I'm just a artist learning to love myself and recover from my past.peace love and positivity ❗️BLACKLIVESMATTER❗️
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me to my mind: damn bitch, can't u stop thinking about ppl who hurt u and were toxic and detrimental to your wellbeing
my poisoned, traumatized brain who refuses to move on because those people were once kind to me and wants desperately to believe things could have been better: no
To a hoe 🌸
{This user developed PTSD from their father’s abusive tendencies}
{This user is an incest survivor}
Like forgetting a hoe 🤘🏻🤙🏻❤️
I’m so fucking scared of falling in love with you. Cuz everyone always fucks me over
Via (missblack)
😂😂😂🤘🏻
Me: *holding a sharp object*
Intrusive thoughts: “Hey, you know what’d be cool right now?”
Me
me: sad because I’m not productive
me: not productive because I’m sad
Here is a masterpost of a ton of potions I have in my grimoire that are simple and easy to make with simple easy to get ingredients.
Tea Potions
Headache Relief Potion
Ginger Root
Peppermint
Lemon Wedge
Steps: Add herbs to hot water and let them steep for a few minutes. Squeeze in lemon then let the wedge and skin soak for another 1 or 2 before drinking.
Sour Tummy Be Gone Potion
Chamomile Tea
Spearmint
Ginger Root
Spoonful of Honey
Steps: Brew tea then add herbs to it, let them steep for 5 minutes before stirring in your honey counter-clockwise to banish the cramps and sourness in your stomach.
Deep Slumber Potion
Chamomile Tea
Lavender
Dried Rose Petals/Buds
Lemon Balm
Steps: Brew tea then add in herbs to steep for 5 to 6 minutes, add sugar or honey to taste. Drink slowly before bed in a quiet place.
“Bring Me My Own Love” Self Love Potion
Rose Water or Rose Tea
Sugar
Milk or Milk substitute
Steps: Brew your tea or warm your rose water. Pour in milk and sugar to taste and stir it clockwise to welcome in your own love. Drink while doing something you enjoy.
Release from a Bad Day Potion
Green Tea
Catnip
Lemon Wedge
Steps: Brew and steep your tea and catnip, squeeze in your lemon and stir it counter clockwise to banish the negativity that the day has given you. Add sugar or honey to taste
Give My Heart Strength Potion
Black Tea
Orange Peel
Honey
Steps: Brew tea and let orange peel steep for 5 minutes, stir in your honey clockwise to bring yourself emotional strength.
Open My Mind Awareness Potion
Black Tea
Cinnamon
Milk or Milk substitute
(Optional) pinch of Mugwort (use with caution)
Steps: Brew tea and add ingredients. Sit in a quiet place and drink the tea slowly while centering yourself and if you can meditate.
Cleansing Potion
Moon Water
Rosemary
Thyme
Steps: Heat your moon water and let herbs steep for a minute or two before drinking. You may add sugar if you desire
Protect Me From Parasites Potion
(protects from psychic and energy parasites)
Moon Water
Rosemary
Mint
Steps: Heat moon water and steep your herbs for 5 minutes. Drink at the start of your day.
Coffee Potions
Strength For a Big Day
Coffee
Cinnamon
Sugar to Taste
Like a Storm Confidence Potion
Coffee
Hazelnut creamer
Cinnamon
Fresh Orange peel
Spark of Creativity Potion
Coffee
2 Drops Vanilla extract
Fresh Orange Peel
Spoonful of Caramel
Romancing Myself Potion for Self Acceptance
Coffee
Hot chocolate mix
Milk
Red rose petal
To Good Friends Friendship Potion
Coffee
Caramel
Sugar
A cherry
A good friend to share it with
Hot Chocolate Potions
Warm My Bones Happiness Potion
Hot chocolate
Marshmallow/Marshmallow fluff
1 drop vanilla extract
Cherry
To Get Through Hard Days Potion
Hot Chocolate
Cinnamon
Milk
Fresh Mint Leaf
For Enhanced Energy Potion
Hot Chocolate
Orange Peel
Gem Elixir Potions
Note! Unlike the others, these ones are NOT edible nor should they be ingested! These potions are for anointing or bath magic.
None of these potions are made with the crystals in the water! I ALWAYS put my crystals around a jar or cup of water to charge over night. SOME OF THESE CRYSTALS SHOULD NEVER GO IN WATER!!! So please just place them around your jar of water over night, not in it.
I am Beautiful Potion
Water
Angel Aura Quartz
Clear Quartz
Coconut Oil (small amount)
Peaceful Thoughts Potion
Water
Amethyst
Moonstone
Lavender
A Pinch of Luck Potion
Water
Aquamarine
Sunstone
Spearmint
Divination Improvement Potion
Water
Amethyst
Nuummite
Orange Peels
✖️️please don’t rb if you’re not a trauma survivor✖️️
Me trying to get my life together
me: *chilling with my current mental illnesses*
brain: ding dong! you have
me: im going to get my life together!!! im going to get my dream job and live a perfect life with the person of my dreams and were going to be the happiest couple alive!!! mental illness who???
me, five seconds later: what if i just bled out right now? im never going to get anywhere in life and everyone i love abandons me so i might as well just stab myself... mental stability who???
me: knock knock
person: whos there ?
me: its me,,, i want attention
Me: *holding a sharp object*
Intrusive thoughts: “Hey, you know what’d be cool right now?”
Me: I'm feeling kind of depressed, I could use a drink!
Me: *consumes alcohol*
Immediately during/after drinking: *becomes severely depressed to the point of making suicidal plans to be carried out in the near future, intensely anxious and paranoid, almost at the point of delusion and psychosis*
Me: Great problem solving skills, self! 10/10!
friend: i want to help you
me: *gets angry*
Me examining who the fuck u think your talkin to ?
What do we have here?
Bosch Season 3 now on Prime Video
I'm gonna make it happen
Also me
“Hello“
Me
lets talk about splitting over and over again until you can physically feel that crack in your very being lets talk about getting so attached that even the slightest thought of them not being there is enough to send you into fits of hysteria lets talk about going against all your morals just to get approval lets talk about scrutinizing a conversation for days trying to pinpoint just where it all fell to peices lets talk about the dread you feel when you think that you will end up alone lets talk about the euphoria of being texted first lets talk about the days when it is a struggle to convince yourself that you fucking exist lets talk about loneliness you can feel in your bones lets talk about sobbing until your throat becomes raw and your eyes sting lets talk about going to outrageous lengths to attract even a moment of attention lets talk about desperately wanting to feel something besides anger, jealousy, fear, sadness, anything lets talk about the feeling that nothing will ever work lets talk about recognizing that awful pattern of behavior every time and realize you cannot stop it lets talk about being unsure if you can continue living like this lets talk about the feeling in your chest as you wait desperately for a response you dont know will ever come lets talk about the severe, ugly symptoms of bpd.