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𝔹𝕚𝕠𝕝𝕦𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕀𝕤 𝔹𝕖𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕚𝕗𝕦𝕝♡

Yooooo

[ WINSLOW @ 3 A. M. ]

~Welcome to my blog~

Consists of:

Cozy Vibes, Rainy Vibes

Sleep Vibes, Autumn & Winter Vibes

Poetry

Music

Dark Academia

••• ENJOY •••

All of my plague doctors throughout the season!

I want to watch the night sky

& drink tea with you. 🌙

PLEASE KEEP THIS HAIRCUT AND YOUR HAIR DYED BLACK ITS SO CUTE ON YOU 😭😭😭. I hope you donated your hair after you cut it like you said you was gonna. And I like your bleached/distressed friends shirt 😊.

Hi! ☺️ I did donate my hair! It's kind of weird but every year after I cut my hair I try to donate it at least once since it grows so fast/long. I just figure why not if I can be helping someone, it doesn't have to go to waste, you know? Thanks for the cute compliments, sweetie! 🖤

G O O D N I G H T 🌙

Facts, so sexy

You calling people hun and sweetheart is a religion itself

Lol, thank you but nah, I'm not that important. 🌺

C U T E A S K

Morning bro

Good morning friend! 🌻

I have a question bc I saw your pictures last night:

You have a gorgeous head of hair. Is your hair naturally that curly in the black and white photo?

Good morning! Thank you! ☺️ 🌄

Yes my hair is naturally very curly, my hair type is 3A to be exact. I attempt to straighten it sometimes but it just goes from curly to wavy, lol. Never straight. But I kinda prefer it that way. I don't think I care much for bone straight hair. I like mine to have a little or a lot of volume & life. So most of the time I leave it in its natural state.✨

G O O D M O R N I N G

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I'm a trash hoe saving your pics

Jesus Christ you hot af mk?

bye

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I'm a trash hoe saving your pics

Jesus Christ you hot af mk?

bye

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Hello. My name is Nica. I want to stay anon until I get comfortable and I‘m not good with new people. But my question is, how do you advise someone to deal with their depression? Do you know any remedies that help with chronic sadness? Or panic attacks? My life isn‘t where I want it to be atm, dealing with a lot of stuff and I don‘t have any friends to talk to or get help from. Sorry if I‘m bothering you in the morning I just saw that you‘re leaving tumblr and it triggered an attack and I feel like crying. You were the one blog I liked and how you helped people and now I don‘t have anybody :/

Omg. No, no, no, you're not bothering me at all, & you're not just going to wake up one day & my account is going to be deactivated. I'll tell you all when I'm leaving & chances are I still won't deactivate, just cause. I'm so, so sorry, I didn't mean to trigger you. It was just an idea I had. I used to have really bad panic attacks to a point were my muscles would hurt for days, I had to be taken in an ambulance & put on meds cause I had them daily for like a month. I wouldn't eat, I was constantly snapping on people & irritated. I turned into someone who isn't me. My family noticed the change & pointed it out & I snapped on them for that. It was that bad. And this was recent, this wasn't like 5 years ago, all this happened LAST year. So I know from experience how difficult & painful what you're going through right now can be.

Even though I still have anxiety sometimes, I learned how to stop the attacks from happening, I don't have them anymore. But before then my doctor wanted to put me in a psych ward, (yeah, he literally recommended that) & I took Xanax (& Zoloft for two days) for a while, then it stopped helping, so he wanted to increase my dose. And I didn't want to become an addict or dependent on meds (I personally don't believe in taking meds for mental illnesses), so one day I just decided "fuck it, I'm not taking anything anymore" & I realized in that moment that the decision I made scared me a fucking lot cause I wasn't going to have anything to run to, but ultimately it was going to help me. I had to hurt & pray A LOT before I got better. While I was going through it I felt so hopeless & lost & I started questioning my faith in God cause I didn't feel like anything was changing, I felt worse tbh. I remember one night I just completely gave up & I drove to my mom's house in the middle of the night cause I didn't know what else to do. We went for a walk & talked until the sun came up. I never call my parents when I'm going through something terrible, I always try to resolve my problems on my own, so if I call them it's serious. But with time I got better. And I'm happier. So I'm living proof that you CAN overcome your biggest demons. My advice to you would be to start slow, you won't get better overnight. It's going to take time & it's going to hurt - I won't lie to you, but you WILL prevail in the end. But for now, distract yourself, get on your phone & find a funny video. Give yourself time to breathe & realize you're safe. That feeling will pass & you'll be okay again. & if you ever need someone to talk to to help you calm down, come hop in my dm's & we can hang out until you feel better. You don't have to be alone. & you definitely don't have to suffer alone. I often get people who ask me for advice in handling depression, that's partially the reason I haven't left Tumblr. I wouldn't want to abandon anybody. I'm so sorry you're going through this, honey. I hope things get better for you. Literally if you need me to just stay here for you just to help you, I will. & if you need any more resources in dealing with anxiety/depression, dm me. I'm so sorry for triggering you. I'll choose my words more carefully next time. Bless your heart, I'll pray for you.

