My roman empire is that I totally believe Miya twins have matching tattoos, they get them before moving out, so whenever they miss each other, they would rub their tattoos and let themselves be comforted đ
It could be cute little foxes holding volleyball and onigiri, or omg maybe the moon and sun matching tattoos because they actually complete each other. I imagine them on their wrists cuz they would subconsciously keep rubbing it :((((
Ps: Atsumu cried, we all know :) It was Samu's idea tho ;)
Youâre two months pregnant and absolutely glowing. Thereâs a nervous excitement in your every breath, your hand constantly drifting over your still-flat belly as if to check that itâs real. That thereâs really a little life growing inside you. A little Miya, curled up and getting bigger by the day.
Youâre in the passenger seat of the car, heading toward your very first ultrasound appointment. The windows are down, and the soft spring breeze is curling through your hair as the late morning sun streams through the windshield. Everything feels light. Hopeful. Surreal.
Atsumu is driving one-handed, his other resting on your thigh, thumb tracing idle circles against your leggings. He hums quietly to the radio, lips twitching into a smile every time he glances over at you.
âYâknow,â he says after a moment, âI been thinkinâ about what kind of nose theyâll have. Hopefully yours. Mineâs too pointy.â
You let out a soft laugh, the kind that bubbles up without effort. âAs long as they donât have your drama.â
âHey!â he protests, though heâs still smiling as he squeezes your leg. âTheyâre allowed a little flair. They are mine, after all.â
You roll your eyes fondly, fingers tangling with his at the next red light. He lifts your joined hands to press a kiss to your knuckles before driving on.
When you pull into the clinic parking lot, your nerves start to set inâlow and creeping. Itâs your first time seeing the baby. Hearing a heartbeat. It makes everything feel suddenly, painfully real.
The waiting room is quiet, with soft instrumental music playing and the smell of hand sanitizer hanging in the air. Youâre seated beside Atsumu, your knees bouncing ever so slightly as your mind races ahead. His hand is still in yours, firm and grounding.
When the nurse finally calls your name, you squeeze his fingers a little tighter.
The exam room is dimly lit, calm, with a monitor beside the table and soft instructions given as you lie back. You wince slightly at the cold gel, heart pounding in your ears as the technician glides the wand over your stomach.
She squints at the screen. Tilts her head.
Then her eyes widen slightly.
âOh.â
You stiffen. âWhat? What is it? Is something wrong?â
Sheâs quick to reassure you. âNo, noâeverything looks good. Itâs just... youâre having twins.â
Silence.
Atsumu leans in closer, eyes squinting at the screen. âTwins?â
âTwins,â the technician repeats, pointing to two distinct little shapes. âYou see here? Two sacs. Two heartbeats.â
Your gaze locks onto the screen. Two. Not one. Not the tiny flutter youâd been preparing for, but two.
A sudden wave of panic crashes over you.
âTwo?â you echo, your voice a shaky whisper. âLike... two babies? At the same time?â
The technician gently clears her throat. "Well, itâs a little early to know for sure if theyâre fraternal or identical, but yesâtwins."
You feel your breath hitch, the room growing smaller around you. âThatâs two car seats. Two cribs. Two births. Two newborns crying at onceââ
Your hand grips Atsumuâs forearm, eyes wide as your mind races. âI donâtâI wasnât ready for two. I barely wrapped my head around one.â
Youâre still staring at the screen when Atsumu shifts closer to the bed, his hand still resting lightly on yours.
âHey,â he says softly. âBreathe for me, okay?â
You turn toward him with wide, overwhelmed eyes. âTsumu... thatâs two babies. Thatâs two of everything. What if I canâtâwhat if Iâm not enough for both of them?â
âYou are,â he says instantly, without hesitation. âYou will be. We will.â
But your hand flails toward his forearm like it needs something to latch onto. âThis is your fault. You and Osamu. You cursed me with twin genes!â
He stares at you, stunned. âWhat?! How is this my fault?â
âBecause youâre a twin! Thatâs how!â
The technician offers a gentle smile, still watching the monitor. âActually, twins are likely influenced by the motherâs genetics. So if anyone âpassed it down,â itâs likely you.â
You blink slowly. âSo... itâs me?â
Atsumu exhalesârelieved. âSee? I didnât do this! You doubled down on your own.â
Your head snaps toward the technician, eyes wide and blinking rapidly, a storm of disbelief swirling behind them. You donât say anythingâbut your look says plenty.
The technician catches the expression immediately and offers a placating smile, lifting her hands lightly. "Iâll give you two a minute," she says gently, already stepping toward the door, and quietly slips out of the room, pulling it closed behind her with a soft click.
You drop your head back onto the exam pillow with a muffled groan. âI donât know how to do one baby. Let alone two. Thatâs double the crying. Double the diapers. Double the college funds.â
Atsumu leans down until his forehead presses softly to yours. His hand finds yours again, grounding you with the warmth of his palm and the way his thumb strokes soothingly across your skin.
âHey,â he says, voice low and gentle. âBreathe. Weâll figure it out.â
You donât answer right away, eyes still locked on the monitor where two flickering heartbeats pulse in rhythm.
He kisses your forehead, slow and reassuring. âWeâll go one diaper at a time. One bottle at a time. One late-night rocking session at a time. Weâre gonna be okay.â
Your lip trembles. âAre we?â
He smiles, brushing your hair back from your forehead. âIâm not lettinâ you do this alone. Youâre stuck with me, baby. Me, and the two little monsters we made.â
You laugh wetly, a mix of shock and affection tangled in your chest. He leans down and kisses you againâcheek, then jaw, then templeâbefore turning to look back at the screen.
And in the glow of that monitor, with two tiny heartbeats tapping out the rhythm of your future, Atsumu squeezes your hand and whispers:
âTheyâve already got the best mom in the world. The restâll be easy.â
You sit up slightly and reach for him, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him into a hug, your chin resting against his shoulder. âThank you,â you whisper, voice thick with emotion. âI needed to hear that.â
Two months had passed, and despite every rational part of you screaming that this was a terrible idea, you had found yourself tangled up in a routine that made it impossible to stop.
Atsumu had become a habitâone that was filthy, consuming, and utterly reckless. The secrecy of it all only made it worse. Late nights, locked doors, hushed whispers, and rough hands in dark rooms. You hated him. He pissed you off. And yet, here you were, again, back in his bed, completely at his mercy.
Your thighs trembled, muscles tight with anticipation as you gripped the sheets, your breath coming in sharp, desperate gasps as his mouth worked you open. Wet, hot, relentless.
"Fuck, Tsumuâ" your voice broke as his tongue flicked over your clit, teasing, taunting, making you feel like you were unraveling at the seams. Your fingers tangled into his messy blonde hair, pulling him closer, but the bastard hardly needed the encouragement.
He was devouring you.
He hummed against you, sending a delicious shiver through your core. Atsumu lived for thisâfor the way you twisted beneath him, for the way you couldn't stop yourself from falling apart in his mouth. His grip on your thighs tightened, spreading you wider, giving him full access to ruin you.
"Missed me, huh?" he murmured between slow, deliberate strokes, his voice thick with amusement.
You wanted to smack that smugness off of him, to snap back with something sharp and cutting, but when his tongue pushed inside, any semblance of thought vanished.
"Oh, fuckâ"
His chuckle was dark, pleased, vibrating against your sensitive skin. "That's it."
You should have kicked him in the face. Should have. But all you could do was arch, pressing yourself closer, giving in to the intensity, letting him take whatever he wantedâbecause fuck, you wanted it too.
The pleasure built fast, coiling tight in your stomach, every nerve burning with overstimulation. He knew exactly what he was doing, and worse, he enjoyed it. Enjoyed keeping you on edge. Enjoyed the messy, breathless moans spilling from your lips, the helpless way you moved against him.
Atsumu was playing you like a damn game, and he was winning.
"Tsumuâ" you gasped, back bowing off the mattress, hands fisting into the sheets. Your thighs shook, dangerously close to clamping around his head, but he wouldnât let youâhis grip was iron.
"Let go," he murmured, his voice rough with hunger, his tongue swirling slow and deep, his lips wrapping around your clit and sucking.
And that was it.
The tension snapped.
A sharp cry tore from your throat as you shattered, pleasure crashing over you in hot, violent waves. Blinding, overwhelming, too much. Your body locked up, then trembled, your release hitting you so hard you nearly saw stars.
Atsumu groaned against you, his fingers digging into your hips as he licked you through it, his tongue still fucking teasing, dragging out every aftershock until you were whimpering, too sensitive to bear it.
Your body felt like liquid, your limbs useless, your mind still floating in the aftermath when the bed shifted. Through half-lidded, hazy eyes, you watched as Atsumu sat up, wiping the back of his hand across his mouth, golden eyes dark, hooded with satisfaction.
He was so fucking pleased with himself.
"Goddamn," he muttered, voice thick with satisfaction as he reached for the condom on the nightstand, rolling it on with practiced ease. "Ya look so good when ya come."
You barely had time to glare at him beforeâ
The front door swung open.
Your entire body froze.
"Oi, 'Tsumu! You home?"
Fucking Osamu.
Atsumu cursed, already moving, his reflexes sharp as hell as he grabbed your wrist and yanked you off the bed. Your half-fogged brain barely caught up before you were being shoved toward the only hiding place availableâ
Under his damn bed.
You scrambled beneath it just as Osamuâs footsteps approached the room, your skin still burning, every nerve still buzzing from your orgasm. Still fucking naked.
And worse? It was disgusting under here.
A layer of dust clung to the floor, a few stray socks shoved against the far wallâprobably unwashedâand your stomach turned when your elbow knocked into a bottle of lotion next to what was clearly a magazine filled with dirty pictures.
Oh, my god.
Your jaw clenched in horrified realization, but there was no time to react because above you, Atsumu was scrambling.
You heard the distinct sound of fabric being yanked as he snatched the nearest shirt off the floor, shoving it over his head in record time. The bedsprings groaned as he moved, no doubt trying to cover his raging hard-on with a blanket before his brother walked in.
"Yeah, I'm here. What d'ya want?" Atsumu called, his voice just barely holding its usual casual edge.
From your position on the goddamn floor, your heart hammered, breath caught in your throat.
This was a fucking disaster.
Osamu stepped inside, his gaze immediately narrowing in suspicion as he took in the sight of Atsumu sitting stiffly on the bed, a blanket haphazardly draped over his lap, hair ruffled, and his shirt clearly thrown on in a panic.
"What are you doing?" Osamu asked, crossing his arms, his tone carrying the weight of deep skepticism.
Atsumu floundered for a response. "Uhâjustânappinâ."
Osamu raised a brow, his eyes flickering to the blanket, the slight tension in Atsumuâs posture, the way his twin wouldnât meet his gaze. Slowly, a look of realizationâfollowed by deep, profound disgustâsettled over his face.
"Oh, gross." Osamu took a step back like heâd been personally offended. "The bathroom exists for a reason, ya know."
Atsumuâs eyes widened in horror. "What? No! Thatâs notâ"
"Dude, I donât wanna know!" Osamu cut him off, throwing up a hand. "I walked in on ya once when we were kids and I still havenât recovered. I ainât doing this again."
Atsumu groaned, dragging a hand down his face. "I wasnât jackinâ off, dumbass!"
Osamu, looking entirely unconvinced, took another step toward the door. "Hey, look, I donât care what ya do in hereâjust let me know when youâre done and Iâll come back." His lip curled in mild disgust before he turned and left, shutting the door behind him.
The front door clicked closed a moment later, signaling that Osamu had left the house.
Silence.
You let out a breath you hadnât realized youâd been holding before crawling out from under the bed, glaring at Atsumu as you brushed dust and questionable particles off your skin.
"That," you said, voice flat, "was humiliating. And disgusting. Can you vacuum under your bed once in a while? I think I inhaled ten years' worth of filth."
You plucked a lint ball from your hair in disgust, shaking it off your fingers as Atsumu flopped dramatically onto the mattress with a groan.
"Not my fault ya had to go crawlinâ under there," he shot back, smirking despite himself. "Bet ya got real acquainted with my side of the world, huh?"
You scowled. "I got real acquainted with the fact that you're a goddamn slob."
Atsumu scoffed, propping himself up on his elbows. "Ya got outta there alive, didnât ya? No harm done."
You folded your arms, leveling him with a hard stare. "Listen, that was way too close. We need to be more careful."
Atsumu hummed, tapping his fingers against his stomach in thought before flashing that infuriating smirk. "We could always get a motel."
You snorted, shaking your head. "And be seen in public with you? Not a chance."
Atsumu laughed, but there was something too satisfied in the way he looked at you, eyes dark and knowing. "Talkinâ a lotta shit for someone who just came on my tongue, sweetheart."
Your breath hitched, heat crawling up your neck at the way he said it, like he was ready for another round.
And judging by the way his gaze dropped to your still-naked body, he was.
Atsumu sat up, moving toward you, fingers skimming over your thigh, his intent crystal clear. "C'mon, we still got time."
You caught his wrist before he could get any further, leveling him with a pointed glare. "No. I need to shower."
His smirk deepened. "You need an extra set of hands?"
"I'd rather stick forks in my eyes."
Atsumu laughed as you stormed off toward the bathroom, ignoring the heat lingering in your stomach, ignoring the fact that a tiny, stupid part of you was tempted.
The moment you shut the door behind you, you exhaled sharply, bracing yourself against the sink as you stared at your reflection. Your face was still flushed, your lips swollen from his kisses, and your neckâGod, your neckâwas littered with faint marks that were dangerously close to being noticeable. Scowling, you turned away, peeling off the remnants of the night before and stepping into the shower.
The warm water was a relief, soothing your aching muscles, washing away the sweat, the scent of Atsumu, the overwhelming reminder of what had just happened. But no matter how much soap you scrubbed into your skin, you couldnât erase the feeling of himâhis hands gripping your hips, his mouth on you, the way he had looked at you like he knew heâd ruined you.
You groaned, pressing your forehead against the tiled wall. What the hell were you doing?
This was supposed to be a one-time thing. A mistake that you could brush off, pretend it never happened. But instead, it had become a habit, a reckless, intoxicating cycle that neither of you seemed willing to break.
By the time you stepped out, towel-drying your hair, you dressed quickly, shoving your clothes on with every intention of getting the hell out of there before anything else happened.
You cracked open the door, listening for any signs of Osamuâs return, but the house was quiet. Atsumu was probably still in his room, lounging around like he hadnât just forced you into a near-death situation under his bed.
With careful steps, you grabbed your bag and slipped out of his house, the cool night air hitting your skin as you finally felt like you could breathe.
That was, until you ran right into Osamu, nearly sending a bag of gas station snacks flying from his hands.
He looked like he had been killing time, dressed casually in a hoodie and sweats, the plastic bag in his grasp rustling as a bottle of tea and a pack of chips shifted inside. His hair was slightly mussed from the evening air, his expression easygoing at first, clearly not expecting to bump into you.
"Oh, hey," he greeted, his tone friendly, his expression relaxed at first. "Didnât expect to see ya âround here."
You cursed internally, forcing a casual smile. "Yeah! Uhâjust had some errands to run."
