Every beginning has an end.
Sometimes that ending is bittersweet
Because it was not what you wanted
But how it needed to be.
© Abdullah 2025
You deserve a love that isn’t wrapped in uncertainty, a love that doesn’t leave you wondering if your worth is seen, or if you even matter in the grand scheme of things. Maybe you’re in a relationship, but do you truly feel the comfort of it? Are you constantly questioning whether you’ve received the assurances you need to feel secure, or have you simply settled for the idea of being with someone because it feels easier than facing the unknown? Love shouldn’t make you second-guess yourself, but sometimes we find ourselves stuck in a cycle of convincing ourselves it’s enough, even when it’s not.
When was the last time you asked yourself if you’re staying because you truly love that person, or because you’ve become so entangled in the years and memories together that it’s hard to imagine life without them? It’s difficult to walk away from something you’ve invested so much time in, but deep down, do you feel valued? Do you feel like you matter to them, not just in moments of convenience, but consistently, every single day? You deserve a love that makes you feel seen and heard, not a love that leaves you questioning your place in their heart.
You deserve a love that isn’t shy, a love that is proud to claim you no matter the fear or uncertainty. It’s not about perfection; it’s about authenticity. A love where they have the courage to show the world who you are to them, not in private, but in the open. You deserve someone who will stand tall, unafraid, and shout your name from the rooftops because they are proud of you and the life you share. You deserve a love that is sure, steady, and unwavering—not one that leaves you guessing.
— Abdullah
Our Lord! Grant us the good of this world and the Hereafter, and protect us from the torment of the Fire. ~2:201
Rabbana atina fi dunya hasanatan wa fil akhirati hasanatan wa qina adhaba an-nar.
ربنا آتنا في الدنيا حسنة وفي الآخرة حسنة وقنا عذاب النار
It was a privilege to love you, and it was a privilege to let you go. Both helped shape me into the person I have become.
Believe me, there are still women that will love and accept you even if your mouth is harsh when you're angry.
Because she understand you're not perfect. You're just a man. She will not simply fell out of love with those mistakes. She will accept you like you accept her despite her flaws.
Tell you what's wrong in you, she will help you to fix yourself. And when you go to war, in the heat of the moment, she will never think that your relationship is already broken. Believe me, there are still women who will be there for you through thick and thin.
A big salute to those women out there.
Hello! Keep going! God's with you!
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
Look her in the eyes when you run your hand up her thighs, because her desire is in the connection. Don't be surprised, when she shivers and sighs, intimacy is your most dangerous weapon.
Kiss her real slow, and kiss her down low, you don't have to be on top to make sure you're in charge. Run your hands through her hair, till she's so close to there, then hold her close as she falls off the ledge.
Make her scream out your name, till it drives you insane, and you both lay spent on the bed. Don't even think that I'm done with you yet.
Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning. And you are the meaning of my color of love.
I choose you. And I’ll choose you over and over and over. Without pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat. I’ll keep choosing you.
You make my heart smile 💗 My love…💕
I miss you, you know…
I miss your lips, your hands,
your whole warm and strong body,
and your face, and your smiles, your voice.
I miss you.
But I like missing you so hard
because
it makes me feel strongly… that you are not a dream.
Even if you’re far from each other, if your hearts are connected, distance will only be numbers.
Loving you is my eternal prayer of love.
You are someone who belongs to me
something that belongs only to my heart.
I love you with my full heart.
.•*˚ 💞•*˚ 💗 .•*˚ * 💞. • * ˚💟
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#A͓̽b͓̽d͓̽u͓̽l͓̽l͓̽a͓̽h͓̽
A͜͡ s͜͡ t͜͡ o͜͡ r͜͡ y͜͡ d͜͡ o͜͡ e͜͡ s͜͡ n͜͡ 't͜͡ e͜͡ x͜͡ i͜͡ s͜͡ t͜͡ u͜͡ n͜͡ l͜͡ e͜͡ s͜͡ s͜͡ i͜͡ t͜͡ 's͜͡ T͜͡ o͜͡ l͜͡ d͜͡ .
ليتني لم أرد على رسالتـك ذات يـوم
ليتنـي تركتك غريباً كالبقية لا تعرفني ولا أعرف عنك شيئا
ليتني تجاهلتك ولم أفتح لكَ نافذة فؤادي
أو على الأقل أسدلت الستارات عندما هبت رياحك الشرقية
ليتني أنهيت الطريق معك دون وجهة طويلة
ودون حزام السلامة
ليتني يومها لم أسمح لك بتجاوز أسوار وطني
وأبقيتك بعيدا
بعيدا حيث لا قصة بيننا
ولا ذكرى قد تشق خاطري في فلك الليل
ولا شيء آخر قد يتأجج بداخلي عند سماع اسمك في الطرقات
ليتني غادرت المكان في أول فرصة
ليتني فعلت كل هذا ،
وليت الأيام لم تجمع بيننا منذ البداية
ليتني لم أحبك..!!
"Perhaps, somewhere, someday, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again" - Abdullah.
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