Latest Posts by amar-hiyar-majhe - Page 7

~KONKALITOLA, KOPAYI NODI & JOMIDAR BARI~

Shantiniketan Trip:- Day-2

Konkalitola Mondir:-

Beautiful temple. My family didn't give puja because this year my grandmother expired, so "ashuch" . (curse in english I guess, don't know) I was sitting inside the temple area and saw that "Shautali Dance" was performed by the tribal women. I danced with them, clicked photos. I danced so well that they were calling me continuously🤭. I really had fun their. I even did my make up inside the temple area (because Pinush was giving me rush and yes girls take time to get ready). While doing my makeup I felt like the song "Chandi Jaisa Rang Hai Tera". I know I am not even a bit of that song but still I felt. (I am ugly as hell🙂 but still I felt like chandi jaisa rang). Anyways really felt calm and happy while dancing.

Kopayi Nodi:-

Rabindranath Thakur composed a poem "Amader Choto Nodi" which was based on Kopayi Nodi. Its really a "choto nodi, chole aake bake". I have nothing so say something about this nodi because its really beautiful. Speechless I am.

আমাদের ছোটো নদী চলে বাঁকে বাঁকে বৈশাখ মাসে তার হাঁটু জল থাকে। পার হয়ে যায় গোরু, পার হয় গাড়ি, দুই ধার উঁচু তার, ঢালু তার পাড়ি। চিক্ চিক্ করে বালি, কোথা নাই কাদা, একধারে কাশবন ফুলে ফুলে সাদা। কিচিমিচি করে সেথা শালিকের ঝাঁক, রাতে ওঠে থেকে থেকে শেয়ালের হাঁক।

~ রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর

(I have posted a picture of "Bonolota". It is a villa which is named after Bonolota.)

Jomidaar Bari:-

Several shooting took place in this place. Its really huge. Shiv Pujo takes place in this house. I though that the Zee5 webseries "Shwetkali" shooting was done here but I was wrong. Anyways. I even clicked some photos inside the jomidar bari. I felt like I reached heaven, its was vintage and beautiful.

Thats all about day two. Had a lot of fun and gathered a lot of knowledge.

I bet day 3 blog will capture the heart of every reader.

Lemme tag my favorite Bengali's as well as other mutuals

@intellectual6666 @choppedphilosopherharmony @jukti-torko-golpo @piyakebazaar @anarkali-disco-chali @shyam-kariya @aapki-shayara @aapka-shayar @thecaffeinatedresearcher @enigma-the-mysterious

hiiii sending you the tumblr hug🫂🤍

pass it on to as many mutuals as you want to make someone's day better :D

AHHHHHH!! I CAN'T TAKE SOO MUCH LOVE!! I HAVE REALLY GOT THE BEST MUTUALS

Tagging them

@intellectual6666 @choppedphilosopherharmony @aapki-shayara @aapka-shayar @shyam-kariya @enigma-the-mysterious @thecaffeinatedresearcher @jukti-torko-golpo @zindagi-se-darte-ho @anarkali-disco-chali @arjokonna @shadowseductress

সকাল তখন ৯:৩০ টা যখন আমি তোমার এই কবিতাটি দেখলাম। তুমি আমাকে ট্যাগ করেছ। উঠে এই কবিতা পড়তে গিয়ে বুঝলাম জীবন কতটা সংক্ষিপ্ত। আমাদের সেটা পূর্ণভাবে উপভোগ করতে হবে। শেষ হতে পারে কিন্তু শেষ হওয়া মৃত্যুর মানে নয়। মৃত্যু একমাত্র অপশক্তি নয়।

আজকে বাংলা ভাষা দিবস, আর সকাল সকাল এত সুন্দর একটা কবিতা পরে মন ভোরে গেল ৷

Thanks for the tag!! 💗✨

বছর শেষের লেখা (2023)

@amar-hiyar-majhe ei nao অন্য একটা লেখা দিলাম 🙃

ETAI BOSHONTO!!

