My stupid robot body (human body) needs daily chemical supplements (Progesterone and Sertraline pills) to keep functioning at 100% capacity or else my positive reinforcement functions (Happiness and Dysphoria) will go wacky
I wish I could just tap into another Robot/Person/Device like the people in Cyberpunk 2077, that was my awakening to realizing I was Robotkin.
I feel air gapped from every piece of tech around me and just feel incomplete (╥﹏╥)
Honestly I feel you. Even with all the extra steps I take to try and make myself feel more like a robot/android or whatever, it just... Can't be done at the end of the day. Dysphoria is a bitch, but you're taking the first steps to acknowledge and accept that part of yourself to help on your journey.
And yeah, biological hardware really is wonderful at the end of the day. Incredibly complex and seemingly always something new to find or explore.
I been considering if im otherkin for a while as i dont exaclty feel comfortable as a human physically, mentally, emotionally and wish i could be something like the fictional concept of a robot, or a disembodied intelligence that could exist in multiple forms, but i have a really hard time identifying with these things because no mater what i call myself im not that. trying to pretend i am that doesn’t really solve any of the problems i have currently. Sure i can have a lil fun with pretending but at the end of the day im nothing like i want to be and doing so just reminds me of that. If it was just physical and mentally i felt like i worked more like a robot that would be one thing but im painfully human. And dont get me wrong i actually like many aspects of being human and wouldnt want to just be a cold unfeeling machine. Id like to be a machine that can emulate those things and have complete control of my mind body and soul and not be stuck with these limitations and discomforts. And the thing is maybe someday this could be possible, but until then im gonna try and make the best of being a human cause humans are actually pretty cool and if I wasnt a human theres nothing else we now know of that could even come up with concepts and desires like these.
Hello all robots and adjacent, this is my side blog to be a bit more robot-focused. (Main blog is @lgbtransgirl )
You may call me May or M4, She/They/It pronouns
I am an Android Dog Woman Thing that runs on DRN (Drone Restraint Notation).
I'm looking to get better with DRN so my asks and DMs are open to take requests, DRN coding questions, test sample DRN code for you, and even run DRN code you send (after parsing though it in safe mode, asks only for that one please).
I do horny post sometimes but I try and tag it as "otherkin nsft" so it stays somewhat seperate