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alycia: i am a terrible friend. it took me 84 years to finally watch the boys, but oh my god you are so hot as a super hero? can i even put you into the category of a superhero? anti-hero? either way, you are hot. i'm proud of you. keep killin' it. @jeackls

it kind of makes me sad knowing i spent so much wasted time and energy on fear that others caused, and robbed myself of so much time with you. i know there is no point to dwell on the past, but it's sad. it does bring me so much comfort to know that you love me, too, and that we're both on the same page with everything. i trust you more than i trust anyone else in this world, and i know that i'm in good hands with you. of course i want that future. i've wanted it for so long, i just never had anyone who wanted it with me until you. i think we could have a beautiful life together. we've already had a beautiful friendship, so why not upgrade that to a lifetime of happiness together? i'm already yours— officially.

You are the most important thing to me, that's something that's been the case for a while now and something I don't ever see changing either, darling. Is that so? Well, I guess I'm pretty happy to hear I made it hard, and I'm glad that you ended up falling in love with me, even if you tried not to. Which, I'm in love with you too, in case that wasn't obvious. I'm sorry you were so afraid to get hurt again, but I understand because I had a little bit of that fear as well. I want us both to be happy and focus on our happiness together. I want you too, and of course I'll have you if you'll have me, darling. You really want that future? I guess getting older, I've just realized that I want to have that before I'm too old to really enjoy it, you know? You're speaking my language with a gothic wedding, though I'm not sure our kids should look or take after me, since I'm a mess most of the time. But since we both want this, we both want that life together, then we should do this, right? Be together. Officially.

alycia: are you talking about yourself, because i agree. i just think it would be so cool to see someone related to nikki try and help her reclaim what is hers. so let's have the appropriate people get together and discuss this, because i need it to happen now.

Joey: Have you? Look, you're beautiful and talented. The idea of working with you would be such an honor and I'd love to! Let's make it happen, please! Yes, that'd be the best and I could be an amazing sister for Nikki. High time the world gets more amazing sequels, right?

as much as i wish you could speak on all the juicy details, i understand why you can't. i think that's the hardest part about this business. you want to tell the world about all the exciting things you are working on, but you can't. i can't wait to find out all the juicy things coming this season, though, so as soon as you can spill the beans be sure to let me be the first to know. thank you! landing godzilla was a surprise, but one i am so excited to get started on. been a fan of the series since i was a kid. i promise to tell you all about it. maybe even convince you to take a girls trip with me so we can experience it together. i'd need someone there who was familiar with it. it's sort of become a tradition at this point. it's my little gift to myself.

you know i get it, in fact — i love it and all i'm hearing and wish i could even speak on. i think that's what makes it hard, you can't say anything as much as you might like. more is coming though — promise. aww, thanks, babe, and i can say the same for you! seems every time i look, you're on another project and so love it for you. yes, you so should, i had the best time and whenever you go, tell me all about it okay? could always do that for it, unless you get another idea. either way, hope you have the best time for that. a birthday trip sounds so nice and i always try to do one myself.

i don't think you ever have to worry about that. you have always made me feel like a queen when i'm with you, and that's not something i take for granted. after being around so many terrible people who have treated me like shit and like a last option, you've reminded me that there are still decent human beings in the world. i wouldn't care if you showed up in a plastic bag. you look good in everything— or nothing at all. i would be a terrible hype woman if i didn't have confidence in all that you do. it helps that i haven't found a single thing you weren't capable of doing. you are magnificent in so many ways. stop— i love your ears. very nibble worthy. i've been lying to myself for so long about how i felt about you. i felt exactly how you did about our friendship, i would have rather had you as just a friend than not at all, and i see now that i've been depriving myself of happiness. you have always been the person i run to when i'm happy or get good news, but you are also the first person i want to run to when i need comfort. you have, and will always be my person, and i want nothing more than to be with you too. i sit back and i try and envision what my future looks like, and all i see is you, and it's beautiful.

I'll never mind when you wake me up, darling, and it won't matter what time it is either. Plus, I always think it's cute when you do it. I'm glad you feel the most spoiled with me, that's how I want you to feel always when you're with me. I love putting you first in every situation, though, because that's what you deserve. I can't imagine doing anything else, you know? I'm also glad to hear that, and I'll make sure I dress to the nines that night just for you, darling. I'm always going to be your biggest support system, that's something that will never change. Look at you saying things that you know will make me blush, love, but thank you. Your confidence in my abilities makes me feel on top of the world, I hope you know that. I had a feeling you'd say I was an elven king, though, and you're welcome to call me baby more often if you'd like, I like that. It's funny, because I've always hated my ears, so I'm laughing a little at the idea of me having pointy ones. I love you too, you know that, and I'm very thankful to have you as my best friend, darling. I wouldn't know what I'd do without you. Plus, it means the world that you take care of me like you do, especially when sometimes I'm not the best at taking care of myself. It's really not out of my reach? I just don't want to ruin our friendship, you know that. I mean, I guess someone would say we probably ruined it a little by sleeping together like we do, but you know what I mean. I want to be with you, though, if that wasn't obvious, and I'm tired of acting like I don't or keeping you at arm's length.

we love that you are staying booked and busy, not only for ourselves, but for you as well. you deserve to have everything you touch turn into gold, and the love that follows is more than deserved. i personally can't wait for new music, and i'm gonna be the first one refreshing apple music so i can listen to the absolute bangers you are going to release to the world.

haha your aren’t the first person to tell me that and i honestly can’t be mad at it. i wasn’t really expecting sos to get as big as it did and then to come back right behind it with lana the deluxe version and it being just as big really put some fire in me. i am working on another album so don’t you worry. i of course will go and watch this one.

i have never taken my career or the opportunities i've been given for granted. i know how lucky i am to have the jobs that i've been given. this business could chew you up and spit you out without a moments notice. right now it's still in the early stages. i believe we should start filming sometime later this year? fallout is such a beautiful masterpiece. i don't think they could have picked a better cast to bring such a wonderful game to life.

exactly what you should be doing. it's adorable how excited you are to be a part of the cast. any idea when you'll start filming or is it still in the early stages? that's exactly how i felt about fallout. such a wonderful story and cast that i'm just excited to have been included.

alycia: i'm actually on my way to prague to spend some time with a friend. guess you gotta base the taste of those cookies from pure memory alone. alycia: i couldn't imagine. all the props to you being able to handle a toddler with your schedule. i would be dead to the world.

abel: Nice, glad to hear. When are you making your way to me then? I’m definitely looking forward to eating those cookies. abel: I never recovered — in fact, I’m still stuck in Sydney time. It’s been fun being a night owl… especially with a toddler who wakes up at dawn, y'know. right when I feel like crashing.