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I wonder if Life and death was written in first place, would it be called "boys fantasy" or it will be less criticized than twilight-

Forget Midnight sun being the most depressing novel. Imagine twilight being written from Marcus POV. It will have 101 ways to suicide.

O, here

Will I set up my everlasting rest,

And shake the yoke of inauspicious stars

From this world-wearied flesh. Eyes, look your last!

Arms, take your last embrace! and, lips, O you

The doors of breath, seal with a righteous kiss

A dateless bargain to engrossing death!

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🎶Back up your mind, there is a call

He isn't coming after all

Love this time

She likes the way he sings

White demon love song's in her dreams

White demon, where's your selfish kiss?

White demon sorrow will arrange

Let's not forget about the fear

Black invitation to this place that cannot change🎶

A White Demon Love Song by The Killers

"It was funny how abruptly and entirely necessary this vision had become. From that first little touch, the whole world had shifted. Where before there was just one thing I could not live without, now there were two. There was no division— my love was not split between them now; it wasn’t like that. It was more like my  heart had grown, swollen up to twice its size in that moment."

"The last picture was the only one that stuck in my head. It was meaningless—just a set on a stage. A balcony at night, a painted moon hanging in the sky. I watched the girl in her nightdress lean on the railing and talk to herself. Meaningless… but when I slowly struggled back to consciousness, Juliet was on my mind."

No one :

Me randomly *in squeaky voice* :

🎶How did we gettt hERrE wheEn I useD to know yuuu sooo wELl..🎶

People making fun of Bella swan and Edward specifically for not showing facial expressions, having facial twitches, doing lip biting, stuttering, clinging to each other, being extremely reserved… mmm… it’s giving ableism.

The idea that a character isn’t a character because they don’t show emotion, whether through their face or through their voice, is very much ableism. Characters are allowed to look and be cold and standoffish. There are people like that in real life. Not everyone needs to show facial expressions or express themselves dramatically, and to expect them to do so is very much ableism.

Not to mention, pushing all of the problematic shit aside, I find myself relating to bella on a specific level as an autistic person, because we’re both extremely reserved and don’t like hanging around other people, but when we like someone we’re very clingy, we both have blank faces (because why do I need to fake my expressions? If I don’t feel something, I don’t feel it), we both stutter A LOT, and we both have very limited interests. AND WE ARE BOTH CLUMSY AS HELL!!! THE MOST AUTISTIC TRAIT OF THEM ALL!!!

Not to mention, her suddenly going from this calm, and almost emotionless character to becoming extremely angry when that Jacob thing happened in Breaking Dawn Part 2 is a very very VERY common trait for some autistic people.

We can express ourselves in ways that seem very overly dramatic and even exaggerated, and cartoonish to allistic people. I’ve done it many times. It’s a thing. And people laughed because they thought I was joking… every time I express myself even a little bit, people find it amusing. As if I’m just faking it.

So yeah… BELLA SWAN IS AUTISTIC!!!!!

(This doesn’t mean I suddenly like the characters. I still hate them very much, and I still don’t like the story. I’m just very passionate about calling out ableism, and begging people to realize that neurodivergent people exist.)

No one :

Me *whenever I see Monte Carlo clothing :

"Monte Carlo" that's our prom theme

Gambling, tuxedos and Bond, James Bond😎

An idea of what the Twilight vamps can look like in the sun: 

1. They look the way they did when they died: 

- Carlisle has a bite mark on his wrist and his arm hangs weirdly, like his shoulder was out of it’s socket, body still hunched over in pain. 

- Jasper has a bloody bite on the juncture between his shoulder and neck, another on the other side to match, always bleeding and always burning. 

- Edward looks like a living corpse, hectic spots of red on his cheeks from the fever, all skin and bones, a bloody bite on his wrist, his face and body gaunt. 

- Esme’s stomach is slightly swollen, her neck bent at an impossible angle and her spine all twisted and broken, dried tears on her cheeks, a bloody bite on her throat. 

- Alice is all skin and bones, hollow eyes and gaunt body, twitching periodically like she can still feel the electricity zipping through her body, a bite on her shoulder. 

