Positive Thinking - Blog Posts
Onwards we ride
After some good thinking, I came to a conclusion. I've had kinda enough of suffering and tormenting my mind, so I thought maybe having a good talk with myself. Through it I decided that, even if it was hard to admit it, it was time to let go of some people, and of old pains. Yes, I've been hurt, and I did some mistakes in the past cuz of it, and I don't justify them. But now? I know I'm fighting, and so I'm sure it'll hurt (like every war does) but samewise, I know it's for a good cause and reason, so I'm ready to smile at the pain and take it out, and find peace in my endeavors. And yes, I'll miss some people, but I gotta accept I'm not responsible for everyone's fate, so I'm happy I got to share a part of my life with them. There's no denying that it's hard to accept the pain, especially when pressured, but it's the only way to let go and move on from it. And accept that ur trying to do better. Be at peace that rn, ur a better person, and u wanna fight for good...
I can't express myself like I want because of fear. I want to loose this fear and I will.
isnt it pretty to think so?
the antidote to sadness is not laughter, but expression
im not trying to say its easy but im trying to say its fine
Listen you HAVE to fall in love. not necessarily with someone else. not necessarily romantically. Just love. fall for the way the sun slants through your windows at midday. fall for the sound of your best friends laugh when you piss them off. fall for the sound of a song or rhe taste of a drink. just romanticise everything please okay bye
Notes game because I need it
5 - I properly tidy my room and light some incense ✅
10 - I go out on a walk for 20 mins ✅
15 - I plan something with a friend ✅
20 - I submit my poetry to a creative writing competition ✅
25 - I finish my plan for a long marauders fic ✅
30 - I cut down my screen time by 30 mins each day ☑️ (trying 😭)
35 - I ask my parents to change my name on the school register ✅
40 - I work out for an extra hour each week
45 - I ask my parents for a binder for my birthday
50 - I call a hotline next time I feel like hurting myself
You have to notice the good things. You must. Or you will be consumed by the bad things.
sometimes its just (seeing the moon in the daytime) (long car rides) (waking up slowly and naturally) (the smell of charity shops) (tea at just the right temperature) (lava lamps in the dark) (the smell of incense that lingers for days) (finishing a good book) (muffled voices when your head is underwater) (hearing your favourite song on the radio) (warm baked goods just out the oven) (looking at someone you know doing something mundane and being overwhelmed by how much you love them) (a cat laying on your chest) (the sound of wood burning) yknow
let go of the idea that you have to be the best or do the most to be worth something.