I hc him as gay (mlm) and a trans man
Also yes I ship aladariusđź’śđź’ś
wtf would i go to a therapist for? so i can pay money for someone to tell me i’m trans? to find out i’m trans and in the closet? to help me discover that deep down i’m a transgender man? lmao pass. i’m cis. i am cis.
the reason why you can't define gay as "man loving man", or define lesbian as "woman loving woman", or define trans as "person who has dysphoria and identifies as the 'opposite' gender " is because all queer identities defy being defined in a reductive, singular statement. the entire point of these identities are that they cannot fit inside the rigid boxes of what gender, sexuality & expression "should" be according to our societies.
people with these identities will always break the rules. we will always blur the lines and exist outside of the boundaries you set around us. you can't try to force us into boxes and hard definitions all over again, we intrinsically defy them no matter what.
I fucking love the concept of trans!Lucifer aswell, idk what it is but it just feels right>>
Not even just for the Satan birth thing like- Lucifer had the pure unshakable swagger of a trans man and honestly that's one of the only thing I like about him, it'll always be cannon in my eyes
Ok so, Satan is Diavolo's biological son and I won't take no for an answer.
When Lucifer and Diavolo first met they did the naked worm with each other. Unprotected. and when Lucifer cut his wings off that was the equivalent of birth, the real reason Diavolo gave them a free house is cause he wants to be a good baby daddy but Lucifer doesn't want him directly involved in their sons life.
Diavolo pays millions in child support.
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Dolars/euros makes four times the impact due to currency conversion! Aand you can use PayPal here too :>
(if you can't get a commission - consider reblogging my fundraiser and/or this chart, this means a LOT to me and it will help me tremendously!)
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I'll add that Pomagam.pl takes secure international payments!
Dolars/euros makes four times the impact due to currency conversion! Aand you can use PayPal here too :>
I wanted to draw a lil' portrait of myself imagining how i would look like on hrt and after top surgery, finally being able to rock crop tops i want. It gave me so much gender euphoria, i can't even >< I can't wait to get further into transitioning medically, im trying to transition socially for now and .... its a struggle sometimes, but it's oh so worth it. In the end it became my new awatar, hope you like it :>
Also - i'm cooking some more arts in the back, i just have to somehow finish them and not start another milion new projects :"") Wish me luck with my chaotic mind...
NEW GENDER JUST DROPPED!
Bonus lil' sketch of the boys going to the pride event! :>
i can't decide whether i like the black and white or soft pink version better so have both of them~~ Also here's alt version with top surgery scars for Kim below :>
...look at Kim's satisfied little smile~
Harry looked so sad in the sketches... so i wanted to cheer him up a bit and made Kim comfort him :'>
I'm experimenting with shapes and my "simpler" style a bit, so lemme know what you think about that
I think they look absolutely cute and squishy now!
Happy pride! I had a second to sketch out a bit updated portrait of me with my flags :> I have a bit longer hair now and different cut, surprisingly i feel even manlier like that xD
...maybe Kim doesn't see much without glasses here
but he likes what he sees anyway
I've wanted to sketch out AUswap!Kim for a while now...
I think he should be a bit more "destroyed" somehow if that's a swap, he's a bit too cool here, could use a vibe of being a loser...
I may do more sketches later to address that...
Still i really like his face here and his edgy, smudged eyeshadow and unshaved face...
And for some reason AUswap!Kim feels even more trans to me xD
I've made a little sketch of myself, added "biblically accurate angel" vibe for fun. It's quite bold and so unapologetic, so funny to look at my art from my egg days totally being like "this is totally a character, not me" and now... NOW BEHOLD AN ANGEL BOIII
Here's the art i'm mentioning:
Tbh i love them both, both express me in different ways (and i love both styles).
Just now i'm so happy to truly be myself and getting more loud and more proud about it.
I need to buy/ make an angel halo...
Lieutenant is ready. Are you? (bonus catboy version)
"We're going undercover, detective."
Lieutenant is ready. Are you? (bonus catboy version)
"We're going undercover, detective."
Lieutenant's authority is off the charts!Â
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Silently scream for help.
Accept your thralldom.
I look quite masc today + I like my hair so i am quite pleased
I'd like to tell you all something today:
Your gender identity is valid, no matter what labels you use. You deserve to feel comfortable in your own skin. You deserved to be loved. Your more than whatever labels you use or whatever pronouns you're comfortable with it.
I'd also like to take a moment to remember and honor those we've lost as a community. Those murdered for their identities and their activism. Those who committed suicide due to a lack of acceptance. Those of our past who experienced the sad yet universal injustice of being trans. Rest in peace and power.
Being Evil(TM) and posting photos of myself on the internet
T Journey Journal #8
Days since start: 97
God it’s been almost 100 days since I’ve started T. I can hardly belive it half the time if I’m being honest, but it’s gotten to the part where everyone can hear my voice getting lower and my happy trail is visible in low light and there’s hair on my upper legs and arms and I have a little puberty stache and- I could cry man I actually look like Sean now, I look like myself. I’m so unbelievably happy and my T dosege was upped last week so I’m doing two pumps of T instead of one and I cannot wait to see what happens. Guys I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy about my body, or my voice or anything.
Speaking of being happy, things are just going good I general:D A friend of mine and I got an apartment and we’ve had it for about two almost three weeks now:D If you’ve read my past entries you know living with Mamá was A Struggle (TM) but I’m ok now!! And like!! I can hang out with friends!! And lovers!! Whenever I want to (and we can bc work and schedules)!!! Like damn this is nice, stuffs going pretty nice, I like this:))
I’ll try to be more consistent with blogging now that I’m moved and all that jazz, and maybe even start posting photos along with these journals:D I know for a FACT I want my happy trail on the internet, it just needs to be seen by as many people as possible (can you tell I’m proud of it?:))))) But until then, stay safe, stay queer:DD