alwaysdifferentchaos - Spencer Melanson
Spencer Melanson

25 year old human who happens to be gender fluid and is making this blog their diary.

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Definitely felt that summertime sadness Lana Del Rey was talkin bout

Summer depression is the worse.

Does anyone else on here get extremely depressed in the summer?

Girl In Red- Summer Depression

girl in red- Summer Depression

“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”

— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

He Did Nothing Wrong

he did nothing wrong

Shoutout to people who speak "overly formally." You deserve to express yourself in whatever way feels most natural and fulfilling for you. The way you speak isn't pompous, annoying, or mockable; it's just how you communicate, and there's nothing wrong with that. Your voice adds creativity and diversity to this world, and I think that's amazing.

Rainer Maria

rainer maria

— Carol Rifka Brunt In Tell The Wolves I'm Home

— Carol Rifka Brunt in Tell The Wolves I'm Home

level 1 autism don’t mean no support need

don’t mean no struggle

don’t mean all can hold job can live independently (some level 1 can do that but not able do doesn’ automatically mean not level 1)

don’t mean have friend

don’t mean no violent meltdowns

don’t mean speech not hard

nothing wrong with be level 1.

(am not level 1. but yeah)

I don't care if somebody was "born a man" or "born a woman"

We were fucking born as babies, I frankly don't care what you were "born to be," so long as you are happy in the here and now. That's what matters more, not this bioessentialist "you're born this way, and nothing you do or say matters more than how you were born"

2 years ago
No Baby I Believe You

no baby i believe you

2 years ago
This Is The Funniest Fucking Flex In Nerd History.
This Is The Funniest Fucking Flex In Nerd History.
This Is The Funniest Fucking Flex In Nerd History.
This Is The Funniest Fucking Flex In Nerd History.
This Is The Funniest Fucking Flex In Nerd History.
This Is The Funniest Fucking Flex In Nerd History.

This is the funniest fucking flex in nerd history.

2 years ago

“Sometimes I think I was born backwards, you know? Come out of my mum the wrong way. I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I hate…”

— Effy // Vol. 1: Ep. 8 

2 years ago

“Why don’t you speak, Effy? Does nobody ask you why? It must mean something. Doesn’t anybody care?”

— Michelle // Vol. 1: Ep. 9

2 years ago

“I’m shit with words. Everything always comes out so…crap.”

— Sid // Vol. 1: Ep. 9

2 years ago

“I’m so stupid. Nothing ever works out, does it? Nobody ever waits. Nobody ever loves anyone properly, do they?”

— Sid // Vol. 2: Ep. 3

2 years ago

Sid: Jesus, what are they all doing?

Michelle: They're trying to be happy, Sid. It isn't easy.

2 years ago
Cassie

Cassie

Skins UK

2 years ago

“Sometimes for an artist, the only difference between insanity and genius is success.”

—  Dr. Spencer Reid in True Night, 3.10

2 years ago
Spencer Reid Chibi

Spencer Reid chibi

The quote is from this scene ⬇⬇

Spencer Reid Chibi
2 years ago

I have finished 1 task of moderate difficulty. This is why I believe I deserve a round of applause from you all.

2 years ago

"i do x because of my autism."

"don't use your autism as an excuse."

i am not. i am giving them a reason as to why i word things in a certain way. i am giving them a reason why i think/perceive things in a certain manner. i am giving them a reason why i am never on time. why i need them to be more specific than that. why i did not understand what they meant. why getting out of bed is sometimes the hardest thing i can do that day. i am giving them a reason why i cannot eat certain foods, touch certain things or why i need something to be a certain way. i am giving them a reason why i do not like people. why i do not like going to certain places.

i am not using my autism as an excuse. i am merely giving you a reason why.

2 years ago
I Accidentally Paused On This And I Just-

I accidentally paused on this and I just-

2 years ago

“Peace, love, empathy”

— Kurt Cobain

2 years ago
Hey Wow, Fuck You Sid

hey wow, fuck you sid

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