Boshonto Eshegecche

fan চালালে ঠান্ডা লাগছে , বন্ধ করলে গরম লাগছে 😭

Thanks for the tag @aapki-shayara

Songs which I play on my ears are:-

Chandi Jaisa Rang Hai Tera - Pankaj Uddas

Nei Khoti Nei - Arijit Singh

Still falling for you - Ellie Goulding

Ghorete Bhromor Elo - Rabi Thakur

Rabba Main Toh Maar Gaya - Rahat Fateh Ali

More are there, I have to share this with everyone

Ghonomegher Elo Keshe - Arijit Singh

Tode Bina Sakhi - Ambarish Das

Pakhider Smriti - Iman Chakraborty

Lucky tu Lucky me - Sachin Jigar

Lip to Lip de kissiya - Kumaaar

Angels - Chase Atlantic

All to Well - Taylor Swift

Where you lead I will follow - Carole King

Darale Duarey - Coke Studio Bangla (female part>)

Anandadhara - Coke Studio Bangla (best😭)

Bulbuli - Coke Studio Bangla

Lilabali - Coke Studio Bangla

Afreen Afreen- Coke Studio

Bhul Koreche Bhul - Mahtim Shakib

Ami amar moddhye - Iman Chakraborty

Alada Alada - Iman Chakraborty

Shorir Bhalo Nei - Anupam Roy

Abar Phire Ele - Arijit Singh (comfort song)

Je Kawta Din Duet - Shreya Ghoshal (female part>)

Baundule Ghuri - Arijit Singh (last stanza😭)

Now tag @intellectual6666 @choppedphilosopherharmony @thecaffeinatedresearcher @ok-jaanu @shyam-kariya

@zakhmpemarham @arjokonna

hiii thank you for the tag danny @cursemyexistences ♡

my 5 fav songs right now

cheri cheri lady by modern talking

smooth operator by sade

gekka na yasoukyoku by malice mizer

baroque by malice mizer

just the two of us by bill withers

tagging; @hhymns @bithehand @interstellarisse @sprinedankle @anita-vainilla-blog @sixthlisbonsisterx @feski @anita-vainilla-blog @julia-bonkers @izzy444angel @ivoryteacups @f3mcelbambi @i-know-you-wanna-kiss-me @gothstage @astraeasparrow @carm3n-carm3n @daughterofcainnnn & anyone who's interested 🫶🏼

I have no words to say.. Everything is said perfectly by you! 🌸✨

For every person who thinks you're "too quiet" there's one who thinks you're an amazing listener. For every person who thinks you're "too clingy" there's one who loves how much and how openly you care about others. For every person who thinks you're "too weird" there's one who admires how you dare to stand out from the crowd. For every person who thinks you're "too sensitive" there's one who respects you for being so in touch with your feelings For every person who thinks you're "too confident" there's one who thinks your self respect is an inspiration. What's a negative trait in one person's eyes might be exactly what someone else is looking for. It's not black or white.

'DO I REALLY DESERVE SOO MUCH LOVE?' Said my dumb heart.

Brain said, "yes, you deserve love only from good people who loves you for who you are"

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I LOVE BOOKSS!! THANK YOU SO MUCH... 💗💗💗💗

hii sending you the tumblr hug🫂🤍 pass it on to as many mutuals as you want to make someone's day better <3

Gifts for you from shantiniketan ✨🍁

Are dear this truly made my day😍🌻✨️

This pictures are damn cool. Especially that painting of lady is amazing. Would love to put that painting of krishna in my office

Sending you more hugs🫂💖✨️

And also this is from my side

Tomar jeta iccha tumi niyo.. Khub bhalo likhecho.. Chap nei amio esobh couple der dekhechi bhor bela mathe haath dhore ghure beracche!

