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[Warning this may involve the word abuse]

Hey everybody, so shit has happened, we have made a another gofund.me, Because we want out of the house we are living in, My grandmother/Oma Used an empty threat that she would leave the house too basically go and find someone else for respect, and of course I didn’t take it well and I started crying Because I was worried that we were going to get kicked out, both me and my cousins want to leave, Basically she is kind of abusing us without realising it, as a victim of being mentally and physically abused by my parents, I don’t want to live that life again, but of course not too long a go my aunt passed away, And we don’t want it being even more difficult, but that's not the only problem, this move is not only for me and my cousins but for our pets, our cats, Loki, Astra, and our newest member that is coming soon Shadow, Here are their pictures

Loki

Astra

Shadow my very first own kitten, Only has half a tail

Please help if you can, for both us and our babies, thank you

Link help here

Bonus I hope to do art commissions soon, but my aunt’s funeral is on the 30th, So Please be patient, thanks and have a nice night or day Wherever you are in the world ^w^

Hey guys, it's been a year sorry I haven't posted in like uh... I don't how long, but my auntie has unexpectedly passed away, Is it okay if you guys can help us out to give the funeral my auntie always wanted, please we really need the help and do whatever you can share the link or Donate if you are able, anything works, so please with the kindness of your hearts, thank you and lovely day or night, wherever you are in the world, may you and family be safe and filled with lot of love ❤️‍🩹

Gofundme link here

the absolute URGE to start new writing projects is killing me because i already have unfinished things that i’ve procrastinated and idk whether to start something new or not

the panic when your period is 6 days late and you have no idea why 🫠

Hey Beans-

Hey beans, I have a bit of a hellish update. 

Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. My grandma made a huge fight happen while I was on call with a friend, and things just escalated between me and her so badly I had to leave. When I came back home, my family was also on my ass about it all, despite knowing how she lies and how she instigates. 

She threatened to hit me, she threatened to kill Sammy, she hurled insult after insult at me and this all started because I didn't get up in time to do something she asked (Which was locking the door. I waited three seconds too long and she went off). 

When I came back after trying to let things cool down I was berated and told I had no right to be so “selfish” in the house, so on and so on, and the fight got so intense I had to just physically walk away, leaving the home and going two miles up the road because I did not feel safe. 

They made me so sick I began to pee blood again, as well as my sugar spiking and causing me to have palpitations. My heart cannot take this stress anymore, and neither can my mental health. I wish I could explain how bad the situation was. I had tears down my face, gasping for air, chest heaving and in pain, I felt like I was on the verge of passing out. 

I got in contact with some good friends of mine, who say they can help get me out of not only that home, but the entire state i'm in. But I need money to do so, for travel and gas and so on. As much as they can house me, they need me to pull my weight. 

I hate having to ask for help, I hate that I'm even in this situation, to the point I'm so sick I might have to be seen in the ER or sent to ICU. 

I need to come up with 700 dollars, and I'm willing to do some commissions, but with how sick I am I may take a bit to get back with you. I plan to leave by early June, if not the beginning of July, as that's when my friends are able to drive down and get me. 

Donations are greatly appreciated, even if you can only afford a single dollar, it’ll be more help than you know. 

If you’re wanting a commission, please don't send money and then ask, for your sake and mine. I’m incredibly overwhelmed, and I’ll do my best to get with you and explain rates. 

And if you’re willing to donate anything, here’s my Ko-fi link. 

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Again, I can’t thank you enough for if you donate or even spread this post around, even well wishes mean the world to me because I know you beans care and want to help however you can.

This post was incredibly hard to make, I’m still all over the place and trying to figure everything out, so I apologize if this sounds like rambling and nonsense. There is a silver lining however, as I actually have a way out this time, and I pray I can get out before things can get worse.

-Mommabean 

unfortunately, I'm very much still alive and kicking.

Is it possible to feel so lonely despite being around people?

The feeling of emptiness when you're with people.

The gut wrenching feeling when people are happy.

The feeling when people ask the heart pounding question "Are you okay?".

The feeling someone is looking at you even at your own home.

