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Insanity, think about the good ending where Adam comes back and after their reunion and after they settle into ‘normal’ life together, the second Adam says something along the lines of “Michael your like a powerful archangel wouldn’t you rather be in heaven and stuff, I’m sure you don’t want to be hanging around in my bod-” and Michael just kisses him right then and there. Holds Adam’s neck and head to keep him in place, to make sure he knows that there is no where in the entire universe he would rather be than with Adam, here, in his hold and comfort. Because no matter how strong or above humanity he is, he can never be whole again without Adam.
He can’t be Michael without his Adam.
ohhhh my god thinking about midam again and how after adam died and it was just michael left in their body it probably felt like there was too much room. like putting on a shirt that’s suddenly too big when you know it was the right size a moment ago. or like returning home to find that all the furniture in the house has been taken.
So, I was on my daily re-watch of 15x08 and I got to the part of the episode where they catch Michael and do their whole interrogation scene. Was watching the part where Dean starts saying to Adam “There’s nothing we can say to fix that-” and then Adam gives him the look and says “How about, I’m sorry” yes yes very sad, but I’m about to make it hurt more.
I noticed that Adam dead-stares Dean in this scene, when Michael puts him in control earlier in the scene he’s like normal Adam, fair-going and happiy-ish. But when it gets to this part he just looses all that and just lets his words really get through to Dean (and Sam off screen).
But then Dean does this little pull back thing and call me crazy but that totally looks like the classic ‘Dean, I can’t admit my actual feelings, Winchester’ face.
Taking in Adam’s words face:
Realising he can’t say I’m sorry face:
Don’t get me wrong, I do think Sam and Dean regret leaving Adam in the cage but they’ve forgotten about him, or at least they thought he died in the cage but it’s only now that Adam is actually here in front of them that they want to do the morally ‘right’ thing and say sorry. But they can’t, not truthfully, because Adam will always be a reminder that John Winchester failed them at being a parent. That he was unfaithful to them and Mary and lied to them everyday.
So that’s Dean’s realisation in this moment right. And Adam probably saw that realisation by looking at Dean’s face. But then before he can say anything else Michael forcefully takes the front seat again.
I mean look at this sequence:
“Enough.”
Mans is in distress
And the fact that we haven’t seen Michael take control of their body like this before, never this aggressively anyway, leads me to think that something is different about this moment.
My guess is that when Adam realised Dean wasn’t going to apologise and own up for his and Sam’s actions, he got this overwhelming wave of emotion. Mainly disappointment, he knew that his brothers were awful and doesn’t forgive them for leaving him behind but he was willing to. He was willing to get some closure about their actions but they weren’t, and that’s hurts. Michael probably saw these thoughts, heard them, heard exactly how much underlying anger and pain that Adam had been hiding and it was all just now bubbling to the surface.
So Michael - the notoriously emotionally stunned Archangel he is, who already hated Dean viscerally - quickly wanted to calm Adam down and ease the pain that was going to explode any second but now Dean’s upsetting Adam!? Michael probably freaked and just shoved Adam to the back seat while he took control. Which is why his reaction was so extra because he didn’t tell Adam he was taking over he just did. Because he didn’t want Adam to hurt anymore than he already has.
Like even Dean knew something was up, he looks them up and down and turns away like “nah, Adam’s boyfriend gone crazy y’all I’m out”
This is so Destiel coded I don’t know what else to say
that i'd walk so far just to take the injury of finally knowing you - unknown/nth, hozier
november 5th, 2020
Happy New Year!
Quick Destiel chibi sketch. ♥
This is an awful, but basic/idea sketch of a request from r00kiezart69. I would have cleaned it more, but my shoulder gave out. I learned I can't really draw people sitting in chairs......Sorry, I hope this works for you though. I'll try to find some time to adjust, clean, line, and color it over the next week or 2.
I Finished! ...I would have added more to Castiels wings...but my shoulder gave me a "nope" to that idea....-_-
I'm slowly but surely working on this...I've increased my work hours and that makes it a fair bit harder for my shoulder to keep up, as my job uses a lot of upper body strength/bracing.
I feel the need to line and color this now.....I've been working on this and what I'll be uploading in about an hour since yesterday afternoon....my shoulder really hates me right now...so I have to put a hold on this till at least tomorrow....because the other one is a sunday thing.
I missed drawing these 2. Sadly my shoulder hurts too much to do more then sketch right now.
WIP. I dunno if I want to add all of their clothes or just leave them in pants yet...and I have a number of small things to fix as I go...
Not sorry...but probably the last of the daily sketches.....as It has been 4 weeks, and I may or may not be a bit burnt out....
"But Sam said you like these outfits" ...more or less.
...I'm so done with the day I forgot to change the color...
Sabriel was the first thing that came to mind today...Gabe wanted to ride a moose, Sam is not impressed.
Eh, Today ended up wincest. Best candidates for the pose and mood I wanted today.
I had planned on drawing Sterek today, but Destiel hit me harder just before I started drawing. So here it is.
Pfft. I dunno, I'm losing it after 2 weeks....just the second half of the month to go right? ....Sam's licking a sucker if you were wondering.....
I feel this is more of a mess then most of them...but maybe it's just my perspective of this one. Anyways. Todays Daily Sketch.
Todays sketch couple was suggested by marmar. She gave me 2 options...I was more comfortable with drawing wincest, but mostly for the familiarity of the characters.....I've officially made it a full week of sketching daily....each day a new couple...so far.
I've never drawn Sabriel before....but this idea would not leave me. Sam's just got such pretty hair, and Gabe is a trickster, so I'm sure this would end up with cute frilly bows and stuff in the end, but I could not get rid of the idea....so it became todays sketch.
I don't remember how to draw proper lines and stuff or something...caus all I can manage are sketches right now...and it's frustrating. So you may just end up with a daily sketch, or something similar till I can find the ability to clean line and color them again.
...I apologize for the quality. Apparently I can't draw today. But I wanted to draw something with fireworks, and my husband casually said "naked people" when I asked for an idea other then fireworks to draw. I laughed, then drew this. I kinda wish I had started yesterday so I could have spend the time it really needed working on it, but I'm kinda....not motivated to fix it.
....Another WIP because I can, and my next few days look like I'll be busy and free time will be sporadic....
I'm actually liking how this is turning out. I'm kind of just winging it with no references, no specific coloring style in mind, and I've been able to fix almost everything that really bugged me.
I'm sleep deprived.....and have no idea why, but I thought I would post this......mostly for teh lulz....and sturf....I'm sure I'll freak out when I look at this again tomorrow and spend a while fixing it.....but for now....Laugh and/or cry with me?
Why don’t they just kiss