I Feel Too Much Or Nothing At All // From My Journal

you have. metal illness?

a lil bitt

no i will never actually talk about my feelings like a normal person, i have tried that and no it didn’t work out so i will just act like everything’s fine until i explode and make some vent post on the internet because i am incapable of taking up emotional real estate without feeling like a Burden

them: how close are you to a mental breakdown?

me: yes

manboy / how it hurts

if you keep swallowing the anger back, it’s going to choke you

cliche thoughts at 8:52pm :)