Blue storm dragon loves a good company and having fun. Calm and silent night is always good time for more attention for my companion. And silver moonlight is always so romantic!
a fairy and a vampire ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ๐
it's selfish,
I know it is.
I apologized for it,
which I know means nothing.
yet I still pressed send,
for me not for you.
and I tell you that,
in typed out abbreviated words.
'so sorry chat',
like it fixes my cruelty.
I could've left well enough alone,
but who am I kidding.
my friends wonder why people vape,
when they know it's bad for them.
well why do they procrastinate writing essays?
why do we stay up late on school nights?
why do I scratch and scrape at my scared skin?
why did I press send on that damn message?
it's selfish,
self harm its in the name.
I apologized for it,
which I know means nothing.
I am so fucking sorry,
for all the wrong reasons.
I am made of flesh I am made of bone
most of which is my very own
I am made of muscle I am made of skin
the likes of which resembles my kin
I am made of stardust I am made of rain
I carry with me my mothers pain
I am made of laughter I am made of sorrow
I am someones dream of a better tomorrow
If I were your girlfriend I'd be the summer to your tom
I dance around my room on halloween at five in the morning, so I can wear my costume to school, and I listen to three cheers for sweet revenge by the alternative band my chemical romance on cd.
I have been looking for that cd for almost a year now I just got it over the weekend
I have had you for almost five years now I don't know why I'm still looking for you
abstract art he says
i dont much understand it
he says its intriguing
i find questions with no answers
he says in a good way
i tell him i can't stand not knowing
he says im like abstract art
i dont much understand it
i wanted to be my firsts first and now ive lost the purity in me to something dirty and it makes me feel sick. i have nothing to repent for yet i have a need to fall to my knees and beg for something.
Oh how I love the way people love. The fire filled passion dulling to the content flame of long lasting love. But even then the flame burns bright and hot as a dying star. Sometimes it even starts a wild fire. Spreading through unspoken words and the softest of kisses. Every day dream adding wood to the pile, every flirty glance keeping the flame tall and proud. Oh how I can't wait to experience the way people love. To be in love with someone, just two people working to keep their star from exploding into a nova of pain guilt and sorrow. I know some people aren't satisfied with satisfactory but oh I long to be satisfied. To grow old with my one my only and our flaming star burning as bright as the day we fell into that devastatingly dark pit. But until then I will write what I think love is and be laughed at by those who possess such bright beautiful stars.
I saw you looking
So why did you say you didn't care
why look at something you dont like
instead look at the trees blowing in the air
I caught you looking
and i caught the blush in ur cheeks
the soft smile on your lips
like the cutest little geek
I noticed you not looking
so i tried to forget
it wasnt all that hard
but then you had to look again
this time your eyes were lower
and i wouldnt have minded but
i saw you looking
then you said u didnt care
Oh, my love, it's so late into the night. The moment you see me, you pull me into your sanctuary. In your arms, I don't lose myself.
Your eyes capture me in the scene of a still ocean, I wish on every glistening shell.
You have a voice that loves to elevate, but when you're with me, it's soft as a spring breeze. Each tender word of affection reaches me like flowers in the wind. I'm colored by your kindness.
I lost my tears so long ago, but you still have so many in your precious heart. I'll collect them all like stars and wish to keep them dear for the rest of my life.
Your kisses are trees, ever-growing and deeply rooted in love. I pray this forest of your gentle proclamations remain steadfast through the ages.
There is future I pray for, my love. If you'd have me, I want to hold your hand through every tempest. I want to watch your dreams bloom into a garden everyone will marvel at. I want to be with you until I cannot recall a life without you.
"Just for tonight." Oh, darling, may "tonight" be forever.
