oh to be in a polycule where we all split the cost of a house big enough for all of us
im cooked
back on my yearning shit again
my friends are in a queer platonic relationship and its like man i want something like that too
but not just friends...idk i still dont entirely understood queerplatonic relationships
i just want to be loved too
i want to learn how
pet names are nice
i enjoy terms of endearment
but particularly i like "sweetheart"
or food related terms of endearment
those are always nice
or maybe my dear
i probably have more but i cant remember
just woke up from a nap
wish i could wake you with a lover and say good morning to them
i feel stupidly needy right now
im left alone for 2 seconds and now im all ansty and eager to interact with people
wanting any kind of positive attention
yearning once more
i wanna do couple stuff and match pfps of popular ships
sigh...im yearning again...
i just need to adore someone and fall head over heels for them and greet them by saying "hello my love"
i love your blog so much you put into words how i feel perfectly we should get married /j
LMAOOO thanks glad you like my bullshit ramblings and thoughts ☠️
[deep inhale]
i need to heal before i can love anybody again
[deep exhale]
(not gonna stop me from yearning though ☠️)
yknow i was talking to this one dude for a minute that love bombed me and now theyve disappeared and i think its been a week since they last bothered to speak to me ☠️ disappointed but not surprised
being a shut book has its benefits
starting to think i shouldn't be so closed off and reserved if i want a relationship
its just scary
ive dated plenty of folks and all of them have hurt me
how do i avoid such a thing again
how do i avoid being abused dude
if i could just foresee the future on whether or not somebodys gonna hurt me my life would be a lot easier lord have mercy
i would play lethal company with a boy
it would be nice to be adoringly looking at my phone because someone said the sweetest words to me
id ask him why hes so nice to me
and it'd be someone i know for a while too. someone that really means it
not just some stranger trying to fill a void and could easily replace me with someone else
i always say morning instead of good morning
because if it were a good morning id be playing videogames with a boyfriend that i do not have
pathetic loser yearning again
what else is new
i feel like that "forever alone" meme from the 2000s ☠️
must be so damn nice to be loved and accepted by somebody despite your flaws bro
what does that feel like
(abandonment issues kicking in full swing)
thank gawd yearning blogs exist at all and im not the only one or else id look like i have schizophrenia
not yearning as much today
im fine with this
who tryna be the argenti to my boothill . (im insane)
i gotta rip my heart outta my chest
sometimes i feel like a retired war veteran in his 40s trying to adapt back into a normal life ☠️
this yearning makes my chest genuinely ache
fuck
my tumblr for you page is the most depressing thing ever . why is there quotes about heartbreak everywhere and being depressed. Quit targeting me
that goddamn "i will fall in love with you over and over again" from epic is stuck in my head
i dont even know what epic is about i dont care about epic why is this particular verse playing in my head again and again lord have mercy
....would be nice to sing that to a loved one though. i think i may be a sucker for singing to my partner (if i had one, anyway)
broken and traumatized man yearning hours
I don't think wanting to be love makes you weak, just don't let the pain make your heart cold !! :)
i don't think i have much of a choice ☠️ but i appreciate the sentiment
im cooked
i wanna be held like youre afraid to lose me
why must i always be afraid the other person leaving me and abandoning me
i wanna be feared of being lost too.........
golly somebody put me down now 😭
yearning again but i already know id get hurt if someone tried to love me
that sounds so edgy but ☠️ its the truth
its like romantic relationships for me are like abuse simulators
lord have mercy
despite everything ive endured i still crave that feeling of being loved with no strings attached
can someone put me down ☠️
wanting to be loved but never want to experience loving someone else ever again