Click method (100% method to change mindset for anything)
I need to get something off.
Guys, do one thing, please, oh my god If you're reading this? Do this NOW.
Sit somewhere, like sit, just sit, and simply let your mind wander PLEASE TRUST ME AND DO IT, don't push it aside saying it's just a silly little other shit hell no I'm serious.
Let your thoughts take over, look at your past, reflect it, and let that one small realization snap in your mind hardcore.
You.
Literally.
Know.
The.
Secret.
To.
Your.
Life.
Oh my god isn't this what people think of? CAN'T YOU SEE? you got it, it's in Your hands so much, you're one minute away from it, one second, REALIZE you're actually getting whatever you want.
Just. Be. Goddamn. Persistent.
I swear this random ass method came up to me back in March where everything changed me for the best, I wanna call it the Click method, I don't know if there's anything similar, but god knows how it can help you.
Summary:
Sit somewhere
Let your mind wander
Look at yourself, your life, reflect your past your present, your future, every small detail on yourself, just everything
Now just sit there and wait for that realization to click and sit in being FULLY emerged deep and engraved in your mind, that after everything, "you are chosen."
Feel that? That bliss, that shock? That feeling that "what the fuck have I been doing so far? What the hell did I waste so much time for?"
This guys? This helped me snap my mindset, you don't need days to change the mindset, it's just the click of the realization, try it, seriously try it, and to actually trick your mind you've done it, I suggest tricking yourself (not necessary, but some people like to be logical and back it up with actions), simply tap a part of your body when you realize it, when that thought flows in your mind just as moments ago the thought of "I like the color xyz" had gone by.
It clicks.
Use it as any method, void, manifesting, revising, whatever the fuck you want, this just conjured up in my dream and I already feel how it can help people.
My journey. (Tw)
I want anyone who is doubting themselves, anyone who is trying not to give up, anyone else in the community of being blessed, to read the post whole.
I'm going to be talking about my life, and how the journey started, what I did and what I did not, bear in mind please, this was a little emotional for me to write, I feel a bit nostalgic about it all and I honestly can't believe so much went in such a time.
I found out about everything starting with a book I bought from the local fair that interested me a lot, and I swear if it weren't for the book, I would be here, I used to be the most logical bitch child ever, top grades, stressed like I'm in college already, pained mind and always pressured to be perfect, resulting in me being burnt out and already too mature for my age in mind, yet still childish in many senses, and constant fights with my parents, I felt like I was against the world.
The book was The Power of your Subconscious Mind - Dr. Joseph Murphy.
I was a kid who loved hobby reading, sort of an escape from the hell hole of the pressure I would have around me, and I adapted by this book, and it changed everything for me.
I was only 13 at that time of the book, after that I started trying it out for things and I saw results, made me happy, and I went to something I found in the corner of YouTube, called subliminals, and another part of it where it was called manifestation.
Now with subs, I found reality shifting, then came the void, then came lucid dreams and all that combined together in a hot mess.
Shifting was something so beautiful to me, The idea of a world where I could live my life was something that trapped me so much, I already imagine things a lot and use it as an escape mechanism, sounded perfect, right? And naturally, my first DR was my hero academia, just because I wanted to relive being a proper teenage.
And for subliminals? I can tell you one thing, I was extremely insecure of the person who used to be in the mirror, because all I did was to throw away my life, I studied, slept, and woke up, no friends, no one to trust, I just lost myself, and all that when I was 13-14, (tw) I hated hated hated myself and my appearance so bad, I could only pity myself for the state I used to be in.
I feel almost sad for my younger self, as I'm 18 now watching my young teen self stress through her life, cry at her appearance, even sometimes (tw) wishing to be just die in her sleep, all that because I was heavily burnt out, seeing girls my age looking prettier through puberty, talking with others and I'm stuck on a wish that felt like it won't happen, and yet, a part of me was too ashamed to feel this way, because I knew there are people worse than me, and I sympathized for them.