Even amaro prem prem ekta bhab hoyeche cause jaigata emon je hobei!! 😭😭😭 (jodio life kono dino ami prem korini kintu delulu hote somoshha nei)

Ami prochur chobi tulbo!! Gift debo via photo!! Anek moja hoccheee! Second blog khub taratari ashbeee!!

hii sending you the tumblr hug🫂🤍 pass it on to as many mutuals as you want to make someone's day better <3

Gift from Shantiniketan tomar jonyo✨🌸

Awwwwwwww , Thankuuuuu😭🥺❤️

আমি এর মধ্যে দুটো জিনিস নেব

1. ওই shakalaka boom boom পেন্সিল ( যেটা দিয়ে একটা গডজিলা এঁকে সেটাকে পুষবো , বাড়ির পিছনের বাগানটায় 😀, বাড়িতে কেউ marks জিজ্ঞেস করতে এলে ছেড়ে দেব গায়ে )

2. ওই lighter গুলোর একটা ( লোকজনকে gaslighting করতে 🥰)

শান্তিনিকেতন বেশ ভালো জায়গা , পচুউউর বুদ্ধিজীবি সংস্কৃতিবান লোকজন সকালবেলা হাত ধরাধরি করে শাড়ি পাঞ্জাবী পরে ইনি বিনি টাপাটিনি নাচে , রাতে কাগজফুল দিয়ে সাজানো aesthetic নামওয়ালা বাড়িগুলোতে গিয়ে মদ গিলে বালাপোশ টেনে ঘুমিয়ে পরে । ( এই so called elite গুলোই দেশে কোনো দুর্নীতি বা কিছু হলে গিটার বাজিয়ে তিনটে গান , চারটে ছবি , সাতটা কবিতা লিখে ফেসবুক ভরিয়ে দেয় , বইমেলার season এলে "অমুক স্টলে সতেরো তারিখ সন্ধে ছ'টা থেকে আমায় পাবেন" লিখে status দেয় , এদের করা শ্রেষ্ঠ প্রতিবাদের ভাষা হল "তীব্র ধিক্কার জানাই😠")

Jokes apart মজা করো খুব , আরো ছবি তোলো ভালো ভালো ❤️

Ami Ekhane pray notun , tobu jader post dekhte khub vallage tader tag করলাম🙂

@numpypandas @intellectual6666 @arjokonna @kaalbela @shinatafrin @m0onlove @moonhymnss @lorelaisgf @aahanna @aahanna-backup @jukti-torko-golpo @masumaaziz

~SHONAJHURI HAAT~

Shantiniketan Trip:- Day-1

As a lover of Rabindranath Thakur, I have always dreamt to give a small visit to Shantiniketan. Dream came true. I am sitting in my hotel room right now and I am typing this in my notepad. Pinush (my pishemoshai/uncle) playing a rabindra sangeet "Bodhu micche rag korona"

It was 6:52 a.m. (i love keeping time records for a stupid reason, suppose we meet a problem and a detective arrives and asks me the time i will be able to give the exact time and help the detective to solve the case faster) when me and my family reached Howrah station. Pinush and family came around 8:15 a.m. (the train timing was 8:30 so no issues). We hopped on the train took our seats and waited for the train to arrive at Bolpur Shantiniketan Station. We got down from the train at 12:00 p.m. (dot time XD) We took a Toto and reached at our hotel. We took bath, had our lunch and left for Shonajhuri Haat

Shonajhuri Haat was the best place... It felt like I have teleported to the era of Rabi Thakur. Believe me, every single one was wearing traditional dress. Men and boys were wearing Punjabi, Jeans. Some even wore punjabi and dhuti. Women and girls were wearing Saree, churidar, kurti, short kurti and long skirt. Even I was wearing traditional. Tribal dances and baul gaan were my favorite part of the haat. Everyone was "Rabindrik". People singing rabindra sangeet while roaming around the haat, chatting about Rabi Thakur's Uponyash, Choto Golpo, Kobita and what not.

Some tribal, residents of Shantiniketan sold their creative items like Handmade Saree, punjabi, churidar, coat, umbrella, handkerchief, pencil box, diary. Handcrafted Jewelry and alot. We purchased a lot of things. Some titbit of eye-talk or eye-contact happened with a random guy.(he was handsome and was rabindrik from inside cause he was not wearing traditionals but he was very much into the haat and everything present) It felt good, people reading this have all the right to judge me but I felt good.

