You Can't Go Back And Change The Beginning, But You Can Start Where You Are And Change The Ending.

There are days when you wake and you haven't a clue what's going on around you. The struggles and challenges seem overwhelming.

But your faith tells you to remain firm. You have no idea where you're headed but you trust the Almighty and keep going.

#Abdullah

Wisdom about Life.

Taste my soul and see how it only drips for you.

Make my body rise and fall like the greatest ruins in Rome.

Lick away the growling moans from my mouth that only you hear.

Give me a sensual memory that makes me close my eyes and take a deep breath remembering what the moment felt like.

Make me scream your name as I'm throwing my head back in ecstasy and agony.

Rapture me with your words that send chills down my spine and ignites my soul.

Wipe my tears away and calm my anxieties as only you can.

Calm the storms in my eyes and the panic in my chest as you hold me tight.

Break down my Hadrian's Wall that keeps guard of my emotions, and barricades my heart from hurt.

Help calm my mind by separating my rational and my overthinking.

Put my insecurities to rest by gently caressing my mind.

Paint the mosaic of my heart with vibrant colors, instead of the muted grays of depression.

Make me come alive again by scratching your fingers down my back making red lines.

Lay down with me putting my head on your chest- as I'm listening to the rhythm of your heartbeat relaxing my tension.

Envelope me so the dark matter of my heart can collide with yours forming our own constellation.

Be my muse, my force, my inspiration for my raw creative expression.

Lure out my darkness and play with it as you wickedly grin.

Smile warmly at the innocence of my light that illuminates my soul.

Love me through my light and dark- guiding me through the journey not letting me fall.

Have such a strong connection with me that I'm etched into your mind, as you're in mine.

A connection so incredibly strong that we're highly attuned to each other as a 6th sense without having to say a word. We just know.

Love me as only you can...sincerely, divinely, truly, all encompassing, and adoringly....and I'll always be yours as long as the stars are in the night sky.

Life is constantly changing—people leave, love fades, and pieces of who you once were slip away without you even noticing. It’s painful, unsettling, and sometimes unfair, but it’s all part of the journey. The friendships you thought would last forever may drift apart, and the love you gave your all to may no longer fit the person you are becoming. You may feel lost, wondering if you’ll ever feel whole again, carrying the weight of what’s gone.

But life has a way of renewing itself, even in the quietest moments. New friendships will find you, love will bloom in unexpected places, and the pieces you thought were lost will be replaced by a stronger, wiser version of yourself. One day, you’ll look back and realize that every ending led to a new beginning, every loss made space for something greater, and every change shaped you into the person you were always meant to be.

— Abdullah.

A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.

A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.

Free Palestine.

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒏𝒅.

"She was heavenly femininity and demonic sensuality. She was angelic divine chaos and alluring sultry seduction. She was pure innocence with a devilish grin. With eyes that pierced his soul and made his heart flutter. She was kindness and empathy, and ice cold as the first winter's snow watching bridges burn to ash. She was forgiving and strong. She was freedom and captivity. And she loved him with everything she had. Everything that made her -her. She loved the devil without looking back. Accepting his utter darkness and his endearing light. He loved everything about her. He wanted her for exactly who she was, without changing any part of her. She wanted all of him, every fiber of him. She soaked him in and breathed his fire. Without ever looking back. It was a love of glorious fury as the sky opened up and applauded with thunder and lightning strikes."

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I’d like to disappear for a while. I don’t want to talk to anyone. I don’t want to know anything.