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Ever since Lucifer was a tiny little fledgling she knew she was a girl. She grew up to be the strongest, most beautiful angel, loved and admired by everyone around her. God still called her boy and cast her out, hiding his jealousy behind bigotry by calling her gender a sin. Hurt and outraged by his absurd reaction to her mere existence, Lucifer created her own home and called it Hell. She made beautiful worlds that she filled with ghouls and other creatures, and she instilled in each and every one the right to be themselves. Over time the hurt diminished until one beautiful day, some 4.6 billion years ago now, Lucifer decided to create a ghoulette in her own image, from pure love the way she had always wished she was created.
With all the love and tenderness, self acceptance and care she could channel from the core of her soul, Lucifer created Sunshine. She gave her strength and power, kindness and wisdom, skills and knowledge to truly be herself and to lead others by example. Lucifer gave Sunshine a soul so strong and beautiful the reverberation of her creation formed the Sun.
Sunshine grew up with Lucifer as her loving mother and father. She learned how to master her elements, fire and air. She learned the secrets of the universe, how to create and destroy. From the day she was born Sunshine was taught to love herself truly and honestly for who she is. Sunshine doesnât hunt. She has no need for that. Whenever she needs a boost to her energy, Sunshine turns to the sun, breathing in power of her creation.
Sunshine has a special love for the Earth, and the other planets orbiting the Sun. They are after all worshipping a part of her soul that brought each and every one of them to life. And one day, when the Sun burns out and the planets die, Sunshine will join her parent and together they will kill god.
(10/10)
oh my god guys it's their my wife!!
Thinking about Cirrus when they get back from tour...
Skipping out on the return festivities, shutting herself in her room. Alone for the first time in weeks, and she fully just deflates and slinks into bed. Exhausted doesn't even begin to describe it, like every bit of her is made of lead. Poor girl is worn to the bone, and finally being home it hits her and she crumbles under the stress she'd been shrugging off.
Aether finds her after seeing an empty seat at dinner, laying silent in the dark. Curled up, clutching her pillow, she looks small and fragile. It breaks his heart. He sits on the edge of her bed and asks if she's okay, her shrug is as noncommittal as it gets. Asks if he can stay, and her nod is weak but certain.
He lays next to her, pulls her in tight to his chest and buries his face in her hair. Cirrus nearly melts into him, sighing shakily, arm thrown around him clutching the back of his shirt to make sure he doesn't go anywhere. She breathes him in, hides her face in his chest, and everything spills out. It's muffled and muddled by her tears but it still jabs at his heart all the same.
"It wasn't the same without you."
"I couldn't hold us together like you did."
"I was so scared to fail them."
"I can't lead them."
"I'm going to let you down."
And Aether just holds her tighter, even closer, he thinks she might just find a way to climb into his ribs so they never have to part again.
He tells her how he'd have never asked this of her if he didn't think she could. They all respect her, love her, trust her - as does he. Aether reminds her that she brought them all home to him, kept them in one piece, guided the fresh summons...No easy task, but she managed, and he's beyond proud of her. Most importantly, she kept Dew and Swiss from getting in some sort of legal trouble which was the hardest part of the job.
As if to get closer, their tails entwine and she lets out a half sob half laugh and sniffles.
He kisses her head and reminds her for the hundredth time since she walked through the door that he missed her.
yaay I finished all the ghoulettes!! ^_^ I was so unsure of cirrus' cape colour so I'm not sure if I'll keep the blue <3 quint won !! and because of that -
The world weighs heavy on your shoulders
Holy Mother
You shine like the sun and the moon
And the stars in the sky
My attempt in Dew :D
iâm cackling at the idea of a clergy member hitting terzoâs decapitated head with a hammer because they âjust gotta make sureâ
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(part four of my untiltedânow titledâunintentional aeon series)
Until you find me hiding, silently I wait.
1.7k words of aeon just trying to survive. itâs harder on tour than he thought it would be..
cw: aeon being anxious, foraging food, mentions of quintosis used as a defense (in the pit), aeonâs still depressed
part one part two part three
under the cut<3
âWhereâs Aeon?â
Swiss looked over at Rain, his eyebrows furrowed.
âWhat do you mean?â Swiss asked, feeling his stomach twist up at the thought of Aeon being missing.
âI mean he missed head count, isnât on the bus, and I canât find him anywhere in the venue,â Rain responded, his long, unglamoured tail flicking nervously.
âShit..â Swiss hissed.
Aeon did a quick check of the halls to make sure nobody was around before he snuck back into the green room of the venue.