Osamu tilted his head slightly. "Errands? Thought ya lived on the other end of town."
Your brain scrambled for an answer, anything that wasnât oh, just fucking your brother senseless and then hiding under his bed like a cockroach.
"Uhâdentist appointment."
Osamu blinked. Once. Twice.
"At this time?"
You hesitated, painfully aware that it was nine at night, and absolutely no sane dentist operated at this hour. "Yeah, my dentist is a night owl," you blurted out before you could stop yourself.
His eyebrows pulled together, his expression shifting from friendly curiosity to mild confusion. "...A night owl. Right."
You could feel the weight of his slowly dawning suspicion as he took another look at youâat the way you were a little too quick to answer, at how your shirt looked slightly ruffled, at the fact that you were clearly in a rush to leave.
Abort. Abort. Abort.
Before he could press you for details that would only dig you deeper into this stupid-ass lie, you rushed out, "What about you? What are you doing out here?"
Osamu sighed, shoving his hands into his pockets. "Just gettinâ some air. My brother's bein' gross. Well⌠you would know."
Your entire body seized up, but you forced a light, slightly awkward laugh, as if that wasnât the most terrifying statement youâd heard all day. "Ha. Yeah."
The silence that followed was excruciating, stretching far too long as Osamu watched you, his gaze weighing heavier by the second. He wasnât stupid. The Miya twins might have been frustrating, but they werenât clueless. He was piecing things together, connecting dots that you desperately needed to keep apart.
Time to go.
"Okay, bye! See you at practice!" you said a little too quickly, spinning on your heel and scurrying away before he could say anything else.
Your heart pounded against your ribs as you walked, resisting the urge to sprint as you put as much distance between yourself and Osamu as possible.
As soon as you were far enough, you yanked your phone out of your pocket, typing out a single text to Atsumu:
Find a motel.
The morning sunlight streamed through the cracked window, golden rays spilling over the tangled mess of sheets and the scattered remnants of the night before. Outside, birds chirped in the early quiet, their songs a stark contrast to the utter wreckage inside the room.
You groaned as consciousness pulled you from the depths of exhaustion, a dull, persistent ache spreading through your body. Every muscle protested as you attempted to move, soreness radiating from the very core of you. Fucking hell.
Shifting slightly, you became aware of the steady rise and fall of someone else's breathing beside you. Your gaze flickered to your left, and sure enoughâAtsumu Miya, sprawled out, snoring like a chainsaw, one arm flung over his head, the other lazily draped across your waist.
That smug bastard.
You blinked, your brain still foggy, your limbs still heavy with exhaustion, and thenâ
Oh. Right.
Your eyes darted around your bedroom, the aftermath of last night coming into focus. Condom wrappers littered the floor, some torn open in haste, others carelessly discarded. Tied-off condoms rested in evidence of just how many times you had let him ruin you. The air was thick with the lingering scent of sweat, sex, and something undeniably Atsumu.
You clenched your jaw. You let this happen. Multiple times.
Your body throbbed in agreement. Yeah. No shit.
Gritting your teeth, you slowly pushed his arm off of you and began the excruciating process of getting up. The second you sat up, white-hot soreness shot through your thighs, your stomach tightening from the sheer ache of overuse. A hiss escaped you as you gingerly swung your legs over the bed, muscles screaming in protest.
"Goddamn it, Miya," you muttered under your breath, wincing as you stood. Your legs wobbled dangerously, knees threatening to buckle before you caught yourself on the edge of your desk.
That cocky asshole fucked you stupid.
You cursed him again, more viciously this time, before dragging yourself toward the bathroom, muttering a string of colorful profanities as you went. A hot shower was the only thing that might save you now.
The sight in the bathroom mirror was humiliating.
Your hair was a tangled disaster, barely clinging to the remnants of the ponytail you had thrown it into at some point last night, stray strands sticking to your forehead and neck. Tugging the elastic free, you ran your fingers through the knots, hissing slightly as you tried to tame the mess. And then your gaze caught the deep, bruise-like hickey from your very first encounter, still staining the side of your neck, dark and undeniable.
Fucking fantastic.
Rolling your eyes, you reached for the shower handle, twisting it until steam began to rise. The second the warm water hit your skin, your muscles sighed in relief. You let out a breath, resting your forehead against the cool tile as last night replayed in your head.
How the hell had this happened?
More importantlyâwhy the fuck had it been so good? It had been so long since youâd had genuinely good sex, since someone had touched you like that, made you come apart so completely. And it just had to be him. Of all the people in the world, it had to be Atsumu Miya.
Your lips pressed into a thin line. He had been too goodâan irritatingly smug bastard with a filthy mouth and a body that knew exactly how to work yours. He had torn you apart, left you in shambles, ruined you, and the worst part? You wanted more.
Shaking your head, you rinsed the suds from your hair, trying to push the thought away as you finished up. When you stepped out, fresh and clean, you felt marginally betterâuntil you walked back into your room.
He was still there. Still sprawled out, still snoring, dead to the world like he had no intention of moving anytime soon.
You scowled.
The audacity of this man.
Rolling your eyes, you stepped up to his side, glaring down at him. With a sharp flick to his forehead, you muttered, "Hey, this isnât a bed and breakfast. Go home."
Atsumu groaned, shifting slightly but refusing to open his eyes. His golden hair was an absolute mess, strands sticking up in chaotic tufts, evidence of how thoroughly you had pulled at it throughout the night. His broad shoulders flexed lazily as he rolled onto his stomach, the curve of his back leading down to the sheets pooling dangerously low at his waist. The way his muscles shifted with the movement sent an unwanted spark of heat through youâfucking unfair.
His voice, thick with sleep and laced with satisfaction, rumbled through the room. "God, for how well I fucked you, youâd think youâd be less of a bitch," he mumbled, barely lifting his head before burying his face into your pillow, exhaling deeply like he had all the time in the world.
Your nostrils flared. Oh, hell no.
With zero hesitation, you ripped the blanket off of him, exposing his very naked form to the cool morning air. He let out a disgruntled noise, blindly reaching for the covers, but you had already thrown his underwear at his face.
"Get dressed and get out before your brother starts wondering where the hell youâve been."
Atsumu groaned into the mattress, arms tucked under his head like he didnât have a single care in the world. "Sâtoo early for this," he grumbled.
Your glare intensified. "Miya. Get. Up."
He peeked at you from beneath his lashes, that lazy smirk creeping onto his face like he knew exactly what he was doing. "Yâknow, sweetheart, ya didnât seem too eager for me to leave last night. If I remember correctly, ya were begginâ me to stay inside ya."
You saw red.
Lunging forward, you smacked him upside the head with a pillow, sending him coughing into the sheets. "Shut the fuck up and put your pants on!"
Atsumu wheezed out a laugh, rubbing his head as he sat up, his toned body stretching with a satisfied groan. "Aight, aight, Iâm goinââno need to get violent."
You rolled your eyes as he slid into his clothes, his stupid smirk never leaving his face. As soon as his shirt was on, he strolled up to you, eyes raking over you in nothing but your towel.
"Yâknow," he mused, cocking his head, "I could just stay. Help ya recover."
Your eye twitched. This man had no shame.
Grabbing his hoodie from the floor, you shoved it into his chest. "Out."
He chuckled, stepping through the doorway before pausing, glancing over his shoulder.
"See ya at practice, sweetheart. Try not to miss me too much."
You crossed your arms. "Oh, suck my dick."
Atsumuâs smirk widened instantly. "Iâll do that next time."
Your face flamed as his words registered, but before you could react, he was already laughing, dodging your attempt to shove him as he disappeared down the hall, leaving you standing there, breathless, flustered, and ready to launch something at his retreating figure. That bastard.
~~
The morning sun had risen higher by the time Atsumu finally dragged himself out of your house, stuffing his hands into his hoodie pocket as he walked back home. The crisp morning air did little to clear his head. His body achedânot in a bad way, but in that thoroughly-used, completely-spent kind of way, muscles sore from hours of exertion. Every step sent a reminder of exactly what he had been doing all night, and with whom.
And his mind?
It was a fucking mess.
He wasnât dumb. He knew exactly what this was. You hated his guts, and he gave you just as much shit in return. That wasnât changing anytime soon. You were bossy, relentless, always looking for a way to put him in his placeâand goddammit, it infuriated him.
But last night?
He exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down his face as flashes of youâyour legs tangled with his, the way your breath had hitched every time he pushed deeper, how you had fought him for controlâflooded his mind.
Fuck.
He could still feel you, phantom traces of your nails scraping down his back, the warmth of your body, the way your thighs had locked around him like you were daring him to stop. And that look on your face when you finally gave in? Yeah, that shit was burned into his memory.
And damn it all, it was the best sex heâd ever had.
Atsumu wasnât naiveâheâd been with girls before, and sure, he liked to think he was good in bed. No one had ever complained. But with you?
It was different.
Not just the sexâthough, fuck, it was phenomenalâbut the build-up. The tension, the aggression, the way you had fought him every step of the way, and still melted under him just the same. It made his blood run hotter, his instincts sharper, like every second with you was some kind of battle he was dying to win.
And now? Now he had fucked you senseless, and instead of feeling satisfied like he normally would, his body was already itching to do it again.
He exhaled slowly, rubbing the back of his neck as his house came into view. His entire body felt heavy, spent, and the only thing on his mind now was crashing into his bed and sleeping for the next eight hours. Maybe then he could stop thinking about the way your breathy moans had completely wrecked him.
"Shit."
The front door creaked open as he stepped inside, toeing off his shoes. The kitchen was quiet, but a note caught his attention, stuck to the fridge with a volleyball magnet.
Went to grab groceries. Be back later. Try not to destroy the house.
Atsumu huffed a small, tired laugh and crumpled the note in his fist before heading down the hall, desperate for the sleep he hadnât gotten. His bed was calling him, and he could already feel the exhaustion creeping up his limbs, finally ready to crash.
But the second he stepped into his bedroom, a familiar voice made him pause.
"I covered for you last night, you know."
Atsumu barely spared his twin a glance, too tired to argue. "Uh huh. Thanks."
Osamu was sitting up on his own bed, arms crossed, eyebrows raised. "So, youâre just not gonna tell me where you were last night?"
Atsumu groaned, running a hand through his already-messy hair before flopping face-first onto his mattress. "Samu, I swear to god, Iâm too tired for this."
Osamu, unimpressed, leaned back against the headboard, watching his twin like he could see through his bullshit already. "That so? âCause ya look like ya got hit by a truck."
Atsumu grunted into his pillow. Yeah. A truck named you.
Osamu let the silence stretch between them before sighing. "Was it a girl?"
Atsumu tensed for half a second before he forced his body to relax, rolling onto his side, throwing an arm over his eyes. "Does it matter?"
"It does when yer actinâ all weird about it." Osamu's tone was far too knowing for Atsumu's liking. His twin wasnât one to pry, but he was also damn observant, and Atsumu had no doubt that if he wasnât careful, Osamu would piece everything together before the day was over.
Atsumu exhaled heavily. "Can ya just let me sleep?"
Osamu narrowed his eyes, something clicking into place behind them. "Wait a second... You were actinâ weird as hell yesterday, and the manager didnât even show up to practice in the afternoon..."
Atsumu forced his expression to stay neutral, shoving down the immediate impulse to react. "What? You think I was with her?" He scoffed, shaking his head as he rolled onto his back, throwing an arm over his eyes. "Relax, Samu. It was just some girl from classâAiri Sakamoto."
Osamu didnât say anything for a second, but Atsumu felt him still watching. Weighing his words. Judging his reaction.
"Huh." Osamu finally leaned back against the headboard. "Didnât think ya liked Airi."
Atsumu shrugged, doing his best to sound unaffected. "Nothinâ serious. Just some fun."
"Uh-huh. Sure."
The way Osamu said it made Atsumuâs skin itch. Like he wasnât entirely convinced, but he also wasnât going to pushâyet. His twin was perceptive as hell, but thankfully, he wasnât nosy unless something really bugged him.
Atsumu exhaled slowly, trying to let his body relax. Good. Thisâll blow over.
Osamu didnât push any further, but Atsumu knew better than to assume this was over. His twin had that look, the one that said he wasnât entirely buying it but was willing to let it sit for now. Atsumu could only hope that was enough to keep him from digging further.
But as he finally closed his eyes, exhaustion pulling at his limbs, the image of you still wouldnât leave his head.
This was gonna be a problem.
~~
Monday morning arrived far too quickly, the weight of the weekend still lingering in your muscles, your thoughts, your everything. The cold air bit at your skin as you made your way toward the gym, your feet dragging slightly despite your best efforts to act normal. You had spent the entire weekend tryingâdesperately tryingâto push everything that had happened with Atsumu to the back of your mind. But now, with practice looming ahead, it felt like all of it was crawling right back up your throat.
How the hell were you supposed to pretend like nothing had happened?
It had been two days. Forty-eight hours since you had let Atsumu ruin you, and now you had to walk into practice and act like you hadnât spent half the weekend moaning his name. Like he hadnât touched you in ways you could still feel.
Fucking fantastic.
Your hands clenched into fists at your sides as you took a deep breath. It was fine. You just had to do what you always didâbe civil enough to get through practice without anyone suspecting a damn thing. You could ignore him. You could pretend that nothing was different.
You had to.
But it wasnât just about ignoring him. No, that would have been too easy. Because the thing with Atsumu was that he wasnât the type to just let things go. He was an asshole, a relentless one at that, and you had no doubt that the second he saw you, he was going to say something. He was going to look at you with that stupid fucking smirk, that self-satisfied, cocky-ass grin, and you were going to have to find a way not to strangle him in front of everyone.
Up ahead, you spotted Kita unlocking the gym doors, his usual composed demeanor unchanged. He glanced up as you approached, his sharp eyes immediately settling on you as he gave a small nod in greeting.
"Mornin'. Feelin' better?" he asked casually.
You froze mid-step. What?
Your brain went completely blank for a solid second before the realization slammed into you.
Oh. Right.
You had told Kita you were sick to get out of afternoon practice on Friday. Shit.
You forced your face into neutrality, schooling your features as quickly as you could. "Uhâ" you blinked, then cleared your throat. "Yeah. Head cold."
Kita gave a small, approving nod, his expression unreadable. "Good. Glad youâre back."
You exhaled, relieved that he didnât press further, though the reminder of your flimsy excuse only added to the pile of things to stress about today.
The real problem wasnât Kita.
It was stepping into that gym and seeing Atsumu again.
You could already feel it, the weight of his presence, the way the air would shift the second you walked in. You knew him too well. You had been fighting with him for years. And now? Now you had to pretend like his hands hadnât been all over you, like you hadnât spent the weekend letting him fuck you in every way imaginable.
And the worst part? You had no idea how to handle it.
With one last deep breath, you squared your shoulders, plastering the most neutral expression you could manage onto your face, and followed Kita inside.
The gym was empty, still wrapped in the early morning quiet, save for the distant hum of the overhead lights flickering to life as Kita stepped ahead, checking the locks and switches with his usual efficiency. You made a beeline for the storage room, the familiar echo of your footsteps bouncing off the polished floors, each step grounding you in the routineâa routine you needed now more than ever.