I think it started good, at 14 years old, I fully started subliminals and it worked for a while, especially my first results that hyped me up so much as changing the grades I mentioned on the other post, so I thought life was changing right?
It did for a year, at 15 things were going well on the outside, I started obsessing over my look, I started using subliminals even more too much for my appearance, I changed drastically, and tried to fit in, but get, none of those changes in my self were drastically from manifesting or anything, sure of course I had some small results, it was almost like I was not naturally like that, I felt fake in short, like a second skin to my real self, every night trying to shift or enter the void and whatnot, all that and finally, and I even opened a Tumblr account which safe to say, got pretty popular back in the day and honestly that was quite a mistake for me at that time.
Why? It ruined me.
I thought I could open the blog to help people with their journey as well as help myself with mine, y'know? Things got out of hand when I got a bunch of people who messaged me and ranted to me about their problems, and bless my younger heart, I used to be so touched by it and help them with it, I was like an unpaid therapist, and I never cared about my health, I just wanted to make people who had worse life than mine, get their results before even I did.
I should've told them I can't manifest for them, but that was where the shit and trust issues came from, sadly I got into the trap of (tw) "suicidal" people who claimed they'll off themselves and blame it on me if I don't enter the void for them, saying how they hate their life and everything else and how they want to change everything.
Please.
For the love of god.
I've been there like you and in worse, I stood up, I found the courage to stand up everytime I fell down, everytime, and that happened so much, almost 6 years worth of failure and never once I wanted someone to do it for me, why? Because it's your life my love, please don't think I'm rude or whatnot, I seriously I'm telling you, it's all in your hands.
And yes, of course there are people with far worse conditions and living state than mine, and I'm never blaming anyone to ask for help, but seriously.
To threaten a literal child on a simply happy pink blog telling her to enter the void for them or else? Especially one where she was a little too eager to help? Please, do it on your own as much as we all did on our own, I used to think "why don't bloggers like to manifest for others?".
I understood it after that, the emotional baggage? That was traumatizing for me.
Either way, I also had one of my followers spam follow me on my private Instagram (which I don't know how) and started (tw) a slight talk of let's say, almost grooming.
Thank God it wasn't pictures, I don't know if it is considered that, but is it alright to be told (tw) that they'd like to f#ck me or what not? I'm uncomfortable to go into more details but that was the breaking point for me, seeing almost 40 or something accounts spam messaging my requests no matter how much I block them, kept making more accounts.
I. Was. Horrified.
That's when I snapped, that was my last resort, I hated everything, I hated it all, I blocked all the current accounts, deleted my Instagram account, shut my blog off and started neglecting myself heavily and got back again into a depressing state, where I thought that's it, I'm cursed, wasn't I?
I burnt out so bad.
I genuinely believe it was the worst year of my life, even when I turned 16, everything got wrecked, the life I built and tried to maintain it fell apart, one of my friends backstabbed me so hard, I just gave up on manifesting and the void, which was something I wanted so much every night, wishing or begging anyone listening to help me, scrolling hours in Tumblr trying to find something helpful.
When I turned 17, this was my healing stage.
I may have slight tears in my eye, or I may sound dramatic, but oh god I am so glad to be here where I am now, I love myself, I seriously feel so bad and emotional for my younger self, if only, oh if only I could go back to hug her and tell her to live her teenage life, but I couldn't, I took life too seriously at that time and told myself I was cursed, only in the summer of 2024 I got back to my manifesting mindset, without Tumblr.
At 17, I started fixing myself, I gently loved myself, I started throwing the pedestal of the void away, I treated everything in front of me as a miracle, I loved myself, helped myself, took myself back on my feet and I gave myself time.
Time is something a lot of people here are annoyed by, it does not exist, so why are you bothered to give yourself some of this "nonexistent" time to heal yourself? I know some might say it's hard to love yourself, guys please.