💙

Organizations:

National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH); 866-615-6464

National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI); 800-950-NAMI (800-950-6264)

Anxiety and Depression Association of America (ADAA); 240-485-1001

American Psychiatric Association; 800-357-7924

Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, Division of Mental Health (CDC); 800-CDC-INFO (800-232-4636)

American Psychological Association; 800-374-2721

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Coping, Advocacy, and Support:

Anxiety and Depression Association of America: Support Groups

The Anxiety Network: Help and Support

Anxiety Central: Forums

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Medications for Anxiety Disorders (talk to your doctor first):

Cymbalta (duloxetine)

Celexa (citalopram)

Zoloft (sertraline)

Anafranil (clomipramine)

Prozac (fluoxetine)

Paxil (paroxetine)

Xanax (alprazolam)

Klonopin (clonazepam)

BuSpar (buspirone)

Valium (diazepam)

Ativan (lorazepam)

Lexapro (escitalopram)

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Links:

https://www.counseling.org/knowledge-center/mental-health-resources/anxiety

https://adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/generalized-anxiety-disorder-gad/resources

https://blog.thetransitionhouse.org/anxiety-help-and-resources-1

https://www.rtor.org/anxiety/

https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Mental-Health-Conditions/Anxiety-Disorders

I H o p e Y o u ' r e O k a y

Reblog to help others

Hello. My name is Nica. I want to stay anon until I get comfortable and I‘m not good with new people. But my question is, how do you advise someone to deal with their depression? Do you know any remedies that help with chronic sadness? Or panic attacks? My life isn‘t where I want it to be atm, dealing with a lot of stuff and I don‘t have any friends to talk to or get help from. Sorry if I‘m bothering you in the morning I just saw that you‘re leaving tumblr and it triggered an attack and I feel like crying. You were the one blog I liked and how you helped people and now I don‘t have anybody :/

Omg. No, no, no, you're not bothering me at all, & you're not just going to wake up one day & my account is going to be deactivated. I'll tell you all when I'm leaving & chances are I still won't deactivate, just cause. I'm so, so sorry, I didn't mean to trigger you. It was just an idea I had. I used to have really bad panic attacks to a point were my muscles would hurt for days, I had to be taken in an ambulance & put on meds cause I had them daily for like a month. I wouldn't eat, I was constantly snapping on people & irritated. I turned into someone who isn't me. My family noticed the change & pointed it out & I snapped on them for that. It was that bad. And this was recent, this wasn't like 5 years ago, all this happened LAST year. So I know from experience how difficult & painful what you're going through right now can be.

Even though I still have anxiety sometimes, I learned how to stop the attacks from happening, I don't have them anymore. But before then my doctor wanted to put me in a psych ward, (yeah, he literally recommended that) & I took Xanax (& Zoloft for two days) for a while, then it stopped helping, so he wanted to increase my dose. And I didn't want to become an addict or dependent on meds (I personally don't believe in taking meds for mental illnesses), so one day I just decided "fuck it, I'm not taking anything anymore" & I realized in that moment that the decision I made scared me a fucking lot cause I wasn't going to have anything to run to, but ultimately it was going to help me. I had to hurt & pray A LOT before I got better. While I was going through it I felt so hopeless & lost & I started questioning my faith in God cause I didn't feel like anything was changing, I felt worse tbh. I remember one night I just completely gave up & I drove to my mom's house in the middle of the night cause I didn't know what else to do. We went for a walk & talked until the sun came up. I never call my parents when I'm going through something terrible, I always try to resolve my problems on my own, so if I call them it's serious. But with time I got better. And I'm happier. So I'm living proof that you CAN overcome your biggest demons. My advice to you would be to start slow, you won't get better overnight. It's going to take time & it's going to hurt - I won't lie to you, but you WILL prevail in the end. But for now, distract yourself, get on your phone & find a funny video. Give yourself time to breathe & realize you're safe. That feeling will pass & you'll be okay again. & if you ever need someone to talk to to help you calm down, come hop in my dm's & we can hang out until you feel better. You don't have to be alone. & you definitely don't have to suffer alone. I often get people who ask me for advice in handling depression, that's partially the reason I haven't left Tumblr. I wouldn't want to abandon anybody. I'm so sorry you're going through this, honey. I hope things get better for you. Literally if you need me to just stay here for you just to help you, I will. & if you need any more resources in dealing with anxiety/depression, dm me. I'm so sorry for triggering you. I'll choose my words more carefully next time. Bless your heart, I'll pray for you.

