Xd - Blog Posts
Distracted...
I have a tight schedule that has grown even tighter…
There is no wiggle room…
So I find it where I can…
Last night I found too much, got too into it, and forgot to post…
Oops.
HELP MEEE WAS CALLING MY FRIEND AND I SEE THIS AGHHHHHHH WTFFFF 💀💀💀💀💀😭😭😭😭😭😭😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😭😂
TW!! Vent
y'know what? I'm so tired of myself. Why can't I be normal and girly like my mom wants me to be? Why do I have to have weird interest? Why am I so mentally unstable!? Why can't I get my grades up? Why can't I change myself? Why can't I see the toxicity!? Why do I have to me so sensitive? Why can't they stop fighting!? Why won't the yelling stop? Why am i jealous? Why aren't I happy? Why can't I take care of myself!? IM SUPPOSED TO GO TO HIGH SCHOOL AFTER THIS FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR!!!! I'm never going to make it as a fucking animator if I can't pull my shit together. Sometimes I really wonder why I try with myself? My mom she's a good mom she takes care of us and is changing jobs to be with us more but still I feel unloved and unwanted. It doesn't help that my brothers constantly bully me. It's so weird all of this. It's so easy to get ride of by just ending it all. But I've tried so many times and I've never been able to. I am afraid death but that's not what I think about when I try. I think of my friends. What would they think? Would they blame themselves? Would they miss me? Would they cry? Why would they cry? I feel so bad all the time and it all really hurts. I know I shouldn't be rambling on about this on here. I should seek therapy but I can never reach out for help. They'd contact my mom and then things would get even worse for me. I really miss my friends thier the only good thing I have right now.
Thank you for reading if you did. Have a good day! :]
Launched a baby Utah as a land quetz today
Pranked him fr
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EXTRA:
Commander Fox finds out about Palpatines plans and instead of doing something logical he starts prank calling literally every commander he knows pretending to be Palpatine so when the real call comes they hang up on him
Why didn't I think of this 🤯
love the idea of aroace mace windu who just- doesn’t get? why everyone is having such a hard time with the attachment rule?? Like just don’t??? Fall in love???? This shit is easy guys why are you so bad at this
MY GOOD
pictures of my mom in her garden at our old house that somehow mixed with my dad’s pictures of the moon. i’ve always loved these
Kipo: Hey is anyone d-
Wolf: Distressed?
Benson: Delusional?
Hugo: Dead inside?
Wolf: Down for murder?
Benson: Disappointed with life?
Hugo: Depressed?
Kipo: Done with their work—what is wrong with you all??
Exactly.
This nowadays it’s just “normal kid behaviour”, but every single time that I get a video of “did anyone else do this when they were a kid?” (putting a hair clip in the lips; imagine someone running outside jumping over cars and buildings during car rides; “potion making”... and most of the things I did as a kid) I get excited and emotional. Then I read the comments and I see so many people agreeing about doing that... I... I just want to time travel and show it to my 5... 4... definitely probably even younger self (I don't quite remember when all the mocking started, when I was singled out as a target to it all) tell her she is normal (probably some of my classmates also did it, but since I did it first never told nobody and made fun of me with the others), that it’s okay, she’s not alone and shouldn’t be afraid of showing the world who she is.
Maybe even manage to stop her from snuffing the fire in her soul; from changing completely who she is to fit with the others; to help her, convince her to keep shinning.
Because I’m trying to bring it back but I know I'm horribly failing.
I know I can’t bring back that fire because I don’t remember its warmth.
I know I’m still not my old self because my mother keeps telling me that “You used to laugh a lot more when you were younger, what happened?”, “You were never shy when talking to others, why do you keep hiding when I introduce you?”, “You used to be more extroverted”, “You used to love to wear your hair on a pony tail/bun and it looks pretty on you, why are you so against it?”(better not bring attention to myself by laughing because they will stop and they might stop talking about/showing appreciation to it if they see I like it; people can’t be trusted unless they show otherwise; if I’m quiet I won’t bother no one; my classmates don’t like them, better not wear them) , and over years of telling her that's how I am now, it only slips up every now and then, usually when we are looking through a photo album, but I know she misses that little me, if her comments are something to go by, about how we should have moved somewhere else, about “this stupid blasted town”, about some prank or game or anything my younger self used to do.
I know I’m stopping myself from shinning because it was the best way to blend in so it couldn't be used against me, so they wouldn’t laugh at me and mock me; and old and lifelong habits die hard.
So if after my mother went to complain multiple times to the teachers about what was going on without any result; after a couple talks that policemen came to give about bulling with me looking at them hoping they would see in my eyes my fear, my cry for help, my trying to tell them without words “that’s happening right here, I might be the next local kid you speak about in one of this talks” because I was afraid of what would happen if I said it out loud or went to speak with them afterwards (there was never the chance to do so, there usually wasn’t a break afterwards); after trying and failing to completely fit in and befriend my classmates (I stopped calling them “friends” when i was around 6); if after everything failed I decided to embrace the “weird tag” (albeit shyly at first, more strongly after I finally moved schools when I was 11 and made some friends who wore it proudly) and it has become a part of me I embraced and that I refuse to let go.
Because at the end it brought good memories.
So, mx “supreme authority” over what is weird or not, maybe some are clout chasing, but saying that because most everyone did this: (“I pretended to be [animal] with my friends” “I ran on all fours” “I ate [non-edible substance]” “I collected [substance readily available outdoors]” “I thought I had [superpower]” “I had tea parties with [entity incapable of drinking tea]” “I pretended to be [creature that I am not]” “I made ‘potions’ out of [substance that can be readily found outdoors]”) it doesn’t mean they can’t be/consider themselves weird.
Compare weirdness if it pleases you, but who gave you the authority to determine who and what is or isn’t weird.
you cannot all have been weird little girls btw. I know some of you were mostly normal and are just clout chasing
Can someone please explain to me what evaporated milk is? Wouldn’t that just be gas by definition? I live in constant fear
Whitty: I ain't afraid
Boyfriend: *begin to heard zipper* Wait a minute *footsteps is getting closer*... shit!
coward
bonus:
hecc yea im drunk and this is draw your squad with ew characters, my persona and @akilitt character im in love with eduardo oke base: https://queencookiemonster.deviantart.com/art/Draw-the-squad-Base-Get-your-hands-off-of-686257420
I love the Cuphead Show, but I love Casino Cups as well.
Canon vs. Fanon
Folks!!!!
Casino Cups blog:
@askcupsandcasinos
The artists:
@brightgoat
(Please check them out, they are great👍👍👍)
My gosh. I forgot about this XD.
Remember this stream? @ziggy2240 drew it for me long ago and i just decided to submit it.
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*Henk
- Alex