chapter 0.5 ☆ first light
ss: 19
cw: a whole bunch of time skips (divider between time jumps), mentions of injuries, mentions of food
a/n: catch up chapter which is turning out to be longer than expected
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a/n: I am a strong believer that bang chan is a '😂' warrior
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chapter 0.0 ☆ end of beginning
ss: 11
wc: 471
cw: mentions of + jokes about car accidents, mentions of comas, medical inaccuracies probably, angst, graphic description of pain? idk i'm just writing what a flare-up feels like to me
the main thing yn felt was pain. pain in her knee, pain in her jaw, and pain everywhere else. the meds barely took the edge off.
thankfully, her parents had managed to get her a private room, so yn didn't have to listen to other people, but in a way it made this whole thing worse. maybe it would have been a little better if she didn't feel so alone in her grievances.
she just wanted to sleep, to get away from reality for a little bit – but being away from home, in hospital of all places wasn't helping. the weird, bleach-y smell lingered in her nose, and the irregular beeping of her vitals was drilling a hole into her skull. not even holding the pathetic excuse for a pillow over her ears drowned it out. it was too uncomfortable a position anyway, especially since yn could only lay on her back so she didn't put pressure on her knee, or her jaw, or the many other injuries she'd sustained from the crash. the restlessness gradually seeping into her bones didn't help anything either, and yn knew it would only get worse over the months she'd need to heal.
at first, yn hadn't realised why she'd woken up in hospital, to a jaw wired shut, and a leg brace, and pain burning up her insides.
and then, she remembered.
crossing the road, alone, in the dark. the screeching of the tires as the car rounded the corner. standing, frozen, like a deer in headlights, and the blinding pain that spread like lightning through her body as she hit the ground, before blacking out.
due to some cruel twist of fate, she'd woken from her coma on what would have been her day off from training. all in all, not the most innocuous of days, but it meant that chan was there. him and his little, worried face, wasting his time on her. although, yn supposed it was better that she'd woken up then, so that he didn't have to spend the whole time just watching her, unconscious. and, well, it was nice having a friend around during the panic of the first moments of wakefulness.
but now, she was alone again. nothing to do but try desperately not to think about the accident, or the pain, or chan's little, worried face… it didn't really leave much. and those things were pretty hard not to think about when it felt like the images kept resurfacing in her head in a constant loop, a grim picture book, over and over – and the pain, a cloying caramel clogging up her insides and sinking its claws into her body, flames blazing.
yn just wanted sleep. but tonight, sleep was not her friend. and, to her reckoning, it wouldn't be for a long while.
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➺ poly!skz x reader
➺ soulmate!au, part smau + part written, angst, fluff, kind of a crack fic
➺ everyone is born with a soul mark on their body that, over time, morphs into the initials of their soulmate(s). yn, a 29 year old researcher and professor at SNU, had a problem with their soul mark. well, quite a few problems, but the main one, currently, is trying to hide the fact that they're the ninth soulmate of the band stray kids. a feat proving quiet difficult when the eight of them are unwittingly backing yn into a corner of their own making.
➺ feat. afab + gender queer + fem presenting + audhd + disabled cane user!yn (loosely based off some of my own experiences)
➺ fem + masc + gender neutral titles + pronouns all used for yn
➺ this won't be following a real world timeline (except for a bit at the start) because I'm too tired to make that work
cw: mentions of + jokes about car accidents, mlm relationships (skz are soulmates), wlw relationship, mentions of homophobia + transphobia, mentions of family issues, yn is bad at feelings, jokes about violence, jokes about disability (from a disabled writer), all of them in horny jail, mentions of comas, medical inaccuracies probably, definitely inaccuracies about being an adult, swearing, stalkers/sasaengs, covid mentions, ableism (mostly internalised)
yn + friends' accounts ☆ the boys' accounts public + private
chapter 0.0 ♡ end of beginning
chapter 0.5 ♡ first light
chapter 0.75 ♡ my destiny
chapter 1.0 ♡ these fucking kids
chapter 2.0 ♡ a disturbance in the force
chapter 3.0 ♡ changed numbers
chapter 4.0 ♡ death of achilles
chapter 5.0 ♡ jeogiyo noona hokshi namjachingu isseoyo
chapter 6.0 ♡ have you been flossing?
chapter 7.0 ♡ the lock and key theory
chapter 8.0 ♡ bingus's big day out
chapter 9.0 ♡ imposter syndrome
chapter 10.0 ♡ all in
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୧ Straykids Gifs !! ۟
𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑏𝑖𝑛..
Kibum shared a photo with Felix on his bubble
@StrayKids_JYP
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ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ。 𖠵 ۪ ٭ ֹ 🐩 ּ 𝅄
🩵 .・゜゜・🤍.・。.・゜✩・*
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(𝟏𝟗/𝟎𝟗/𝟐𝟑) 🤎
i’m so maddd. while i was in class chan had his birthday live when i went to check it said HE ENDED IT 41 SECONDS AGO
idol radio // felix
But you belong to me.
Peach eyes and blue skies
I'll be with you on your ride~
Where did you learn what it means to reciprocate?
And how much can I be expected to tolerate?
You love me so hard
And I still can't sleep.
I know it hurts you,
But I need to tell you something.
literally the exact same
i cannot make this shit up😭😭 like op said, stays are so unserious
THE STRAY KIDS AMA PERFORMANCE WAS SO GOOD AHEAJUAEUMMUAEMUAEUMAUMEAUNAEYNEAHNEAMHAEUM I LOVE THEM SO MUCH😭😭😭😭
thoughts on falling up (by skz)? i’m listening rn and the vocals go hard
HAPPY CHAN DAY!!!
we love our best father, best leader, and best person fr <333