔

I decided to drop Jinx. What Jaekyung did to Dan's face was disgusting. It made me feel nauseous. There wasn't absolutely no reason for him to do this exact thing... No matter what he did from now on, I can't forgive him this thing. Also, I really don't get why people are so excited about the aftercare scenes. What is so special about those moments? What sparks of hope are people seeing in them?

For me, there wasn't anything like that at all. Just Jaekyung treating Dan disrespectful as usual and then him acting like a character from a basic bl story where every action is predictable, where the character does exactly what the reader expects him to do no matter if his actions looks logical and thoughtful or more like he just acts out of character without any reason or explanation for his sudden change that would make sense.

I am sorry, but at this point, I can feel much more romantic chemistry between Zheny and Taekjoo and even Haewon and Haeyoung compared to Jaekyung and Dan. Also, the last time I felt genuinely excited about the new Jinx chapter was probably January 2024... After that, with every new chapter, I was more and more disappointed by the story.

That's why I am dropping this series. I prefer to read stories that make me feel good or give me something for which to think about instead of manhwas which only make me feel bad, sad, angry and disappointed.

I think I begin to develop a strong sympathy towards Bum.... because of everything that happened to him, because of the fact that he never knew what true love feels like, because he never had anyone who genuinely wanted to help him, wanted to understand him and just be there for him...

I started wondering what would have happened to Bum if his parents were still alive? If they were the one raising him?

I am sure he would have a completely different personality in this case... he would be a normal person who could live a normal life and die in normal way....

That's why I started sympathizing with him.

All Bum has ever wanted was to be loved and accepted, but all he received from the world was hate, disgust, rejection, and endless aggression/abuse.

Bum could be a decent person with a lot of good friends... if only he had the chance to be raised in a normal family environment.

Now, I finally get what the novel readers meant.... poor Haewon 💔

Our sweet one room apartment

This one shot was just fine. The art style, though, is very beautiful. It reminds me of Kii Kanna's art style. And the two main characters resemble a lot of Shun from Seaside Stranger and Miyano from Sasaki to Miyano.

Touch within the Abyss/Kimi no Yoru ni Fureru

This is a very beautiful story about two lonely people who find each other. Honestly,the author's art and way to portray the characters's feelings made my heart melt. After finishing this one-shot, I was so sad knowing that there were no more chapters. Truly, a heart and soul warming read.

Also, while reading the story, I couldn't stop seeing Samgwoo and Bum from Killing Stalking in the roles of the two main characters here because of their similarities in the appearance. That's why I would recommend this story to every Killing Stalking fan out there who wants to see a happy alternative BL version of Sangwoo and Bum relationship. ❤️

source: @moyori_ss on Twitter

I wonder why this song reminds me of that moment from Haunted Addeline when Zade saw Addie for the first time in his life? 😂

I can relate to this a lot... 🥲

My honest 😏 reaction when I read this ⬇️

Last week, I read these two collections of short stories by Tatsuki Fujimoto

and honestly, the one that impressed me the most was Fujimoto's true story about the fate of his pet fish at the end of the second book [ really, what a strange man is this guy ]. 😂

All of these one-shots have unique and interesting plots, but the ones that I liked the most were:

1. Shikaku.

2. Live is blind.

3. Woke-up-as-a-girl-Syndrome [ which was the funniest one for me ].

4. Nayuta of the Prophecy.

5. A couple Clucking Chickens Were Still kickin' in the Schoolyard [ heartbreaking read, for sure ]

I finished "Our Dreams at Dusk." And I ended up both liking and not liking it.

The main idea of the whole plot [ to portraits some of the struggles that LGBT+ people face from society ] was deployed excellently, but the use of so much symbolism made it almost impossible for a simple minded person like me to understand and then connect with the characters. Another huge problem was the unexpected amount of homophobia and types of characters who refused to learn from their mistakes.

I especially hate Tsubaki, the main character's love interest, and Misora [ honestly, the whole time, I wanted to go there and punch them in the face because of the way they acted towards Kanae ] 😤.

