I Can't Write A Book But I Wrote A Whole Ass Letter To Make My Classmates Change His Mind On Severus

"I feel so pretty useless when I'm around you

I wonder why my parents got me too

Still looking around for a savior to come

Looking around for someone to understand

What I feel like

Looking at you

The golden child"

I wrote that about my brother some weeks ago. Family issues :D

i wish someone will drew stars around my scars.

Marauders/Slytherin skittles (Olympians) and others as songs pt. 1

From <<GUTS>> by Olivia Rodrigo : All-american bitch - Sirius Black Lacy - Sunseeker / starchaser / jegulus, both povs depending on the moments but mostly Regulus' one Ballad of homeschooled girl - Regulus or Evan maybe also James Making the bed - Regulus or Remus Logical - Pandora's writing this in a diary during/after a toxic relationship probably Get him back ! - Rosekiller during their "break up" Love is embarrassing - Pandora to Lily Grudge - Bellatrix to Rita when she published "the dark secrets of the Black house" article. Pretty isn't pretty - Marlene McKinnon in her journal. Teenage dream - Dorcas and/or Lily Bad idea right ? - it's screaming Sunseeker/starchaser after every fight or when they "try" to avoid getting caught by Sirius. Vampire - Narcissa when Lucius tells her he only with her because of his parents and also Sirius "drama queen" Black when he learned that everyone lied to him about Jegulus

What do you MEAN I can’t just write one of the best ideas I’ve ever come up with for a series and then have it all just appear fully made in front of me????? You mean I have to MAKE IT?!!?!!?!??

this is giving a Black brothers AU vibe

Sirius is the first person Regulus is the second

being in the marauders fandom is a fucking rollercoaster and i love it and i hate it all the time

Please, please I’m begging this fandom to be respectful of the actual person that died and not comment anything marauders related under his official posts… I’m on my knees, begging.

By all means, be sad. But don’t make it worse for them.

Please.

Don't ask me why

James slowly became best friend with Evan after he and Regulus started dating. Hear me out on that : Evan was always making plan in his mind to murder anyone who look slightly badly at Regulus but he obviously can't make them real because it's illegal right ? and once James notice he teaches Evan how to socially ruin someone because he knows how, he did it with Snape because he insulted his friend. Sirius will be fucking pissed because James will tell him "sorry i can't I'm hanging out with Rosier during the free period" and at one point Sirius follows James and found him writing plans on a white board and an extremely interested Evan sitting in front of him even taking notes at some point. Evan has a list of people who hurted Regulus in a way or another and James being James absolutely know them all and put up the greatest plan to ruin them. One day James don't know one of the person and Sirius walk out of his hiding spots, knowing the person, and tell them all about them. Evan and James don't ask why he's here and just continue their lesson, Sirius now joining them. Remus finds out about it and stop them every time because he is prefect and he don't really want half of Hogwarts finishing in depression because of three highly protective person.

James "i befriend whoever i want" Potter also got close to Barty but very very quickly like just Barty walked up to him when Regulus told us about their relationship and like spend 20 minutes talking to him about how he should treat Regulus and James stayed silent listening closely and after that James started talking usually with him and they became friend in less then an hour laughing louldy in the corridors and everyone being like "da fuck is happening to Crouch and Potter ? they hated eachother yesterday ?"

Regulus was just happy that James befriended his best friends an totally wasn't aware of the whole "don't murder, destroy them mentally" part of their friendship.

The last time I wrote something for my book was a week ago and I couldn't feel my hand at the end because it was so damn cold outside. Writing is dangerous.