Pulling out the cart of volleyballs, you set about your usual tasks, rolling out the net, setting up the poles, unfolding the mats in the corner of the gymâall movements embedded in your muscle memory, allowing your mind to drift even as your body worked.
But your thoughts werenât cooperating.
Each small motion felt heavier today, like every act of normalcy was forcing your mind to ignore the very obvious elephant in the room: Atsumu fucking Miya.
The past weekend had unraveled something you werenât ready to confront. The sharp, burning pull of hatred, desire, competition, frustrationâit was still there, coiling beneath your skin like a live wire. How were you supposed to erase the feeling of his body against yours? The way he had looked at you in the dim light of your bedroom, golden eyes dark with something you refused to name? The way he had made you come undone over and over until you had lost track of time?
Your fingers curled around the net, gripping it too tightly.
You had to get a grip.
You gave your head a sharp shake, forcing the thoughts down, deep, deep down where they wouldnât interfere with practice. Because that was all it wasâpractice. A normal morning, a normal routine. You just had to act normal.
And more importantly, you had to act like Atsumu didnât still linger in the ache between your thighs, in the phantom press of his fingers along your waist, in the way your pulse picked up just thinking about him.
You scowled at yourself. Pathetic.
Straightening, you grabbed a volleyball from the cart, tossing it idly from one hand to the other, trying to reset your mind. The doors would open soon. The team would pile in. Atsumu would walk through that door.
And you needed to be ready.
It wasnât long before the distant echo of voices signaled the arrival of the team, the usual mix of early morning grumbles and lighthearted banter filling the space as the gym doors swung open. You kept your focus on the net, adjusting its tension with a practiced ease, but it was impossible to ignore the way their presence shifted the atmosphereâthe way his presence shifted the atmosphere.
A few of the guys greeted you as they passed, their voices casual, unaware of the storm inside your head.
"Hey, you feeling better?" one of them asked, pausing briefly near the cart of volleyballs.
You nodded, forcing a polite smile. "Yeah. Just a head cold."
"Glad you're back. Kita was worried."
That surprised you. Kita worried? You glanced toward the captain, who was already overseeing warm-ups with his usual composed expression. He must have noticed your hesitation because he gave a small nod of acknowledgment, as if to confirm the statement. Huh.
But then, you made a mistake.
Your gaze drifted across the gym, landing on him.
Atsumu had just stepped inside, his duffel slung lazily over one shoulder, his hair slightly disheveled as if he hadnât bothered fixing it properly before rolling out of bed. The second your eyes met, he smirked.
Not just any smirk.
That smirk. The one that sent heat rushing up your neck, pooling low in your stomach, the one that made you clench your fists just to stop yourself from reacting. It was lazy, self-satisfied, and undeniably knowingâlike he could still feel you on him, like he could still hear the way you moaned his name in the quiet of your room.
Your body betrayed you instantly.
A rush of heat, a sudden tightening in your core, a traitorous pulse between your legs that sent panic flaring through your mind. No. No, no, no.
You locked up, fingers tightening around the netâs frame, every ounce of rational thought crumbling beneath the weight of that goddamn smirk.
"Uhâearth to manager?"
You jolted slightly, blinking rapidly as Suna waved a hand in front of your face, his sharp eyes flickering with mild amusement. Shit.
"You good? You look like you just saw a ghost."
"Iâ" You cleared your throat, willing yourself to snap back to reality. "Yeah. Justâdistracted."
Sunaâs gaze lingered for a second too long before he shrugged, rolling his shoulders. "If you say so."
You exhaled sharply, heart still hammering against your ribs as you forced yourself to focus.
Practice was starting. You needed to get it together.
The drills started off as routine as ever, the rhythmic sound of sneakers squeaking against the polished floor, volleyballs slamming against the net, and voices calling out sets filling the gym. You went about your usual duties, keeping water bottles filled, retrieving stray balls, observing. Everything was exactly as it should be. Almost.
Because you were noticing things you had never noticed before.
Atsumu had always been an impressive player. You knew that. His skill was the reason he was the starting setter of Inarizaki, the reason scouts were always eyeing him for future prospects. But you had never let yourself notice him like this before.
The way his muscles flexed every time he set the ball, the way his strong arms held complete control over the game, the sheer power behind every calculated moveâit all felt too familiar. His body was built for this sport, lean but strong, his movements fluid and commanding, just like that night.
You swallowed hard, forcing your gaze to shift anywhere else. No. Absolutely not.
And yet, your thoughts kept circling back to him, back to the way he had moved over you, with the same precision, the same power. Your thighs clenched involuntarily, and you had to bite the inside of your cheek to snap yourself out of it. This was insane. This was Atsumu. The same Atsumu who had spent years annoying the shit out of you, pushing your buttons, picking fights just to rile you up.
You needed to leave. Now.
The second practice ended, you grabbed your things and bolted, moving toward the exit before anyone could stop you. The last thing you needed was more time around him. You just had to make it to class, shake off whatever the hell was happening in your head, and forgetâ
A hand grabbed your wrist, pulling you back into the shadow of the gym just as the rest of the team filtered out. Warm, calloused fingers wrapped around your skin, familiar and firm.
Atsumu.
You barely had time to register his presence before he was speaking, voice low enough that no one else could hear.
"My place'll be empty tonight," he said, his tone so damn casual you could have punched him. "Samu's got a project."
You scowled, immediately tugging your wrist from his grasp. "And why should I care?"
Atsumu didnât answer right away, just raised a brow like he knew something you didnât. Like he knew exactly what was going on in your head. And then, with that insufferable smirk, he said, "Come over after practice."
And then he walked away, leaving you pissedâbecause you knew in your heart that you were going.
Youâve known the Miya twins for as long as you can remember. They were the loudest boys on the playground, all scuffed knees and sunburned cheeks, their laughter carrying across the schoolyard like a war cry. Atsumu, the loudmouth with a cocky grin that drove teachers insane, and Osamu, the quieter one who always seemed two seconds away from dragging his brother out of trouble. You were caught in the middleâsometimes willingly, sometimes notâbut you never complained. Being with them was easy. Natural. Like breathing.
âYer too slow!â Atsumu had whined once, standing at the edge of the sandbox with his hands on his hips while you struggled to keep up. âThen go ahead without me!â youâd huffed, kicking sand in his direction, cheeks flushed and breathless.
But he never did.
No matter how many times you fell behind, no matter how many times Osamu rolled his eyes and threatened to leave you both behind, Atsumu always waited. And somehow, that pattern never changed.
Years passed. Middle school turned into high school. The three of you didnât hang out as much anymoreâbetween club activities, exams, and life pulling you in different directions, it was harder to find the time. But you still showed up. For them.
You never missed a game, sitting in the stands with Osamuâs mom and cheering as loud as the rest of the Inarizaki fans. You watched Atsumu serve with impossible precision, eyes narrowing with focus before the ball left his hand. You watched Osamu spike with terrifying accuracy, his smirk barely contained afterward. You were proud of them both, proud to see them rise, proud to be part of the crowd that supported them.
âYer cominâ to the next match, right?â Atsumu asked one afternoon after practice, leaning against the fence with his bag slung over his shoulder. His hair was damp, a few stray strands sticking to his forehead, and his uniform was loose, hanging casually over his broad frame. The sun was dipping lower, casting warm orange hues across the field where a few stragglers still kicked a soccer ball around. You glanced up from your phone, pretending to be nonchalant. âI always do, donât I?â His grin stretched wideâcocky and confident, just like alwaysâbut there was something in his eyes. Something⌠uncertain. Hidden beneath the bravado. âJust checkinâ.â He kicked at the dirt, scuffing his sneaker against the pavement. âYa donât gotta, yâknow. Betcha got better things to do than watch us all the time.â
Osamu was the one who noticed it first, the subtle shift in Atsumuâs behavior. It was after another win, and the three of you had gone out to grab a bite. Atsumu was unusually quiet, barely picking at his food while you and Osamu bickered over the best dipping sauce for karaage. âOi,â Osamu had muttered under his breath when you went to the counter to grab more napkins. âWhatâs with ya?â
âNothinâ,â Atsumu had mumbled, poking at his plate, but Osamuâs eyes had narrowed. âYa never shut up. Now yer quiet? Somethinâs up.â
âNothinâs up,â Atsumu insisted, but Osamu didnât look convinced. He shot his brother a look but didnât press further. Later that night, as you waved goodbye and promised to see them at the next game, Osamu lingered behind. âHeâs actinâ weird,â he muttered, watching Atsumu walk ahead. âYa notice?â
You had laughed, brushing it off. âWhen isnât he weird?â
It wasnât until you started talking about someone elseâTakahiro, a guy from your classâthat things started to change. He was smart, funny, and polite in a way that seemed almost too perfect. You didnât even realize how often you were mentioning himâhow your eyes lit up when you talked about how he made you laugh during group projects, how he texted you after class to ask if you understood the material. At first, Atsumu barely reacted. Just a quirk of his brow and a half-hearted, âHuh. Cool.â But then it happened again. And again. And suddenly, Takahiroâs name was slipping into conversations more often than not, and Atsumu noticed. Every. Single. Time.
He didnât say anything to you about it. But he did talk to Osamu.
âHe likes her, donât he?â Atsumu had muttered one afternoon, his voice low, barely audible as they sat in the back of the gym after practice. His knees were drawn up, elbows resting loosely on them while he picked absentmindedly at the tape around his fingers, pulling at the frayed edges like they held the answers to his problems.
Osamu raised a brow, glancing sideways at his brother. âWho? Takahiro?â His tone was neutral, but the way he looked at Atsumu was anything but.
âYeah.â Atsumuâs jaw clenched as he peeled another strip of tape from his skin, eyes fixed on the floor. âSheâs always talkinâ about him lately. Laughinâ at his dumb jokes. Her face lights up when she talks about him.â
âSince when do ya pay attention to that kinda thing?â Osamuâs tone was teasing, but there was something careful underneath it, something that probed deeper.
âI donât.â Atsumuâs answer was too fast, too defensive. His fingers stilled against his knee, tape forgotten as he shifted, posture rigid.
Osamu tilted his head, watching his brother closely. âRight.â Silence stretched between them for a beat, thick and unspoken. âSo, why do ya care?â
âI donât.â Atsumuâs voice was quieter this time, almost too quiet. But his jaw was tight, his eyes dark with something Osamu didnât need to ask about.
Osamu exhaled softly, leaning back and folding his arms behind his head. âYer full of shit, yâknow.â He didnât push, didnât ask any more questions. But his words lingered in the air, hanging heavy between them. Atsumu didnât respond, and Osamu let it goâfor now. But the silence that followed spoke louder than anything Atsumu couldâve said.
You started noticing the shift after that. Atsumu was differentâquieter around you, shorter with his words. His usual sharp remarks didnât carry the same playful edge anymore. They were clipped, like he was forcing himself to stay distant. At first, you thought he was just tired. Volleyball took its toll, and with nationals approaching, it wasnât unusual for the entire team to be running on fumes. But this was different. His usual warmth was gone, replaced by something colder, something heavier that settled in the pit of your stomach. His eyes didnât linger on you the way they used to, and when they did, there was something in them you couldnât place. Frustration? Hurt? You werenât sure, but it left a bad taste in your mouth.
It all came to a head during the next game.
It was an intense matchâone where every point mattered, the air thick with anticipation. You were in your usual spot in the stands, cheering louder than most of the crowd, but this time⌠you werenât alone. Takahiro was beside you, leaning in close, his shoulder brushing yours as he whispered something in your ear that made you laugh. You didnât notice the way Atsumuâs eyes flicked toward you, sharp and fleeting, but he saw it. He saw the way you smiledâsoft and genuine, eyes crinkling at the cornersâand it knocked the air out of his lungs.
It burned.
Atsumuâs jaw tightened, his fingers curling a little too tightly around the ball as he lined up his serve. He tried to shake it off, to focus on the game, but your laugh echoed louder than the roar of the crowd in his ears. His heartbeat pounded in his chest, faster, harder, until it drowned out everything else. The whistle blew. He tossed the ball, went through the motionsâbut his mind wasnât in it. His focus was shattered, replaced by a tangled mess of emotions he didnât know how to deal with.
The ball sailed too far.
Out of bounds.
By a mile.
The murmur that rippled through the crowd was deafening in his ears. Atsumuâs jaw clenched so hard it hurt, his teeth grinding together as he forced himself to breathe through the frustration. He didnât look at you after that. He couldnât. But he felt itâyour eyes on him, concern etched into your features, even as you turned back to Takahiro. The tension settled like a weight in his chest, suffocating and inescapable.
Throughout the rest of the game, Atsumu was off. His sets were technically perfect, but they lacked their usual precision. His timing was a second too late, his movements a little too forced. The fire that usually burned in his veins, the one that made him relentless on the court, was barely a flicker. And no one noticed but Osamu.
âGet yer head outta yer ass, âTsumu,â Osamu muttered under his breath during a timeout, his voice low enough that only Atsumu could hear. âYer messinâ up, and I know why.â
Atsumu didnât respond, eyes locked on the floor, jaw clenched. But Osamu wasnât done. âIf ya donât fix it, weâre gonna lose. And if we do, itâs on you.â
By some miracle, Inarizaki still scraped by with a winâbut barely. Atsumu was the first one off the court when the final whistle blew, not bothering to stick around as the team lined up to thank the crowd. His skin was crawling, frustration boiling beneath the surface as he tore off his sweat-soaked jersey and tossed it into his bag. He needed to clear his head. He needed to breathe.
And you? You noticed.
âWhereâs Atsumu?â you asked, concern lacing your voice as you turned to Osamu while everyone congratulated the team. Osamuâs eyes flickered toward the gym, his expression neutral but his tone softer than usual. âNeeded some air,â he muttered, his voice quiet but knowing. âYa know how he gets.â And that was all it took.
Your chest tightened. Something told you this wasnât just about a bad game.
âOi, Miya!â Takahiroâs voice broke through the hum of post-game chatter as he stepped forward, flashing a bright smile. âHell of a match out there. You guys pulled through in the end.â His words were polite, his tone smooth, but the second they left his mouth, the atmosphere shifted.
Ginjima, who was standing nearby, narrowed his eyes, barely masking his distaste as he gave Takahiro a once-over. His lips pressed into a thin line, and for a second, it looked like he was about to say something. "So, ya thinkâ"
But before he could finish, Aran stepped in, his usual easy-going demeanor firming up as he gave Takahiro a curt nod.
âThanks,â Aran cut in smoothly, his tone polite but clipped just enough to send a message. âAppreciate it.â
Takahiro, oblivious to the silent exchange, just smiled and gave a thumbs-up. âNo problem. You guys really pulled through.â
You felt the tension rolling off Ginjima, and even Kitaâs usually neutral expression was unreadable as his eyes flickered between Takahiro and the team.
You lingered with the team for a little while longer, standing by Aran as he exchanged a few polite words with Takahiro, who was blissfully unaware of the underlying tension. You nodded along, adding the occasional "yeah" or "for sure" as Takahiro talked about how intense the game had been and how impressed he was by Inarizaki's performance. But your mind was elsewhere.
