I sit with my grief. I mother it. I hold its small, hot hand. I don’t say, shhh. I don’t say, it's okay. I wait until it is done having feelings. Then we stand and we go wash the dishes.
-- Callista Buchen, from Taking Care
Fic where after the fell, Hannibal take time to wake up, he ended up in a bad condition that he can't wake up and will taking care of him, and neglect himself, scared if he died, he hold a knife close to him so if Hannibal die, will will kill himself
I also imagine Hannibal waking up to will looking half dead with the scar on his cheek and red eyes and dark cycle if he was awake (he better be sleeping from exhaustion)
will won't take to him bc he can't speak due to his injuries and Hannibal believing that will is refusing to speak to him
I don't care if its one of these or all in one fic but please I can't find fic like this