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And if I only could,

I'd make a deal with God,

And I'd get him to swap our places,

Be running up that road,

Be running up that hill,

Be running up that building.

If I only could, oh…

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make it out alive

"Yes sir."

i think dan and diana both “love [natalie] as much as [they] can” and dan does a better job of it and is very intentional with giving natalie time and attention but he’s almost too intentional with it, too obvious that “look at us! i’m giving you attention!” she knows she’s getting scraps, she knows her mom comes first, she’s getting what dan has left to give when her mom doesn’t need anything at the moment—she’s a distant second place to gabe in her mom’s mind and a slightly closer second place to her mom in her dad’s mind

Ah the website was fixed! Now i can enjoy my free time messing around with silly stuff... Wait what i thought we were having fun 😭???????

marius, rest.

You hate yourself so loudly. You hate yourself at the top of your lungs. Your loathing for yourself permeates your speech. “Sorry I’m just rambling.” “Don’t worry about it.” “Just ignore me.” “Sorry if I’m annoying you.” “Sorry I don’t make sense.” “Sorry about that.” Sorry, sorry, sorry. You act as if you have to beat everyone else to the punch. As if the punching bag is you. If you hate yourself first, if you hate yourself loudest, then nobody will hurt you. You clapped your hands over your ears and shut your eyes and balled yourself up so that you’d never have to experience people’s loathing for you. And it meant you never heard their love. You drowned it out. You screamed your hatred over it. And you never got to hear it. 

Jack Gilbert

Pain, pain, and more pain. I am hurting knowing that he’s hurting

wouldnt it be fucked up if dark was the one in the mock interview

Somewhere deep

In this scaffolding of bones

My heart aches

For love

And the stars

I knew i had to leave you

When sitting by your side

Began to feel painful

Instead of like home

Dont you think I've hurt enough?

My chest is pieces

My heart is numb

Razor sharp words

Shred my skin

Daggers of emotions

Carve my soul

You did this!

Yet you scream at me

For being broken

And mangled

As if it were my fault

For loving

In the first place

I've had this idea for a while - the dynamic pre-finale but post-portal-reactivation is brief but super interesting ngl. They hate each other's ass

Do not tag as stancest

I'm in this picture and i don't like it

Someone, cut off my leg.

My knee hurts so much, im sending out an SOS, if you see taminophen, I would like some.