Sskk - Blog Posts
I read a lot of sskk fics and one of my favorite Atsushi moods is him having gay as fuck thoughts during inappropriate situations. Like yes your mans does look hot while he's suffering BUT ATSUSHI BBY worry first horny later.
Woah, I drew something
akutagawa x atsushi fanart
"world was on fire,
and no one could save me,
but you."
Atsushi and Akutagawa just cuddling, well TRYING TO CUDDLE
Idk but like I have this one idea that anytime when Atsushi starts to feel like strong positive emotions that tiger is gonna kick in thus I can see him being very careful with Akutagawa with that happens 😂 idk why but it be funny if Akutagawa was just thinking in head going HOLD ME LIKE YOU MEAN it or something
lesbian soukoku just hits different...still the same but for some reason it's better idk how to explain it... just the sexy mafia women thing scratches my brain to shreds soujsjaiaikoaausisiiaku
soulmate bond au but one of sskk accidentally breaks the bond before it fully develops on their side (think red string of fate that grows redder as the people get to know each other, positively or negatively) and the other is suffering the consequences but doesnt wanna burden their other half by that knowledge until the person who accidentally broke their bond finds out their dying and tries to get them to tell him and eventually breaks down and admits they love them and dont want them to die and accidentally re-bonds them
im begging you all to dhare your favorite sskk headcanons
Atsushi's leg has been tortured more than once, by different people. The most recent one being Nikolai. But of course Atsushi remembers the first time it's been cut off, by Rashomon. OF COURSE HE DOES.
Laufey's songs are literally sskk. Like have u ever heard them?
«I've rejected affection
For years and years
Now I have it, and damn it
It's kind of weird»
«Don't you notice how
I get quiet when there's no one else around?
Me and you and awkward silence
Don't you dare look at me that way
I don't need reminders of how you don't feel the same»
«It hurts to be something
It's worse to be nothing with you
I've done the math
There's no solution
We'll never last
Why can't I let go of this?»
«Floorboards creaking in my home
Deathly silence when alone
Oh, I wish that you were here right now
So unlike me, somehow I
Fell in love in just three nights
Those November days still haunting me»
«Magnolia, she could have anyone in the world
Floats around town in a golden gown
Born in a castle on a cloud
Magnolia, prettiest girl that I know
Stars in her eyes, handpicked from the skies
Beautiful soul
How can I compete with her?
Perfection is the only word
I think of when I think of Magnolia
She doesn't know that the world is turning just for her
I wish I could be Magnolia»
Find out by khai dreams is so sskk in Akutagawa's pov coded
The way that my friend @familiarofthemoon and i just keep getting pronouns wrong when we talk about characters / people ( we make a great effort not to let that happen to their faces ) because i made aus where sskk are girlies women yass and when we talked about those aus we'd get confused over which pronouns we should use for them because we're referencing stuff from canon where they are men while also talking about the aus where they are women and it has permanently impaired the pronouns part of our vocabulary.
simple sketches of sskk
SSKK is just an unrequited love story waiting to be written.
are u guys going to kiss?
sskk always gotta make someone third wheel their arguments
I can see Atsushi seeing his videos, telling him he should try like different chazukes around yokohama and giving him recommendations of which places he thinks are good. To his surprise, Akutagawa actually goes and make a video like that. He rates all of them in F tier just to piss off Atsushi.
I remember watching prozd's lets try food series and thought i could imagine akutagawa ranking food in a monotone voice all throughout the video to the point that you can't even tell if he actually likes the food
Bsd incorrect quotes
Dazai: Hey Atsushi I bet I can predict what is going to happen with you and Akutagawa
Atsushi: *snorts* okay what
Dazai: he comes in and throws a bag of meat buns at you saying eat something Jinko
Atsushi: *shakes head* not going to happen
[Lunch time]
Atsushi: I knew-
Akutagawa: EAT SOMETHING JINKO *Throws a fresh bag of meat buns at Atsushi then leaves*
Atsushi: staring in disbelief
Kyouka: Eat them
I had a dream last night
Where in the next BSD manga chapter
Atsushi sees like
Another flashback about Akutagawa
And it's when he's dying
And Akutagawa is thinking all gay n shit like
'To die for one I love, is to die happy'
And like idk what that means??????
Manifesting cannon sskk in my dreams ig
that scene where akutagwa is lkie dying but form his peorspectsiveebe
silly bsd doodles
is he calling atsushi a princess
OK SO CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE WHOLE EYES BEING IMPORTANT TO THE CHARACTERS THING. because this chapter had a whole lot of that. ohhh boy it had a lot!!!!! it did!!!!!
FIRSTLY. akutagawa. for a while, his eyes have been pitch-black. last chapter, they regained their light, as he remembered atsushi. and then they're pitch-black again in this chapter-- as the person who brought light to them, to akutagawa himself, is gone.
SECONDLY. dazai. as he tells akutagawa he can "certainly" give him a reason to live, at the same time, he himself looks like he has no reason to live, as if he's not living at all. his eyes are dark and dead. pitch-blacm just as akutagawa's were at the start of the manga, and this chapter, but with none of the determination or bite akutagawa has. just emptiness.
THIRDLY. (child) akutagawa. his eyes aren't empty, nor pitch-black at first. they're dark, with light within. he has not been shown light, nor has he been pushed into the shadows. they become purely fully of light when dazai claims he can give akutagawa a reason to live.
his eyes turn his signature pitch-black with his time in the mafia. he was not given a reason to live. he was given fear, pain, emptiness, and desensitivity to brutality. the chance of light and goodness in his eyes from when he was a child is erased by the port mafia-- by dazai.
his eyes become like dazai's dark, lifeless ones as dazai trains him. any chance at light, or goodness, or happiness, or true life is sapped from him and replaced with violence, abuse, the mafia, dazai, dazai, dazai!
atsushi is what brings akutagawa that light. and when atsushi is gone, the light is gone.
"the light in somebody's eyes" is a phrase meant to refer to someone's spark of life. their reason to live. akutagawa says that killing atsushi "became [his] sole motivation." but when atsushi dies, that takes the light out of his eyes. his reason to live vanishes along with atsushi.
atsushi is akutagawa's reason to live, isn't he?
"love is touching souls"