The feeling when someone ask what's wrong with you.

The feeling of waking up.

The feeling you'll never recover.

I really want to end it all right now, its so damn tiring. What's the point in living anyways? I can't even bring myself to seek help anymore, why bother asking for help? I should just end it all, why i am hesitating? I am already tired, i don't see myself getting better either.

How do you kill yourself in the most painless way?

WITCHS OF TUMBLER I NEED YOUT HELP

So when I was 12 at like 1 or 3 in the morning and I'm done drawing for the night. I look the window and see a face staring at me. All I could see was the head. I made eye contact with it until I managed to fall asleep being to afraid move. The face was see through but it I could see an out line of its face features. It look like a sketch of a drawing. But it was glowing and staring right at me. The out line of the figure was yellow ,had pointed teeth, narrow eyes, a top hat for some reason and a monocle. I don't know if this was a ghost , spirit ,or something but it scared the shit out of me when I was 12 and it still scares me to this day and I've been trying to find something to its features but I can't. Can someone help me Please because I know this wasn't a dream.

I NEED HELP

Can people actually see my recent activity? I just have a bad feeling that someone might be looking at my activities be like “tf is this dude reading?” I do read and see a lot of random stuff though...even in approriate stuff that innocent people shouldn’t see...

¡Help please! 😫🙏

So I found this fic on AO3 where Severus meets and gets sorta adopted by his grandparents (on Eileen's side) I can't remember their names but they were both males and I think one was a male-carrier, Eileen wasn't nice in this one, something happened and James sent an owl to several and decided to follow it, he found out sev was being abused and took him back to Potter manor, the healer recognized Severus and contacted his grandfather's, Lucius was a good friend and kept checking on sev, Remus's father was not that great but having met a werewolf auror who helped him with fixing his relationship with his son and understanding werewolves better, they fall in love, Lily's a bitch who was stealing her parents money and sneaking out and bullying petunia, I think it's snames or maybe snupin I can't remember. Or marauders X Severus I really don't know

OH! and the marauders (except Peter) start working at a potion shop!

¡Someone please help me find it!

Help someone is being nice to me with romantic undertones on TikTok I think I’m gonna delete the app

Henry Danger is my favorite show and I’m sad bc I can’t find the author and I can’t read this. What’s happening? Please help 😭

not-so-secret relationship

henry hart x reader

gif not mine

requested

“Schwoz!”

Ray carried you out of the tubes and Henry followed behind, rushing to help Schwoz as Ray laid you on the metal table Schwoz had set up. Ray strapped you in and Schwoz stepped forward to run tests.

“Is she going to be okay?” Henry asked.

Ray looked at him. “I don’t know, kid.” He leaned to your ear, “If you don’t you are so grounded.” He stepped back, tears forming in his eyes as Schwoz turned and shook his head.

“Whatever he zapped her with…it’s shutting down her system. But if I get the weapon, I may be able to stop it.” He said.

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How do I romanticise summer camp it's soooo boring. It's been 5 days and I can't wait for it to be over..

How do I romanticise summer camp it's soooo boring. It's been 5 days and I can't wait for it to be over..

Actually I changed my mind how do I make him obsessed with me instead of me being obsessed with him? Do I manifest? what do I do?

Any tips to get over a guy? I literally cannot stop thinking abt him even though I said I didn't like him anymore pls send help

Any tips to get over a guy? I literally cannot stop thinking abt him even though I said I didn't like him anymore pls send help

I really want to make a WEBTOON canvas, but it just feels so overwhelming and I don’t know where to start (both drawing wise and overall)

Can somone please give me tips? I want to do more with my ocs than just normally draw them and yap 🙏🙏🙏 would be really helpful to get a checklist of sorts🩵🩵

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Listen folks, right now we have a situation with @emily59729 I won't get into details but remember, if something bad is going on in your life or if you feel like you wanna end it all, call 988 suicide helpline, 24/7 service and they will listen and help you the best they can. Please.dp give their number a call before you make a decision you regret

Bradshaw’s

hello there! i’m ollie and im just testing out my writing style here, i hope you enjoy!

summary: Robin and Rooster engage in an argument causing them to miss the warnings of a storm coming in⛈️

Pairings: Robin Bradshaw (my oc)X Bob floyd, established relationship(🤭)

warnings: swearing, arguing, injury (not detailed tho), Bit angsty lol!