Atsumuâs absence gnawed at you. The way heâd left the court so quickly, the frustration rolling off of him in wavesâit didnât sit right. Something was wrong, and no matter how much you tried to focus on the conversation happening around you, the pit in your stomach wouldnât go away.
Eventually, as the crowd began to thin out and the post-game buzz started to fade, Takahiro turned to you with that same easy smile. "Weâre all gonna grab something to eat after. You coming?"
You hesitated, your heart tugging you in a different direction. "Hey⌠I think Iâm gonna head home," you said softly, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. "Iâm kinda tired."
Takahiroâs brow furrowed slightly, concern flickering across his face. "You sure? We were all gonna hang out for a bit."
âYeah, Iâm sure,â you replied, offering him a quick, reassuring smile. âIâll see you tomorrow, okay?â
He hesitated for a moment before nodding. "Alright⌠text me when you get home, yeah?"
âOf course.â
But you had no intention of going home.
As Takahiro rejoined the group, you slipped away, weaving through the crowd without a second glance. Your feet moved on instinct, carrying you back toward the gym, where you knew exactly where Atsumu would be. Something gnawed at your gut, telling you this wasnât just about a bad game. You could feel it, a weight settling in your chest, making it hard to breathe.
As you got closer to the gym, the familiar sound of volleyballs slamming against the floor echoed through the quiet night. The steady thump reverberated through the empty halls, each hit carrying a frustration that was almost palpable. Your steps slowed as you approached the entrance, the muffled grunts of effort and the sharp sound of rubber meeting wood growing louder with each step.
When you reached the doorway, you stopped, heart hammering in your ears as you took in the sight before you. Atsumu was there, just as youâd known he would be. Sweat dripped from his forehead, his hair damp and sticking to his skin. His jersey was clinging to his back, soaked through, and the gym floor was littered with scattered volleyballs, some rolling lazily across the surface after missed targets. But Atsumu wasnât slowing down.
His jaw was clenched, his eyes locked on an invisible target as he tossed another ball into the air, his muscles flexing as he jumped, body coiling with raw power. The crack of the ball echoed through the gym as it slammed into the floor, and a grunt of frustration escaped his lips, reverberating off the walls.
You stood there, frozen for a moment, watching him pour every ounce of frustration and anger into each serve. He didnât notice you. Not yet.
âYou're gonna break the damn floor at this rate.â
Your voice echoed across the empty gym, but Atsumu didnât stop. He tossed another ball into the air, his muscles flexing as he jumped, slamming it with a grunt that reverberated off the walls. The ball ricocheted off the floor and hit the back wall with a loud thud. His breathing was heavy, shoulders rising and falling with each ragged inhale.
âGo home.â His voice was clipped, laced with exhaustion and something sharper. He didnât turn to look at you, eyes locked on the next ball he was already lining up.
âAtsumu,â you said softly, stepping further into the gym. âTalk to me.â
âThereâs nothinâ to talk about.â He tossed the ball, and another loud thwack echoed through the gym as the ball hit the floor. âGo home.â
But you didnât move.
âNot until you tell me whatâs wrong.â Your voice was firmer this time, crossing your arms as you stood your ground. But then, as Atsumu lined up another ball, ready to serve, you couldnât take it anymore. Your feet moved before your brain caught up, and you stepped forward, planting yourself right in front of him.
âAtsumu, stop.â
His eyes widened in surprise, the ball still gripped tightly in his hand, but you didnât back down. You stood your ground, heart pounding as you met his gaze head-on.
âMove,â he muttered, his voice low, but there was no real heat behind it.
âNo,â you said firmly, your voice unwavering. âIâm not moving until you talk to me.â
âWhy even bother?â His voice was sharper now, but there was something raw beneath the anger. âGo back to yer boyfriend. Bet heâs waitinâ for ya.â
You blinked, stunned by the venom in his words. âBoyfriend? You mean Takahiro?â
âYeah, him.â He finally turned, eyes blazing with something you couldnât quite placeâhurt, frustration⌠jealousy? âBet heâs real smitten with ya, sittinâ in the stands, watchinâ ya smile at him like that.â
Your brows furrowed, confusion flashing across your face. âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
âDonât play dumb,â Atsumu snapped, his voice rising. âI saw ya. Laughinâ at his jokes, lettinâ him get close. Ya looked real happy. Real fuckinâ happy.â
âThatâs what this is about?â Your voice sharpened, anger bubbling to the surface. âYouâre pissed because I was talking to Takahiro?â
âOh, I dunno,â Atsumu drawled, his tone dripping with mock sweetness as he dropped the ball and crossed his arms. ââTakahiroâs so nice,ââ he mimicked, his voice going higher, mimicking yours in an exaggerated, sing-song way. ââTakahiro helped me with my assignment.â âTakahiro said the funniest thing today.ââ He scoffed, his expression darkening as he took a step closer, his eyes flashing with something dangerously close to jealousy. âYa never shut up about him.â
If you weren't pissed before, you sure as hell were now.
Your jaw clenched, heat rushing to your face as your hands balled into fists at your sides. âWhat the hell is your problem?â
âWhatâs my problem?â He let out a bitter laugh, eyes narrowing. âMaybe Iâm just sick of listeninâ to ya gush about him like he hung the damn moon.â
âAre you serious right now?!â You raised your voice, the frustration bubbling over. âYouâre actinâ like a damn child, Atsumu!â
âMaybe I am!â Atsumuâs voice shot up, matching yours as his face flushed with anger. He stepped forward, closing the distance between you, his eyes locked on yours with a heat that made your pulse race. âBut at least Iâm not the one actinâ blind to whatâs right in front of me!â
âBlind to what?!â You threw your hands in the air, voice sharp and cutting as you took a step toward him, closing the space between you until there was barely any room left. Your chest brushed his as you tilted your chin up to meet his fiery gaze. âWhy do you even care so much, Atsumu?!â
âWhy do I care?!â He was practically towering over you now, his breath hot and ragged as his jaw clenched, his eyes burning with frustration. âBecause ya never stop talkinâ about him! âTakahiro this, Takahiro that!â Itâs all I ever fuckinâ hear!â
âMaybe I wouldnât if you didnât act like you donât give a damn about me!â Your voice cracked, but you didnât back down, standing your ground even as the tension between you became suffocating.
âI donât give a damn?!â Atsumuâs voice was louder now, the frustration bleeding into his tone as he stepped even closer, his chest brushing against yours. âYouâre the one whoâs been actinâ like Iâm invisible! Like Iâm justâjust some guy while yer out there with him!â
âThen why didnât you say something?!â You screamed, voice echoing through the gym, your frustration boiling over. Your hands were trembling now, knuckles white from how hard you were clenching them at your sides. âWhy do you even care so much?!â
âBecause I love you!â
The words erupted from him, loud and raw, his voice breaking as the confession echoed through the gym and filled the space between you. His chest heaved, his face flushed from a mix of anger and desperation, and his eyesâwide, vulnerable, and filled with something you hadnât seen beforeâwere locked onto yours.
You froze, the weight of his words crashing down like a tidal wave, leaving you breathless, your heart pounding in your ears. The world went silent, and for the first time since youâd stepped into that gym, neither of you had anything left to say.
Your heart hammered against your ribcage as you stared at him, his chest still heaving from the force of his confession. The air felt thick, suffocating, as your mind raced to process what he had just said. Seconds stretched on, but you didnât move. You couldnât.
Then, without thinking, without giving yourself a chance to second-guess it, you stepped forward. Your eyes locked on his, your expression unreadable, and before he could say another word, you grabbed the front of his jersey, yanking him down.
"Youâre so fucking stupid," you whispered, barely loud enough for him to hear.
And then you kissed him.
It wasnât soft or hesitant. It was fierce, fueled by weeksâno, monthsâof pent-up frustration, confusion, and feelings you had pushed down for far too long. Your lips crashed into his, and Atsumu froze for half a second before he was kissing you back with just as much desperation. His hands found your waist, pulling you impossibly closer, and the world around you blurred until nothing else existed.
The anger, the yelling, the unspoken wordsâthey all melted away, leaving only the two of you, tangled in the heat of the moment, finally giving in to everything youâd both been too stubborn to admit.
Iâm being greedy here,
but it would be funny if Inarizaki was trying to figure out if their manager has a secret admirer. With all the snacks, food and encouraging notes being given to them, but it just turned out to be their (platonic) girlfriend
No greed at all! I love it ehehe
Hope you enjoy! and thanks for the ask <333 I love doing these --
It started small. A sports drink left on the bench, a protein bar tucked neatly beside your clipboard, a sticky note with a simple Good job today! scribbled in neat handwriting.
You hadnât thought much of it at first. Maybe someone had left the drink behind by accident, maybe the protein bar was a spare someone had tossed your way. The note? Probably just an afterthought. No big deal.
But then it kept happening.
Snacks. Energy drinks. Even small bento boxes labeled with your name, left in the exact same spot every single time. The notes became more frequent tooâlittle words scrawled on post-its, ranging from Eat something before practice, idiot. to You better be drinking enough water. and Take a break before you pass out.
By the end of the week, the team had noticed.
And by the end of the next, they had declared a full-blown investigation.
âIâm tellinâ ya, this is definitely the work of a secret admirer.â Ginjima crossed his arms, nodding as if he were uncovering something straight out of a mystery novel.
Osamu, unimpressed, leaned back against the gym wall. âOr, yâknow, itâs just someone beinâ nice.â
âNo way, âSamu! This is classic romance material.â Atsumu leaned in, eyes alight with interest. âSecret notes? Snacks? Somebodyâs tryna woo our manager.â
ââWooâ?â Suna repeated, unimpressed. âWho the hell says âwooâ?â
âYou get what I mean.â
Aran, ever the voice of reason, sighed. âMaybe itâs just a fan. Not everything has to be a romance novel, guys.â
âNo way.â Ginjima shook his head. âThis is deeper than that. Itâs been weeks. This is a long game play.â
Osamu scoffed. âSo what? You think itâs some secret, undyinâ love confession?â
Atsumu nodded, smirking. âOr maybe itâs someone right under our noses.â
Thatâs when they all turned their heads toward Suna.
He blinked. âNo.â
âYouâre beinâ awfully quiet about all this,â Atsumu pointed out, grin widening. âKinda suspicious.â
Suna didnât even blink. âI donât care enough to do all that.â
âSuspicious,â Osamu agreed, just to mess with him.
Suna sighed. âGo to hell.â
But the team wasnât done. They spent the rest of the week staking out the gym, watching like hawks every time you left your clipboard unattended. They devised shifts. Shifts. They trailed behind you in the hallways, whispering conspiracies amongst themselves. At one point, they even considered interrogating Kitaâonly for Osamu to firmly shoot that idea down because âIf ya bother him with this nonsense, weâre all dead.â
Their investigation escalated. They started tracking patternsâwhen the notes appeared, the exact minute snacks were placed. They cross-referenced schedules, trying to narrow down suspects. Ginjima even went so far as to create a messy suspect board in the clubroom, red strings connecting completely unrelated names, post-it notes containing unhinged theories.
âAlright, so if we rule out known variablesââ Ginjima began, tapping the board with a marker.
âDid ya seriously make a conspiracy wall?â Osamu asked flatly.
âItâs called evidence, âSamu.â
âItâs called insanity,â Suna corrected, lazily eating a rice cracker.
And then, just when tensions were reaching their peakâwhen Atsumu was this close to breaking into your locker just to âgather more cluesââthe answer came crashing down on them in the form of a very cheerful visitor.
âHey, loser, I got your favorite snacks again!â
You barely had time to turn before a familiar arm was slinging around your shoulder, a plastic bag dangling from their other hand. The entire team froze. You could feel the sheer intensity of their collective stare boring into the back of your head.
Your best friendâyour very, very platonic best friendâblinked at the awkward tension in the gym. âUh. Whatâs with them?â
You sighed, already knowing where this was going. âThey think I have a secret admirer.â
Your friend snorted. âPfftâyou? Please, who would want you?â
âOh my god, shut up.â
Atsumu, standing dumbfounded beside Osamu, made a strangled noise. âYou? It was you this whole time?!â
âDuh.â Your friend rolled their eyes. âWhat, you guys thought someone was trying to date them?â
Ginjima sputtered. âSoâwaitâyou were justâjust doing all this platonically?â
You deadpanned. âYes. That is what friendship is.â
Osamu sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. âYâall are idiots.â
Suna, who had been unfairly accused, leaned back smugly. âTold you so.â
Atsumu looked personally betrayed. âWeeksâweeksâof stakeouts, of investigation, of tracking patternsâfor this?!â
Your friend snickered. âGod, you guys need a hobby.â
Kita, passing by without even stopping, simply muttered, âI told you all to drop it.â
Aran chuckled, shaking his head. âAll that effort, just for nothing.â
Atsumu groaned dramatically, dropping onto one of the benches as if the weight of the world had just crushed him. âThis is devastating.â
Osamu patted his shoulder. âYa brought this on yerself.â
Ginjima, looking up at his massive evidence board, sighed. âGuess I should take this down.â
Suna, still smug, pulled out his phone. âNo, keep it. Iâm sending this to the group chat.â
And just like that, the case was closed.
Hiii!!!! I cant tell you how much I absolutely love your writings! I was wondering if you could do a part two for managerial duties for Inarizaki!! Maybe where the manager has serious bruising and the team finds out... and theyre genuinely worried! Id be cute if Atsumu would apologize too!! But you dont have to! Hehe, thank you for making my day! I appreciate your writings so much!
YES I LOVE THAT IDEA! And you've made my day with your kind words <33 thank you so much for reading!! Here we go :D --
You had expected some bruising.
What you hadn't expected was for your forearms to turn into a full-blown patchwork of dark purple and deep red, an angry mess of tender skin that ached every time you so much as brushed against something. It had started subtly enoughâjust a faint soreness the day after the bet. But by the time midweek rolled around, it was impossible to ignore. Even writing with a pen sent sharp pangs up your arms, and carrying the teamâs water bottles felt like lifting bricks.
Which is why, in a moment of sheer desperation, youâd dug through your old volleyball gear and fished out your compression sleeves. They werenât a fix, but they helped stabilize your arms and dull the constant ache, allowing you to function without wincing every time you existed. The compression kept the swelling down, made the bruises feel less noticeable, and at least provided a thin barrier between your damaged skin and the outside world.
You hadnât really thought much of them beyond that.
Until you pulled off your jacket in the middle of practice and heard the gym fall silent.
The first thing you noticed was that every single pair of eyes had locked onto your arms. It took you a second to realize whyâblack compression sleeves, pulled taut over your forearms, standing out starkly against your skin.
"UhâŚ" you started, blinking as the weight of their attention settled on you.
"Whatâs with the sleeves?" Aran asked first, brows furrowed. "Didnât know you wore those."
Your brain short-circuited. "Oh. Um. Theyâre just⌠comfortable."
"Comfortable?" Osamu repeated skeptically. "Since when do ya need sleeves to be comfortable?"
Suna, who had been lazily leaning against the wall, suddenly pushed off from his spot and started toward you. "They look kinda tight." Without hesitation, he reached out, fingers brushing over the fabric. "Lemme see."