Just love that small part of you that is still standing, that was shown the void and shifting and anything else for a reason, at 17 I started seeing results from everywhere again, I gained popularity, I built myself, I helped myself, trusted the law of assumptions, and my mindset had grown.
Now, I'm healed.
I no longer do this just to "get out of this" or "to escape everything", I do it for myself and because I know I deserve it, I don't place it up, I place it within reach like an apple waiting to be picked.
Everyone reading this, if you have come so far, do not give up, but of course.
It's your choice, no one can beg you to come back to your life, it's your choice my love.
I hope everyone in any situation my deepest and my most tender love to them, wether you're shifting, premashifting, rebuilding yourself with the void, changing everything.
Please thank yourself for staying strong and reaching here for so long, some say they've been doing this for 2 years, some say one.
I went on strong for 6, and I am glad I did, and I realized it all falls in your hands, I could've done it all by the first year, heck, even the first month, so my loves, my last piece of advice:
Love yourself, thank yourself, and ease yourself, let the apple fall, and not your hand that was straining for the apple.
Xoxo. Coco
Hey, I felt something/darkness consuming me multiple times then it stops. Why is that so? Other times I was moving through space as consciousness but snapped back into reality without arriving to stillness.
HI THERE
you were this 🤏🏻 close to enter the void state.
How so? Well, the feeling of being indulged by darkness, is actually the void and the way you describe being as consciousness in space, you were in the void fr.
However, I know many will say that you cannot snap out of the void, which is actually true.
You were between the stages of a second from entering FULLY, y'know? And it snapped you there from THAT second, because once you are FULLY in the void you cannot ever snap out of it until you wish for it, nothing can disturb you there.
In order to stop this from happening, stop paying attention to your surroundings.
Yes, because yet again that was also in my void journey, it felt like I was there, then I got excited and paid attention to how floaty I am, I was like "oooo I'm actually entering! Can't wait!"
This made your body give a signal to say "hold up she ain't sleeping yet, she pays attention to herself? Must be awake, right? Time to ground ourselves."
Don't pay attention to the way the blackness surrounded you, let it come peacefully.
YOU'RE SO CLOSE ML GOOD LUCK
I have these millisecond moments of feeling dazed or like my mind went blank during my meditation.
I was thinking about my wr at the moment, and I redirected so that I can focus on affirming and felt my body jolt as I did that.
I thought that I was entering the hypnagogic state for like a week until I questioned it right now.
HIIIII
Let's see, that feeling when your mind is dazed and blank? It's a sign your actually in SATS, not the void yet, the void will feel like something will indulge you in darkness and snap away from the reality.
ACTUALLY U WERE IN SATS, which is one of the most easiest state to enter the void from, and that "jolt"? It's actually your body just wavering from the fact if you're asleep or not, you were SO close to the void no seriously, because for a fact I know you were in SATS.
The difference between the hypnagogic state and SATS, is by one thing, hypnagogic happens AFTER SATS (maybe I'm wrong but that's what happens to me all the time)
SATS first comes up, the feeling where everything is at peace and how your mind randomly and easily flows through, a comfortable feeling of bliss before bed, just like how it's a winter night and you know you're in for SUCH a sleep, yk?
Hypnagogic happens after it, where you still train your body you're already asleep but you're actually awake, it happens after not moving and indulging your belief that you're sleeping, this state will conjure imagery in front of you, although abstract ones, playing in front of your eyes, sometimes feeling tingly all over and you feel like you're sore sometimes, this state is also powerful as fuck.
Then comes the sleep paralysis FOR SOME PEOPLE, remember, I said some people, because some minds immediately skip past the hypnagogic and go straight for the void.
Either way, all those states I've mentioned? One affirming that you're in the void from there and you will be YEEETED to there in a millisecond, CONGRATULATIONS ML YOU WERE CLOSE AF
Hi, I'm new to this and I wanted to know if I have to affirm to enter the void when I feel the symptoms?
HI LOVELY.
