Latest Posts by amar-hiyar-majhe - Page 9
"~চল রাস্তায় সাজি ট্রাম লাইন আর কবিতায় শুয়ে কাপ্লেট, আহা উত্তাপ কত সুন্দর তুই থার্মোমিটারে মাপলে, হিয়া টুপটাপ জিয়া নস্টাল, মিঠে কুয়াশায় ভেজা আস্তিন~"
Being a girl of Kolkata always made me feel good. I never regret the fact that I am from Kolkata (even though it lacks employment) because I am so in love with this city. Though I live in barrackpore but kolkata has occupied a special corner in my heart. Roaming around Central Avenue, Rash bihari avenue, Shakespeare Sarini, Coffee House, Cathedral Church, Victoria, Dhakuriya, and what not.
I have a weird wish to fulfill and that is, when I will be in college I will roam around to view the simple beauty of Kolkata all alone (since I don't have much knowledge about the road/street which leads to what) to gather some sense about the city. Wearing a simple saree, earring, teep (bindi), churi, and earphones on, which will play all types of bangla gaan (je kawta din and abar phire ele is a must, will be repeated).
Weird i know but I want to enjoy some part of my life/day being alone, roaming around the streets of Kolkata which will give me some degree of piece. Thats all for today
Some students in my school are writing poems. how can someone write poems everyday?? like- anyways the poetry's are quite dumb. not kidding but poems should contain some twist or some topsy turvyness. Metaphors, personifications, oxymorons, similes, hyperboles, ironys are missing. Those poems won't make you think twice. It won't just touch your heart. Simple and flat writing. For example "you are my guy and you are the only one I love, can't forget you" blah blah blah...
Poems should contain :- (purely my opinion)
"evening sky made thoughts run through my idle brain, drowning me, bewitching me and what isn't. It made me think what in the world am I doing? competition on its highest peak, humans running like as if hypnotized by the pied piper of hamlin to enter into a hole full of darkness, however, dark success, which, covering our mouths with some bitter currency which won't reach to the siren heaven after human expiry"
Love, is their only topic. Poems should contain some heart burning emotions. Might be love, might be betrayal, might be the economy, even a broken glass or a tulip so white, so sad, so pure, so happy, so DEADLY. Sylvia Plath wrote about tulips. In our current world, people are making love so playful that they are making dumb poems about it. Love isn't filthy. Love is like getting into harvard, writing a book, clicking photos, looking deep into the sky and a person. love is not always romantic. Sadism isn't always sad.
(No hatred to them)
This much is all. Leave to be granted.
I have seen in my 17years of life that I was the only one who wanted or still wants to hold onto people. For example I always tell my close ones that, "say that you will never leave me" or "you will stay, right? I hope you won't go away?"
me, yes, I was the only one who wanted people to stay in my life. However, nobody ever told me to stay or never leave them. For once I wanna hear this. From my very own initiative I have told people that "I won't leave you" but nobody ever told me "I hope you won't leave me, would you?"
I am the most hated person in school right now. I really don't have a friend who will only stay with me, will roam around with me, fool around, talk shit, study together, help each other, support each other and what not. I hope I will always be alone. My paternal family members likes loneliness but I can't bear that.
There are things which I really wanna do all alone like, bunjee jumping (spelling might be wrong), bike riding on a highway (harley davidson heritage classic), driving, jump into the river and swim, weight loss, aesthetic life and what not.
Still I wanna do things with someone like I wanna a have a wishlist with someone. Only me and her/him.
Thats alll
I have been watching "dhruv rathee" for quite a long time and I understood that I am the most dumb person ever who lacks general knowledge. How can someone have a luggage full of knowledge?! I really admire him because he is the most perfect person I have ever seen (practical person for sure).
My first video of dhruv rathee was "the monalisa mystery" and he gave such good lot of Info's about the world famous painting. My mom told me, "see, he makes videos about everything which we witness in our everyday life, you read books, you also make review videos about the books which you read."
She is right, but I am lazy. So its better for me to see his videos. By seeing him at least I can be an influential person. (He is hot too but his info's are more hot)