Please lmk if there are any spelling or grammar errors 🫶

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“Rooster were falling really behind, we gotta move!” Robin shouted into her mask, desperate trying to get her team leader to pick up the pace. She knew if they failed the practice course again, flying the actual mission would be out of the question.

“No, we can make up time in the straight away, maintain your speed!” Rooster ordered back at her. To her annoyance, they reached the target but a minute late, meaning they had aloud time for the enemy planes to attack.

“Great, maverick is gonna kill us.” Payback sighed over coms.

“Maybe, but we reached the target how could he kill us for that.” Rooster barked back.

“You don’t get it do you? If we flew at your speed on the actual mission, we’d be dead right now.” Robin argued,

“You don’t know that!”

“Were not flying fast enough, the enemy would have intercepted us by now you stupid fuck!”

“Then it’s a dogfight!”

“Against 5th generation fighters? yeah right.” Robin scoffed. Between the twos bickering they’d failed to pick up on the strong winds they had flown into. Payback and Fanboy had been long back to base at this point, leaving the siblings to argue. They had been greeted by the other aviators who were confused at the absence of the Bradshaws. Especially a one WSO.

“Payback? Where’s Robin? Did you leave her and rooster out there?” Bob questioned the taller man as he walked towards to hanger, Payback just stayed silent, not wanting to escalate the situation,Bob lunged towards him in an attempt to strike his face but he was held back by Fanboy,“You asshole! How could you leave her? Did you even try to warn them?”

“Lieutenant Floyd, I think thats quite enough.” Cyclone shouted, allowing Payback to explain his piece.

Straightening his flight suit after the tussle, sending daggers towards Bob,

“We tried to warn them about the storm, but they were to busy arguing about speed and time to notice, Im sure they’ll be fine-“

Payback answered before being cut off by a sudden flash then thunder clap. A worried look adorned the aviators faces, racing to the communications room. Phoenix flicked on the radio to hear the panicked shout of Rooster.

“Robin! Eject! Eject!” he kept repeating but she wasn’t listening,

“No-I can- I can do it.” her voice was frantic, focused on trying to save herself from crashing. Her F-18 had been struck by lightning and her engines were starting to die one by one and she was getting to close to the ground.

“Robin you need to eject now! You can’t save the jet but you can save yourself! Think about Bob!” Rooster attempted to plead with her, when Robin heard Bobs name she looked down her the ring on her finger, remembering the promise she made to him. She knew she couldn’t fix it but ejecting from the plane seemed like the worst case scenario for Robin as it was the only part of flying she feared the most,the fear stemmed from her father and the stories her mother used to tell her about when he used to fly, and how an ejection from a jet going wrong was what killed her father. But with no other way of fixing the flames starting to creep up the wings Robin knew what she had to do to get back to Bob. A final attempt of re-engaging the engines failed and they all finally gave out, the jet fell eerily silent it was now too late for any Maverick type manoeuvre the only option was for Robin to eject, with a deep breath to clear her head Robin reached for the handles and pulled hard, sending her flying into the air away from her jet, away from her brother and away from where anyone could probably find her.

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Ringing. Was the first thing Robin heard when she came to. Her right cheek was pressed firmly into the dessert sand that had dried up signalling to Robin she’d been out here for a while as the storm was long gone. Waves of pain started to make their way across her body as she tried to move and assess her injuries, it took all her effort to just press her palms to the ground and try to sit up. However she only managed to flip herself onto her back, sending a shock of pain through her body. Attempting to look around was hindered impossible by the sun that was now beating down on her bare face, compared with the fatal storm that had brought her jet down in the first place. Looking down at her hands she noticed her ring still firmly on her finger, sighing to herself as she thought that she would’ve have definitely lost it.

