Queer - Blog Posts
hell yeah, a fellow name collector :3
Mhm! The only reason I took a single name is because of society🙄 but there's so many others! I love names, Im like a faerie I gotta have names
I need a girlfriend so bad omg, Im going feral yall. How do people even meet people? Obviously, I need to leave the house more(I uh, I dont do that rn), but then what? Bars are a no-go(too young), that's actually the only place I know(the root of my problem, lack of knowledge)
Retail is one of the funniest jobs, I was at work today and had like an hourish left in my shift. It is 10pm and this guy comes in, grabs bis stuff and then comes to the register and says(without any prompting!) "You're really gaudy" and like I am(I'm always wearing 20 bracelets, 3 rings and 3 necklaces) but who just says that! Nightshift customers are a different breed
Happy trans day of visibility! I almost missed it this year cause I got called in on my day off;-;
Im super glad I get to be properly for it this year(and for the other 364 days in the year ;3) I don't really have any stories or tips from being out publicly but it has been super freeing.
Stay visible if possible, and stay livin' yall. If 100 people love you I'm with them, if 10 do Im one of them, and if none do, then im dead. Mmmwah!<3
azrael is a cool name ngl.
Thank you! It's what my dad wanted to name me when I was born, it just took 18 years for him to get his wish lol. He chose it because of the Batman character, my ma vetoed it because of the cat in the Smurfs, and I chose it because of the angel of death
Chat! My posts are getting traction, so I figured I should properly introduce myself!
My name is Azrael or Az for short, I'm 18 and a proud trans(she/her) lesbian. I'll be using this blog to talk about anything and everything, be them stories from my life, tales of my transition, or anything else I think of! I'll preface anything 18+ with an applicable warning(ik I didn't do that originally, I didn't forsee 18+ posts happening, lol) so they'll be easy to skip if you dont wanna see em!
I will not be making a DNI because I love talking to all kinds of people, and worst-case scenario, I just dont interact with any freaks :p though if you're under 18 as I stated there will be some risque posts from time to time(I suppose my only DNI is like, transphobes and homophobes and the like but that's implied)
My Asks and DMs are always open, so feel free to say something in either. Bring me whimsy, yall! Mmwah!
Asgfchfsv thanks for using the pfp I made also it looks so good on ur profile aaagh /pos
It made me so happy to see someone using what I made :3333
Ahh, you're welcome! They pictures were all super cute so I had a hard time picking one 😭
Chat, Im in a pickle(again)
So, if you know my posts, you know that I have a wicked crush on my coworker/ best friend. The pickle in question is, I'm not sure if I do have a crush on her anymore she hasn't done anything to slight me. I just don't feel the same way about her. She's still my best friend, and I'd die for her, but I dont think Im romantically in love with her anymore
So, uh that was not something I was ready to deal with, lol
I love how whimsical my life is. There's no story to go along with this, I just really appreciate all the weird things that happen to me(see previous posts for context if you wanna). I love being whimsical, I love bringing whimsy, and I love experiencing whimsy
So, as is evident, I am a lesbian(see previous posts and tags), but I've somehow managed to enter a platonic Sub/Dom relationship with a male friend of mine, and it's great. It scratches that itch that I've had for too long and isn't like weird in any way cause we both know the specifics of what the relationship is
I had the strangest interaction with a customer a few days ago(for context, I work at a gas station/convenience store) I was bagging her items and she just goes "Oh my goodness! You have such long finger!" And like, I suppose I do but wth lol(picture of hand for additional context) She then asked if I played piano which I do not and then she went on her way, I fuckin love people
Omg omg omg!!! My friend(same one from the previous post if you're caught up Keeping Up With the Queers) helped me buy some pairs of lacy underwear not that long ago(this woman istg /pos) and I finally tried on the one that came in.
It looks so good!! It fits nicely, the lace is nice looking, and it makes my butt look super cute(a previously major source of dysphoria, for context) I never thought I'd look good in something like this but I do!
