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Cas in his little gardenđđŻ
First post on tumblr oh god
Me: *logs in on tumblr at 8 a.m to see what happend, and also discovers what happend to Dean*
Me for the rest of the day: *depressed bisexual noises*
Did any of you ever notice that Dean forces Sam into their hellaâ toxic codependent relationship?
I feel like Iâm over analyzing it, but the more I watch the show again from how Sam was with dean in the beginning to the end it makes me wonder đ
Donât get me wrong I like dean to a point but lord have mercy is he so toxic and his fangirls/the fandom itself that validates his toxicity are the worst and one day ima make that list of everything heâs done wrong cause some of you canât seem to grasp that Dean is a shit person most of the time
Why is it that non-Wincest posts or like fanfics are more shippy than the actual Wincest posts/fics
Okay this isnât like an anti Dean post itâs more looking at his psyche when it comes to Sam and other people itâs also a full rant and a mess of words Iâm very sorry đâď¸â¨â¨
Dean has told Sam multiple times he wants him to get out of this life get married have 2.5 kids all the snazzy stuff
But the minute Sam does exactly that gets out of the life gets with a girl all the stuff Dean wanted
ââââ This is me ranting about Sam ââ
Also people keep forgetting Dean did the exact same thing with the whole lisa and Ben thing
Sam isnât a terrible person for not spending his every waking moment to get Dean back as he was currently dealing with the fact Bobby died, His own mental health and thinking his best friend and Brother were dead
The last time Sam wanted to save his brother from death he was manipulated by ruby and became the literal terminator (twice because of the 6months alone in mystery spot)
Anyway this got way off topic my bad I just hate mischaracterization on sam and making dean look like this beacon of light who does no wrong (spoiler alert he does a lot of terrible things)
âââ- End of my rant of Sam ââââ-
Dean is more co dependent on Sam he needs him to even continue living without Sam there is no Dean he needs to be there for every moment of Samâs life
Itâs like when he got together with that one girl after Jessicaâs death he was fine with it enthusiastic even but the minute he isnât able to witness Sam falling for a girl
He goes batshit because he needs to know everything about Sam not even just to be straight sexual this is purely toxic codependency that weâve seen time and time again with the Winchesters
Dean needs Sam to live but he wants Sam to be happy and get out of this life But at the same time he needs to be there for Sam every step of the way
Why do you think Sam leaving for Standford left such a big impact on him
His Sam the boy heâs been raising since he was a baby, the person he feels he has to protect with his life is leaving him not just the family he is actively on his own terms leaving Dean
Dean would do anything for family but what happens when the two people you love and care about walk opposite sides of life of wants and needs at that point he canât bare to lose another family member he needs his father to stay to fill the whole Sam left
Thatâs until he leaves to without a second thought
Dean overall is a fucked up emotionally incestus individual because thatâs all he knows.
To sacrifice his entire being for a single persons goal for another persons life
At the ages of 4+ he was told time and time again whatever happens look after Sam his life his being is to be Samâs protector to him knowing Samâs sex life who heâs with is normal why wouldnât it be
Heâs been with Sam forever to protect him Love him he knows everything about Sam but he canât let Sam stray to far from him again he canât mentally or emotionally handle it
Thatâs the end of this lovely rant Iâm very sorry if things donât make sense and thereâs like no punctuation đâ¨
So your telling me you watched SPN and thought âYea thouse are totally normal brothers who are super normalâ
Like this is only a few instances and your telling me there normal???? You donât even have to ship it but at least acknowledge how weird they are
I could probably rant about how Sam deserved better and he is one of the characters that honestly did no wrong and I stand by this statement
I made a snowcas in the snow today :))
every episode I rewatch, I don't remember what happens based on the name, but in the first five minutes of the ep something makes me go "ohhh, this one. I remember this." e.g. I just started 01x11 'scarecrow' and immediately when I saw the forest I remembered what happens, like the ep flashed through in my mind.
Yes Supernatural is 15 seasons long but itâs really simple. every season something happens and the world is about to end and one of the main characters goes I have an idea IâM GONNA KILL MYSLEF and thatâs it. for 15 seasons. and the gay yearning of course
so I finished watching supernatural a few days ago and now I understand why people said "f the finale" bc what was that?? why? why did they do that??
on another note I started watching the show again bc ofc and it feels so nostalgic, I can also notice how much more like grandiose (idk if that's the right word, dunno how to explain it either) the show got by s15, the cases are so simple and they're so young in s1
scrolling through the spn tag on ao3 is tormenting bc literally everything is something weird, like 1 in 10 is something that I'd be willing to read, even if I have filtered out stuff I don't like/wanna read about :D what tf is this fandom on?
