Pots - Blog Posts
Just got my ears pierced and now I'm shakey and lightheaded. On the bright side, I'm so used to needles being in me that it didn't hurt to bad.
Potsies listen up
PRESERVE YOUR OWN GARLIC
Chop up fresh garlic and put it in a jar with olive oil and a shit ton of salt (the garlic will help to mask some of it so you can add more) And stick it in the fridge for at least a week before cooking with it.
I had some that was preserved for around a year and it was so good.
"I'm okay." I say as my bones crack into a thousand pieces.
"It doesn't hurt." I respond when asked about bruises all over my body.
"Really, I'm fine." I tell my friend as I can physically feel my muscles separate from the surrounding tissue.
"I can make it." I assure my mother before entering a mall with no mobility aids.
"It's gotten better." I lie to my doctor.
bad pain day, 2023, me
alternate titles include “ouch :(“ and “my fucking hips hurt”
Me finding a new recipe I like: This is really good!
Also me, a Potsie: Now, how much salt can I hide in this?
London Landscape Fountain
Ideas for a summertime stone water fountain landscape in a medium-sized, traditionally lit backyard.
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Eric Hendrick- USA ceramic artist- early work.
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Life update: Mood swings and depression are at an all-time high. Very horrible. Im not myself lately. I'm mean, nasty, and lashing out at all my loved ones. Trying to convince them to hate me, because if they hate me they can't be sad when im dead. Im actively suicidal and always very close to doing something or hurting myself. Exhausting. I went to the doctors today. Wanted to tell her about my horrible depression, but my mother was there. Got cold feet. Doctor told me Neurology doesn’t do POTS testing at ucsf but Cardiology does, so I’m getting referred for possible table testing. And the Disease place replied back to her and is requesting testing for Lyme because of everything I told them about how sick I am/get , so I had blood work done today. If I come back negative then I don't have to worry at all about it, apparently. But they are running three different types of testing and splotches to make sure. Unfortunately nothing back from mental health though. Which I need badly. I break down crying at nothing Im just awful in every way...How can he say im getting better..?
I am in a lot of pain, and very emotionally unstable. Everything feels 20x harder on me today. I just want to be done with everything. Gonna smoke some and try to sleep, if the pain doesn't stop me.
Rooftop - Deck Example of a small eclectic rooftop rooftop deck container garden design
We had to get our actual proper medical insurance back recently, ofc it probably won't really be into effect until January, so we still have to wait to actually have it.
We wanna talk to our doctor about seeing if we have some other disorders/disabilities (such as OCD and POTS) before properly trying to contact a service dog training place. We have a place in mind already, hopefully we will be able to go through them.
When we end up contacting the place and they tell us the price and stuff for the training (and getting the prospect/puppy) then we will likely make a go fund me and will make a post about it. But until we know more, we can't really make a go fund me cause we don't know how much we will likely need.
Anyways, we just wanted to make this post to basically share a bit about what's happening in our life rn, so yeah.
- Shay (They/it) 🐾
worst part of having a medical professional for a parent: it doesn’t matter what field of medicine they’re in, whenever you suggest you may have some medical condition they will immediately rule it out like they’re the expert on the topic. I’m trying to figure out why I’m always dizzy and going from lying down to standing is so exhausting for my body, but god forbid I suggest POTS because my MIDWIFE and OB/GYN of a mother doesn’t think I have it. It doesn’t matter that my aunt does and that it’s hereditary. It doesn’t matter that I’m just spitballing because I just want to figure out what’s wrong with my body. According to her I’m probably just anemic (even though I only fit one of the symptoms, dizzy)
Tropical Landscape - Driveway
Salt pills are a miracle. I had low salt levels earlier, took one, and it took my levels up so fast it was wild. I went from feeling like I needed a hospital to feeling fine in what seemed like minutes without needing to dump table salt into my mouth. Beautiful. 100% recommend
BLEHHHHH HEATER ON IS TOO HOT, HEATER OFF IS TOO COLD.