Atsumu, who had been drinking from his water bottle, glanced over and smirked. "Damn, manager, if ya wanted to show off yer arms, ya couldâve justâ"
Before he could finish, Osamu smacked the back of his head hard enough to make him stumble. "Read the damn room, âTsumu."
"Ow! What the hell?!" Atsumu grumbled, rubbing the spot Osamu had hit.
The moment Suna applied even the slightest pressure, a sharp, searing pain shot through your arm, and you yelped, whipping your hand to your chest as if youâd been burned. "Shit!" you hissed through clenched teeth, eyes squeezing shut as the sting radiated up your arm.
The reaction was instant.
"What the hell was that?" Osamu frowned, his teasing dropping immediately.
"Whatâs goinâ on?" Ginjima asked, concern lacing his voice.
Atsumu, still rubbing his head, now had his attention completely on you. "What'd you scream like that for?"
"I-Itâs nothing," you stammered, holding your arm protectively. "JustâSuna caught me off guard."
"Bullshit," Suna drawled, eyes narrowing. "Take âem off."
"No! I mean, really, itâs not a big dealâ"
"Take. Them. Off." Kitaâs voice cut through the chatter, calm but final.
You hesitated. His gaze didnât waver. And you knew, knew, there was no getting out of this. With a resigned sigh, you slowly rolled down the sleeve, flinching slightly as the pressure eased off your skin.
A collective gasp rippled through the team.
"DudeâŚ" Osamu muttered, voice even quieter than usual.
Even Suna, usually unfazed by everything, looked taken aback. "Holy shit."
Ginjima let out a low whistle. "Thatâs gotta hurt."
The bruises looked worse under the gym lights, the deep purples and reds blending into a mess of tender skin, mottled and swollen in some places. It was bad. You could feel how bad it looked, just from their expressions alone.
Atsumu visibly paled. "ThatâŚ" He swallowed thickly. "Thatâs from me?"
Kita exhaled slowly, his posture rigid. "You should have said something earlier."
"Itâs fine," you tried. "I asked for it. I knew what I was doing."
"Thatâs not the point," he said, voice eerily even. "You let it get this bad and didnât bother telling anyone? How exactly is that taking care of yourself?"
You opened your mouth, then closed it. Because, honestly? He had a point.
"Go home," he ordered, folding his arms. "Youâre done for the day. And donât come back until that heals up."
"What? No, Iâm fineâ"
"No, youâre not." Aran frowned. "That looks painful as hell."
"I can still helpâ"
Kita said your name like a father would, the tone alone made it clear there would be no arguing. "Go. Home."
You huffed, crossing your armsâthen immediately regretted it when pain flared up again. Scowling, you turned on your heel, grabbing your things and storming toward the clubroom.
The moment you stepped inside and shut the door, you let out a long breath, flopping against the lockers. Your arms throbbed. Maybe they were right. Maybe you should take it easy.
You had just started gathering your things when the door cracked open.
"Oi."
You turned, only to find Atsumu standing awkwardly in the doorway, eyes flickering between you and the floor. He looked⌠unsettled. Which, for him, was weird.
"Uh. Hey?"
His mouth opened, then closed. He shifted his weight. Fidgeted.
You squinted. "Are you⌠okay?"
He exhaled sharply, rubbing the back of his neck. "Iâuh. Shit. Look, I didnâtâya knowâmean toâŚ" He gestured vaguely at your arms, as if that explained everything. "I wasnât tryna actually hurt ya."
You blinked. "Atsumu. I asked for this."
"Yeah, butâ" He groaned, dragging a hand down his face. "Ya look like ya got run over."
You let out a short laugh. "Well, your serves do feel like getting hit by a truck."
Atsumu winced. "Shit."
For a moment, he was quiet. Then, after what seemed like an eternity, he muttered, "Iâm sorry."
It was quiet. Stiff. A little clumsy.
But genuine.
You raised an eyebrow. "Wow. Never thought Iâd hear you apologize."
He scowled. "Donât make it weird."
You smiled, shaking your head. "Itâs fine. Really. Iâll be okay."
Atsumu eyed you, lips pressing into a thin line. "Yeah. Just⌠donât be dumb about it next time."
Then, after a brief pause, he exhaled sharply. "You know you could've just told me you played."
You snorted. "Yeah, right. Whereâs the fun in that?"
Atsumu groaned. "Yer impossible."
You grinned. "And yet, you all keep me around."
With an exasperated sigh, he turned on his heel, muttering something about stubborn idiots as he left.
You exhaled, shaking your head fondly.
They were all idiots. Loud, nosy, exasperating idiots. But maybe, just maybe, they were your idiots. --
The next morning, you woke up feeling slightly better, though the soreness in your arms still lingered like a dull throb. The bruises were darkening, but at least the swelling had gone down. You figured that maybeâmaybeâyou could get away with showing up at morning practice. If you just sat on the sidelines, surely Kita wouldnât make a big deal out of it⌠right?
You stretched, rolling your shoulders, before heading to the door to grab your shoes. But the moment you opened it, you froze.
Sitting right outside was a neatly arranged little basket. Ice packs, your favorite snacks, a tube of aloe vera gelâand a folded note resting on top.
Your stomach twisted as you picked it up, already knowing exactly who it was from. Unfolding the paper, your eyes skimmed over Kitaâs neat handwriting.
Rest. I meant it.
Take care of yourself first. Weâll be fine until youâre back.
P.S. Donât make me come over there.
You sighed, rubbing a hand down your face before looking back down at the basket. It was thoughtful. It was so Kita. You let out a quiet chuckle, shaking your head before stepping back inside and closing the door behind you.
Guess morning practice would have to wait.
The gym hummed with the familiar sounds of practiceâsneakers squeaking against the polished wooden floor, the rhythmic thuds of volleyballs being passed, the sharp whistles from the coaching staff calling out drills. Despite the usual intensity, one corner of the court stood out, where a first-year was repeatedly failing to receive a serve. Every time the ball came hurtling over the net, it ricocheted off his forearms awkwardly or skidded away in an uncontrolled direction. His frustration was palpable, his shoulders tense as he shook his head and muttered under his breath.
You had been watching from the sidelines, arms folded as you observed the way his stance shifted just before contact. His weight was off, and his timing was a fraction too slowâsmall errors that compounded into one big problem. With a sigh, you stepped forward, motioning for him to pause.
âTry widening your base a little more,â you instructed, tapping your foot against the floor to demonstrate. âIf you keep standing so stiff, the ballâs just going to knock you off balance. Loosen up, shift with it, donât fight it.â
The first-year hesitated before nodding, adjusting his stance as you had suggested. Before he could attempt again, however, a familiar voice cut through the air, dripping with smug amusement.
âShe may be the manager,â Atsumu drawled from across the court, his golden eyes glinting with mischief, âbut try takinâ advice from an actual player.â
A ripple of laughter followed his words as he sauntered closer, spinning a volleyball between his fingers. His smirk was lazy, self-assured, the kind of expression that made you want to wipe it clean off his face. You slowly turned to face him, leveling him with an unimpressed stare.
âOh, Iâm sorry, I didnât realize you had a PhD in receiving,â you shot back, voice laced with dry sarcasm. âBy all means, Miya, please educate us lesser beings.â
The gymâs atmosphere shifted instantly. A few players who had been in their own drills slowed, turning their heads with interest. The rest of the team wasnât going to let this pass unnoticed. Osamu, who had been idly refilling his water bottle, perked up from his spot near the bench, already smirking as he anticipated the banter that was about to unfold.
Atsumuâs grin widened, his cockiness unshaken. âAinât about havinâ a PhD. Itâs about experience. And last I checked, ya ainât the one out there servinâ in nationals.â
A slow, knowing smile curled on your lips. "You're right, I'm not. But then again, you spend all your time servinâ, while I actually learned how to receive."
The reaction was instant. Aran let out a low whistle, Osamu barked out a laugh, and even Suna's smirk twitched slightly. Atsumu tilted his head, clearly amused, but you caught the flicker of something sharper behind his expressionâcuriosity.
âOh yeah?â he mused, tapping the volleyball lightly against his palm. âThen how âbout ya prove it?â
The words barely left his mouth before the other players reacted. Suna, who had been casually stretching nearby, sat up straighter, his gaze flicking between you and Atsumu like he had just stumbled upon something far more entertaining than practice. The rest of the team quickly caught on, whispers and murmurs spreading like wildfire.
Atsumu ignored them, eyes locked on you. âCâmon, manager. Think ya can handle one?â
The challenge hung between you like a taut wire, the weight of every gaze in the gym settling on your shoulders. Most of them, you knew, were already betting against you in their heads. Atsumu was known for his ruthless, pinpoint-accurate serves, the kind that left even the best liberos struggling.
But thatâs exactly what made this fun.
You exhaled slowly, reaching up to unbutton your team jacket before sliding it off in one smooth motion. A hush fell over the court as you folded it over your arm and set it aside. Without a word, you walked to the opposite side of the court, rolling your shoulders as you moved. Along the way, you grabbed a pair of spare knee pads from the equipment pile, sliding them over your track pants. Then, with practiced ease, you crouched into a liberoâs ready stance, feet planted, knees bent, weight balanced perfectly.
âBring it,â you said simply.
Osamu groaned, already sensing where this was going. âDonât be stupid. Ya know his serves are hell.â
You didn't talk much, getting into the zone. "I know."
Osamuâs brows lifted. âYou know?â
Atsumuâs smirk twitched slightly, something unreadable flickering across his features. âAnd what exactly do ya know?â But you don't respond.
You didnât move, didnât blinkâjust stared at him, completely unfazed, waiting for him to serve.
You rolled your shoulders, shaking out any stiffness, meeting his gaze. âThat your serves are fast. That theyâre heavy, deceptive. That if I blink, Iâll miss it. That youâre expecting me to screw this up.â You smirked slightly. âThat about sum it up?â
A beat of silence passed before Aran let out a low whistle. âDamn.â
Atsumu tilted his head, his usual smugness fading into something elseâinterest. He bounced the volleyball once against the floor before catching it, eyes gleaming. âAlright, then. Letâs see what ya got.â
Aran crossed his arms, letting out a slow sigh. "This ainât a smart move."
Osamu clicked his tongue, shaking his head. "Hope ya like bruises."
The court stilled as Atsumu took his place at the baseline, rolling his shoulders before tossing the ball in his usual pre-serve routine. The tension was palpable now, a mix of disbelief and anticipation.
Most of them thought you were about to get wrecked.
"Ten bucks on the manager eatinâ dirt," Ginjima muttered, arms crossed as he glanced at the others.
"Nah, Iâll say she gets a hand on it but doesnât control it," one of the first-years chimed in.
"I got five on Atsumu embarrassing her," another snickered.
"Idiots," Aran sighed. "At least bet somethinâ interesting."
Suna, however, leaned lazily against the wall, arms crossed, watching with a smirk.
âPut me down for a win,â he said, voice calm.
Osamu looked at him like he was insane. âYa serious?â
Sunaâs smirk widened. âYeah. Iâve got a good feeling.â
Atsumu, unaware of the exchange, exhaled deeply before tossing the ball high into the air. In the split second before he made contact, everything seemed to slow.
Thenâ
A sharp, deafening crack as his palm connected with the ball, sending it screaming over the net with vicious speed. It was a perfect serveâfast, cutting, barely losing momentum as it hurtled straight toward you. Gasps rang out as everyone braced for the inevitable.
But you were already moving.
Your feet pushed off the ground with practiced precision, body reacting purely on instinct. Time snapped back into motion as you lunged forward, reading the spin in a split second, dropping into a perfect tumble to absorb the impact. The ball met your forearms with a loud thwack, and for a heartbeat, there was only silence.
Then, impossibly, the ball arced upwardâclean, controlled, perfect.
It landed precisely where a setter would need it.
The gym erupted.
âWhat the hell?â Ginjima gawked, eyes wide.
âNo way,â one of the first-years breathed.
Osamu just stood there, mouth slightly open before slowly dragging a hand down his face. "Well, damn. I shouldâve bet against âTsumu."
Atsumu, still frozen at the baseline, blinked at you in genuine disbelief. His mouth opened, then closed. He tried again, but all that came out was, "Howâ?"
A pause. His brows furrowed, his brain visibly short-circuiting. "But yaâ?"
Silence. A deep inhale, then a third attempt. "Thereâs no wayâ"
Nothing coherent followed.
Atsumu looked genuinely betrayed by reality itself, struggling to reconcile what had just happened with everything he knew about volleyball.
You couldnât help itâyou burst out laughing. A sharp, satisfied sound, the kind that made the stunned silence in the gym even more ridiculous. "Oh my god, you look like you just saw a ghost," you teased, shaking your head.
You rolled your shoulders, exhaling slowly as you straightened up. "I played libero in middle school, and I still play casual games." A brief pause, then you nodded toward Suna. "We went to the same middle school. Suna knows."
Every head in the gym turned to Suna, who simply smirked, arms still folded. He let the silence stretch for a moment before tilting his head toward the rest of the team.
âSo,â he said smoothly, âwho owes me what?â
Before anyone could react further, a new voice cut through the noise. "Whatâs everyone standing around for?"
The entire team turned to see Kita standing in the doorway, his usual composed expression tinged with mild disapproval. The court immediately fell into silence, the players straightening unconsciously as if caught slacking.
"Uh," Ginjima cleared his throat. "Justâobservinâ somethinâ important, Kita."
Kitaâs sharp gaze swept over the court before landing on Atsumu, who still hadn't moved from the baseline, then flicked toward you, standing composed and unruffled. "Hm." His eyes narrowed slightly before he simply nodded. "Get back to work."
Without another word, the gym broke back into motion, though murmurs still floated around, disbelief lingering in the air.
With that, you dusted off your hands and turned toward the exit. "Alright, I'll be back."
As soon as you stepped past the gym doors and out of their line of sight, the composure you had held so effortlessly cracked. A sharp, searing ache radiated through your forearms, the sting of the brutal impact catching up to you all at once. You sucked in a breath through clenched teeth, resisting the urge to cradle your arms like they had just been run over.
"Holy shit," you hissed under your breath, shaking out your wrists in a futile attempt to lessen the throbbing. Atsumu really didnât hold back. The ball had practically dented your bones.
You glanced down at your skin, already seeing the faint beginnings of bruises forming beneath the surface. Yep, no way you were getting through the next week without feeling this.
Forcing yourself to walk straight despite the radiating pain, you took a sharp turn down the hallway and made a beeline for the nurseâs office.
"Long sleeves for the next week, it is," you muttered to yourself, resigned to your fate as you pushed the door open, fully ready to drown in an ice pack for the next hour.
The scent of rich broth and fresh noodles hung thick in the air, filling Osamuâs restaurant with a warmth that, under any other circumstance, he would have appreciated.
But tonight? Tonight, it was the smell of betrayal.
Osamu leaned against the counter, arms crossed, watching with thinly veiled irritation as you happily slurped down another bite of Atsumuâs ramen.
His twin sat across from you, looking way too pleased with himself, arms folded as he watched you enjoy his so-called cooking.
Osamu hated that look.
It was the same damn smirk Atsumu had worn their whole livesâwhenever he managed to piss Osamu off, whenever he got away with something he shouldnât have, whenever he won by sheer bullshit luck.
