still haven't fully decided on how to draw Charlie yet :P
anyways fat Allan 😍
ANYWAYS THAT IS ALLL <3
I recently heard from a yt short that story board animators often start by drawing the eyes first, and that it made their art more expressive, and it blew my mind honestly, so all these doodles are me testing that out! and I think they look really neat!!!!! especially with the Wander Over Yonder doodles (gee it's been a little while since I've done anything WOY related hehehe ^.^)
omg I luv theze!!! vgchjriuvgemiuhrc love me some angsty angst yummy
WIP
hope these feed yallz souls!
some background art, sketch
Line art
Finished (?)
With characters in it 🥺
Heheheh
sooo here's some kid-core esque backgrounds slightly based on my house, the line art process was actually kind of relaxing to draw, I normally don't do very detailed linework for backgrounds, I was listening to art motivation subliminals so maybe that's why lol 😅
it kinda just came to me ig, more specifically the one with Four and Wander in it. Four stays up a hole night and ends up sleeping on the floor, and Wander comes to find him like that the next day, is the kinda sort-a story I had in my head when I was thinking abt this lol
but anyways I think these turned really nice looking hhehe :) and kinda like the sketches a lil more lmao
some color theory stuff hehehe
a borzoi :)
some furry ig
Toki Pona language as a bug bc I thought it was cute-
crtsfvgybhuiko idk that's prolly it for now :D
Four from BFB
Wander from Wander Over Yonder
Grover Fischoeder from Bob's Burgers I miggghhhttt update this later, idk
some random wings idk
ooo dominator again :0 wAaAOoooOoh!!
oh wow-
he doing alr?
ooooo silly robot!
and now
a little deer to end things off
This is artblock Steevy, say hi
He sucks
also he looks like Wander ig
they're friends tee-hee
anyways, that was my shitpost
of my new oc, Art-block Steevy
will you ever see him again? who knows, idk
I made an alternate design to bug Wander again, I'm quite liking this :)
sorry for not posting any bug au related things lately oof, been kinda burned out for a bit :P
hehe he's so silly :)
this one again, with the lil boots hehe <3
blue eyed stare-
experimenting w/ my art style a lil tiny bit hehe idk grahhgsgshjsjgsjdhdkdhhd
I love these lil idiots heheheh
here's some random Wander drawings hehe
some bug Wander doodles heheh
pretending to be a scary monster 🥰
here's a cute a little au I came up with hehe :)
Wander
Not all who wander are lost.
I've mapped out on paper how I want this to look. The next step is taking a photo of it and then layering on top of it in my drawing app. :)
This is typically how I create my digital art. I don't usually color it first, but I wanted to try to figure out the colors first. I found out what I don't like by doing this today. 😅
We all know how obsessed/crazy Wander can get if he's not able to help people. It's how he acts in "The Sick Day," but also "The Helper," where we see a glimpse of Wander's heroic, black-and-white personality; the person he is without his core self:
For the first time, we see Wander look at Hater as a bad guy he has to "stop" and he can't believe that, behind all his evil deeds, he's a normal guy just trying to pick up his lunch. A similiar moment happens in "The Wanders," where Wander sees Hater as a heartless evil-doer and says: "I am a good guy, and he is a bad guy, and I stop him!" he's like Brad Starlight It's clear tunnel vision
When Sylvia tells Wander how it's good that people don't need his help all the time, he's curious as to why. Wander's so used to being the nice guy that he wonders why it's a bad thing that he's one to such an obsessive degree.
It's not just that he enjoys helping others or that he empathizes deeply with everyone due to his (unexplored) past; Wander also wants to feel worthy/good about himself. Look at this line from "The Big Job":
Wander feels WORTHLESS when he messes up, he feels worthless when he's not doing anything for other people. His desire to help stems not only from past pain but also feelings of not being good enough and he buries them deep deep DEEP down
As humble as Wander is, he enjoys being seen as a legendary hero because it makes him feel important. See how excited he gets here?
