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3 years ago

This is very out of the blue

But-

Just wanted to talk about

How LITERALLY EVERYONE IN MY LIFE, knew I was Bi, before I did.

And like, there were signs, like, HUGE signs, they were SO obvious.

And I was too homophobic with myself to accept that.

I was completely cool with non straight and non cis people, and supported them 100%.

But when it came to ME, I was just not going to accept it!

Kept INSISTING that I was straight and cis! Like, “I like guys, so I can’t be gay!” “I don’t feel like a guy, so I can’t be trans!” And just wouldn’t let myself accept that I was Bi and Enby.

I even SAID I was Bi, like, before I knew for sure that I wasn’t straight.

I was a tomboy when I was younger, I accidentally came out to my grandma and a random employee at a shoe store-

As I was shopping for shoes with my grandma, I picked out some boyish shoes, and my grandma asked “wouldn’t you want something for girls?”

And out of NOWHERE, I said “They’re not JUST for boys, I should know, I’m bisexual.”

…………

I MEANT to say TOMBOY, which is, which, does not EVEN sound like bisexual.

And I was embarrassed, cause like, HOW?! Does that happen?!

I’m still embarrassed about that to this day!

I’m just HOPING that my grandma forgot about that day, cause it has traumatized me deeply-

Oh, I hope that employee doesn’t remember also-

……

She was cute-

ANYWAYS-

All my friends knew I was Bi, they always asked me if I was Bi. Like, they never asked if I was straight or gay, or pan….they just asked if I was Bi!

I’m not upset about it, it’s just so weird that I was so self conscious about that for so long!

I had cuffed jeans that I liked wearing when I was younger, but because everyone kept saying I was Bi because of the cuffs, I ended up cutting the cuffs to go down. That’s how self conscious I was!

It took A LOT of time for me to accept that I was not straight.

But when I finally accepted it, it felt, so awesome!

When I came out, literally, no one was surprised.

They were all like “We already knew that.” And I was like “But HOW?! How did you all know before I did?”

And all they had to say was “We just got that vibe from you-“

And like, yeah, looking back on literally EVERYTHING I’VE EVER DONE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE-

I see it. And should’ve definitely known sooner.


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3 years ago

Guys, two days ago, I was at Hot Topic, I got a bi frog pin (not that that matters-) anyways, as I was purchasing it, Dear Maria Count Me In starting playing, and this cute girl started singing, while she was scanning it. And I started humming along with her singing. And I kid you not, we looked at each other for a while, and I think I got her to smile. (She was probably embarrassed. Wether it was about me humming, or just me noticing her singing. Idk-) this isn’t a very interesting story, but… I just wanted to talk about it. Cause, I’m just like, gay.

Anyways peace- ✌️


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3 years ago

Hey, I just did some Amphibia Calamity Trio redesigns!

I actually love the way they look in the show, I don’t actually see anything wrong in the way they look! But I thought this could be fun! And I’m pretty happy with how they turned out!

(These redesigns involve some of my headcanons for them-)

Hey, I Just Did Some Amphibia Calamity Trio Redesigns!
Hey, I Just Did Some Amphibia Calamity Trio Redesigns!
Hey, I Just Did Some Amphibia Calamity Trio Redesigns!

I hope you like them!

(Sorry about how messy Marcy’s skirt is made-)


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3 years ago

I don’t know if anyone following me is xenogender or uses neopronouns, but if you are/do, you’re amazing! And you’re safe here! I accept you!

reblog if you think that xenogenders and neopronouns are valid!!

or, also

reblog if your blog is a safe space for people who use neopronouns or xenogenders!!


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3 years ago

Okay, I'm not gonna lie bro,

Bisexual, pansexual, omnisexual, and polysexual hate is really dumb man.

If you see this rb it if you agree bcs I wanna see how many of you agree


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3 years ago

are you autistic and gay?

Are You Autistic And Gay?

lesbian and autistic perhaps?

Are You Autistic And Gay?

an autistic pan or bisexual?

Are You Autistic And Gay?
Are You Autistic And Gay?

asexual and autistic?

Are You Autistic And Gay?

trans or non binary and autistic?

Are You Autistic And Gay?
Are You Autistic And Gay?

any autistic member of the LGBTQ+ community?

well guess what...

you're fucken great and I love you


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3 years ago
Before The Episode Came Out, I Was Shipping All 3 Of Them Together. But, Since The Episode Came Out,
Before The Episode Came Out, I Was Shipping All 3 Of Them Together. But, Since The Episode Came Out,

Before the episode came out, I was shipping all 3 of them together. But, since the episode came out, some people have been saying that Collin and Keenie are siblings. I think it’s because they’re both sheep. But, I couldn’t find anything about Vivziepop saying they were related. So, until they are confirmed to be related, I will continue shipping them. (If they are related I’m gonna feel bad for shipping them in the first place-)

(Also, yeah, I put a pastel pan flag on one of them-)


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2 years ago

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original baker 8-stripe

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1 year ago

Scrambled Eggs with Pan Roasted Mushrooms

Scrambled Eggs With Pan Roasted Mushrooms

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4 years ago

Hey sorry I haven't posted in awhile. Have this TicTok I just made for Pride Month!


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5 years ago

In the late 1970s, homosexuality was considered a disease in Sweden. In protest, some people called in sick claiming that they, “felt gay” and couldn’t come in to work.


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