She thought about the day Bob had gave it to her, it wasn’t long after they arrived at top gun. She had found a note attached to her helmet in the locker room reading that she should meet Bob on the beach after their class that day, unfortunately for Robin, Bob had not grown up near top gun so he got lost while trying to get back to where he’d set up his proposal. By this point Robin had figured out what he was trying to do and had said “Bob, i don’t care where we are or how you do it just ask me to marry you will you? i’ve been waiting too long!” Robin chuckled to herself as she remembered Bobs face when he found out she knew, of course she did, Bradshaw’s know everything.

Robin sighed to herself, bring her mind back to the present and her current situation, she couldn’t do anything but wait for search and rescue, as down here she couldn’t fully asses her injuries but by the amount of pain she was in she knew they weren’t going to be easy to fix. Pulling off her helmet she felt an agonising pain where her goggles had been, she brought a hand up towards her forehead running over where she thought the pain was coming from, she felt something drying onto and into her hair, blood. Her major senses were impaired, she couldn’t feel anything, hear anything other than ringing or hardly see anything due to her glasses being shattered when her head hit the ground.

The relief she felt when she saw the blurred out line of a search and rescue medic coming towards her was immense, she felt tears pricking her eyes. There was someone behind the medic dressed in a pilots uniform but Robin couldn’t make out who it was.

“Robin! Oh my god! Hey its gonna be okay, you’ll be okay. Don’t panic.” a muffled familiar voice said as they knelt down beside Robin. Rooster beckoned over to the medic that it was safe before attempting to comfort his sister.

She opened her mouth the speak but nothing came out, she wanted to scream and tell them how much pain she was in but she couldn’t make a sound. She wanted to tell him that she loved him and that she wanted Bob to know she loved him too, but her voice was course and quiet so Rooster couldn’t hear her over the helicopter propelers

The medic brought over a stretcher and called Rooster to help move the younger girl onto it. But the pain of being hoisted onto a flat surface overcame Robin and her world went black before they even reached the helicopter.

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Okay so I decided to write a bunch of the requests on Saxon and just post one everyday so don’t think I forgot 😭 but while I was writing I was watching remember the titans (the best movie to ever exist imo no exaggeration) and I saw sunshine and how fine he was. And then I went to look for some fics of him and there are NONE. And he was one of the only boys to not discriminate when joining the team like he was so cute. I might create a story with him and a black reader because I can see it so clearly. So now I have to ask should she be the coaches daughter? Or a cheerleader? Or I was thinking she’s good with numbers so she helps the coaches on the sidelines but doesn’t actually care for football. Please tell me yall seen this movie because I need help I wanna write this so bad

I don't think you understand the Internet cannot even give me all the kanera art I need. I have scoured the Internet and it cannot satisfy my need for more😭😭😭

Hello, I am Jawad from Gaza Married to Fairuz I studied medical analysis😢🍉 I live in a tent, and my house was completely destroyed. Please help me and my children from extermination

. We have not had any financial income for 10 months. I need milk, pampers, and the necessities of life Life is very difficult. I am afraid for my children from this war. Tent life Very bad insects on my children while they are sleeping, help us My children suffer from skin diseases and malnutrition. So, I ask you to help me keep my family safe and alive, especially after we had lost all our sources of livelihood.Please do not leave my family to struggle and suffer these difficult days alone. You can support my campaign by donating whatever you can or by sharing my posts to reach others who can help us survive the war to safety and peace. You are helping the lives of many people with your small contribution. Every donation makes a difference in our very

https://gofund.me/3196f864

Can someone help them?

Should I worry that my relationship with my dad is an awesome parallel of Bill and Ford's one in the early ten chapters of "Knowing me Knowing you"?

I am Amira, the breadwinner for my family after my father's death. We were forced to flee to the southern part of Gaza after the war intensified. Our home, my university, and my workplace were bombed😢.

We are now in desperate need to escape this danger and continue my dream and educational and professional journey💔. I kindly ask you to donate or share the campaign link. Your support can save our lives and give us a chance to live in peace🍉.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart🙏.

I am young and don't have how to contribute, so I'll be posting this, anyone who can help, please help

Does anyone know how to change the font?/gen

I really don't know how to use more than one font

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