Sorry - Blog Posts
Sometimes I'll be scrolling through Tumblr, and I'll see a post that I'll relate to, as is the human experience. But I don't reblog a lot of things, because it feels to me that if I do that without setting up a 'name' for myself, for lack of a better term, no one will want to be friends with me, so I think, oh, I'll just post that but in my own words and I realize, no, just be yourself -_-
Don't know why I'm posting this, but hey, gotta post to get followers ✌️ anyways I'm just making Mac and cheese 😂 wait. Is it Mac and Cheese or Mac n Cheese? I'm gonna stop now.
I feel like an old man using this and add my bad translator = disaster
I'm embarrassed that you took the time to answer this, so I'll take the opportunity to say it again, I love your toxicology fanfic 🙏 I made an entire OC based on it and I think it was one of my favorites.
Sorry to bother you with nonsense again, you are an angel, hope you are having a good day
I miss writing for Damian and Y/N from Toxicology. 😔
Anything you guys want to see from them?
(please do not say wedding and kids. let's be more creative, k?)
okay lets do this: 5k likes on this post and ill read hivebent from start to finish without dipping halfway through. ill also liveblog it. no listening to lets read homestuck allowed, gotta do this the old fashioned way - by reading all the walls of text myself
absolutely nobody:
My brain at 3AM:
As a kid that came from a 'She loves me, she loves me so much it hurts. I just wish she was a better Mother so loving her back didn't feel so hard' relationship with my own mom I latched on to Kurt and Rouge so, so hard as a kid. I felt their pain, their conflict, but every time I saw Raven... I couldn't help but love her, couldn't help seeing my mom in her. It doesn't help that Mystique is actually her favorite right behind Storm. It's my own inside 'joke', my mom will always love me just like Raven will always love Kurt and Anna but she was never the mother they needed her to be, especially when they needed her the most. Maybe I won't always feel like her little Nightcrawler, but for now, I don't mind it so much, I have my own Rouge after all (even comes with their own Gambit) and he's the best big brother in the world.
I think the ideas that
“Raven is a bad parent”
And
“Raven loves their children”
Can and should co exist. I will never sit here and say Mystique is a good parent, but I think acting like they don’t love their children is just being willfully ignorant of their characterization since the 80s.
I see a lot of people try to claim Raven doesn’t care about their kids. I actually think they care a LOT, it just, doesn’t deter their actions. And they’re not a good parent, don’t get me wrong, but that doesn’t mean they don’t love Kurt and Rogue and I think trying to claim they don’t actually does away with a lot of Raven’s character nuance.
A lot of the tragedy and depth of their relationships come from the fact that Raven DOES love their children, but it’s not enough. And Kurt and Anna Marie know that, and that’s part of the tragedy of it too.
I’m not a Mystique defender, but I am a Raven Darkhölme characterization realist. A lot of people flatten their character to add more sympathy to Kurt’s story especially, which feels kinda iffy to me. But that’s for another post.
From a storytelling perspective, it adds so much more depth and tragedy to all characters involved to not make the relationship so shallow and one sided as “Oh Mystique doesn’t love them”, and even to juxtapose Raven’s relationship to them with Irene’s is a whole other thing I may talk about one day. But like, you do the story injustice to flatten it down to just “Oh Mystique sucks”
Tl;dr - Raven Darkhölme is a shitty parent but they do love their kids. And that’s the whole tragedy of the thing
He was promising
Showing great potential
Climbing through the rankings
The perfect person to take over the terra imperium
Then came sailor kid
They distracted him
With the foolish thing called love
They planned to run
From the imperium
From their stress
From their caretakers
From their destiny
What Cowards they were.
Their plans were overheard
He was imprisoned for his treason
And sailor kid was to be executed in front of him.
But he was Weak.
For he managed to escape his cell
And was able to free them for a short time
But he can't escape this punishment twice.
The traitor
Akira Hajime
Mono
Stay! I need help! I am poor and I want the new skz album for Christmas! Which version has the what stuff in it? Thanks!
do you happen to know how to evil boop ?? Cause I really want to
I have no fucking clue, but I've gotten quite a number of them in the past hour or so
Maybe someone else will know?
Hey so I like broke my back drawing hunched over for six hours last night so- No performance au art or art in general for probably the next few days, I just need a small break from it, sorry!
I do have an idea for how I could do the story though, I personally feel like it wouldn't be as impactful as a comic, but I still want to do art for the story, so I was thinking of a combination, but I don't know what I'd do... Thoughts?
Since I don't have any art to go with this post, take my favourite of the earlier sketches lol
I ended up doing little sketches cause I'm having fun with this. It looks much better in person I swear. I tried to do some neck crown but I don't know if you can really tell. Also I don't know what a NASA hoodie would look like, forgive me. Too lazy to find a reference.
We don't mention the one on bottom, okay? Okay.