💙

Organizations:

National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH); 866-615-6464

National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI); 800-950-NAMI (800-950-6264)

Anxiety and Depression Association of America (ADAA); 240-485-1001

American Psychiatric Association; 800-357-7924

Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, Division of Mental Health (CDC); 800-CDC-INFO (800-232-4636)

American Psychological Association; 800-374-2721

~•••~

Coping, Advocacy, and Support:

Anxiety and Depression Association of America: Support Groups

The Anxiety Network: Help and Support

Anxiety Central: Forums

~•••~

Medications for Anxiety Disorders (talk to your doctor first):

Cymbalta (duloxetine)

Celexa (citalopram)

Zoloft (sertraline)

Anafranil (clomipramine)

Prozac (fluoxetine)

Paxil (paroxetine)

Xanax (alprazolam)

Klonopin (clonazepam)

BuSpar (buspirone)

Valium (diazepam)

Ativan (lorazepam)

Lexapro (escitalopram)

~•••~

Links:

https://www.counseling.org/knowledge-center/mental-health-resources/anxiety

https://adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/generalized-anxiety-disorder-gad/resources

https://blog.thetransitionhouse.org/anxiety-help-and-resources-1

https://www.rtor.org/anxiety/

https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Mental-Health-Conditions/Anxiety-Disorders

I H o p e Y o u ' r e O k a y

@sansgriff

K, I'm getting bored with tumblr, & I kind of want to move over to Discord? All of the chaos & negativity I see between folks on tumblr (not to mention porn/bots) makes it unenjoyable. I'm thinking about just making a Discord group chat (18+) for people who just want to talk, vibe & get to know each other on a real basis & ditch tumblr. Also, just cause I can't be on here like that all day & I'm in the process of reorganizing my life, so I'll probably eventually leave soon anyway. (Mentally, I'm already gone from here).

Dm me or reblog if interested. Idc. Night. 🌆🌙

K, I'm getting bored with tumblr, & I kind of want to move over to Discord? All of the chaos & negativity I see between folks on tumblr (not to mention porn/bots) makes it unenjoyable. I'm thinking about just making a Discord group chat (18+) for people who just want to talk, vibe & get to know each other on a real basis & ditch tumblr. Also, just cause I can't be on here like that all day & I'm in the process of reorganizing my life, so I'll probably eventually leave soon anyway. (Mentally, I'm already gone from here).

Dm me or reblog if interested. Idc. Night. 🌆🌙

Finish the song (u should know the lyrics b/c you wrote it):

I saw you bare in the naked forest

You shied away, hid your face

You only come in the night

When the sun's rays fade

The blue skies die

And stars take their place

When the laughter stops

And the tears flow

When hope fails me

And I don't know where to go

I met a being from the heavens

She dried my eyes

& told me that everything would be okay

She only comes in the night

When the living hide away

Slumbering in their warmth

And there we were for just a moment, one

She kissed me like I was oxygen

& she needed to breathe

The woman of my dreams

W O M A N O F M Y D R E A M S

Hey. Good morning. 🌄 You said on your instagram that you make disney style portraits so can we see some of them? Ty! I love disney too 😄🤗😊

Good morning, sweetheart. Yes you can! Here are just a few I did last year, out of boredom. The best part of doing Disney art portraits is that half of them are modeled after real people, I think that's what keeps it interesting for me cause I don't like making characters that look alike. The last two are the same person, though.

(I kinda screwed up Esmeralda's eyes, oops)❣️

Now, to the art:

🍒Winslowat3am🍒

@dearheatherhaagar

[I had a selfie that reminded me of a Greek statue, so I got the idea to use it for a dark/semi light moodboard] ☁️

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Are you dominican? You look lowkey white but idk at times, no racism sorry I just don't know if that was a racist question lol k bye

Nah, I'm Native American & Caucasian (unfortunately, that means my ancestors were pillaged by European colonizers, so I kind of always hated being half white & for that reason I only identify as Native American. Classifying me as white is rude as fuck & the biggest insult ever, tbh).

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Curious; Do you have any tattoos???

Yes I do, quite a few (you can find pictures of them on my insta). 💜

I just want you to post a selfie 😍❤️

Okay, lol. 🌹🍒❤️

He so damn fine

Hello Winslow! Do you have a favorite selfie? I think you hot asf, so yeah lol *embarrassed* 😲🤐😶

Hi, lol. Yes I do! It's this one: I was actually super sleepy in this photo. I think it was taken the day before Thanksgiving 2 years ago & it was cold that morning. I had just woken up & threw on a button down (that's why there's no shirt underneath) & I was freezing. But it's my favorite cause I had a bunch of family flying in, I got to meet new family & my hair didn't look like shit that day, excuse my French. ☺️

Me AF

Hi. Youre really attractive. Whats something that bothers you? Not pet peeves but emotionally? Goodnight 🖤🖤🖤

Small, insignificant things that the average person probably wouldn't be affected by, that shouldn't matter, often bother me, believe it or not. Thank you, btw.