And now? Now he was wearing it in Osamuâs own shop.
"Damn, âTsumu," you sighed, tilting the bowl to sip the broth. "This is amazing. I didnât know you could cook like this!"
Osamu felt a deep, personal offense settle in his bones.
His entire career revolved around food. He had spent years perfecting his recipes, testing flavors, fine-tuning every last detail. He had trained under some of the best chefs, built this restaurant from the ground up.
And now, here you were, gushing over a bowl of glorified college survival food.
Atsumu leaned back, smug. "Told ya. I got talents."
Osamu let out a slow, controlled breath through his nose.
"You put a packet of dried seasoning into hot water," he said flatly.
You blinked. "Yeah, but the broth is really flavorful! What did you put in it, âTsumu?"
Atsumu smirked, tipping his head like he was about to unveil some grand chef's secret. "Oh, ya know, just instinctâ"
"Itâs instant."
You didnât even catch the shift in energy, completely oblivious to the deadly stare Osamu was leveling at his twin.
Atsumu sucked in a sharp breath through his teeth. âTechnically, yeah," he admitted, "but I added some stuffââ
âOh, yeah?â Osamu lifted a brow, arms still crossed tight. âAnd whatâd ya add, exactly?â
Atsumu suddenly found the ceiling very interesting. âUh. A soft-boiled egg.â
Osamuâs eye twitched.
Silence stretched between them.
Tension thick enough to cut with a knife.
You, utterly unaware, stretched with a satisfied sigh. âIâm gonna run to the bathroom real quick.â
You leaned down to press a quick kiss to Osamuâs cheekânormally enough to calm him downâbut he was too busy staring daggers at his brother to even register it.
The second the door shut behind you, Osamu turned to Atsumu.
âWhatâs your deal?â
Atsumu blinked, mouth half-full of noodles. âHuh?â
Osamuâs jaw tightened. âYa woke up today and decided to piss me off?â
âFor makinâ ramen?â
"She liked it."
Atsumu stared, thenâas if the realization physically smacked him across the faceâhis lips curled into a slow, knowing smirk.
âOh my god,â he whispered, like he was witnessing something life-changing. His eyes gleamed with mischief. "Are yaâjealous?"
Osamu stiffened.
"Shut up."
"No. No way." Atsumu clutched his chest like he had just been blessed with the funniest joke in history. "Yer seriously mad âcause she liked my ramen?â
"Ya donât cook," Osamu shot back, glaring. "Thatâs my thing."
Atsumu laughed. Full, loud, obnoxious cackles that echoed through the kitchen.
âOh, âSamu,â he wheezed, wiping an imaginary tear from the corner of his eye. "I promise, yer the only chef in my heart."
Osamu grabbed a dishtowel and launched it straight at his face.
Atsumu barely dodged in time, still laughing like a damn hyena.
By the time you returned, Atsumu was half-wheezing into his bowl, Osamu was murdering a pile of green onions with his knife, and the air was thick with something way more intense than sibling rivalry.
You raised an eyebrow. "Uh⌠did I miss something?"
Atsumu, struggling to breathe through his grin, pointed a dramatic finger at his twin.
Osamu, without looking up, muttered, "Heâs banned from my kitchen."
You barely remembered the trip home. Your body moved on autopilot, the mortification from earlier fogging your brain to the point that you couldn't focus on anything else. The second you made it through your bedroom door, you slammed it shut behind you and slid down against it, your legs giving out as you collapsed onto the floor.
"What the fuck did I just do?"
The words came out in a strangled whisper, as if saying them too loudly would make the situation even more real. You pressed your hands to your face, groaning into your palms as every moment replayed itself in your head like a sick joke. The shouting, the insults, the way he kissed you like he was trying to winâas if any of this was a game.
And worse? The way you kissed him back.
You wanted to blame the heat of the moment, the sheer exhaustion that had worn you thin, the suffocating tension that had been building up for years. But that didnât excuse the fact that you had wrapped your legs around him, pulled him in, let yourself get so lost in him that you had completely forgotten where you were.
You smacked your forehead against your knees. "I am such an idiot."
The embarrassment made your skin crawl. You had let Atsumu Miya kiss you. And not just kiss youâpractically devour you in a damn supply closet. You had been seconds away fromâ
No. No, you werenât even going to think about that.
You forced yourself to stand, limbs still shaky as you shuffled toward your dresser, pulling out your sleepwear. Maybe if you went to bed and didnât think about it, this entire thing would disappear from your memory by morning.
Right. Because thatâs how trauma worked.
You peeled off your shirt, letting out a sigh as you tossed it into the laundry pile. Your fingers ran absentmindedly through your hair, eyes barely focusing on your reflection in the vanity mirrorâ
And then you saw it.
Your entire body went rigid.
There, on the side of your neck, just below your jawline, was a hickey.
Not just any hickeyâa big, obnoxiously dark mark staining your skin, bold as fucking day. The kind that wasnât going away anytime soon. The kind that was going to be impossible to cover up without half the school noticing.
Your eye twitched. Your pulse spiked.
That bastard.
Your hands clenched into fists at your sides, a fresh wave of fury searing through your veins.
"Iâm gonna kill him."
___
The moment you stepped into the school building, your body was on edge.
You had taken extra time getting ready, draping a scarf around your neck despite the warm weather, just in case. The last thing you needed was for anyone to see the evidence of last nightâs catastrophe.
But the second you stepped through the gym doors, you could feel him watching you.
Atsumu was already there, leaning lazily against the lockers, arms crossed, his ever-present smirk already in place.
âYer all bundled up today,â he drawled, golden eyes flickering to the scarf wrapped snugly around your neck. âAinât it a little warm for that?â
You didnât respond. You marched straight toward him, grabbing him by the arm before he could react and dragging him toward the back of the building, away from prying eyes.
âOiâwhat the hell?â he complained, but he didnât resist, letting you pull him along with a smug chuckle.
The second you were alone, you spun around, fire in your eyes. âYou have a lot of goddamn nerve.â
Atsumu raised a brow, feigning innocence. âMe? Whatâd I do?â
You ripped off the scarf and pointed at your neck. âCare to explain this?â
His gaze flickered downward, and when he saw the mark, his smirk grew into something far too pleased for your liking. âHuh.â
âHuh?! Thatâs all you have to say?!â
He shrugged, completely unbothered. âWhat? Looks good on ya.â
Your blood boiled.
âWhere did you find the gall and the nerve to mark me like some sort of animal?!â you seethed. âDo you even care?!â
Atsumu sighed dramatically, rubbing the back of his head. âAww, sweetheart, didnât know ya were that ashamed of me.â
Your eye twitched.
âAshamed?! Oh, pleaseââ
âOh, so ya liked it?â
Your breath caught, your brain short-circuiting just long enough for him to chuckle. âI knew ya werenât as immune to me as ya act.â
Your fists clenched, the fury behind your eyes nearly burning holes through him. âI swear to god, Miya, if you donât wipe that smug look off your face, Iâllââ
âWhat?â he interrupted, voice low and taunting. He took a step closer, invading your space. âYa gonna hit me? Scream at me? Oh, waitâya already did plenty of screaminâ last night.â
Your stomach twisted into a violent knot. âGo to hell.â
Atsumu smirked, tilting his head. âOnly if you join me, sweetheart.â
Red. All you saw was red.
Your hand shot out, shoving him hard in the chest. He barely stumbled, his smirk widening as if heâd expected itâwanted it. His eyes burned, dark and taunting, daring you to push him further.
âI fucking hate you,â you spat, voice shaking with rage. âStay the hell away from me.â
Atsumu let the silence hang, watching you, unreadableâuntil his lips curled, voice dropping to something dangerous, something hungry.
âThatâs not what I was gettinâ last night.â
Your breath hitched, your entire body locking up.
He leaned in just a fraction, enough that you could feel the warmth radiating off of him. His voice was nothing but a rough murmur. âIn fact, from where I was sittinâ⌠ya couldnât get enough of me.â
You snapped. Without thinking, your hand whipped out, aiming to smack that cocky look off his faceâbut he caught your wrist before it could land. His grip was firm, tight, and the moment your skin met his, something flared in the space between you. A live wire, electric and burning.
For a second, neither of you moved. Your chest heaved, his fingers tightening around your wrist, his golden eyes locked onto yours, daring, challenging, waiting for your next move.
And then, just as quickly, he released you, stepping back with that damn smirk still in place. âSee ya at practice, sweetheart.â
He turned and walked off, leaving you standing there, heart pounding, fists clenched so hard your nails bit into your palms.
You hated him. Hated him.
And you hated the fact that your skin still burned where he touched you.
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The moment you stepped onto the court, the entire atmosphere had shifted. The usual lightheartedness was replaced by something elseâsomething charged, something that even the others could feel. The tension between you and Atsumu was palpable, filling every space between you like static before a storm.
You did everything you could to ignore him, keeping your focus locked on the drills, on making sure everything ran smoothly as usual. But even as you busied yourself with tasks, taking inventory, filling water bottles, making sure the practice schedule was followed, you felt him. His presence, his gaze. And every single time you so much as glanced his way, you caught itâthat smug, infuriating smirk, the one that told you he knew exactly what he was doing.
Osamu was the first to crack. âShe's even more pissed off than usual. Whatâd ya do to her?â
Atsumuâs head snapped toward his brother, jaw tightening. âWhy do ya always assume Iâm in the wrong?â
Osamu raised an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed. âDunno, maybe âcause ya usually are?â
Atsumu scoffed, gripping the volleyball tighter in his hands before tossing it up and setting it with too much force. âFuck off, âSamu.â
Suna, from across the court, watched the exchange with mild interest, his usual lazy expression barely concealing the amusement behind his eyes. He didnât say anythingâhe didnât need to. The shared glance between him and Osamu said enough.
Even Kita had noticed. âFocus,â he called out flatly, directing the attention of the team back to practice. âDonât need anyone actinâ stupid today.â
Your jaw clenched, fingers tightening around the clipboard in your hand. The fact that it was so obvious was frustrating enough. Youâd hoped that whatever happened between you and Atsumu could be contained, that it wouldnât seep into practice, but it was everywhereâin the way his passes came off just a little harder, in the way your own movements felt stiff and mechanical. In the way your stomach twisted whenever you so much as thought about the night before.
The second the whistle blew, signaling the end of practice, you didnât hesitate. You were gone, out the door before anyone could stop you, barely pausing to acknowledge the rest of the team as they wrapped up.
You didnât care. You just needed to get away.
You tried to go about your day. You really did. You sat through your classes, eyes locked on the board, scribbling down notes that you knew wouldnât make any sense later. You went through the motions, completing assignments, answering when spoken to, doing everything you were supposed to do.
And yet, despite all of it, your mind refused to let you be.
It kept circling back to him.
The way he looked at you. The way his hands had felt gripping your waist. The heat of his breath against your skin. The smugness in his voice when he threw your own reactions back in your face, like he knew he was getting under your skin. Like he thrived on it.
You shook your head, frustrated, dragging a hand down your face as you sat in the back of the library, books open in front of you but nothing sinking in. This was ridiculous. He was ridiculous. And the worst part? He knew it.
Because Atsumu Miya was the absolute worst.
And you hated that, deep down, he knew it too.
It was like an itch under your skin, a pressure in your chest that refused to ease. No matter how much you told yourself you could push it away, forget it, move onâit lingered. Every time you blinked, you could still feel the way his hands had gripped you, how his breath had ghosted over your skin, how he had smirked like he had won.
You werenât going to let him take up another second of your time.
Fuck this. And fuck him.
Jaw tight, you yanked your phone out of your pocket, fingers moving faster than your thoughts as you typed out a message to Kita.
Not feeling well. Canât make it to afternoon practice.
Your thumb hovered over the send button for a split second before pressing down. As soon as the message was out, a weight lifted from your chest. There was no way in hell you were going to spend another hour in that gym, breathing the same air as him, pretending like everything was normal when it wasnât.
You tossed your phone onto the table, running both hands down your face, exhaling slowly. You needed to clear your head. You needed space. One dayâjust one dayâwhere Atsumu Miya wasnât in your fucking mind.
A small vibration broke the silence, and you glanced at your phone again.
Kita: Okay. Feel better.
You stared at the message for a second before locking your phone and shoving it into your pocket.
You werenât sick. But he sure as hell was making you feel like you were.
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After spending the rest of the day trying to distract yourselfâhanging out with friends, grabbing food, doing anything to keep your thoughts away from himâyou finally made it home. The moment you stepped inside, the silence was welcoming, wrapping around you like a warm blanket.
Your parents were gone for the weekend. No one was home. Just you, an empty house, and, finally, some peace.
You exhaled slowly, rolling your shoulders as you set your bag down by the door. The tension in your chest had begun to fade, little by little, replaced by the relief of knowing you didnât have to see him, didnât have to deal with his bullshit. You could relax, unwind, maybe evenâ
A knock at the door shattered the peace into a million fucking pieces.
Your head snapped toward the door, heart lurching into your throat. No way. It couldnât beâ
A second knock.
You stood frozen for half a second before irritation overtook any disbelief. Of course, it was him. Of course.
You stomped forward, already feeling the irritation claw its way back up your spine. The second you yanked open the door, your glare couldâve burned holes through his head.
Atsumu Miya, standing on your doorstep, looking entirely too pleased with himself.
Your instincts kicked in immediately. Without thinking, without hesitating, you moved to slam the door shut.
But his foot jammed in before the door could close, wedging itself into the gap, keeping it wide open. He stepped forward, forcing his way into your space with that same smug arrogance he always carried. You glared at him, voice low, venomous.
âI didnât invite you in.â
Atsumu turned, stuffing his hands into his pockets, completely unfazed by your hostility. âWe need to talk.â
âNo, we really donât.â You crossed your arms tightly, shifting your weight as if physically bracing yourself for whatever ridiculous excuse he was about to pull from his ass.
He leaned in slightly, eyes narrowing in determination. âI think we do. This whole thing between us? Itâs screwinâ with the team.â
You scoffed, shaking your head. âAnd whose fault is that?â
He shrugged, utterly unbothered. âDoesnât matter. What matters is fixinâ it. And I got a solution.â
You narrowed your eyes, already regretting even entertaining this conversation. âI swear to god, if this is some dumbass ideaââ
âLetâs just fuck and get it outta our systems.â
Silence. Heavy. Thick. Suffocating.
Your brain stalled for a moment, your mouth parting as if waiting for an explanation that would somehow make his words less ridiculous.
ââŚExcuse me?â
Atsumu leaned against the doorframe, completely relaxed, completely serious. âYou heard me.â
You blinked. Then a sharp, disbelieving laugh tore from your throat. âYou are actually out of your goddamn mind.â
âThink about it,â he continued, as if he were suggesting something completely logical, completely normal. âAll this pent-up tension? It ainât gonna go away on its own. We fight like hell every time weâre near each other, and itâs makinâ shit hard for the team.â
You scoffed, arms crossing even tighter. âYeah, and whose fault is that?â
His smirk sharpened. âYou sure itâs just mine?â
Your fingers twitched, itching to strangle him. âYes, Miya. It is. And I donât know what kind of delusional fantasy youâve been living in, but I wouldnât touch you if my life depended on it.â
Atsumuâs grin widened. âOh yeah? Thatâs not what it felt like the other night.â
Your blood boiled instantly. âI hate you.â
âGood,â he said, voice dropping slightly, gaze darkening. âMakes it easier.â
You hated that your breath caught. Hated that there was something dangerous in the way he looked at you, something that sent a sharp, electric pulse straight through your stomach, tightening like a vice, making your breath come just a little too short. He was standing too close, the heat radiating from him brushing against your skin, tangible, suffocating. It was infuriatingâhow he took up space, how he filled every damn inch of it like he belonged there, like this moment was inevitable.
