The Last Time I Wrote Something For My Book Was A Week Ago And I Couldn't Feel My Hand At The End Because

TELL ME I'M NOT ALONE

i write the saddest shits when i'm in the cheerfulest mood but the happiest one when my eyes are full of tears?

being in the marauders fandom is a fucking rollercoaster and i love it and i hate it all the time

Don't ask me why

James slowly became best friend with Evan after he and Regulus started dating. Hear me out on that : Evan was always making plan in his mind to murder anyone who look slightly badly at Regulus but he obviously can't make them real because it's illegal right ? and once James notice he teaches Evan how to socially ruin someone because he knows how, he did it with Snape because he insulted his friend. Sirius will be fucking pissed because James will tell him "sorry i can't I'm hanging out with Rosier during the free period" and at one point Sirius follows James and found him writing plans on a white board and an extremely interested Evan sitting in front of him even taking notes at some point. Evan has a list of people who hurted Regulus in a way or another and James being James absolutely know them all and put up the greatest plan to ruin them. One day James don't know one of the person and Sirius walk out of his hiding spots, knowing the person, and tell them all about them. Evan and James don't ask why he's here and just continue their lesson, Sirius now joining them. Remus finds out about it and stop them every time because he is prefect and he don't really want half of Hogwarts finishing in depression because of three highly protective person.

James "i befriend whoever i want" Potter also got close to Barty but very very quickly like just Barty walked up to him when Regulus told us about their relationship and like spend 20 minutes talking to him about how he should treat Regulus and James stayed silent listening closely and after that James started talking usually with him and they became friend in less then an hour laughing louldy in the corridors and everyone being like "da fuck is happening to Crouch and Potter ? they hated eachother yesterday ?"

Regulus was just happy that James befriended his best friends an totally wasn't aware of the whole "don't murder, destroy them mentally" part of their friendship.

pt.95

i can relate to remus rn fr

and it’s only been like 3 weeks

I can't write a book but I wrote a whole ass letter to make my classmates change his mind on Severus Snape. He though this guy was good. Thanks to my English lesson who was boring I was able to write it and boom. My classmates did change his mind.

Right after I told him "if I want I can make you hate any character" he was like "nuhu not Dumbledore" I literally said "that's an easy one" he was chocked I hated this old hag

Writing

The main character of a fan fic i'm writting is an OC of mine so I didn't really want to post it because people usually don't like it.

AU : what if Sirius and Regulus had a younger sibling ?

It contains Black family issues, loads of very details things, explicit violence etc...

it also includes loads of ships

do you think i should post it ?

Please, please I’m begging this fandom to be respectful of the actual person that died and not comment anything marauders related under his official posts… I’m on my knees, begging.

By all means, be sad. But don’t make it worse for them.

Please.

i wish someone will drew stars around my scars.

this is giving a Black brothers AU vibe

Sirius is the first person Regulus is the second

i’m feeling silly and I mean I wanna crawl into a corner and read marauders fanfiction while giggling evily about my silly little queer characters kinda silly