Goodnight, hun. 💙

Facts

What's your favorite McDonald's menu item and what's your favorite restaurant?

I don't eat McDonald's. The only thing I actually get from there are their caramel frappes & pancakes. Other than that, I don't buy their food as far as their burgers. My favorite restaurant is Cheesecake Factory or the Hard Rock Cafe. They're on the same level for me. 🙉

//The monkey emoji was an accident, but I'ma leave it.

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Have you ever been flat out drunk and hungover and how do you deal with it?? Virgin drinker here 😭😂

For sure. This is usually how I deal with it:

Shades & lots of sleep, my advice to you is always hide your eyes when you're in public. I get really hungry when I'm hungover. Always try to eat so you don't feel lightheaded or nauseous, bread soaks up the liquor. Drink water too, helps to dilute alcohol & hydrate. Looking back on this I don't know what I was thinking. Had 3 full glasses of tequila, one Margarita, two vodka shots & two shots of rum. I was a complete mess here & I showed up to work like this (somehow managed to not get fired, but I had the worst migraine), my shades were so crooked, Lord have mercy. Please don't search my instagram, lmfao. Never drink the night before work, sweetheart. And don't toss 'em back to back if you're a lightweight.

LMAO he looks totally gone ffs

Have you ever been flat out drunk and hungover and how do you deal with it?? Virgin drinker here 😭😂

For sure. This is usually how I deal with it:

Shades & lots of sleep, my advice to you is always hide your eyes when you're in public. I get really hungry when I'm hungover. Always try to eat so you don't feel lightheaded or nauseous, bread soaks up the liquor. Drink water too, helps to dilute alcohol & hydrate. Looking back on this I don't know what I was thinking. Had 3 full glasses of tequila, one Margarita, two vodka shots & two shots of rum. I was a complete mess here & I showed up to work like this (somehow managed to not get fired, but I had the worst migraine), my shades were so crooked, Lord have mercy. Please don't search my instagram, lmfao. Never drink the night before work, sweetheart. And don't toss 'em back to back if you're a lightweight.

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Hello, love your blog :) What is your fav song or album you have ever made?? Thx!!

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Hi, doll. 👋🏻 Hope your day is going/went well! I think my favorite album of my own would have to be Cannibals, cause I wrote it when I was in a very dark place, mentally, & it saved my life. I was like 22 at the time & I swore I didn't want to live, got me through a lot of shit. So definitely that one.

My favorite song I've ever made has to be Addicted or Shallow Heart. Probably Shallow Heart. Just because it was about a girl I was dating who turned out pretty fucked up but the chorus has literally always given me goosebumps. I was surprised by my own lyrical & artistic ability with that one. And Cannibals happens to be the album that song is on, which is another reason I love it like it's my own child I raised. Lol, sorry my answer's a lil sloppy, not in the best mood right now. But I hoped I answered your questions in a way that makes sense! 💚🧡

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🍁Winslowat3am🍁

Good morning! 🌇 Have a great day! ✨

SAME

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~Goodnight~

(Personal Note): Even if you feel shitty today, tomorrow is a new day. For new opportunities, a new beginning, a fresh start, a new life. Stop focusing on the bad things that happen in your life & focus on the small moments you're fortunate to have, simple things like being able to snuggle under your covers with a good book & good food are a blessing. It's okay to be upset today. It's okay if today didn't go the way you wanted. Don't beat yourself up. Tomorrow's a new day. Start again.

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•Winslowat3am•

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~Goodnight~

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(Personal Note): Even if you feel shitty today, tomorrow is a new day. For new opportunities, a new beginning, a fresh start, a new life. Stop focusing on the bad things that happen in your life & focus on the small moments you're fortunate to have, simple things like being able to snuggle under your covers with a good book & good food are a blessing. It's okay to be upset today. It's okay if today didn't go the way you wanted. Don't beat yourself up. Tomorrow's a new day. Start again.

•Winslowat3am•

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FALL IS COMING: One of my most favorite times of the year! ❤️🍁 The smell of apple pie, rain & dead leaves is so nostalgic for me, the cardigan weather, coffee & cocoa, totally brings back memories of my family gathered in the kitchen cooking on Thanksgiving, asking to "lick the spoons" & watching the holiday parade. I'm one of those people who catch the holiday spirit & have to start celebrating early! Can't wait til September! If you're following me on instagram be sure to check out my latest mini-blog featuring fall home decor and wardrobe ideas, essentials, recipes, and more! ✌🏻😁

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~ WINSLOW@3AM. ~