So, when feeling symptoms, you have plenty of ways of inducing the void:
Simply affirming = "I'm the void" "I am in the void" "I am pure consciousness" "I allow myself to enter the void" or just simply say this "I am", you can use any affirmation.
Just visualize the blackness behind your eyelids = not wanting to affirm? Easy, just stare into the blackness of your eyelids and pretend it's actually the void. (Pretending means being at peace that you actually achieved it)
Not wanting that too? = Easy, just let yourself go and imagine whatever you want, silly little scenarios, daydreams, whatever to keep your body asleep and mind awake, you'll find yourself naturally slipping in no time.
Are you the type to Lucid dream a lot? = Use it to your advantage! After grounding yourself in the dream (touching the ground), simple affirm you're going to enter the void and bam you're in it.
Are you the type to get sleep paralysis? = Easy! When entering, push fear aside and tell yourself you're in the void, bam.
Don't wanna do all that and just wanna wake up in it? = ALSO YES, simply affirm before sleeping that you always wake up in the void aware.
HOPE I HELPED, MWAH.
Hey! I really loved the void state success story :)
I wanted to ask, how did the void state feel like physically? Like did you feel your body? Hear anything?
Also, you mentioned seeing stars in there. Did the void already have stars when you got in or.. what?
HIIIII, THANKS SM FOR UR KIND WORDS MWAH.
let's get into the question ☝🏻
Now first of all, the void feels nothing and everything all at once.
You don't hear anything, don't see anything, don't smell, don't look, don't feel, nothing, nothing at all, it's like you're a big gloop in space.
Here are the MAIN signs people get:
Floating feeling (no body attached)
Hearing nothing
Seeing blackness (WHEN YOU FIRST ENTER)
smell nothing
A huge sense of peace
No pain or discomfort
Just you, it's just you.
Now notice how at number three I said when you first enter, why? Because the void normally is a state of pitch blackness and you see nothing, BUT, you can MODIFY it as you like ONCE YOU ENTER.
For example, when I first entered, yes, it was pitch black, then for the fun of it I affirmed it that my void is filled with stars and whatnot yk? That's how it is for different people, I've heard some even made their void a pink space, some made it green, but either way, it's your choice to "modify" it once you enter.
HOPE I HELPED, MWAH
Hi..Can I enter the void state with sleep paralysis and astral projection?...how?
HI GIRLY.
Okay, so first of all, I have VERY limited knowledge to astral projection, I am so so sorry but I don't want to say anything that might be wrong about it, I've never been close to astral projection and I honestly know nothing about it, SO SORRY.
But I have tons about sleep paralysis! So let's see, sleep paralysis is a state where your body is completely asleep, mind awake, making you vulnerable into seeing everything around you while not a body part of ours is aware of it.
Of course some get it naturally, some never gotten it but still can induce it, I'd say it's actually a really good state to enter the void to, there's a post about it on @ruloaapaul that I ADORE sm, but here is how it's done.
If you naturally get it, THAT'S COOL, next time you wake up in it, stabilize yourself to push fears aside, because sometimes it can project fears from how your mind perceives itself, once you are in it, stabilized yourself, you LITERALLY only need to affirm for the void ONCE and bam you're in it.
Sleep paralysis is such a great way honestly, but inducing it when it's not natural to you might sound hard but it really isn't, all you need is to have patience, and not to ever move when laying down until your body falls asleep completely, it's a state when you cannot move.
AGAIN GOOD LUCK ML.
Edit// easier steps (FULL AND BETTER EXPLANATION NEEDED? HERE'S THE BEST)
1. If you naturally get in the sleep paralysis state then go to the next step, meanwhile, in order to induce it, lay still and do not move, tell yourself that your intention is to enter the void through the paralysis, and actually understand it's a calm and safe space.
2. Some say it takes hours, some say it's minutes, it all goes down on BEING STILL.
3. Now your body will lock in place and only you can see and look around being in bed, now it's the chance to affirm once and twice for the void, you should be there by then.
how do you get past the feeling of no breathing when you got to the void bc it is the main thing that constantly grounds me here :(
OMG U SOUND LIKE ME.