- Rosalie is all bloody and beaten up, half dead, lips swollen and bitten raw, dried blood on the insides of her thighs, a broken collarbone, broken leg, and 4 bruised ribs, she hisses out in pain every time she moves, a bite on her throat. 

- Emmett is a bloody mess, his clothes all shredded and body twisted in pain, deep gashes across his chest and abdomen and legs, his body broken, a deep bite on his neck. 

I AM JUST TIRED OF PEOPLE WHO SAYS "BELLA HAS NO PERSONALITY OR WEAK CHARACTER BLAH BLAH.." I JUST WANNA SHOOT THEM, CUZ ALL THE TWIHARDS ARE EXHAUSTED BY PROVING 'EM WRONG, THEY DON'T EVEN TRY TO UNDERSTAND. SO SO SO SO PREJUDICED!

Thinking about how Bella Swan is a strong and well-defined character who knows exactly what she wants. How all the suffering she endures throughout the saga comes from other people telling her "No, actually I know what's best for you, let me save you from this bad decision." How she proves them all wrong by getting her happily ever after anyway. How it's even better than she imagined it would be, both for herself and basically every other character involved. How the reaction from a large portion of the audience is STILL "ugh, but the relationship is so unhealthy, she really made a bad choice." How people make exactly the same complaint about every other fairytale where a woman gets what she wants.

The ache in your chest, the luxury and comfort, the excitement and happiness, the pleasure, the tears, the mini heart attacks, the memories and nostalgia you get when you feel and live beauty of twilight 🍎🌲🥀🌑♟

I dreamt about visiting and exploring Montepulciano 🌑🥀

Edward kissed me softly for a moment, and then he chuckled.

“I was all braced for the wrath that was going to put grizzlies to shame, and this is what I get? I should infuriate you more often.”

“Give me a minute to work up to it,” I teased, kissing him again.

Why didn't they put this into movie😭😭

I love RJ references in NM😍✨

You listen to me, Edward Cullen. I am not pretending anything for your sake, okay? I didn’t even know there was a reason to make you feel better until you started being all miserable. I’ve never been so happy in all my life—I wasn’t this happy when you decided that you loved me more than you wanted to kill me, or the first morning I woke up and you were there waiting for me… Not when I heard your voice in the ballet studio—he flinched at the old memory of my close call with a hunting vampire, but I didn’t pause—or when you said “I do” and I realized that, somehow, I get to keep you forever. Those are the happiest memories I have, and this is better than any of it. So just deal with it.

Isabella Marie Swan,

I promise to love you every moment of forever.

Will you do me the EXTRAORDINARY HONOR of marrying me?

No one :

James last name in most of fanfics : Hunter

What is your the most favorite "Edward" in fanfics?

Mine is Mobward XD.

EVERY MOMENT OF TWILIGHT IS JUST SO PERRFECTT!!😍🌸✨

“..every aspect of being a vampire - all but the danger to her - was suddenly acceptable to me, because it was what had let me live long enough to find Bella.”

🎶Remember when you hit the brakes too soon?

Twenty stitches in a hospital room

When you started crying, baby, I did too

But when the sun came up, I was looking at you

Remember when we couldn't take the heat?

I walked out, I said "I'm setting you free"

But the monsters turned out to be just trees

When the sun came up you were looking at me

You were looking at me, oh

You were looking at me🎶

Have you guys read Emancipation Proclamation twilight fanfic? If yes, what are your thoughts?

This pic is so important in the universe 😍

My last night as Isabella Swan. Tomorrow night, I would be Bella Cullen. Though the whole marriage ordeal was a thorn in my side, I had to admit that I liked the sound of that.

This quote makes me happy 🌸

“It's not even cool to be a hater anymore. That’s so 2010.”

- Robert Pattinson (2022)

*About twilight*

"At the end of the lane was a tiny house that had once been gray. There was only one narrow window beside the weathered blue door, but the window box under it was filled with bright orange and yellow marigolds, giving the whole place a cheerful look."🌸✨

Okay, but would we get Life and Death from Edythe pov or

It's Twilight but storyline is of "Pictures to burn"