খোকার মনের ঠিক মাঝখানটিতে

আমি যদি পারি বাস নিতে-_

তবে আমি একবার

জগতের পানে তার

চেয়ে দেখি বসি সে-নিভৃতে ॥

তার রবি শশী তারা

জানিনে কেমন ধার!

~ রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর

I took all these photographs in my camera. I don't know but I looked very beautiful today and felt good as well. I was carrying a camera and was clicking the pictures of every single thing present there. I felt very happy and peaceful. I don't have much words to describe more. I described the whole shonajhuri haat.

(We purchased a lot of cloths and fun moment, nothing was a good fit for my older brother because he is freaking tall and a little chubby. I am waiting for a bookstore in order to purchase a lot of books of Rabindranath)

Thats all for today (second blog coming soon and I am having a very nice trip getting no time to surf my mobile phone XD)

I have to tag these mutuals of mine

@enigma-the-mysterious @choppedphilosopherharmony @intellectual6666 @arjokonna @zindagi-se-darte-ho

Lemme post some Rabindra Sangeet too 📜🍁

hii sending you the tumblr hug🫂🤍 pass it on to as many mutuals as you want to make someone's day better <3

THANKS A LOT!! 😭😭😭😭 I AM SO HAPPY TO GET MUTUALS LIKE THIS YAAR! VIRTUAL HUGSS TO YOU TOO! 😭✨📜💗

Why do heartbreak comes from people you least expected from?

Ig it's cause shayad tumhe lgta tha tum usse jante ho like you knew them ki vo Aisa nhi krenge vo tumhara Dil nhi todhenge tumhe akela nhi chorenge pr asal mai tumne unhe kabhi Jana hi nhi like tum kabhi samjh hi nhi paye ki vo insaan vo nhi jo tumhe dikhata hai, shyd tum uss insaan ki asaliyat kabhi samjh hi nhi paye aur befaltu mai usse Dil laga behte apna samjh behte soch behte ki jaise vo insaan tumhari life ka sbse imp person h jaise tumhare liye vo apna hai vaise hi tum bhi usske liye imp ho usske apne pr ussne apna to kya kabhi tumhe dost Tak na mana....jaha tumhe lgta tha ki tumhara apna aur apna kaha hurt krta hai vahi tum usske liye kabhi kuch the hi nhi, aur jaha tumhe usske hone na hone se itna fark padta tha usse tumhare na hone se ghanta fark na padta tha... jaha tum usspe apna sb kuch lutane ko taiyaar the vaha vo tumhe roota bhikarta Marta chor jaane ko taiyar the Shyd isliye kisi anjaan se jada apne dukh de jaate hai

Okay! Phewww! This blog is specially for girls and yes once I tried to save one girl from a bad guy and my results are hahahaha betrayal.

Today I will be talking about Patriarchy, Matriarchy, Feminism and alot more (after all bangali ami)

Patriarchy:-

When the world/country/state etc is under the control of men thats is called a patriarchy.

Matriarchy:-

When the world/country/state etc is under the control of a women is called a matriarchy.

Feminism:-

Demand of women to have equal rights like men. Demand for having equality between men and women.

Now lemme begin~

Girls, we have seen boys or men with high ego. Well very well. They (those boys or men) use the term "feminism" whenever girls or women have said something logical which is basically against their opinion or comfort zone. There are people who basically glorify Animal and Kabir Singh.

Living in a patriarchal country I have understood that men want women to be under their feet. According to them "Women should serve their husbands only", "Women are only made for cooking, cleaning, giving birth and taking care of the child", "women should be under the feet of every men".. And believe me, there are women who actually support these because they are born with these absurd believes.