Still never sure how to conclude a post so again, mmwah!
Chat, Im in a real pickle rn.
I have a massive crush on my best friend, and everyone else I've talked to says it sounds like we're already dating and just haven't outright said so. So far, we've gone on a shopping trip that culminated in dinner at an Applebee's, we've planned a vacation with just the two of us as an escape from work where she agreed to let me act as a housewife(long story that), we're going to see the Hatsune Miku movie together, like we have all these "dates" planned but idk if she sees them like I do. Also! I got her to agree to stay on call whilst I drifted off to sleep(which fell through when the call dropped, but it was super sweet), and like, ahhhh wth do I do, chat
I love trying to find tips for skincare and such and people say "Exfoliate and moisturize" and all that and then I look up how to do that(because no one taught me, for obvious reasons) and I get people saying to just, do it??? Like, they just say to get an exfoliant and a toner and a moisturizer like, how??? How do I find a good one? How do I look girlypop damnit
Shoutout to @robotmechagirl for naming me. I genuinely would've been nameless for like months longer without her. Also, shoutout to my coworker and best friend who has been dealing with me for 6 months of work and 4 months of being on HRT she has the patience of a saint sometimes, I swear. I appreciate yall(and everyone else whos had to put up with me throughout my transition).
I uh dont really know how to conclude this soo, mwah!(/p)
Why is there the queer urge to hangout together at playgrounds after dark?
if the mha leaks are real im honestly not that surprised, because how many times has this happened before? media will purposefully make posts or scenes interpretive where if you’re looking, you can see how gay it is. but in the end it’s never actually going to be a queer representation, they just hint at it because they know that then they’ll get a wider audience with new queer people excited for representation, but they know that if they end with a straight couple queer people will be angry, but they wouldn’t stop watching the show. but if they end with a gay couple, they can loose so many people from their audience. oops i don’t even think i’m talking about just mha anymore.. but i swear it’s every show
Queer creative writing major order
some oc stuff 😭 i still need to give them a band name
heya! uploading part of a comic project i did earlier this summer here. if you’re interested seeing the rest of this sweet lesbian fairytale, there’s three page updates every friday on tapas and webtoons ;)
jaiden animation's thing about faking crushes ...
i made up a crush on a guy in my class because he was my friend and nice so i assumed i was just "supposed" to have a crush on him
stared at the wall for 3 hours trying to convince myself i liked this guy
For me, being an AMAB enby, whenever I put on more “masculine” clothes I always feel like I’m performing masculinity, truly as a performance. Not to say that that’s bad, it isn’t, is just interesting to think/see this act of creation/interpretation I go through, is almost as if I’m an actor stepping in the shoes of a character.
Again, that’s not to say that this is something bad or that I’m not being truthful with myself, is just this self reflection and realization that gender at its core IS performance, a big compilation of arbitrary rules, gender is nothing but a play we all have a part in, some of us just have to go through auditions more than once.
A book/movie about an aroace person who pulls every human being they come by and is extremely attractive and would be an amazing partner, but is completely uninterested and just wants to have a tight nit group if friends to hang out with, and at the end they finally get they're wish by all the people who had a crush on them lose feelings and instead they all become a very close friend group that are genuinely platonically inlove with eachother.
My lesbian girlies Nina and Moth 💖💖💖 I love em so much and I just wanna gush about my OCs
I know Tumblr is way more fanart focused than OC focused, but I love these two so much and I really hope I can communicate my love for them with someone 😭😭💖💖
CABALLO HOMOSEXUAL DE LAS MONTAÑAAAAS
BY THE GODS I love my lesbians on the screen SO much I can't put it into wordsss
I somehow managed to finish the sketch, they make me so happy 😭😭🫠🫠🫠✨✨
PRIDE MONTH BABY! YAAAAAAAAAAY ✨🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️✨
I’ll try to get though this stupid art block and post some pride art
Happy pride month!
You can find this design on my redbubble
some art inspired by chappel roans “good luck, babe!”