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Lemee show you my first ever abstract painting 😼 heh.

Apart from filming that draft post, I'd say today was mediocre; I had bad cramps. By the way, I don't see my fellow girl bloggers mentioning period topics. Perhaps I'll take this as an opportunity to write about periods! It's not a taboo topic, and while I understand that girl blog spaces are welcoming and gender-neutral, I think discussing it and giving tips would be quite beneficial to those of us that menstruate in the community :D.

Reached a pivotal moment in House MD, and I just keep falling in love with his character, dawg. I love antiheroes; I love empathizing with characters you're not supposed to show care for. Ugh, new comfort show!

1: i aspire to be that girl with her rats. 😭❤️‍🩹 Me whennnnnn? I love rats; I had a baby fever equivalent for rats, especially rex rats. 🥹💓 I can't wait to be grown up and get grown up money to have my own 2-3 cuties 😭😭😭😭. Great, now I'm falling in love again.

2:No, because I'm starting to think I'm too in love with the act of drawing myself that I over-romanticize my appearance. Even though I'm satisfied with my current looks, I do acknowledge I tend to do too much in my drawings. 😭

3:Old haul that reminded me to finish the book - Madame Bovary by Gustave Flaubert. It's kind of a 'you snooze, you lose' book... As in, if you push through the first 20 pages, that's when it really starts. Is that a good analogy?

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Today also has a pretty date imo.

Why did no one tell me that YouTube is no longer available on my iPhone 6+

WHY WHY WHY WHY 😭😭😭💔💔💔

Anyways, did nothing much today, except exist and editing my invite only YouTube video for my friends 😊

Keep in mind, I am 180cm tall, that is 5'11, and I checked the agency, its legit and they came to my country to scout for potential new models. I also feel like they don't have that many Black girls signed to them which is why they're scouting on my ends. I'm anxious coz I'm not exactly the skinny type they have on their site, but I'm also not chubby, I'd say my weight is OK for my height, on the leaner side.

I've had dreams of modelling because I love my height so much, like soooo much. But I get anxious thinking I'll walk weirdly or make a fool out of myself in front of the panel... I might think I'm eating up the walk, but in reality my body moves awkwardly and rigidly 😭.

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I feel like March is Orange, he is giving orange idk why, it fits the handsome lad very much. Yes March is a boy... No further queries...

Woke up... Late - sink routine - skipped stretch again... - had only black coffee and one toast as breakkie - read a classic - listen to substack - OH EM GEE I FORGOT TO TAKE A PIC OF MY LUNCH : FRIED SWEET POTATO, TRUST ME😌👌- the scroll of doom - thought of march resolutions; will share tomorrow - played LADS - made whipped coffee - touched some grass, coz my phone was dying and there was no electricity/WiFi - made dalgona for funsies - simped over older men - watch Lucifer - shower - dinner + Luci - now bed time + more Luci.

Also look at this tweet of mine that NOBODY liked. Furthermore, my friend is fed up of me 💔

What's wrong with liking Hannibal, Dr. House, and Lucifer? Clearly, I have a type 🙄.

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SPOILERS MAYBE

8 cried while watching SZN 5 ending and SZN 6 first episode..... Chat I am not OK 💔

I love House (and Hugh Laurie himself) too much now💔💔. I just want to hold his face and tell him it's alright even tho he'll see thru my bullshit 😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 (guys I'm OK, I swear. I'm not weird lol)

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Chill day ngl, made this yummy broccoli and carrot soup for my sick cousin and took a small boul of it and it was delishhh in the most simplest way

Mundane day I had, daydreaming about baking, oh yesterday went wrong so I'm glad I had nothing to even think about today lol

8/10, couldve done something more productive but come onnnnn, it's a Saturday. Maybe tomorrow I'll take out my nasty old braids ✌🏾.

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Obsessed over rats today

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Whoever is reading this remember you're perfect xo

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Stayed home, nothing motivating except thinking about doing art

I cannot believe this

GOOGLE ADDED 110 LANGUAGES TO GOOGLE TRANSLATE AND MY MOTHER TONGUE IS THERE, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS IS FREAKING AWESOME IM CRYING IM SO HAPPY AHHHH