Okay okay okay long post but,
I need to say this cause it's nearly midnight and this idea is keeping me awake! Please tell me if you like the sound of the idea or if you think it's a bit of a stretch lol
So I started thinking about this today and cannot stop but y'know those Danny Phantom AU where Danny has a space obsession but everyone assumes it's actually a protection obsession?? I had an idea where, what if they're not assuming and Danny's pretending to have a protection obsession because he doesn't want his rouges to feel guilty about keeping him from his obsession?
Here me out! What if Danny feels like pretending to have a protection obsession is necessary to keeping his rouges happy and content while fulfilling their obsessions? He wants them to be happy because it means they'll be more satisfied and will come around less (he hopes). His rouges are more than happy to attack because they feel like they're helping Danny fulfill HIS obsession!
Eventually Danny starts to think of it like he's performing for those around him, like he's the star of the show he didn't realize he was in- He finds himself watching plays and operas and broadway shows and he enjoys them?? Which he didn't expect! Soon he becomes a bit obsessed with putting on the perfect performance for others, but obviously that has side effects on his mental health.
Maybe we can bring in some Ghost King Phantom? Like he becomes the Ghost King once he's graduated university or something and to his surprise, Frostbite tells him that he has a new Performance Obsession and of course this can give an opportunity for angsty spirals... Also if I'm being completely honest, the design and personality I have in my head for him is reminiscent of Furina from Genshin Impact, which I'm pretty sure was an accident, especially because I finished the newest quest yesterday... But whatever... I'll worry about it later.
If enough people like the idea I'll probably put a story and designs together, might even throw some dpxdc into the ring who knows, I sure don't! Anyway, my first time actually putting thought into an AU idea and I'm having a lot of fun with it. Let me know what you think!
Okay okay okay long post but,
I need to say this cause it's nearly midnight and this idea is keeping me awake! Please tell me if you like the sound of the idea or if you think it's a bit of a stretch lol
So I started thinking about this today and cannot stop but y'know those Danny Phantom AU where Danny has a space obsession but everyone assumes it's actually a protection obsession?? I had an idea where, what if they're not assuming and Danny's pretending to have a protection obsession because he doesn't want his rouges to feel guilty about keeping him from his obsession?
Here me out! What if Danny feels like pretending to have a protection obsession is necessary to keeping his rouges happy and content while fulfilling their obsessions? He wants them to be happy because it means they'll be more satisfied and will come around less (he hopes). His rouges are more than happy to attack because they feel like they're helping Danny fulfill HIS obsession!
Eventually Danny starts to think of it like he's performing for those around him, like he's the star of the show he didn't realize he was in- He finds himself watching plays and operas and broadway shows and he enjoys them?? Which he didn't expect! Soon he becomes a bit obsessed with putting on the perfect performance for others, but obviously that has side effects on his mental health.
Maybe we can bring in some Ghost King Phantom? Like he becomes the Ghost King once he's graduated university or something and to his surprise, Frostbite tells him that he has a new Performance Obsession and of course this can give an opportunity for angsty spirals... Also if I'm being completely honest, the design and personality I have in my head for him is reminiscent of Furina from Genshin Impact, which I'm pretty sure was an accident, especially because I finished the newest quest yesterday... But whatever... I'll worry about it later.
If enough people like the idea I'll probably put a story and designs together, might even throw some dpxdc into the ring who knows, I sure don't! Anyway, my first time actually putting thought into an AU idea and I'm having a lot of fun with it. Let me know what you think!
Could anyone send something nice or cute or generally something that would help me distract myself from a shitstorm I was unexpectedly hit with today? Thanks in advance.
You know my Moth boy be rockin' that triple C THICCC STANKY booty! GUILLIMAN ANIT GOT NOTHIN ON 40K MORTY!!!!
🔥🚨40K TUMBLR I HAVE A VERY IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT🚨🔥
*ahem*
ROBOUTE GUILLIMAN HAS A FAT JUICY ASS
IT IS SOFT, PLUSH, AND ROUND
IF YOU SLAP IT IT JIGGLES
IT IS NO MERE CAKE, THAT THING IS THE ENTIRE BAKERY
Damn, here I thought that was just me. Always thought I had a great childhood, but then when I moved away and that began happening.
The two reactions I remember most were, when i shared a childhood storyi thought was normal and funny only for my one coworker to look at me dead in the eye and say, "Why are you always so depressing"
Or when we're all sitting outside on a hot day after the fire alarm went off in our office, and i started popping tar bubles. I looked to my supervisor and said if he remembered doing this as a kid and he looked at me kinda sad shook his head and said "no, no. I think that just might have been u" in the most sympathetic way.