If we take a look into Mahabharat, Draupadi was very much respected by everyone. She was the reason why Kurukshetra came into existance. Kurukshetra was the war of getting back the rights, to be bring back dharma and many more... Duryodhan was not at all a god person. One minutes silence for those who glorify Duryodhan

............................................................................................................

(Silence is over, lets come back)

Alpha males, chapri guys says these to those women who never support their shitty opinions like For example the most common dialogue "these are girls/women are always like this, they will never change, stay away from them"..... Ohhh hello babumoshai (not even in the mood to respect them but still I have self respect) the ones who are educated and have common sense will stay away from you all....

I have high respect for the men who are feminist like Raja Ram Mohon Roy, Rahul Bose, Salman Rushdie, Farhan Akhtar, Javed Akhtar, Anirban Bhattacharya and lot more. And to be very honest a rational and sensible man will be a feminist. Movies like Gangubai Kathiyawadi, Thappad, Darlings, Ladies v/s Ricky Bahl etc are example how chapri men or alpha males derail Innocent women..

I am not against boys.. And stop spreading shits like "Boys never cry, should never be emotional, always be strong" .... They are human beings and they are allowed to cry.. And boys can also be Househusbands.. If women can be a housewife then men can..

I will never be NORMATIVE, and if those toxic chapri alpha men cannot tolerate me, I am very fine being in their block list and I am very happy that I am not a part of their life or friend circle... ( they require immense therapy or ranchi pagla garod, only those toxic men) Thank you so much...

Thats all (inspired from dhruv rathi)

@zakhmpemarham @dopebanditlightpie @enigma-the-mysterious @zindagi-se-darte-ho @ok-jaanu @intellectual6666 @janaknandini-singh999 @jukti-torko-golpo

MY FAVOURITE BLOG

The man whom you are seeing.. This man is my inspiration for writing blogs, listening to Bengali music, reading bengali books, being yourself, to cherish the bangaliyana I have within myself, perfect Bengali pronounciation and what not...

ANIRBAN BHATTACHARYA (the surname which I carry too, but I am not related to him XD) the man who is the BANGLA INDUSTRY RIGHT NOW..

His movies, productions, music directions are amazing.. He is amazing.. I have always wanted to right a blog about him because I can write hundreds of words when it comes to him, but everything vanishes when I hold my pen..

He makes me laugh, he makes me cry and he makes me die..... After exiting from tumblr all I will do is study and watch his movies.. He is so amazing..📜✨

Anirban, anirban, anirban...

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PROUD MOMENT

Yay!!! Congratulations to Ustad Zakir Hussain ji and Shankar Mahadevan!!!!

Let me not to the marriage of true mindset

Admit impediments, loue is not loue..

~Sonnet 116 - William Shakespeare

oh my heart.

পাগলী, তোমার সঙ্গে আশাপূর্ণা জীবন কাটাব

আমি কিনব ফুল, তুমি ঘর সাজাবে যাবজ্জীবন

পাগলী, তোমার সঙ্গে জয় জওয়ান জীবন কাটাব

পাগলী, তোমার সঙ্গে জয় কিষান কাটাব জীবন।

সন্ধেবেলা ঝগড়া হবে, হবে দুই বিছানা আলাদা

হপ্তা হপ্তা কথা বন্ধ মধ্যরাতে আচমকা মিলন

পাগলী, তোমার সঙ্গে ব্রক্ষ্মচারী জীবন কাটাব

পাগলী, তোমার সঙ্গে আদম ইভ কাটাব জীবন।

(Some lines from the Poem - পাগলী, তোমার সঙ্গে by Joy Goswami)

by mistake I deleted the blog! 🙂🙂🙂 okay now I got it..

okay! bangaliss ar ekbar jege utho! Esobh ar mene newa jacchena. MIO AMORE te prem piriti khabar dabar bikri hocche. For example - BAKED HEART, LOVE LETTER, etc.. Ebar ki tahole "valentines silpo" shuru hobebaki??