I used to have this I swear, and it was the only thing stopping me from entering fr, I get you, it feels suffocating and suddenly for some reason like you fucking ran SIX marathons with the shallow quick breathing and the crazy heartbeats.
DON'T WORRY I FOUND A TRICK.
First of all, it's totally fine, it's just a reaction your body gives you to a "new" environment that you're entering, it's like you're body is saying:
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE DYING, WHY ARE WE ENTERING WHILE WE ARE AWAKE? I THOUGHT WE DO THAT IN SLEEP-"
again, totally normal, all you gotta know is how to make your body understand it's natural, and here's my trick.
Whenever I am about to enter and get hit with the lack of oxygen, I calm myself down by forgetting about anything, stop focusing on the void, and stop ignoring it, the more you ignore it? The more it comes, acknowledge it but DON'T be affected by it, then, start to actually tell yourself everything is safe, everything is supposed to go this way, basically actually damn down your nerves and be gentle, talk with yourself how it's alright and whatnot.
I like to do that and also add in some quick breath stabilizing I've learnt from somewhere, imagining a coin that rises with exhales and drops with inhales until my breathing goes back to normal, it usually just takes around 3 to 4 minutes to get it back on track.
SORRY FOR THE LONG TALK, BUT LMK HOW IT IS.
what is the void? like what does it look like for you?
PRETTIEST QUESTION.
what is the void?
The void is you.
Yes it's you, it's not a place, not a time, not anything, many people got misconceptions about it long before and glad to say we managed to clear up one thing.
You are the void, it's a state of mind where everything is possible.
a state where there is no limits, no discomfort, no pain, no negative emotions, nothing.
It's everything and nothing at once, a peace aligned where your mind is, your consciousness becomes one with you, taking hold of it.
And of course the void is limitless as I said, so WHATEVER you ask for it, it shall be given, it's a state of mind where nothing exists, one dollar bill here can equal to a million, there won't be a limited as how big something will be once you affirm for it, it's a tool for simple manifestation.
It is different for many people, the void usually is a black pitch darkness, a comfort space where you don't feel yourself, you don't feel grounded to your body, but here is the fun fact, the void state can change in appearance from person to person, the black pitch around you? It can change, some people say they see stars, some say they can change the color, there is NO LIMIT.
for me it's a black place with small stars because I affirmed for it the last time.
Entering the void can also vary from person to person, but honestly it all is built on one foundation:
The void is easy.
GOOD LUCK
Here me out. Read this.
Guys I think I know smth, listen believe me or not but the amount of success I've seen JUST this month is INSANE, given I also was successful, vibrations are weirdly high and I'm urging you to use it to your fullest extent 🧍🏻♀️, I may be wrong but my friend also SHIFTED just a while ago, and I almost got into a lucid dream last night, genuinely I don't know how the hell to make it make sense but genuinely if someone knows why this month is so lucky, LET US KNOW PLEASE.
it's a sign y'all, go do your own thing, I swear everything goes your way this month.
I fucking entered the void.
@premiumbitch I owe u every shit wtf, your method was INSANE?
REMEMBER HOW I TOLD Y'ALL IMMA BE ENTERING THE VOID ON MY BIRTHDAY???? I did it, and guys it's literally the easiest shit idk why some people see it as smth big 💀
I didn't manifest anything, why? Because guess it or not I actually just wanted to be familiar with it, I love how I'm slowly knowing everything is mine, and yesterday I didn't want to manifest anything I just wanted to try the void out especially bc I have been studying sm these days, I wanted a break.
Now I've been eating up that mindset that I'm a master at the void, which let's be obvious, everyone is, they just need to get to the point and slowly realize it, it has to click.
