She/Her. Writer, artist, musician; general creative. Also š³ļøāā§ļøif thatās something you care about.Commissions at my Carrdšš¶
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Thereās a reason this is such a beloved trans narrative
We never really talked about it but The Ugly Ducking that grew up to be a beautiful swan was still probably pretty fugly from a duckās perspective
Theyāre so gay I love them
get kissed idiot
Subby trans girls are everything to me. There is nothing I want more than to have a soft, delicate doll beneath me, her breath hitching as I cup her tits and whisper sweet praises about how devastatingly pretty she is. I want to trace my lips down her body, to kiss and worship every inch of her, to press my tongue against her and watch her fall apartālegs trembling, hands gripping at me, helpless in the best way.
You donāt get it. They have the sweetest, most intoxicating voices, the kind that make my head spin and my stomach flutter. The softest skin, the loveliest curves, and a need so deep it makes my own desires feel feral. Subby trans girls, I know you donāt always get the attention you deserve, but I see you, I adore you, and I would give anything to ruin you in the gentlest, most loving way possible. <3
Also, people donāt talk about this enough, but estrogen literally turns trans girl sweat into the most potent aphrodisiac on the planet. Itās ridiculous. Itās amazing. Itās completely unfair how good you smell.
Damn, I wish I had grown up in a world that didnāt make discovering myself feel like unraveling some long-lost, forbidden love letterāone written in a language I was never meant to understand. A world that didnāt shove me into shadows, didnāt make my body a battlefield, didnāt make my desire to just be feel like rebellion.
But even with all that? I wouldnāt trade this for anything. I love being a trans woman. I love the way transfemininity is soft and untamed all at once, how we rewrite the rules of beauty, of power, of love. Even if I had been ācis,ā I think Iād still be something a little wild, a little untetheredātoo fluid, too free, too full of aching, tender want to fit into the neat little boxes the world tried to fold me into.
And maybe I got here later than I wished, but I got here. And I didnāt do it alone. Iāve found hands to hold, lips to brush against mine, voices that whisper my name like it was always meant to be spoken this way. Iāve found loveānot just for others, but for myself. And that? Thatās something no world, no past, no regret could ever take from me.
Happy Leland Melvin Day!!
Happy Leland Melvin Day!!!
Got to do a cover art commission for a fren. Very fun time!
Horny-posting on main:
Cuddles and kisses sound really nice rn
I felt specifically called to make this Anyway, I'm going back to huntering monsters
Episode 1 of A Sterling Garden went really really well! Iām so excited for next week!
DANG DUDE ASHFKFHSHFKEHCBXISHDND
Fanart for A Sterling Garden, a Star Wars 5e campaign run by @akasketch! Meet the Pelican, an XS stock light freighter on a mission. Watch the first stream tonight (March 6) at 6pm PST and help raise money for queer people
Yeaaaaaaaahhhhh p much
Who else?
What can't trans women do?
Uhh, a few things.
Ah well, it's fine. It's nice having things in common with other people, it makes the world feel less isolating.
Speaking of which, thank you @bubbleverseart for joining me here, this was fun!
Also, there's a couple of you in the crowd who might notice something familiar about the comic itself. Good job if you figure out what it is.
Iām still me. Ms. Sophia Esther <Redacted>.
A personal vent comic based on the ongoing events.
I had to get it out of my system.
ānever too late to be who you might have beenā by sara yukiko mon | still from i saw the tv glow, āthere is still timeā
We strive to be equal to the burden.
Things aren't great, and I'm a bundle of anxiety myself. But please keep hanging in there, ok?
Estradiol Snail
š³ļøāā§ļø Estradiol Snail visits you to bring you feminising HRT! Share to wish feminising HRT for your transfem friends! š³ļøāā§ļø
Iām just gonnš® leš®ve this here
The Galactic Civil War has begun!
Yet, not all who live under the Empireās thumb participate in its downfall. Most simply exist, doing the jobs they can to survive, and maybeāmaybeāhelping others do the same along the way.
It is four of this kind of person that we find in an intercontinental distribution harbor on Naboo: a small band that have found themselves hired by a certain Yzeti Va, a freighter that needs a crew and is probably not averse to a bit of smuggling or other tomfoolery. After poking around for jobs to get you around the Galaxy, each of them received an offer from her. Now, they sit in a harbor dock house, awaiting their patronā¦
So Iām gonna be doing a neat thing with Meadowlark Productions on Twitch to raise money for Gender Alchemy, a 501c3 organization that supports and uplifts transgender folks in Fresno, CA.
āA Sterling Gardenā is a SW5E limited run campaign set in the year that will eventually be known as 3BBY. In addition to being the GM, Iām doing nearly all of the campaign art youāll see, including the four player characters and the ship-bullet-points shown in the promo above! You can find us at the link below starting on 3/6 at 6pm PST. See ya then!
K. Bet.
Is it fair for me to say I love flirting with girls? Like not in a āI wanna date you wayā but in a āiām gonna give you compliments and tease you until you squirmā kinda way. Like iām not looking to date rn, but I just REALLY get off on making girls needy?
it disturbs me that a significant number of people think that the issue with sexual violence, gendered violence, and misogyny is sexual desire rather than dehumanization, so they are relentlessly suspicious of others' (and their own) desires while simultaneously never at all interrogating others' (and their own) dehumanizing beliefs about other people, both within and outside of sexual contexts
What a godsdamned mood
GOOD GIRL?!? GOOD GIRL?!?! what are you trying to do, make my day, huh? make me feel valued and respected? make me blush and smile like like an absolute fool, huhl?!? well it worked
The past few days have not been great, so I can only manage a basic vector drawing right now. I don't have many experiences of trans joy, but I wanted to share where I'm at with the process.
To anyone else struggling, know that you aren't alone. Hang in there, we'll be free to be ourselves one day.
Happy holidays š©¶š
NO TF WE DONTš¤š¤š¤
In light of recent events...
Aināt that just the way.
I take so long on my own stuff that I reread the old chapters to remember how things were going, and every now and then Iām like, āoh shit, thatās a great line. I wrote that? Damn! I wrote that!ā
I just reada really good fic but halfway through I realized "oh shit this is really familiar.... didn't I write something like this once?" And as I kept reading I kept predicting what happened next and the further I went the more convinced I was that they'd ripped off my story-
like, copied the ENTIRE plot and re-written it, just better than I had? The characters were more fleshed-out than mine were, and the POV was more interesting, and the pace made more sense- but it was MY STORY?
So close to the end I was like "holy shit.. do I message them? Ask if my story inspired theirs? Should I be angry? Flattered?" Cause their tags and description didn't mention me AT ALL, which, sure, it's fanfiction to begin with, but if you're using my work than at least credit me as inspo, right? Just to be courteous?
But I get to the end of the final chapter, and it's not finished, and I'm kind of disappointed cause I never finished my story and I was really immersed in their version now and had been looking forwards to seeing how they tied up my loose ends- so I scroll to the bottom to leave a comment, and.
It's MY URL.
IT WAS MY STORY THE WHOLE TIME.
THE ONE *I WROTE*.
In *2013*.
And FORGOT ABOUT
BECAUSE I WAS SO INSECURE ABOUT MY SLOPPY, SHALLOW, AMETEUR WRITING
And I'm just sitting here now staring into space thinking about every shitty story I've ever written now like
IT WAS ALL GOOD?
IT WAS GOOD THIS WHOLE DAMN TIME??
The Flannel
Damn why does tennis always have such homoerotic tension??? Iām so here for this.
Something about the intricacies of being rivals idk
This right here. Rural and poor folk deserve to play games too. Art is meant to be shared.