Hero Wander is even a part of him, as we see in "The Wanders"; there's no way he doesn't have savior complex/hero syndrome:
Wander never denies being 'the legend.' On the contrary, as soon as Hank starts describing "The Hero," he figures out he's talking about him and says "Oh, really?" like he's reveling in that fact:
He just goes with the kids' portrayals of him even though they aren't accurate. And he knows. He KNOWS that the Yonder galaxy thinks of both himself and Sylvia as heroes:
"The Family Reunion" shows exactly how well-known Syl and Wan are:
There's also this deleted scene from "The Hole... Lotta Nuthin'" where Wander pretty much reveals that he KNOWS he's very well-known and is being just a tiiiiiiny bit arrogant about it:
When Wander doesn't feel worthless, he acknowledges/ doesn't deny/enjoys being seen as a hero, but when he's down in the dumps, he'll straight up say he's not one, which is what he said in "The Big Job"
Then there's this moment in "The Good Deed" where he's being a show-off:
Wander not only has flaws, but he's actually no stranger to negative emotions either.
In "The Good Deed," he gives in to nihilism:
Wander was ready to drown himself in mud because he thought doing good was pointless in the end, that things will turn bad anyway no matter what he does. I never saw anyone talk about what this scene implies, but it's both really dark and really heartbreaking. WoY actually tackled it with care and a good moral about life, though
He's heartbroken when he thinks his good intentions didn't amount to anything ("The Gift 2: The Giftening"):
He feels hopeless after repeated failure and needs Sylvia to lift his spirits ("The Liar"):
In "The Show Stopper," he's so focused on getting Dominator to notice Hater's concert that he completely forgets to rescue the bunny folk (he probably came back for them later, but the thing about Wander is that when he's hyperfocused on a specific thing or goal, he's HYPERFOCUSED).
In "The Battle Royale," he gets so caught up in getting Hater and Dominator together that he accidentally creates an entire warzone, gets McGuffin fried, and becomes (temporarily) discouraged after he thinks he failed to set the two up (and soften Hater's heart):
And yet, no matter what happens, he always bounces back ("The Flower" shows this best), either with Sylvia's help, or on his own. Season three would have challenged him, though:
In "The Void," Wander is selfish and controlling and only thinks about what he wants to do, and what's interesting is how that was metaphorically shown by having him control Sylvia like she's a puppet:
This episode suggests that a part of Wander, at least subconsciously, sometimes wants control over Sylvia (best seen in "The Tourist," where he constantly neglects her need for rest so he could compete with Trudi). This ties in with another thing I want to talk about, and that's how there's a clue in "The Rider" that Wander didn't have a deep one-on-one friendship with anyone before he befriended Sylvia (even if he had other travel partners). He literally had to consult Frederick about how to handle the falling out between them:
Wander always had acquaintances, strangers he helped, and villains he reformed around him; he probably dated many people, too. But he never bonded with someone who genuinely liked being around him, who cared about his safety and well-being and who'd always have his back. He and Syl are found family siblings to me He's so used to either being by himself and doing whatever he wants or only making casual connections; it's understandable why he'd struggle with thinking about others' feelings at times. Yeah, Wander takes care of people in a practical sense, but intimate relationships where he sometimes has to sacrifice his autonomy are still new to him.
Tl;dr Wander looks silly and shallow but he's such a flawed, deep character when you peel back the layers.
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Okay confession time: I disliked Wander for years and now I'm realising that the only problem I have with him is that he is not called out on his bullshit/mistakes when it's really important.
I just feel like he is only shown as being in the wrong about small things. "He wants to help too much, even if people don't want it! He ignores his health to help others!"
But these are laughably small. Remindes me of when a person makes a character but they don't want to gives them any actual flaws so it's just "They are too kind/smart/etc".
Main problem (for me) is that Wander actually has big, intresting flaws with his character. But they are not explored. I cannot treat the episode about him trying to help people that are fine when. Everything else. I'm going to give 2 main examples that give me the most discomfort. You can skip if you understand.