Okay I'm going to stop yapping and fucking get into it 👍🏻, either way, yesterday night, at 1:32 AM or smth, after the day turned 6th April, I got in bed and made myself comfortable, and simply told myself I'll enter the void under 5 minutes, which actually and unsurprisingly, it was the case, I used a standard boring ass method too yk, the one where it's usually always what people do.
On my back, started slow breathing, and i set the intention of keeping myself awake when my body sleeps (best advice I got from idk who it helps sm) and then I let myself sink in the bed for some minutes, like I just laid there, and already I immediately was in the SATs.
So naturally I affirmed for the void, knowing I'm already in there, and mf I slipped in there after two or three minutes of affirming, just saying "I am the void." Or "I am in the void."
I think the reason I actually got out myself or sometimes used to slip in and back, is how I immediately focused on my body signs or anything connected me to myself, so I have a note to myself next time, to allow it naturally happen and focus just on the blackness behind my eyes.
ANYWAYS I STAYED THERE FOR LIKE I THOUGHT 2 OR 3 MINUTES BUT IT WAS A WHOLE WHOPPING 1 HOUR TF, and get that, how did I know it's the void? I just wanted to see stars there and I fucking did 🎀
IMMA GO CRY I FINALLY AM THE CREATER OF MY OWN REALITY.
anyone reading this, babes please don't give up, genuinely don't, I've been in this game for 6 years and I know a lot of people that'll leave for this long, saying they have no patience, girly you can do it if I did, I used to be in SUCH a bad place you can't even imagine, I pulled my shit and started living in the end for 2 months (and no it doesn't take two months, I just was stubborn af and kept slipping in and out my beliefs).
Special thanks to them for keeping my motivation up 💗
@joc3lynn @catherineaboutlife @salemlunaa @premiumbitch @prettygirl444sblog @mercifulstate @shimmershifts @littlemissprettyprincess @luckykiwiii101 @carlyshifts111 (I adore her oml her RAS thing? ATE the fuck up)
And of course can't forget @gorgeouslypink but idk if she's here anymore? And every old blog back in the 2022 and 2020, I adore y'all sm even though I don't have your blog's names 😔🎀.
GUESS WHATTTTT???
You're shifting tonight, if you see this, it's actually a sign you're doing it tonight, no, not "tomorrow", like fucking tonight, get yo ass up and go get ur life, shifting? That's a sign. Tryna get in the void? Also a sign. manifesting or revising smth? ALSO A FUCKING SIGN, WHY YOU LOOKING FOR REASONS NOT TO DO IT?
girly, your life is one second away from your assumptions, everyone reading this? Will get what they have been waiting for, why? Bc u can.
Go get your life, the only person who is waiting for the change is you, nobody is.
888
Let me see who's promising to lock tf in tonight.
RING RING, CHECK THE CALLER ID. + Masterlist °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
- call me Coco, 18 F and still ageless on my mind, ENFP 'n I love the color pink and cheetah prints, hibiscuses and the neighborhood, and definitely Sonic, and oh I forgot, I'm a master of my own reality, I'm from glorious middle east and I like ice creams, one word for me = chaotic, welcome to my blog!
- fair question, I'm here to journal every moment of my life and to maybe connect around with other shifters/manifesters getting their dream life with a snap of my fingers, so why won't ya come along in my journey? Watch me blog on how I managed to enter the void and get my life, as it's my goal currently (ik damn well I can do it).
- living in the end as of being a void state master + entered it consciously as of late, watch me build my life 🌺
- Ik this is new and not many do that, but I mean might as well break the ice in this manifesting community, either way I love "poison by Bell Biv DeVoe" and "Army dreamers by Kate Bush", ngl I also dig some old classics like "Hit 'em up by Tupac" and how can someone forgot the classic "How by the Neighborhood".
(For the love of GOD check the "important asks" section and see if I have answered your question before sending an ask PLEASE 🙏🏻)
My masterlist *:・ (if not linked = not posted yet)
ᯓ★ Shifters little Neighborhood WR, for shiftblrs.