Fr I was grieving during that season T.T
ik soulless sam is supposed to be hot but i just want my stupid nerd man back. like give him a book thatâs basically fan service for me
Okay, but have you thought about Sam and Dean having a badass entrance to 'The Boys Are Back' from High School Musical 3
the most unrealistic thing about Supernatural is that the boys never had a lore book open to an ugly ass monster, held the book up to the other one, and said "lol that's you"
Iâm always thinking about how Sam Winchester, whoâs always believed in God and Angels even when it feels like they donât care, even when itâs proven that they donât care, or despise him for âhis nature and existenceâ, who prayed every day for a long time in hope someone or something was watching over him, found out that demons had been watching over him ever since he was a child
in the early seasons of supernatural, sam wears unique clothing. he wears jeans with detailing on the pockets, his signature hoodie, and lots of graphic tees. even his computer has cute little stickers on it.
yet as the seasons go by, he loses more and more of his unique clothing until his wardrobe is nearly identical to deans. this loss of personal style tracks with his willpower and willingness to fight with dean and his assimilation into the hunting lifestyle.
everything is right in the world (misha collins said something deeply, deeply insane)
What if Cas just. eats things that no human would ever be able to digest but he does it because he's curious. Dean hands him a key to a motel room and he eats it while Dean's back is turned for like one second and they have to angel mojo the door locked and unlocked for the duration of their stay. He ate a whole library book once. Constantly sniffing and licking and eating things on a case to gain a deeper understanding of them on a molecular level and it makes Sam retch every single time. Dean once sat with him while they both watched a butterfly in a garden in one of those quiet moments between chaos but then Cas ate the butterfly so the moment was kinda ruined. Every time he comes across a new colour of ink in a pen or a pencil or crayon he eats it. Dean asks for the first blade back and he gives Dean that look and Dean pinches the bridge of his nose and says "you fucking ate it, didn't you?"
no we joke about it a lot because we know its not gonna happen but if we actually get misha and jensen kissing on camera it could be dangerous i think this website would explode and the universe would shift and all of our brains chemistry would be changed forever
itâs coming was predicted by the gods themselves
Happy Mishapocolypse to those who celebrate
we canât let tradition die
Shatter
Event: Angstpril 2025 ; hosted by @chaos-company Fandom: Supernatural Ship: Castiel x Dean Winchester | Destiel Rating: T Tags: My boyfriend said it ouch in a good way (he said I can quote him on it)
It will forever be one of Deanâs biggest regrets. Not saying anything, taking the time to process what was actually said, and not respondingânot reacting in any way. Cas had said the words so softly that Dean wasnât sure what it was, until the words branded themselves in his brain. Something heâd never be able to wash off or forget.
I love you
That was what left Casâ lips. He could feel the anguish from the angel more than he could hear it. The words spoken as a last resort. His way of letting Dean into the deepest parts of him yet unexplored by any mortal being. Parts that Dean had subliminally been begging for over the years theyâd spent together.
Little echoes of Casâ voice lingered, when the man himself didn't. Dean tried to convince himself that it wasnât Casâ choice. That nobody could have foreseen him being swallowed into Hell as the conclusion to the story, and Dean knew. He couldnât go back there. He had a one free access pass to Crowleyâs domain and he had already used it.
A year before when a demon pulled Cas away from Dean. Again in a situation just like he was faced with right then.
Dean could hear the crack when he fell to his knees in that dusty warehouse. The place that was forever immortalised as where their story beganâand ended. No interlude, no body of work. Just Cas saying those wretched words that Dean had waited for. Begged for. Dreamed about.
He stared at the spot where Cas was standing only moments before.
Saw the tears that glimmered as he said the words an angel was banned to speak. But, for Dean, he let go of propriety yet again.
The moment was akin to a heated blade searing its way into Deanâs stomach. On the inside there would barely be a mark to show what he had gone through, but god. The pain.
His throat felt raw and it was only when he felt Samâs hand on his shoulder that he realised itâd been him screaming. Yelling out for an angel no longer there, a miracle that was never his for the taking.
A prayer that wouldnât get answered.
âI love you too.â Words that he whispered so soft, with only himself and Sam as witnesses to the weighted statement. One that Cas would never hear.
And what tore Dean apart was that now, with only Crowley and kin for company, Cas would never know how loved he really was. How highly ranked he really was in Deanâs head.
That all the sacrifices and deviance from his path had never been for nought.
That he was who Dean turned to in times of need and elation.
âI LOVE YOU.â The second time he used all of his strength to scream. All the feelings that heâd bottled up under the guise of needing to get the job done, and that they werenât ready, flowed into his voice. And for only a second, he could pretend that Cas heard it.
That he wasnât too late, and that Cas would come back.
For a second. He could believe that it would be alright.
Dean Winchester, Season 1 // Supernatural
[Image ID: The Destiel confession meme edited so that Dean answers 'There's a petition to ban conversion therapy in the EU' to Cas' 'I love you'. /End ID]
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