Overall, though, would I recommend it to you? Yes, if you are in a state of mind that allows you to bear those kinds of themes and no, if you are not feeling mentally well for some reason.

Looks like I am not the only one who thinks this way 🤣

I must agree with this comment. When the romance is not the main focus but at the same time, the tension is undeniable... omg, I love it 🙂‍↕️😏❤️‍🔥

Let's be honest. They look like lovers here [ out of the context, of course ].... I mean, the hand on the table, the pose, Ju In' s face.... Everything says that our MC was just now hit by the realization that he is gay 😂

Let's be honest. They look like lovers here [ out of the context, of course ].... I mean, the hand on the table, the pose, Ju In' s face.... Everything says that our MC was just now hit by the realization that he is gay 😂

Random thoughts about chapter 8 of Welcome to Undead Park by Koogi

▪︎ I want to know more about these two and their relationship

▪︎ I can't believe these two survived after being bitten

▪︎ This woman takes her anger on him because he is the weakest one out of them all. That's why she pisses me off 😤. I don't like seeing how some people take their anger on the innocent ones.

▪︎ This woman isn't a good person 😑

▪︎ If a woman like her is left alone with a group of random men, things won't end up pleasable for the female side 😓

My two personalities having a conversation inside my head 🤣

My poor baby, Tasuku 🥺. I want him to find a person who likes him the same way 🙏

I wanna be able to fly, too 🪽✨️

Poor guy. He still believes that he has a chance to win against love 🤣

Kim Dan, Jaekyung. Kim Dan is going to be the winner. And you... well, you will become his most devoted admirer 😏💘

My favorite moments from Jinx 66 ch. ⬇️. I like to see these Badum panels. For me, they are proof that Jaekyung has started to develop way more deep feelings and attraction towards Kim Dan than he, himself, realizes.

Volume 9 of Chainsaw man was so sad and painful for reading. The central figure here is Aki. The things he went through, the thoughts and wishes he had, what happened at the end.... no, it was so unbearably bitter for reading... not gonna lie, there were some tears...

For me, the only good moments in this volume were 71 & 72 chapter and the Gun Devil's reaction in 76 ch. Everything else was just reading torture. 🥲

I am definitely a cat person. I love cats 🐈. Especially the ones who look like this ⬇️

source of tbe images: Pinterest

The dogs 🐕, on the other hand, scare me. I've had a few not very pleasable encounters with dogs, which were enough to make me feel completely unsafe when I am near dogs. Especially the big ones. Honestly, though, even without those encounters, I've never felt attracted to these animals. I don't even know how to properly pat a dog, bro. 😳 All the times when I tried to do so, I felt like a broken robot who was doing something, not how it was supposed to be done. 🥲

To have anxiety sucks, yknow.

It feels like you have a permanent stalker who is also immortal on top of everything. And no matter what you do, he won't go completely away from your life. Growing up, you just learn how to deal with it more effectively while also accepting the bittersweet truth that you and your anxiety are going to be together forever.

I am a little disappointed with the new Hounds of Sisyphus chapter. I prefer it when the top is the one who falls first because I am so sick of seeing how, in almost every BL story out there, the first one to fall in love is the bottom. I hoped the plot of this story would be different, but it looks like I was wrong.... I am not even surprised at this point. 😮‍💨

Really, why does it have to be always like this? Isn't it time for the BL authors to start writing stories from the tops/alphas perspective where they are the first one falling in love with the bottoms/omegas?

It's so sad that Denji will never find out that Reze didn't actually run away from him and even try to go back to the café where he was waiting for her but only because of certain someone she couldn't reach him 😔

Reze reminds me of Shiro from Deadman Wonderland because of the way and environment she was raised in.

When I feel some kind of negative emotion, I like to occupy my mind with toxic psychological stories that I have already read before. For example, something like Non Zero Sum Game, Killing Stalking, and Unchanged Man.

