metal illness
No matter how much abuse i suffer it’ll never be enough to convince me it was bad enough.
I need to go into the forest and scream for an hour and a half
How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time
Nor could I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own (I'm screaming, "I love you so")
On my own (But my thoughts you can't decode)
i hate being high functioning and mentally ill like yes i can exist and i can do things and i can work but god i am so mentally drained i dont want to exist. why do i exist?????????????
i love showering it's literally like... im clean now! lol. and i no longer have mental illnesses