Closeted Mtf Regulus Who Can't Come Out Because She's The Only Heir X Evan With A Feminizing Kink

with all the negativity and general awfulness recently (even though almost all of it isnt even from tumblr 😭) i figured we deserved some much needed positivity - here's some things i appreciate and think is really cool about some ccs :]

• quackity puts an insane amount of work into his lore streams and it REALLY shows; he's not only able to do those, but also juggle general streaming with, if i remember correctly, going to wholeass law school. he's so hardworking in general and his content is so entertaining too! hes SO goddamn funny and has the absolute best dynamic with everyone? he's pretty much the only dsmp cc i knew of before the dsmp too, ive watched him for years and it's amazing how he's grown :D

• punz is someone ill admit to not watch that much of, im just not very interested in valorant tbh, but still, from everything ive seen he is SO cool. i saw someone once describe him as having "wholesome frat boy energy" and that has never once left my mind, it's so good. he has a very nice stage presence and also deserves another shout-out for being one of the only streamers to tell off chat when they're being weird, you go king. his dsmp character has SO much potential too! he's really funny and has a wonderful dynamic with all his friends, pummel party saturdays are some of the most fun things out there :3

• tubbo isn't quite "underrated" of course but i wouldn't say he gets as much recognition as he deserves, either. this kid is SO talented and so cool and he's going to do amazing things, not like he hasn't already. this goes for several of the ccs, of course, but the fact that he's achieved so much at so young, hell, is BUILDING an add-on to his house with his OWN money, along with having one of the highest concurrent viewer counts on twitch, is crazy. not to mention how INCREDIBLE and interesting his dsmp character is, too! he can act so well, he can even play piano and wrote HUNDREDS of pages of a screenplay of his? everything about tubbo screams talent!

• dream, in my opinion, has one of the most bizarre and inspiring growths ive ever seen from a creator. 20 million subscribers in, what? ~2 years? it's INSANE! his hard work into all his content truly pays off, and he's such a kind person in general - his videos are some of the only ones ill actually regularly rewatch. he's helped so many creators grow and succeed with the dsmp and, speaking of the smp, i love his character SO much, he's so well acted and he's probably my favorite at this point. i could go on and on about c!dream, but ill save that for another day. irl dream? what a stupendous guy :]

• me talking about ranboo is gonna be a little biased no matter what, i mean, look at my url. it's embarrassing. but in any case, if dream's success was crazy ranboos was even crazier; he was a kid on tiktok who became the (at the time) most subscribed streamer on twitch after less than 6 months of streaming. he donated and is still actively donating thousands of dollars to the trevor project, he's so kind, understanding, and friendly, his content makes his lgbt+ audience feel so safe, and man don't even get me started on his lore. his streams about the panic room and the first appearance of the dream voice in january was my first introduction to dsmp lore and it was AMAZING. i can't wait to see where he goes next :D

• badboyhalo is another one who's not exactly underrated, but still deserves more appreciation too. he's so extremely kind and has wonderful friendships with everybody, not to mention how the dream smp might not even exist if it wasn't for him? even through all the jokes, all his friends talk about him so highly, he's just such a cool guy in general. bad has put so much work into his smp character and the egg arc, too, and it really really shows! he always makes sure to thank every single donation, is always so welcoming, and he's honestly super goddamn funny too. love this guy :D his streams always make me smile!

• tommy has absolutely blown up on youtube in the past months and he deserves it so much. it's like, every single time he enters a room (metaphorically or literally) all the attention is INSTANTLY drawn to him, and i mean that in the best way possible. he's one of the funniest youtubers ive ever seen and his videos and streams are always so well put together. he's helped turn the dsmp into what it is today, and on top of all of this he still helps write the story and has an absolutely incredible character who's so well acted every single time he's on screen. plus, some of his friends mention that he's a genuine sweetheart off-camera and that is both amazing and so funny to me. every time i blink he's gained another million subscribers, and im sure it won't be long til he hits 10 mil too ^_^!!

• niki is someone who has to deal with so much bullcrap but, somehow, it never shows. what i mean is that niki is generally always such a nice person, her streams consistently have the absolute best vibes and are always such a pleasure to tune in to. all her escapades into the lore so lovely, her acting skills are so good and she's a master at subtle storytelling. she can even juggle streaming on top of being an artist, too, and has a work ethic i admire so much. i sincerely hope she's having a good day, and wherever she goes next i will be so ecstatic to see :]!!

ill probably reblog this post with additions of more ccs sometime very soon, i think pretty much all of them are so talented, these are just some random specific thoughts of mine :3!

bartylus who are broken up, but God forbid anyone tries to flirt with barty

Kevin watching Jean ask Jeremy if he's okay, watching Jean offer to hold Laila's bag so she can fix her shoe, watching Jean hand Cat a granola bar before a game because she looked a little unsteady. He's not jealous, he had his time by Jean's side. Maybe it's grief. Grief for something that was never so innocent, never so untouched by cruel hands, something that could've been better if they were anyone else. Grief for something that's long passed and can never be fixed to be made better than before. He had his time at the receiving end of Jean's concerned glances. Maybe he's just a little sad that when he's at an away game, he no longer buys post cards for a friend. Maybe he just misses this person who used to always be by his side but they both knows it's better this way. Jean is happy, it's not with Kevin, and that's okay.

Pili: "I think Bad deserves karma for accidentally killing people, he even killed one of mine, but I'm not gonna be the one to deliver his death. Im not gonna bite the hand that's fed me the past few days."

Pili: Nooooo, my only ally... I'm so sad

Aimsey: He's like totes dead, man.

Pili: Now me and Pangi are gonna be alone, together, just the two of us, no more Bad, just the two of us... This is so sad....

Aimsey: [...] Okay... Anyway...

crying 😭😭😭 saw this on pinterest and like--

what the FUCK is in the air today with pangili “I am deeply in love with you” “yuri wins” “I’ve been pissing on the floors” “we’re a married couple” “did you just call me white?!?!?” “Pili I know you wanna kill yourself and all that but..” all in the span of a 2 min ros combo

Remus: When you die, you don’t know you’re dead. It’s only difficult for everyone else

Remus, turning to James and Sirius: It’s the same when you’re bloody stupid

Evan who’s been told his whole life ‘Regulus is a good girl, and a Black at that. I’m sure if you behave you’ll be able to have her hand when you’re of age,’ and that kept him going and loyal for so long just because the idea of being able to marry his friend who actually understood him and being able to protect them both by their pact signed with rings over having them be forced to marry other, lesser nobles and being separated forever just gave him hope like nothing else. And it could happen, it really could, if they were both good and played their parts they could be together forever!

But then Sirius had to fuck everything up for both of them. He couldn’t stand to ruin just his own life, he had to drag regulus down with him. Now regulus will be forced to marry someone of higher stature than the Rosier’s no matter what, the most traditional and most accomplished pureblood they can find, to breed with as fast as possible just to create better heirs and have someone fit to take the seat Sirius left behind because a girl like regulus can’t.

Evan who has a very personal and visceral hatred for Sirius Black because the life he had planned for himself and Regulus was completely ruined only by his hands. They could have made it. They were so close to making it. If Sirius could have understood responsibility and kept his fucking duties in check like everyone else Evan could have married the love of his life and pleased their families in one go.

Evan choosing to assert his power and name to his and Regulus’ parents by getting the dark mark is Sirius’ fault. Regulus following behind despite Evan telling him to stay back is Sirius’ fault. Everything. Is Sirius’ fault. Evan will never stop being angry, Evan will never forgive him.