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This Gentle Sin: Chapter 7
Castiel’s life is finally falling into place. Having just started his master’s degree at Stanford, he’s ready to wipe the slate of his past clean in search of new beginnings. Still, he can’t help but feel like he’s missing something; some hole in his heart no god can fill.
Enter Dean Winchester.
chapter length: 12.7k words. / nsfw.
i was not at all expecting to write this much about dean winchester from his POV, but he is unfortunately The Character of All Time to me, so. major L on my part. this is definitely one of my favorite chapters, though-- balancing his shitty humor and the absolute gut-wrenching tragedy that is his life was a fun little exercise LOL
feel free to follow for updates!! i’ve posted some fanart and plan on posting more. you can also listen to the fun playlist i made for this fic!! otherwise, thanks for reading and i adore you all as always xoxo!!
This Gentle Sin: Chapter 6
Castiel’s life is finally falling into place. Having just started his master’s degree at Stanford, he’s ready to wipe the slate of his past clean in search of new beginnings. Still, he can’t help but feel like he’s missing something; some hole in his heart no god can fill.
Enter Dean Winchester.
phew. this one is a doozy. that's about all the words i got.
feel free to follow for updates!! i’ve posted some fanart and plan on posting more here. you can also listen to the fun playlist i made for this fic, which is time-accurate and being added to when i find the perfect songs!! otherwise, thanks for reading and i adore you all as always xoxo!!
“I believe in a lot of things. Hope. Prayer. We all have our own way of seeking comfort.”
As promised, a little Castiel candid from my Stanford era college AU, This Gentle Sin! If you’ve read it, trust that the rest of his walls have just as many artifacts, if not more-- and if you haven’t, well! I’d be happy to have you! 💛
This Gentle Sin: Chapter 5
Castiel’s life is finally falling into place. Having just started his master’s degree at Stanford, he’s ready to wipe the slate of his past clean in search of new beginnings. Still, he can’t help but feel like he’s missing something; some hole in his heart no god can fill.
Enter Dean Winchester.
fifth chapter down, the longest one yet (and the longest thing i've written in a looong time)!!! this one took a while given the craziness that continues to be my life, and given the next one is gonna be a bit longer as well i'm not sure when it'll be updated again. however, i've already started it despite desperately wanting to give myself a break, so we'll see how it goes LMAO
shoutout to my beautiful girlfriend @wolvenwhispers for being my omega reader teehee. i left a reference to my favorite destiel fanfic and another to one of my other favorite shows, so see if you can spot them!! ;~*
feel free to follow for more updates!! i’ve posted some fanart and plan on posting more here. you can also listen to the fun playlist i made for this fic, which is time-accurate being added to when i find the perfect songs!! otherwise, thanks for reading and i adore you all xoxo!!
the fourth chapter of this gentle sin is soooo close to being done [adds a thousand more words]
Castiel's life is finally falling into place. Having just started his master's degree at Stanford, he's ready to wipe the slate of his past clean in search of new beginnings. Still, he can't help but feel like he's missing something; some hole in his heart no god can fill.
Enter Dean Winchester.
if you would have told me ten years ago that my longest fic ever so far was for destiel… ykw, i would’ve believed you. i was a little superwholock freak back then.
this fic now has a playlist! short and sweet so far, but it’s time-period accurate and i’m having a lot of fun making it. i might draw some art soon, too... we'll see. anyways, enjoy!! :3
dissecting the daughter, by me.
poets are always writing about their moms. i’m no different. there are so many metaphors for her, i had to fight to cling to that knife. guess that’s inherited, too.
in regards to fermi’s paradox, by me.
i’ve never written a poem so fast, but once i started i couldn’t stop. it has everything to do with, well… everything.
the fermi paradox is about the existence of extraterrestrial life, and why we haven’t found it yet. the five hypotheses mentioned are just a drop in the bucket of everything we’ve come up with. i’ve always loved that, and i love what they say about humanity as a whole— the good, the bad, the ugly. it teaches us a lot about us.
this poem is tough. it comes from the gut more than the heart, but the love is still there. in these unstable and uncertain times, i hope you all know it’s with you, too.
Castiel's life is finally falling into place. Having just started his master's degree at Stanford, he's ready to wipe the slate of his past clean in search of new beginnings. Still, he can't help but feel like he's missing something; some hole in his heart no god can fill. Enter Dean Winchester.
happy 4 year anniversary of homophobia personified <3 did i intend to post the second chapter on the day destiel went canon? no. is it infinitely funny that i did? absolutely xoxo
make sure you read the chapter notes!!
Castiel's life is finally falling into place. Having just started his master's degree at Stanford, he's ready to wipe the slate of his past clean in search of new beginnings. Still, he can't help but feel like he's missing something; some hole in his heart no god can fill.
Enter Dean Winchester.
my shameless college au fic that is absolutely eating away at my brain as we speak. future chapters are already in the works, so join me for the ride!!!!
“I feel like whenever I really let myself want something, it never really goes right.”
Carson and Greta seem to finally be getting their happy ending. With a promotion and talks of their very own house on the horizon, their future is becoming less of a dream and more of the reality they’ve been working towards for the past three years.
And then, like things always do, they change.
The first chapter of, “A Few Kisses Ago”, my Gretson Amnesia AU fic, is now live!
Make sure you read the notes before the work as it includes trigger warnings and a pronouns roll call, because most of the characters aren’t cis. 💛 The fic is heavy for the first couple of chapters and will largely contain a lot of ~yearning~ and ✨angst✨ but by god these fruits WILL get their happy ending!
Enjoy and please let me know what you think! 💛
https://archiveofourown.org/works/44080716/chapters/110835534