THANK YOU omygosh you've just scratched an itch in my brain that I couldn't gettttt
he's literally a science experiment and he has to live with that fact, poor pookie 😔 all of the things he has to maintain just drives me insane, like, the STAPLES ?? horikoshi needs to give me a whole volume dedicated to the decade dabi spent on the streets bc literally how did he surviveeeeeee
I mean it was confirmed later on in the manga but I won't spoil if you don't know yet ♪ヽ(´▽｀)/ but even with that help, he was mostly independent!!!
imagine how many nights he spent, in an alleyway, or in a tub, submerged in water that he has to heat himself, just so he can get rid of some of the constant ache. imagine dabi having to staple himself together constantly -> there's no way he's going to another backalley hospital, not if there's a chance of him getting put to sleep and awakening another 3 years later. no. never. no one was ever there to help him 😭but I doubt he would trust anyone with stapling him, that's a different level of vulnerability that he isn't ready to explore yet (until a certain birdman comes along, but whatever-)
imagine being at the constant risk of infection like dabi, he's basically a walking, talking, open wound, like you said, it's no wonder that he went insane😭😭
imagine being rei, still hospitalised, and all of a sudden your eldest son, the first life you brought into this world, the first life that was taken from you, is now unrecognisable, but at the same time, unmistakably touya. YOU CANT MISTAKE THOSE BLUE EYES AND WHITE HAIR !! imagine how horrifying it must be, as a mother, to see your son (more like half, most of his skin isn't even his-) held together by staples and spite.
no offense, but i'm kinda surprised that she didn't have a whole other breakdown, it's said that when she found out that touya was dead, it broke whatever was left of her. so imagine now, you would think that the break would be out of relief that her son is alive (but is he really tho ???), but I feel like it would be more related to the question of 'how is he alive ?' bc he's clearly suffered so much, and when he revealed himself, he basically confirmed that he's going to suffer more. like no pookie :'(
like, I can't imagine he smells the nicest either LMAO he's constantly burning himself -> he can't feel any pain, all of his nerves and pain receptors were absolutely fucked when he was being "saved" (they couldn't let my shayla rest mannnnn), I feel like this speaks for itself regarding how messed up his situation is 😭😭
the body horror is so real guys, the potential with it is insane.
can we talk abt touya's medical trauma more please
don't think i didn't notice the red underneath touya's shoes
bro is failing the nonchalant act
the core of dabis character is that he's a front line soldier in the idgaf war, but he's constantly losing
I think Hawks' pupils should do that creepy shrinking thing parrot eyes do. I think it'd be funny if nobody told him but they're all very much unnerved.
Chongyun & Xingqiu’s love for each other makes me go insane…. goddd they love each other soooo muchhhhh-
TW: VENT, SELF-HARM, SKIN ILLNESS
And now I will explain my story.
When I was a teenager, I suffered from self-harm (I could beat myself and cut myself). I couldn't get off it because of the tension, stress, and loneliness.
But I've been clean for 3-4 years now and I'm not addicted to SH.
In addition, I have atopic dermatitis, which has progressed terribly from the middle of the year to the present day. This disease is associated with stress, and I have frequent anxiety. So that's why it got back.
So what am I talking about? When I was a teenager, I was very weak, I was very emotional (in a bad way), and my outlet was to hurt myself. Now that I'm free of this, I'm faced with the fact that my anxiety hasn't gone away, it's just that now I'm overcoming a desire to do something bad to myself. My eternal relief of worries turns into the development of dermatitis.
I'm okay now. I'm being treated for atopic dermatitis. It's just that sometimes I involuntarily take myself back to the past... and it makes me feel better who I am now
as soon as i turn on the tv we make the last out of the 4 hr half inning and proceed to have the dumbest half inning of 2025. i’d like to formally apologize to everyone
Bonus Picture
I couldn't get Fakir's face to work in the beginning, so........
Rb if you were/are a gifted kid I wanna see how many of us ended up here
don’t be homophobic, be homophilic.
#chemistryjokes #i think
Hey look! I’m not dead!!!
Anyway, sorry for not posting in a very long time, I just had to go do school work, and there were a lot of tests being taken during my time away.
Again, sorry for not posting in a while, I’ll try to post some art here as soon as I can! So, here is a quick drawing that I did!
Tag 20 people you wanna know more about and fill out questions so they know more about you.
Name - Jordan
Nickname - So many, most awful (J-Bear, Jay, Jords are basically the only good ones)
Star sign - Gemini
Gender - Female
Height - Dunno (average I guess?)
Sexual Orientation - Pansexual
Romantic Orientation - Dunno
Fav Colour - Green
Time right now - 14:13
Average hours of sleep – 4-5 on week days, 7-9 on weekends
Lucky number(s) – 2, 4, 8, 13
Last thing I Googled - Gypaetus barbatus (images)
Number of blankets I sleep under - 1
Favourite fictional character - Why?!?!?! This is impossible
Favourite celebrity - So many
Favourite book - This is cruel
Fav bands/artists - Most apart from Skrillex and Screamo (Imagine Dragons, Paramore, Green Day, Adam Lambert, Don McLean, Ed Sheeran, One Republic, etc)
Dream Trip - America? Japan? Greenland? Sweden? Everywhere
Dream Job - Author or something with animals
theinsanem tagged me ages ago and I finally got round to doing it ^_^
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