Areh oi din sarawati pujo keu non veg khabena(kheleo khete pare kicchu bolar nei ar)... Ebar amra bangalira maanhanir ekta jordar mamla korbo! Ebhabe single feel koranota kintu "LOVERIA CRIME" section er under e pore...

(sobh choritro kalponik ar motamot ottonto bektigoto arrest korbenna please)

Tuuk kore bangali der tag kore di

@enigma-the-mysterious @hashi-thatta @intellectual6666 @punamc @zindagi-se-darte-ho @janaknandini-singh999 @jukti-torko-golpo

ami tamake bhaalobhashi (please tell me I said it correctly cutie)

it is correct but that will be "tomake" 😭😭💗💗

[ words by-Anne Dennish //Howling at the Moonby Darshana Suresh]

why is it "you are so rude" and not.......

Kaisi teri khudgarzi, lab namak rame na misri, kaisi teri khudgarzi, tujhe preet purani bisri..

🐚📜🌸🍁

okay, attention bangali!!!, saraswati pujo and valentines day are on the same day this year.. Saraswati pujo is basically the valentines day of bengalis.

Now, to all those bacha bacha couples, bad luck- karon tomader bedsheet ar bedcover hoye ekdin e berote debe.. ar berote parbenaa.. Because you cringe couples aka doodh er sishus are the only cause of deflation of my sanity (karon toder dekhle amar gaa haath pa jole jaye). Uronto bike e duronto mamomi’s, ektu aste gari chalaben tar karon apnader mrityo shigrohi ashche bole amader moto paaye chola public dero mrityor karon hoben na..

To all the "parar kuchute kakimaas" jodi dekhi apnar meye OYO te giye anjali dicche, tobe amio kintu shonate charbona.. (Ami school theke karor sathe fhirle toh ekebare semi-mahabharat shuru kore phelen) Beshi barabari korlena cheredebona....

Ekhon anek day ashte choleche... ami just slap day tar jonyo wait korchi.. Rastaye jake dekhbo takei chor mere happy slap day bole cut marbo...

Okay koekta bangali der tag koredi

@enigma-the-mysterious @punamc @choppedphilosopherharmony @dopebanditlightpie @zindagi-se-darte-ho @hashi-thatta @janaknandini-singh999 @jukti-torko-golpo

Ei koekjon e ache i guess

The art of focusing on yourself and rest leaving on God is the golden way to live your life .

Cuz the problem arises when we start doing things which are not controlled by us or not in our reach

The main devil in any person's life is HIS/HER RESTLESS MIND

Try to train your brain through meditation, self love, journalising, setting goals

okay- I mean- I am a november girl- but- ITSSSS TRUEEEEEEE...... 😭🌸

A Simple Bus Ride

Its was 1:02p.m. I usually go to school with my father in his Royal Enfield. Unfortunately, he was busy today so he told me to take a bus and go to school. I travelled to school alone several times, but today something was different. I was standing near the bus stop when a "D-32" bus came and stood there. I usually travel in "81/1 Bus" but I was getting late to school so I took that bus.

The bus was spacious and it lacked chaos. I made myself sit in the last seats of the bus as most of the front seats were occupied. I put my earphones on and started listening to "Prem Dot Com Season 4" audio story and the name was of the story was "Ami Achi Toh".

When the bus stopped near Barrackpore station, the passenger occupying the window seat got down and now I was occupying in the window side seat. I was listening to the audio story carefully when suddenly sun kissed my cheeks and my eyes. I thought to click a picture of mine but I would be of no use. The whole bus ride my quite and calm.. I was viewing the regular scenery but today I was seeing things differently from the bus window..

The whole ride felt like I am having a solo trip. The story was accurate, the bus was good, I was well dressed, looked good and I felt...... siren....

Thats all

~Vincent Before Dying~

'Vincent, are you there?' asked earth. Van Gogh said, 'I am sitting under a tree mother, I will die today, I can't take this anymore'. Mother Earth's eyes became teary, because she knows how much pain Vincent will give himself while dying.

