Offtopic but y'all don't need to pay money for "learning" the law. I know some people do need more reassurance but you think a person telling you the same shit that we all have been telling you will change anything? It will not! Until and unless YOU change yourself. Change the old mindset.
You are doing everything right. You can't do anything wrong in the law of assumption. See, it's in name. Everything happens according to your assumption. You think you are hot shit, you ARE hot shit. You think you are a piece of trash, you ARE a piece of trash. So tell me why would you think bad of yourself??
Ever took a moment of your day and just sat down and thought about it? It's literally in your own hands. Don't dwell on the past! Get out of that mindset and story.
Stop calling yourself a shit at manifesting. Like just don't. You calling ur self shit is going to make you a shit only. Start realising your power. Know that you get your desires that you get your desires the moment you desire of it. You are God.
Ethiopian Mystic Abdullah, who lived during a time of blatant segregation. However, he was still not affected by the segregation around him, he lived a rich lifestyle, everyone around him treated him with respect, although that was not the norm in the early 1900’s when he lived. He enjoyed watching operas, and at that time, it was forbidden for black people to watch operas. But Abdullah lived so confidently, he recreated his entire environment, he was always able to get opera tickets no matter what. He was able to change his environment with just his mind, he believed he was an infinite being, and nothing could negatively impact him. Like the universe was entirely in his hands. Everyday I strive to have this mindset. Abudllah also ate and drank and smoked whatever he wanted, but he believed that nothing could harm him, so he remained unharmed. He did not worry about the logistics of manifesting, he just taught: live like you have your desire, don’t question how you’ll get it, just live it.
From Solar Random motivation document.
I can't explain how alone Abdullah story is enough to make you believe in manifestation. On a serious note do y'all realise his circumstances were actually " impossible " to change at that time? But was he affected by it? No. He enjoyed his life. Social discrimination at that time was worse than we can imagine but nothing affected him. I have always said this and will always say this: Be confident with yourself. There is nothing you shouldn't be confident of cause you are the creator.