The reason is that when I read these stories, when I see the disgusting things that happened to the MC and despite that feel nothing, because the initial shock and disgust are already gone and now tge disgust is bearable, I have the feeling that I regain my power and no matter what is happening in the real life, I am still strong enough to stand it and go through it alive. That's why I love dark psychological stories with romance in it.

The last Alien Stage video and the ignoring of Ivan's Adoption Day made me so angry, disappointed and sad that now I will occupy my mind with Non Zero Sum Game to feel better.

And it is already happening because look at these cool TikTok edits I found of them 😎

Haa, life is good when you are feeling happy.

I had a moment of inspiration today and ended up creating this:

1. Oh! I think someone fell in love

2. but he never found a way to express it properly 😔

Non Zero Sum Game - 59 ch.

1. Go Taegyum likes Haewon. I mean, truly and sincerely....but this mf is in complete denial of it...Even if he hits his head in a sign where literally is written: "Go Taegyum, you like Yoon Haewon", he won't believe it. And the reason for this is simple: Go Taegyum's big ego, which refuses to accept the fact that he fell in love with the person he pityfied whole his life....It's literally that simple. And this is why I think Taegyum's actions in 58 ch. weren't a product just of his guilt [ about the fact that he was the reason which caused Haewon to went through this hell ] but also because he genuinely felt the need to help Haewon because he couldn't stand to see for first hand how Haewon's condition become worse and worse with every new day...

2. Haeyoung is scaring me. When I look at his face, I have the feeling that I am staring at the materialized version of literal madness. And this makes me feel very uncomfortable... This person is literally uncapable of feeling or at least understands what empathy is. That's why he is dangerous to outhers, especially Haewon, who Haeyoung views as his own possession, which nobody else [ Go Taegyum, Haewoon or anybody else ] should ever touch. He sees Haewon as an object, not a living being but just some soulless toy, which is only his own. That's so sad.

Compared to him, Go Taegyum, at least, still realize that Haewon has a soul and feelings, even if it is not in the normal way, we all wanna see. That's the major difference between Taegyum and others two, by the way. But, again, this doesn't justify his actions in the first season at all!!

3. I am scared of what will happen to Haewon in the next chapter. He will go through hell, again, by the hands of the very person with whom he is mend to end up at the end of this story..

Non Zero Sum Game - 58 ch.

I don't know what to think about Taegyum. One part of me starts to hate him for the way he treats Haewon, for the fact that he left Haewon alone with that bastard Hyunwoo in 56 ch. and of course for the fact that he started the whole torture....The other part, though, thinks that Taegyum actually likes Haewon in real romantic way but for some unknown [ at least for me ] reason he 1. is completely unaware of this fact and 2. has no idea what a normal relationship looks like... That's why he is so pissed off with Haewon every single time when Yoon rejects him, like, for example, in that scene in the restaurant in 58 ch.. For me, this unawareness of Taegyum is the only explanation for his strange behavior and outbursts of anger every time when Haewon silently  rejects  Taegyum's attempts to show some really vague sign of affection towards him.

But maybe all of this is just my own delusion with which I am trying to justify Taegyum's unforgivable actions towards Haewon.. Because there is also a third part inside of me who thinks that if Taegyum really has been feeling deep down in his heart some vague and a little broken kind of sincer romantic affection towards Haewon,  he won't want to share him with the other two bastards.  Though it's possible at that time in the villa, Taegyum  not to be aware at all about this desires which he has towards Haewon....but maybe I am wrong....I don't know...

This story is so complicated and so messed up that it's almost impossible for only manhwa readers to understand her real meaning...Unfortunately,  the original Korean novel is not translated in English yet....which is sad because I really wanna know what the heck is going on in these three fuckers' heads 😤

The only thing that makes me keep reading it is Haewon....I admire him so much because he is so strong. Yes, all the stuffs through which he goes are disgusting, traumatizing and unforgivable but the fact that even though these brutal events seriously messed up him physically and emotionally, he still finds will to fight and continue living his life...If I were in his position, hah babe, I would've been taken my life a looong time ago...