ใใใๆใใไบบใใใใใชๅคๆดใใซใ็งใ่ฆใ็ฌ้ใใใชใใฏ็งใ่ๅใซๅผใใใ่พผใใใใชใใฎ่ ใฎไธญใงใ็งใฏ่ชๅใ่ฆๅคฑใใชใใ
ใใชใใฎ็ณใฏใ้ใพใ่ฟใฃใๆตทใฎๆ ๆฏใซ็งใใจใใใ็งใฏ่ผใ่ฒๆฎปใฎใฒใจใคใฒใจใคใซ้กใใใใใใ
ใใชใใฎๅฃฐใฏ้ซๆๆใๅฅฝใใใ็งใจใใใจใใฏๆฅ้ขจใฎใใใซๆใใใใๅชใใๆๆ ใฎ่จ่ใฒใจใคใฒใจใคใใ้ขจใซใใใ่ฑใฎใใใซ็งใซๅฑใใ็งใฏใใชใใฎๅชใใใซๅฝฉใใใฆใใใ
็งใฏใใใถใๅใซๆถใใชใใใฆใใพใฃใใใใฉใใใชใใฎๅคงๅใชๅฟใซใฏใพใ ใใใใใฎๆถใๆฎใฃใฆใใใ็งใฏใใใใๆใฎใใใซ้ใใๆฎใใฎไบบ็ใๅคงๅใซใใใใจ้กใใ
ใใชใใฎใญในใฏๆจใ ใงใใใๅธธใซๆ้ทใใๆใซๆทฑใๆ นใใใฆใใใใใชใใฎๅชใใๅฎฃ่จใฎใใฎๆฃฎใใๆไปฃใ็ตใฆใๆบใใใชใใใจใ็ฅใใพใใ
็ฅใๆชๆฅใใใใๆใใไบบใใใใใใชใใ็งใๅฟ ่ฆใจใใฆใใใใชใใ็งใฏใฉใใชๅตใฎไธญใงใใใชใใฎๆใๆกใฃใฆใใใใใใชใใฎๅคขใ่ฑ้ใใ่ชฐใใๆๅใใใใใชๅบญใซใชใใฎใ่ฆๅฑใใใใใใชใใฎใใชใไบบ็ใๆใๅบใใชใใชใใพใงใใใชใใจไธ็ทใซใใใใ
"ไปๅคใ ใ" ใใใใใผใชใณใ"ไปๅค "ใๆฐธ้ ใงใใใพใใใใซใ
Made a horrible poem (because it isn't a poem more of a thing i wrote) about love. Here it is:
Love is a smile that lasts all day long
Because with the simple thought of you
I remember joy and warmth
Love is remembering your favorite food, flower, and color
And smiling when i see them
Because now i find you in everything
Sometimes when you laugh
I see all the other times
And i think about how much warmth and happiness
A simple sound can bring me
Sometimes days aren't simple
Sometimes we cry
But it's times like those
That make your smile afterwards
The brightest
And when i can't remember
how to smile
You remind me
If i've forgotten to eat
or take a break
You fill my heart
And when you hold my hand
And my heart
Close to yours
I feel like home
This is love
But mostly
This is you
Imagine that you and your partner are going to Halloween. Which costumes will you wear as a pair or not? cute or scary? Your partner will still think that the main thing for them is that you are nearby.
They are ready to accept whatever you give them as long as it makes you happy, and if you are happy, then so are they. Even if the costumes are too weird or cute. Or theyโre just stupid and donโt care. They will spend this day with you and most importantly, you two will have fun together.
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Imagine that you and your partner are dancing at a party - a carnival late at night: โWell, why did I agree to this?โ you ask, looking sideways at the crowd of people who were looking at you angrily and whispering about something.
โJust donโt pay attention to them,โ your boyfriend answered with a smile looking at you. โJust look at me and enjoy the moment.By the way, you are very beautiful in this outfit. Like the sun in the night.That's why they are jealous.โ You just smiled back at him.
- Well... good luck to you then.
- And who invented this love? You don't know about it while you're youngYou don't know why it's needed so much What if tomorrow there is grief or war? WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BREATHE? WHY IS YOUR SOUL TEARING SO MUCH?
(Excerpt from my book chapter ##)
Imagine that while you are sleeping on the sofa you hear the voice of your partner through a dream who sings a song to you: Your love is so beautiful, Yes, I admit - it drove me crazy, but your love is my luminary, your love is so beautiful..... Your love is so beautiful,Your love of these bars is strength,Your love is my only shining light ,Your love is so beautiful.......
I love you not for who you are, but for how I am with you and how you are with me - Your partner once said, holding your hand in the moonlight and looking into your beautiful and bright eyes that warm him even on the coldest day. They would like to drown in them like you in his bright and pure soul.
Hi all. And with the beginning of Autumn!! and guess who drew the art, but wanted to do it because of surgery on his left eye, but then forgot to publish it... Thank you very much to Nina for the sketch of the art (because itโs a little difficult for me to draw sketches and write now. But Iโll try for you.) Good mood and more to everyone positive!!!