1. Constant invasion of boundaries, to the point where "when he is a villain he deserves it" doesn't personally work for me. The entire fremergency episode.. Also the one where he and hater sang on stage. Why is he so weird about unconsious/not fully there Hater. He immediately makes him do/say things (in public or even on camera) that he would not say usually. Imagine someone you know is drunk so you take them in a public place to act like you are close while your buddy is filming that. I get Hater is a villain but damn... I'm not asking for a big callout or anything, can we at least not do the "it's so sad that he has to return :(" thing in the end.. Wander overstepping everyone's boundaries is so consistent it's a character trait, but it's mostly played for laughs/ignored/endorsed. It's not only villains... I remember this one animatic (scrapped/after credit scene, don't remember) where he pets Sylvia and his hand goes down to her tail so she has to physically stop him. Also a lot of other minor stuff, but.. I feel like this is more glaring than "oh he's just too sweet and kind".
2. The entire dominator.. Thing. Wander sees a trolley problem with the entire galaxy vs dominator (+hater stops being a villain), and decides he wants to save everyone. No matter how right you think he was, he did not achieve what he wanted. Dominator did not change. Hater did, but not complitely. But innocent people died. We can't just ignore that Hater has the power to stop Dominator, and one of the main reasons he didn't was because Wander was helping him out with Dominator. Look at Hater's face when Dominator laughs at his confession. He's not even surprised. He would 100% give up sooner if Wander wasn't hyping him up so much. Wander actually made sure that the only person capable of defeating Dominator was peaceful towards her for as long as he could. How many people lost their homes/died while him and Hater were busy with their crap? Again, I know this is a children's show. And yes, Wander is presented as being wrong, but un a really weird way. It's more about Dominator than her victims. It's more "Not everyone wants to change/be your friend/some people are just enemies" etc. The show shows (haha) that Wander was wrong, but the consequences are not in the picture. There are 2 elements to what happened: "Wander made the wrong call and many wrong decisions, AND many people died/lost their homes because of his decisions". The show only talks about the first part. It almost makes it look like if Dominator actually agreed to become friends, everything else would become okay.
Every time I rewatched the show I was thinking "Oh, yeah, this guy let countless people die because he wanted to solve the situation 100% ethically and gets away with it. Oh, he is very touchy without consent. Oh, he doesn't listen to his best friend and almost gets her killed. Oh, oh. Fuck this guy".
Now I think that it would be fine if it was adressed. There is no need to reduce/ignore his mistakes. Half of the main cast are villains (I personally consider (Wander, Sylvia, Hater and Peepers the main 4, people still love them. I love them! Not only that, we have Brad Starlight that satirises traditional heroes. Why doesn't the show apply at least some critical thinking towards Wander? Also, Sylvia is a hero too! She was a bounty hunter, she has anger management problems (where she is implied to hurt people in the way that a family friendly show can show (ep about the race)), she often "learns her lesson" if Wander is right.
Another thing.
Episodes where Wander is wrong are weirdly disconnected from the rest of the show in my opinion. At least it feels like it. It feels like tonal whiplash. One episode, Wander does something wrong - it's fine/haha funny. Other episode, Wander is W R O N G and needs to learn his lesson, also everything is extremely more on the nose. Try watching "The Fremergency Fronfract" right after "The Helper". Throughout 8 years I saw several people that had an opinion that these episodes felt really out of character for Wander, and I can understand where they are coming from. In my opinion, it's not Wander as a character, it's the lens through which we see him. Swapping from uncritical acceptance to critique feels unnatural to me.
Thinking of alternative scenarios/fanfiction makes me like Wander so much more. I think I can actually appreciate the guy so much more now. Everything I wrote was prompted by RWBY (+rewritten), because main team has the same problems Wander has times 1000.
I do hope that in season 3 they planned to explore Wander more (I remember seeing some tweets about it being the case), but I think that there is no way to adress this in season 3 without making it disconnect in many ways in some way from season 1 and 2.
did this drawings w my own tears and a mouse
shadow of the colossus is a game about being on the ledge and shit
went on a hike yesterday
(in my new hm state)
My heart is torn
Between two homes
The one i know
And the one I've yet to find
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A buncha stuff from march i forgor to post 😿😿
extra doodles ( ; *_* )_/🍲