ᯓ★ The all rounder void state subliminal, Voided Hibiscus.
ᯓ★ My HMM hypnosis to enter the void 2 min.
ᯓ★ "too easy" shifting/ void challenge for 7 days.
ᯓ★ Can't manifest/ enter the void/ shift? Think something is stopping you? Read this.
ᯓ★ Gateway to the void and shifting : the hypnagogic state before sleep and how to induce.
ᯓ★ How I entered the void. + Entered again.
ᯓ★ Things I manifested without the void.
ᯓ★ PI, the one advice you will only need. + Quick reminder for you.
ᯓ★ My DRs = part 1
Across the spiderverse DR
ᯓ★ A little motivation for you.
ᯓ★ My new life after the void. (Coming soon)
ᯓ★ Important asks.
ᯓ★ Results with subs = part 1
ᯓ★ Coco's rants and confessions. #coco's rants
ᯓ★ My journey (tw) + where have I shifted so far? Have I manifested anything in the void yet?
ᯓ★ Difference between LD and RS
ᯓ★ The click method (to change the mindset) + what to realize when you're waiting for the "click".
ᯓ★ My anons successes 1 2 3
" my eyes are starin' at me and they seem so damn unhappy, collect my fickle insecurities and turn them into beauty"
Void - Melanie Martinez
No seriously how do I remember my intentions to shift in a lucid dream yall 😭
Question:
Ok so I’ve been lucid dreaming my whole life, well before I learned of shifting or even before I started exploring my spirituality. It comes quite easy for me to do. BUT! My mind is so chaotic I have so many thoughts at once, and that chaos definitely shows up in my dreams and sometimes I think because of it I have had a hard time in the past grounding myself in a dream and being able to focus (and remember) my intentions…
So if anyone has any tips for remembering your intentions when you become lucid and grounding yourself along with properly shifting while in lucid dream (I have tried many times but usually end up waking up, or ending up in a another dream that I have shifted) I would be really grateful !!!
August 22, 2024
Shifting diary entry #2
I was meaning to make a post sooner these last couple of weeks but I was feeling lazy and forgetful. Anyways, I’m finally writing something now.
Today I was feeling pretty tired and my sister and I took a nap. I decided to use my headphones and play a subliminal. I wasn’t exactly sure what I was planning to do, but I didn’t really care about that. I just started to relax and kept affirming “I Am” I’m not really sure if I affirmed anything else though, this whole thing is kinda fuzzy to me. Along with affirming I kept my body still and tried really hard to not move at all so my body would fall asleep and I would stay awake.
I feel like I was just constantly drifting in and out of consciousness. And then at one point I felt really floaty and heavy at the same time and I don’t remember hearing my subliminal any more. I’m not really sure if this was the void state or not, but I do know that at that point I wasn’t even thinking of shifting, instead I was trying to get myself to lucid dream. I can’t really recall if I did lucid dream or not but I do know I had a really vivid dream (unrelated to anything regarding shifting) and then I felt that I needed to wake up from my nap so I did. I thought my sister and I had overslept because it felt like I was meditating for hours, but when I checked my phone I was only doing all this for 30 minutes…
I’m not sure if I will meditate again tonight or not. I think I need to figure out how to remember I even want to shift? Idk, but that’s all for now!
The first version of my new strange TF2 map "Restless Plaza" has released! Hope you all enjoy! Put a lot of work into this one! Download here: TF2maps https://tf2maps.net/downloads/restless-plaza.18225/ Gamebanana: https://gamebanana.com/mods/550446 Steam workshop: https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=3353289819
Coming sooner than you think...
MELT: Slime Guard If you get captured, you get turned into a "husk" and made into fodder Sometimes its better off dead in that case... Roaming and mostly mindless, they are slimes that have been captured, and controlled to fight and now wander the labs.
Beware of their ability to solidify their slime to create sharp blades, and as a slime, they can absorb a lot of bullets, so blunt weapons or explosives are probably better.