Vanguard 1 Has A Problem.

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❈ Grim Aesthetics ❈

glowing eyes, twenty one pilots

Wishing Tumblr a very happy 10th birthday! Thank you to @david, @staff, and to all the awesome people here who make Tumblr such a wonderful community.

Lost another 10 lbs 🤙🏻🤘🏻🌸❤️😊

I'm almost there super happy!! 5 more lbs to go!!! 🤘🏻👌🤙🏻💪

i am angry

i am angry that i don’t get to set with my back against your tombstone and read you the things I wrote to/for you/me

i am angry because you were fourteen and so much better than me

i am angry that i am now the sole keeper of our memories and i am shit at remembering and i wake up in the morning with your words in my ear and i can’t breathe because i forgot what your voice sounded like

i am angry that no one else remembers you

i am angry because you are dying again

because your heart beats slower in my mind

and i need to write down how it felt to put my head in your lap and fall asleep

safe and warm

as i die to keep you alive

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I used to live to hurt for you

me researching and connecting my childhood trauma with all my mental problems at three am 

It’s long hard nights like these that make me see why I should let you go, But by morning I’ll be under your spell again

It comes in waves (via letmecatchmybreath)

depression pride flag

Me: I'm feeling kind of depressed, I could use a drink!

Me: *consumes alcohol*

Immediately during/after drinking: *becomes severely depressed to the point of making suicidal plans to be carried out in the near future, intensely anxious and paranoid, almost at the point of delusion and psychosis*

Me: Great problem solving skills, self! 10/10!