Your mind screamed at you to slam the door in his face, to push him away, to tell him to go straight to hell where he belonged. But you knew, deep in the marrow of your bones, that it wouldnât make a difference. Heâd still be there, in your head, smirking, taunting, winning.
Because he was right about one thing.
The tension? The energy? The pull between you? It wasnât going away. It had been festering, simmering beneath every argument, every pointed glare, every sharp-edged word exchanged over the years. It had always been there, a wildfire waiting for a spark.
You sucked in a sharp breath, tryingâdesperatelyâto rein in the rage, the irritation, the heat that was threatening to consume you whole. Every logical part of you screamed to shove him out, to not give in, to refuse him like you always had. But the rest of you? The part that was tired of the fight, of the push and pull, of resisting something that never truly went away? That part just wanted relief. âYouâre serious about this?â
His smirk faded slightly, but the intensity in his eyes remained. âDead serious.â
A battle waged inside you, every single nerve in your body screaming for you to shove him out, to tell him to rot in hell.
And yet, somehow, the words never left your lips.
Instead, you held his gaze for a long moment before exhaling sharply, tilting your chin up in defiance. "Leave your shoes near the door," you said, voice firm, unwavering. Then, without another glance, you turned on your heel and walked toward your bedroom, every step deliberate, controlledâas if daring him to follow.
Behind you, Atsumu's smirk widened. He toed off his shoes without hesitation, stepping inside with the confidence of someone who had already won.
Every rational part of you screamed that this was a terrible idea, that giving him even this was playing into exactly what he wanted. But another part of youâthe part that had felt the full force of his mouth on yours, the part that still burned from the way he had grabbed you,âtold you this was inevitable.
The moment the bedroom door shut, the air thickened, charged with something electric, something volatile. Hands clashed in a war of dominance, tearing at clothing like this was less about passion and more about proving a point. Fabric hit the floor in a frenzied, heated mess, discarded in a battle neither of you planned to lose. His grip was rough, fingers curling into the hem of your shirt before yanking it up and over your head with no patience, no hesitation.
You werenât any gentler. Your hands fisted his hoodie, dragging it up his torso with force, exposing tanned skin and hard muscle, your nails scratching over his ribs just to hear the sharp breath he sucked through his teeth. It was satisfying, watching his composure waver, watching him react to you instead of the other way around. But his eyes burned when they met yours, something dark and dangerous flashing through them as he let the hoodie drop to the floor and stepped closer, pressing you backward, swallowing any satisfaction you might have felt.
His lips found the base of your throat, hot, biting, a stark contrast to the cool air against your flushed skin. He kissed like he foughtâruthless, demanding, relentless. His teeth scraped over your pulse point, lips dragging along the sensitive skin before sinking in just enough to make your breath hitch.
âWhen are your folks gonna be home?â he muttered against your throat, voice rough, half-amused, half-starved.
The question barely registered, your mind already dizzy from the way his hands slid down your sides, gripping at your waist like he was staking a claim. âMonday,â you managed to breathe out, your voice embarrassingly unsteady.
Atsumu grinned against your skin, that cocky smirk pressing into your flesh, making you want to shove him away just as much as you wanted to pull him closer. âGood.â His breath was hot against your ear as he dragged his lips to your jaw, his voice dropping lower. âMeans you can be loud.â
His hands were everywhereâgripping your thighs, pressing against your throat just enough to make you dizzy, gripping your waist hard enough that you were sure you'd feel it tomorrow. His smirk never faltered, even as his rhythm stuttered when you clenched around him, even as you matched his energy, dragging your nails down his back, leaving marks that would remind him exactly who he was dealing with.
Before you could register it, he pushed you back, guiding you toward the bed with a roughness that sent a pulse of heat down your spine. Your knees hit the mattress, and as you fell back, you reached behind you, flicking open the clasp of your bra and letting it slide off your shoulders. Atsumu's gaze darkened, his hands immediately finding your bare skin, his thumbs swiping over your nipples in a slow, testing motion.
A sharp breath escaped you, and before you could bite it back, he grinned. "Sensitive, huh?" His voice was low, teasing, full of wicked amusement as he leaned in, dragging his tongue over the already aching bud before his teeth grazed itâjust enough pressure to make you arch slightly.
The sting made you hiss, your hand shooting up to tangle in his hair, yanking hard. He groaned, the sound reverberating against your skin, but instead of annoyance, his smirk only widened. His eyes flicked up to meet yours, his lips curving against your breast as he let out a breathy chuckle. "That all ya got?"
Heat crept up your neck, a flash of irritation mixing with something elseâsomething dangerous. You could feel the smirk against your skin, smug and insufferable, and without thinking, you decided to wipe it off his face.
Your hand shot down between you, fingers deftly working at his belt, yanking it open with a confidence that made his breath hitch. The sound was satisfying, nearly as much as the way his smirk flickered for half a second when you popped the button on his jeans and dragged the zipper down in one smooth motion.
His cock was hot and heavy in your palm, and the second you wrapped your fingers around him, Atsumu let out a ragged groan, his forehead briefly pressing into your collarbone.
You shouldnât have looked. You should not have looked. But curiosity got the better of you, and the moment your eyes flickered down, something inside you stuttered.
Fuck. He was bigger than you thought.
Atsumu felt you hesitate. You knew he did because when he looked up, there was something knowing in his gaze, something amused and all too smug.
âWhatâs wrong, sweetheart?â he drawled, voice thick, teasing. "Bit off more than ya can chew?"
Your grip tightened instinctively around him, wiping the smirk off his face just as quickly as it had returned. But inside, your thoughts were spiraling.
Then, without missing a beat, you scoffed, tilting your head as your fingers gave an almost lazy stroke along his length. "Please," you murmured, voice dripping with defiance, "donât flatter yourself."
Atsumuâs jaw ticked, the teasing glint in his eyes sharpening into something darker, something more challenging. But before he could throw back one of his usual cocky retorts, you surged forward, capturing his mouth in a kiss that was all teeth, all aggression, all sheer willpower to stay in control. Your hand still worked him over, slow but deliberate, and you could feel the way his breath hitched, the way his muscles tensed under your touch.
For once, he wasnât smirking.
And that was exactly what you wanted.
His breath came heavier now, his body betraying him even as he tried to maintain his usual smug composure. You didnât give him time to recover. Your hand kept working over him, stroking slow and firm, and you could feel the way his cock twitched against your palm, how his muscles tensed beneath your touch. He let out a low groan into your mouth, his hands gripping your waist hard enough to bruise, like he was trying to steady himself.
But you werenât done proving a point.
Atsumuâs grip tightened, and in one swift movement, he pushed you back onto the bed, his weight pressing you into the mattress. The sudden shift sent a shiver through you, but you refused to let him see it. Instead, you propped yourself up on your elbows, watching him through hooded eyes as he reached for the waistband of your pants, fingers toying with the fabric.
He paused, gaze flicking up to meet yours, almost as if he was waiting for you to protest.
You didnât.
His smirk returned, sharp and knowing. "Knew ya wanted this," he muttered, more to himself than you, and then he hooked his fingers into your pants, dragging them down along with your panties in one slow, torturous motion.
The cool air hit your skin, and that was when it fully sank inâhow wet you were, how badly you had needed this despite every ounce of denial you had fed yourself. Atsumuâs eyes darkened as he took in the sight, his tongue swiping across his bottom lip, that self-satisfied smirk pulling at the corners of his mouth again.
âWell, well,â he murmured, voice thick with amusement as his fingers trailed along the inside of your thigh, not touching where you needed him most, just teasing. âGuess Iâm not the only one enjoyinâ this.â
Heat flared in your cheeks, an involuntary reaction you hated, and Atsumu caught it instantly, his smirk deepening with the kind of satisfaction that made your blood boil. Your breath came out sharper than you intended, but you refused to let him get the upper hand.
Grinding your teeth, you quickly recovered, tilting your head with a defiant glare. "Just shut up and fuck me."
Atsumuâs smirk faltered for a split second, and you caught itâthe flicker in his eyes, the sharp inhale, the way his grip on your thigh tightened ever so slightly. He triedâtriedâto act unfazed, but the way his cock twitched against your leg told you everything you needed to know.
You only smirked, fingers reaching up to drag through his hair, tugging him down until his mouth crashed against yours. If he wanted to act like you werenât affecting him, youâd just have to prove otherwise.
But then he pulled back, breath ragged, eyes dark with something unreadable. Without a word, he reached for his discarded pants, fishing in the pocket before pulling out a condom. He tore it open with his teeth, rolling it on with a practiced ease that had your stomach flipping.
Atsumuâs gaze flicked to yours as he crawled back over you, spreading your legs apart with both hands, his touch firm, demanding. The tension crackled between you, heavy and intoxicating, his gaze drinking you in like he was trying to commit every inch of you to memory.
And then, finally, finally, he pressed into youâslow, deliberate, stretching you inch by inch until you could feel every bit of him. The sensation was overwhelming, a deep, aching stretch that made your breath falter, your fingers tightening around your sheets as your body adjusted. It felt impossibly slow, like time had deliberately decided to crawl just to make you feel every single inch of him sinking into you, filling you more than you had anticipated, more than you had prepared for.
Your walls clenched involuntarily, the pressure making your body thrum with a mix of pleasure and tension. A choked sound escaped you, something between a gasp and a whimper, and you could feel the heat creeping up your neck, pooling behind your eyes as the sheer fullness of it sent a shiver down your spine. Tears pricked at the corners of your vision, unbidden, unexpected, as if your body was trying to process how completely he had taken over your senses.
You almost didnât dare to look at him. You expected his usual cocky smirk, a teasing remark, some smug comment about how he knew youâd struggle to take him. But when you forced yourself to peek up at him, what you saw made your breath hitch for an entirely different reason.
Atsumu was wrecked.
At first, you thought he was in pain. His whole body was trembling, jaw locked so tight you could see the tension ripple through him. You blinked, suddenly unsure, shifting slightly beneath him, instinctively moving to push at his chest, to tell him to stop if it was too muchâ
But the second you moved, Atsumu let out a strangled sound, somewhere between a groan and a curse, his hands clamping down hard on your thighs as he all but growled, "Donât move."
You froze, lips parting in confusion. "Whyâ"
Then, you saw it.
The way his forehead dropped against yours, the way his entire frame shook with the effort of keeping himself together. His breath was ragged, his nails digging into your skin, his control hanging by a thread so thin you could almost see it snapping.
He wasnât in pain.
He was holding back.
Holding back from cumming.
The realization sent another wave of heat through you, something dark and wicked unfurling in your chest. He was barely holding on.
And something about that made the heat in your stomach coil tighter, deeper. Seeing him like thisâwrecked, struggling, trying so damn hard to hold himself togetherâwas intoxicating. You had spent so long thinking of him as smug, as unshakable, as someone who never let anything get to him. But now? Now he was unraveling above you, and it was because of you.
Your breath caught, and you swallowed hard, trying to shove the thought down as far as it would go. Thatâs so ridiculously hot.
No. No, you couldnât let yourself think that, couldnât let yourself dwell on it, couldnât let yourself enjoy it. Not with him. Not like this.
You forced yourself to focus, to ease the tension in your body, to relax just enough so it wasnât as tight, wasnât as overwhelming for either of you. You exhaled slowly, steadying yourself, feeling the way his grip tightened just slightly, like he was waiting, like he was barely managing to hold himself back.
And then, without warning, he thrust into you.
A sharp, unrestrained scream tore from your lips, your entire body jolting at the sudden movement. The sensation of being stretched even further sent a shockwave through your system, a mix of pleasure and sheer overwhelming fullness that made your breath stutter. Your back arched instinctively, hands flying up to cover your mouth, eyes blown wide in disbelief at the abruptness of it.
Your heartbeat slammed against your ribs, your pulse roaring in your ears. The shock took precedence over everything else, and before you could think better of it, you swung your hand out and smacked his shoulderâhard.
âMaybe let me know when you start?!â you half-yelled, voice sharp, breath tumbling out in a shaky exhale as you tried to regain some semblance of composure. Your body was still reeling, trying to adjust to him, and the last thing you needed was to be caught off guard like that.
Atsumu only grinned, completely unbothered by the slap, looking down at you with that insufferable, golden-eyed amusement. His breath was uneven, his jaw tight, but that cocky smirk still curled at his lips like he had all the control in the world.
âWhat? Thought ya liked surprises, sweetheart,â he teased, voice thick, a little wrecked despite his best efforts to hide it.
As he spoke, he started movingâslow at first, but deep, each thrust deliberate and unrelenting. Whatever sharp remark you had locked and loaded in your brain was lost instantly, the words dying in your throat as a broken moan escaped instead. Your fingers dug into his arms, gripping hard enough to leave marks, your body already responding despite every stubborn effort to resist.
His smirk widened, golden eyes gleaming with amusement. "What was that?" he taunted, his pace steady, unhurried, like he was enjoying watching you struggle to hold yourself together.
You triedâtriedâto find your voice, to glare at him, to force something cutting past your lips, but all that came was another breathy moan, your head tilting back against the pillow as pleasure coiled tight in your stomach.
Atsumu chuckled, leaning down until his lips brushed against your ear. "Guess ya donât got much to say now, huh?"
You narrowed your eyes at him, fingers twitching, half a second away from smacking him again. Smug bastard.
But if he thought you were just going to lie there and take it, he had another thing coming.
Your walls clenched deliberately around him in retaliation, squeezing tight just to throw him off his rhythm. The reaction was instantâhis breath hitched, his smirk faltering as his jaw clenched hard enough to make his muscles twitch. You felt the tremor that ran through him, the way his fingers dug just a little deeper into your hips, his control barely holding on by a thread.
A satisfied smirk flickered across your lips as you rolled your hips up to meet his thrusts, matching him, challenging him. If he wanted to play smug, you could play harder.
"Fuckinâ hell," Atsumu groaned, voice strained, his movements stuttering before he caught himself. His golden eyes, usually filled with amusement and arrogance, were darker now, hazed over with something dangerously close to desperation.
He exhaled sharply, trying to recover, trying to push past the way you were throwing him off, but you knew. You could see the effort it was taking him to keep control, to not let it slip, and that only made you push more.
His thrusts picked up in response, deeper, more desperate, like he was trying to wrestle back the upper hand. But even he was struggling now, and when he tried to open his mouth for some cocky remark, all that came out was a low, broken moan.
The tension snapped like a live wire between you, the push and pull combusting into something raw, something reckless. His movements grew sharper, more relentless, his grip on your hips tightening as if trying to ground himself, as if trying to drag both of you under with him. The heat pooling in your stomach grew unbearable, white-hot pleasure licking up your spine, making every nerve in your body hum.