With starry night in her hands she asked him, " Gogh, can I keep this with myself, I will cherish it and I will give this the respect, love, care, which you deserved from everyone. People will love it. Future I saw, which turns after your passing. You won't be here but you will. Come to me son, the world is not capable of seeing you alive".

With that Van Gogh, pulls the trigger, shot himself in the chest with a revolver. He died after two days........

~Starry, starry night, paint your palette blue and gray. Look out on a summer's day, with eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils. Catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land. Now I understand, what you tried to say to me. How you suffered for your sanity. How you tried to set them free. They would not listen, they did not know how. Perhaps they'll listen now~

Vincent Van Gogh used to eat yellow paint because he thought it would help him to become happy. People though he was mad and stupid as he was eating paint that was toxic, filled with lead and what not; never mind the fact that eating paint has no correlation to happiness.

Now I wonder whether Van Gogh was truly mad or sad. Perhaps he was at a point in life where even the craziest ideas like painting insides of your body yellow, made sense - to him

People fall in love, get hurt; people take drμgs, sometimes with the risk of overdosing. People still do it. Why?

Because there's always a hope - that things could get better ☀️

😭😭flowerssssss!!! Like??? I LOVE IT... (I will wear this for sure)

💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome

thanks dear🌻✨️

Blessed to have a mutual like youuu🥂🫂

This is for youuu💗

Hope you like it🥰

why can't I just say that "তোমাকেই ভালো লেগেছে, তাই তোমার দালান জুড়ে আঁকলাম, এক নদী ভরা স্নান, তোমাকেই মনে ধরেছে তাই, পুরোনো খাতায় লিখে রাখলাম, নতুন প্রেমের গান।" to him... ✨📜🍂🥀 

💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome

Phone ta ektu kom ghaaaat

exam shesh tai phone ghaatchi.. Ar kajer kaj tai beshi korchi.. Tomakeo jalacchinaa🙂👍🏻 anyways.. Thankss for the compliment..... 😭💗✨...

😭👍🏻✨✨ anek bhalo!! Fhatiye diyechish... Just write blogs... All your uneasiness will go away... 😚💗✨

I installed Tumblr because of @amar-hiyar-majhe

She is an active blogger in Tumblr and since we're very close to each other, she wanted me to write blogs too and then to reblog each other's posts. I did install it a few days back but couldn't actually get the time to sit and think about any desired topic. And everyday she was like "Punam, when are you gonna write blogs???" And each time I said, "I've no idea what to write."

I'm an introvert, a loner and an overthinker. So I guess everyone can understand what I do when I'm alone. I think a lot. I think about everything deeply. But it's not a rare thing. Most of the people (mainly girls) nowadays have the tendency to overthink stuffs.

But usually I don't have the habit of jotting down my feelings. I do write a few paragraphs in my "Keep Notes" app when I feel extreme, which is usually once or twice a month. But I like to keep those private. Moreover, nowadays I'm not even getting the time to feel overwhelmed. It's not like I'm very busy. It's just that I don't allow myself anymore to think too much and get hurt about something which will make no good in my life and like to keep myself busy most of the time. Those used to physically hurt my brain and heart which was absolutely unhealthy so I decided to just stop. Nowadays I have an attitude like "Jo hoga dekha jayega".

Today all of a sudden I remembered someone close to me saying that I should keep a hobby for myself. Something I'll like to do when I'm free which will refresh my brain. I had one before which is singing but due to some reasons it's no more a hobby of mine. After that I didn't consider anything as my hobby. Although I love to read books and sometimes write about stuffs but that's not regular. On a regular basis I usually watch YouTube videos and movies but again it's not so productive. Basically these things don't take much time and we don't require to give much attention and concentration. And for these reasons they're not productive.

I thought I should start being productive now. And writing blogs is one among them. So yeah, from now I'll start writing blogs, not on a daily basis, but whenever it'll be relevant for me.

And that's it! I blabbered too much about myself which was not necessary I guess. Thank you to the few people who'll read it till the end.

We all should start discovering ourselves more.

~Punam