I donโt understand why you like this autumn so much?โ Your partner said, covering himself with his scarf.
Oh come on, autumn is a wonderful time of year. - You answer him and hug him from behind.
Autumn is the saddest time of the year, there is slush and rain everywhere, and there is no sun that warms you in these days of boredom and despondency... Although no, it still exists and it has always been with me. - Your partner says kissing your forehead while you laugh quietly.
My strength is that I don't need any of you.
* Except for him.....*
And in his head there is always one name .... And in his head there is only this name, only these eyes, only this voice...
(Excerpt from the Prologue from the book.)
- Come here, - please. - Give me a hug, please. I'm starting to think...
-Think about what?
- Just think. And I can't do that right now.
(Excerpt from my book)
She found a reliable shoulder, which she did not even reach.. - Said the first voice who watched you and your spouse dancing together. And without paying attention to anyone in the audience.
He found his own personal ray of sunshine, which shone on him even at night..- The second voice replied with a smile on his face, looking at how happy you are with your love for the rest of your life.It was your love that shone so strongly even in the dark of the dark color of the moon.And he only warmed you up a lot these days like a little moth.
Imagine that on one of the most ordinary days, your Partner is approached by his colleague / friend or relative and asks him while you are not around why they love you so much that they cannot leave you alone for at least one day.
On our first meeting. She asked so many questions that I didn't understand why she needed to know all this, but now I understand... SHE was the ONLY ONE interested in my life, she was the ONLY ONE who needed me so damn much... - Your partner says, ignoring the surprise on the part of the interlocutor. He just looked at yours while you were walking towards him with a smile on your face and he couldn't hold it back either.
I'll pull the curtains, come up, hug you from behind, I love you to Venus - It's further than to the moon. - Your husband once said, looking at the stars in the moonlit sky while you were lying on his lap and looking at the map of the starry sky.
And my love for you is like the whole universe in space, or maybe in the world? Who will sort it out, but one thing I know for sure is that I love you so firmly that they will not be able to break it even in the shadow of nothingness. - You said then, looking at your partner and his very beautiful eyes that decorated his smile.They were imprinted in your memory then forever.
Imagine that your partner whispers to you before falling asleep: My love for you is pure, I just believe in miracles. I don't want to lose you, I want to hug you. And every day, and every hour. I love you like I do now. And this night I will not sleep, I will drown In your eyes. Close your eyes. I will be near. You will feel me. I'll take as long as I need to. I'll be there for you.
A breakdown won't help you in any way - You tell your spouse leaning on the doorjamb. Do you understand that?
Shut up, there's nothing you can do to help me right now...... So get the fuck out of here!!! - Says your partner, still sitting on the chair and covering his face with his hands.
You know perfectly well that he didn't do it on purpose, so you come close to him looking at his covered face.
You really think I'm going to leave," you reply, tilting your head. Best of all, tell me what happened.
When you sit on the table and ask for your hands on your chest, your partner doesn't say anything and just lies down on your lap. Comfort is what you can give them now and love into the bargain.And when he calms down, he will tell you everything himself, and now your love and silence are all they need so far.
What a charm, no matter how much I look at you, I'm always surprised by your beauty, - Says your partner while you stand with your back to him and thoughtfully look at a bouquet of daffodils.
Is this flattery or a compliment? - You ask him without looking up.
This is a comment for your self-esteem. - The answer does not take long to wait and it comes to you. I really like looking into your eyes while hugging you around the waist and the way you smile from it.
-You don't know how to make me sad even if you're very far away from me. - You say, understanding the hint in his words and with pleasure you pull him to you and kiss him on the lips.
You and I are like Yin and Yang," - Said your companion, looking at the book that was written in Chinese.
What makes you think that?
Because they seem to be opposites, but they fit each other so well that you forget that they are opposites. - He replied and took a sip from his coffee cup .
Well, since you say that, it means that you really are Yang to me. And I'm your Yin. - You said, coming closer to your spouse and hugging him around the neck for a passionate kiss.
You are the most desirable- you tell your F/o looking at how she circles with you in the dance.
No, you are the most cherished gift from fate," she says and continues to smile looking into your beautiful eyes.