Your head tilted back, lips parting as the sensation overwhelmed you. And then, without thinking, without hesitation, the words tumbled from your lips, breathless and pleading.
"Tsumu... harder."
Something inside him snapped.
A sharp curse tore from his throat, his control completely disintegrating as he buried himself deeper, his rhythm shifting from teasing to ruinous. His pace turned brutal, driving into you with a force that sent you arching into the sheets, your fingers clawing at his back, nails dragging down his skin as you lost yourself to the sheer intensity of it.
Every thrust sent you spiraling higher, the coil in your stomach twisting impossibly tight, your entire body trembling from the mounting pleasure. It was too much, too good, each snap of his hips pushing you closer to the edge untilâ
You shattered.
A choked cry ripped from your throat, pleasure slamming through you in waves, body tensing, back arching, your walls clamping down around him like a vice. The sensation ripped a strangled groan from Atsumu, his movements growing erratic as he chased his own release, barely holding himself together before he followed, spilling into the condom with a deep, shuddering moan.
For a long moment, there was nothing but ragged breathing, heavy silence, the lingering heat of everything that had just happened wrapping around you both like a smothering fog. His forehead dropped to your shoulder, his chest heaving against yours, the weight of him grounding you in the aftermath of the storm.
Then, after what felt like an eternity, you exhaled shakily and muttered, "Well... what now?"
It had been years of this.
Years of Atsumu Miya being an unrelenting, aggravating presence in your life.
From the moment you met, he had been insufferable. Smug, fiercely competitive, and persistently irksome, he thrived on pushing every button you had. Every interaction with him was a battleâwhether it was a disagreement over training schedules, a critique of his technique, or a casual observation about his erratic setting. He never let anything slide, twisting every word into an argument, every comment into an opportunity to outmaneuver you.
The worst part? You never backed down.
If he provoked, you retaliated. If he smirked, you sneered. He could infuriate you faster than anyone else, and he knew itâand he reveled in it.
And now, in your third year as the Inarizaki team manager, you had mastered the art of tolerating Atsumu Miyaâ
Until tonight.
Tonight, heâd finally gone too far.
The entire team had long since caught on to your dynamic.
Atsumu didnât merely annoy youâhe made a sport out of it.
If you walked into practice? He was already waiting, arms crossed, a cocky grin stretching across his face as he prepared some quip guaranteed to get under your skin.
âYer late, manager,â heâd say, despite the fact that you never were.
If you so much as tried to correct something? Heâd smirk, feigning surprise. âOh? Maybe I should just hand ya my setter position, huh?â
And the worst part? The others loved it.
Osamu, Futakuchi, and even Kita occasionally leaned back and observed your fights like a live-action drama, amused by how predictably you two clashed.
âYa know, at this point, I think ya like the attention,â Atsumu teased one afternoon, casually tossing a volleyball between his hands. âYer always gettinâ worked up over me.â
You scoffed, arms crossed. âOh, please. The day I enjoy anything about you is the day hell freezes over.â
Futakuchi nudged Osamu. âTensionâs thick today.â
Osamu smirked. âGive it five minutes. Theyâll be yellinâ.â
And five minutes later, Atsumu had said exactly the right thing to set you off, and the shouting commenced.
Practice had gone as usual, with only a few sharp remarks exchanged between you and Atsumu before it was over. You were exhausted, your muscles aching from running errands for the team all day, your patience wearing thin. All you wanted was to head home, collapse into bed, and forget that Miya Atsumu existed for a few blessed hours.
The team packed up in the club room, their chatter filling the space as they slung their bags over their shoulders. You barely noticed that Atsumu wasnât among them as they filed out, too focused on getting the final tasks done so you could lock up and leave.
But when you walked into the gym, your plans crumbled.
Atsumu was still there, alone, setting balls into the air with effortless precision. His expression was intense, brows drawn together in concentration, jaw tight, a bead of sweat rolling down the side of his face. The only sounds in the gym were the rhythmic thud of the volleyball meeting his hands and the slight squeak of his sneakers against the polished floor as he adjusted his stance.
You sighed, dragging a hand down your face. Of course. Of course he couldnât just leave like a normal person.
His shirt clung to his body, damp with sweat, emphasizing the broad set of his shoulders and the way his forearms flexed every time he made contact with the ball. He moved with precision, power behind every motion, muscles tensing and releasing like a well-oiled machine. As much as you hated to admit it, he was good. Infuriatingly good.
But you didnât care about that right now.
You leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, and sighed. "Seriously, Miya? Go home."
He barely looked at you before responding. "Suck my dick."
You scoffed. "You wish. Now pack up, or Iâm locking you in here."
He ignored you, setting another perfect ball into the air. That was the last straw. Marching onto the court, you grabbed the nearest volleyball and chucked it at him. He caught it effortlessly, smirking.
"You gonna help, or just be a pain in my ass?" he taunted.
You turned on your heel and stormed toward the supply closet, yanking the door open with more force than necessary. The overhead light buzzed faintly as you stepped inside, the scent of disinfectant and old volleyballs filling your nose. Without hesitation, you grabbed a laundry basket full of towels and shoved it into Atsumuâs chest the moment you returned.
âYouâre gonna help clean up tonight,â you said sharply, your voice edged with exhaustion and frustration.
Atsumu scoffed, letting the weight settle against his chest. âExcuse me?â
âYou heard me. You stayed late to practice, and I have the keys to the gym. That means youâre packing up before I lock up for the night.â
Atsumu smirked, that lazy, infuriating smirk that made your blood boil. "But you're so much better at those kinds of things, ya know? We all have our strengths."
âOh? And what's yours?â
He shrugged. âI score points.â
You wanted to strangle him. âI mean off the court, Miya. You brainless egomaniac.â
That smirk widened. "Damn, sweetheart, say it like ya mean it."
Your entire body tensed. If there was one thingâone thingâthat set your blood boiling faster than anything, it was that nickname. The way he said it, like it was his own personal joke, a word meant to patronize, to needle at you in a way that no one else dared. It was never affectionate, never playfulânot in the way others might say it. No, when Atsumu called you sweetheart, it was dripping with arrogance, a smirk wrapped around syllables meant to get under your skin.
And god, did it work.
Your hands clenched into fists at your sides, jaw tightening so hard it ached. "Don't. Call. Me. That."
His smirk only grew, as if he had been waiting for that exact reaction. "What? Don't like it? Thought ya might warm up to it by now."
"I'd rather set myself on fire."
Atsumu chuckled, slow and smug, like he'd already won this round. "Now that is dramatic."
You threw a towel at his face, and he caught it effortlessly, his smirk widening. "Temper, temper," he taunted, shaking his head like you were the one being unreasonable. "Y'know, if ya wanted me to get all sweaty cleanin' up, ya coulda just asked nicely." You only roll your eyes in disgust.
âTake those to the supply closet. And donât start with your usual bullshit, just do what I say for once.â
Atsumu tilted his head, his eyes glinting with something sharp. âBossy.â
You inhaled sharply, jaw clenching. The way he looked at youâlike he thrived on how easily he could rile you upâmade your skin prickle. âMiya, I swear toââ
âFine, fine,â he drawled, rolling his eyes as he slung the towels over his shoulder. His smirk deepened as he eyed you, a flicker of amusement dancing behind those infuriatingly sharp eyes. "Must be exhausting beinâ so uptight all the time. Ya ever tried just... relaxin'? Oh, wait, guess that'd require ya to actually remove that stick from yer ass."
Your blood boiled instantly, a sharp sting of irritation spreading through your chest. Exhaustion and frustration swirled together into something combustible, something that snapped your already frayed patience. Your hands clenched into fists at your sides as you fought the urge to throw something harder than a towel at his smug, insufferable face. Without thinking, you stomped past him, heading into the supply closet, letting out a frustrated breath as you grabbed another piece of equipment to throw at him if necessary.
"Maybe if your setting was as reliable as your big mouth, I wouldnât have to waste my breath on you,â you spat, voice cold and cutting.
Atsumu went rigid. His smirk flattened into something unreadable, but his eyesâthose sharp, burning eyesâflashed with something dark, something livid.
In an instant, he was storming after you. Before you could react, he followed you into the supply closet, his movements sharp and full of barely restrained anger. The door slammed behind him, the echo bouncing off the walls.
"The fuck did you just say to me?" His voice was low, lethal, his usual teasing edge completely gone.
You whirled around, arms crossing over your chest. "You heard me, Miya. Maybe if you focused on actually being consistent instead of running your mouth, you wouldn't have to work overtime trying to convince people you're the best."
His nostrils flared, jaw clenched so tight you could practically hear his teeth grinding. "You think I got this far by bein' inconsistent? By bein' a fuckin' joke?"
"I think you got this far because you talk so much shit, people actually start to believe it," you bit back. "But I'm not like the rest of your fangirls, Miya. Your act doesnât work on me."
Atsumu let out a low, humorless laugh, stepping closer. Too close. "Ya really think you know me, huh?" His voice was dangerous now, quiet and sharp like a blade pressed just beneath your skin. "Yer full of shit."
"And you're full of yourself."
The air was thick, charged with something volatile, something unstable. His hands were curled into fists, his breath coming in sharp exhales. You could feel the heat radiating off him, his fury rolling off in waves.
You scoffed in disgust, shaking your head as a bitter smirk pulled at your lips. "You're pathetic."
Atsumuâs nostrils flared, his jaw tightening dangerously, but you were already turning away, reaching for the door handle to get as far away from him as possible.
Then your stomach dropped.
The knob refused to turn.
Atsumu frowned. "The hell are ya doinâ?"
You twisted the knob again, harder. Still nothing.
Your throat went dry. "The door is locked."
Atsumu snorted, rolling his eyes. "Yeah, sure it is." He reached out, confidently twisting the handleâ
Nothing.
Atsumu frowned, twisting harder. Still nothing.
Silence.
Then, without missing a beatâ
âYeah, like I didnât try that,â you deadpanned.
Atsumuâs scowl deepened, his frustration crackling in the air between you. "Youâve gotta be fuckin' kidding me. This is all your fault."
You exhaled sharply, crossing your arms. "Oh, right, because I totally planned to lock myself in a closet with you of all people."
"Yer mouth sure makes it sound like ya did." His voice was low, edged with something sharp. "Maybe ya just wanted me all to yourself."
You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head. "Please. If I wanted something all to myself, it sure as hell wouldnât be you."
Atsumu took a step closer, his presence closing in on you like a storm. "Keep talkinâ, princess. Letâs see if ya can keep that smart mouth runninâ when weâre stuck in here all night."
"Oh, fuck you, Miya," you snapped, stepping forward to meet his glare head-on. "You are without a doubt the most infuriating, self-obsessed asshole I have ever met."
His lips curled into a sneer. "And youâre the most uptight, high-strung pain in the ass Iâve ever met."
"Oh yeah? Well, at least I donât have to spend every waking second convincing everyone Iâm the best. News flashâif you actually were, you wouldnât have to try so hard."
His eyes darkened, his entire body stiffening at your words. "You wanna talk about trying too hard? How âbout ya take a fuckinâ look in the mirror? Always actinâ like ya hate me, but yer always up in my business. If I didnât know any better, Iâd think ya like this."
You scoffed, tilting your head in disbelief. "God, youâre delusional."
"And youâre a fuckinâ hypocrite." He was even closer now, his breath hot, his voice tight with rage. "You always act like ya canât stand me, but here ya are, pushinâ up against me like ya wanna make this somethinâ else."
The worst part?
He wasnât entirely wrong.
Your chests were nearly brushing, your ragged breaths intermingling. Your skin was burning, your hands clenched at your sides, every inch of you wound too tight. The anger, the frustration, the way he always got under your skinâit was all-consuming.
And then, suddenly, neither of you were talking anymore.
Atsumuâs mouth was on yours before you could process it, his lips crashing against yours in a kiss that was just as furious as your fights. You yanked him down by the collar, fingers tangling into the damp fabric of his shirt, pulling him in hard enough to hurt. He groaned into your mouth, his hands gripping your waist, pressing you back against the closet shelves as if he needed to feel every inch of you against him.
It wasnât soft. It wasnât sweet. It was years of pent-up aggression and frustration, a battle neither of you wanted to win. Teeth clashed, hands grabbed, nails dug into skin. The heat between you was unbearable, suffocating, and neither of you had the willpower to pull away.
Atsumu nipped at your bottom lip, his breath hot against your mouth as he muttered, "Knew ya wanted me."
Shut up, Miya." You bit back.
And then you kissed him again, drowning out whatever cocky response he had left.
Atsumu wasnât satisfied with just kissing you. His frustration, his irritation, his hunger bled into every movement as he pushed forward, backing you up until your spine hit the cold surface of the supply closet door. The impact barely registered, not when his hands were gripping at your waist, fingers digging into your sides like he was trying to mark you, claim some kind of dominance even here.
You gasped against his mouth, the moment of vulnerability only spurring him on. His lips left yours for half a secondâjust long enough for him to smirk. âTold ya,â he murmured, voice husky, breath hot against your skin. âYou just needed me to shut ya up properly.â
You barely had time to react before he was kissing you again, harder, more desperate. Your hands found their way to his hair, gripping the strands at the nape of his neck and pullingâa move that ripped a deep, guttural groan from his throat. The sound shot straight down your spine, heat pooling in your stomach, making your breath hitch.
His hands slid down, gripping the backs of your thighs, and without a second of hesitation, you wrapped your legs around his waist. He held you effortlessly, as if supporting your weight meant nothing to him. His lips trailed from your mouth to your jaw, nipping at the sensitive skin beneath your ear, making you shudder. He lingered there, his teeth scraping before his mouth latched onto your skin with deliberate pressure. You barely registered the sensation, too caught up in the heat of the moment, too focused on the way his body pressed against yours. But his smirk against your neck said otherwiseâlike he knew exactly what he was doing, leaving his mark before trailing his lips back to yours.
The warmth of his touch burned through the thin fabric of your clothes, his fingers pressing into your skin in a way that made your head spin. His hands started to wander, moving up beneath your shirt, his touch searingâ
And then the door burst open.
Atsumu lost his balance. With a startled grunt, he stumbled forward, dragging you with him as you both spilled out of the closet and onto the hard gym floor.
âWhat the hell?!â
You barely had time to register the situation before a voice rang out above you.
âThe fuck are you two doinâ in here?â
Your eyes shot up to see the janitor, standing in the doorway, arms crossed, face twisted in the most unimpressed expression you had ever seen.
Silence.
Neither you nor Atsumu moved. You were still on top of him, his hands still on your thighs, your arms still wrapped around his shoulders. The position was beyond compromising.
The janitor raised an eyebrow. âI ainât cleaninâ up after this.â
Atsumu let out a breathless chuckle beneath you, his smirk returning full force. âGuess we got caught, huh, sweetheart?âYou shoved him off you so hard he hit the floor with a thud, scrambling to your feet, face burning with embarrassment. âShut up, Miya!â
Happy birthday to my lovely babies s o b s
Osamu may seem like the reliable one between the twins but in the end, he is still big brother Atsumu's baby brother.
Reblog means invitation to the miya twins bday party.