Aeon immediately went for the snack table, picking at his nails that looked more human due to his glamor. They clicked every time he pulled at them, though he quickly began gathering up as much of the leftover snacks as he could, leaving him unable to fidget.
Aeon always felt like a second thought at the ministry when it came to meals, his plate always being filled with what looked like scraps. Though, while on tour, he didnât really feel like he was given much thought at all.
There was always too little food at the venue provided lunch, the snack supply was full of things he knew the other ghouls loved, but nobody had ever asked him what he wanted to have in the green roomsâwhich, he only knew that the ghouls were asked because he heard Mountain talking about it with Copia.
Aeon felt guilty as he stuffed his pockets with Goldfish, granola bars, and a few other snacks that he had never seen before.
Probably requested by Cirrus, the new ones. She was always talking about some sort of new food she had heard about.
Just as Aeon had gotten all the food he could into his arms and pockets, he turned to leave the green room, only to hear Swiss running down the hall while talking to someone else.
Aeon squeaked in surprise, his survival instincts to protect the food he felt he had to forage safe on full blast. He rushed over to a nearby cabinet, putting his flexibility to use as he climbed inside and quickly shut the door.
It was extremely cramped due to all the food he had tucked to his body. Luckily, he still had some airflow due to the vented door. Aeon peaked through the vent, his lilac eyes shining with instinctual fear through his glamor.
His anxiety was on full blast, his mind fogging over with awful memories of the Pit. Hiding to survive, using his quintessence to lead other ghouls away from him with a faux scent trail.
Melting their brain when they found him anyway.
The door to the green room flung open and Aeon watched an unglamoured Swiss and Rain rush into the room.
Aeon stiffened, curling around the food he had managed to scrape together for himself for the three travel days the band had ahead of them.
His mind clouded over even more as thoughts of being found made him dizzy. Aeon took a deep, shaky breath in and began tapping his thumb against each of his fingers in a specific pattern.
Pointer, ring, middle, pinkyâpointer, ring, middle, pinkyâpointer, ring, mid-
âUnholy Father, where is he?!â Swiss exclaimed, clearly on the verge of a panic attack.
Aeon jolted, his eyes darting away from his fingers and back out to the room through the vented opening, determined to keep his eyes on the two ghouls.
âSwiss, calm down, weâll find him. You can smell him, right?â Rain asked, knowing Swiss was the only one who had been close enough to memorize the little Quintâs scent.
Aeon quietly scented the air, smelling burnt gasoline and something resembling sewage water.
His eyebrows furrowed.
Who are they looking for? Aeon thought to himself, oblivious. Why are they scared?
âYeah⌠yeah, itâs a lot stronger in here.â Swiss muttered, smelling the air. âHe should be here! Itâs too strong for him not to be,â Swiss exasperated, wincing as he tried running his fingers through his curly hair, only to snag it almost immediately.
âItâs okay. He mustâve just left. Câmon, we can find him,â Rain soothed, pulling Swissâ hand from his own hair and guiding him out of the green room.
Aeon waited for a moment or two before he slowly crawled out of the cabinet, making sure to be dead silent incase someone he couldnât sense was nearby.
As soon as he determined the coast was clear, Aeon darted off, making a B-line to the tour bus.
Swiss and Rain had split up after about 10 minutes of searching. Rain decided to check the venue again as Swiss raced for the bus, clumsily clambering up the steps and looking around in a panic.
Dew looked over, his eyebrows furrowed when he smelled Swissâ panic. The fire ghoul was holding a smoking joint, Mountain rolling another one next to him.
âWhereâs Aeon??â Swiss asked, looking at Mountain. He completely disregarded Dew, not in the mood for the fire ghoulâs snarkiness towards the new quintessence of their pack.
Mountain gestured to the door that separated the living and kitchenette area from the bunks.
âEverything okay?â Mountain asked, Dew seeming weirdly worried for Aeon, considering how much he voiced his distaste for the ghoul.
Swiss didnât answer Mountain and still paid no mind to Dew, rushing to the bunks. He slammed the door behind him and rushed to Aeonâs bunk, ripping the flimsy privacy curtain open.
Aeon yelped and quickly grabbed his blanket, shoving it into the corner to hide a pile of something that Swiss didnât see. Aeon hissed and snarled, gaining an agitated posture, his back slightly arched like a cat as his tail went rigid.
âH-Hey! Hey, itâs okay, relax..â Swiss said immediately, letting go of the privacy curtain and holding his hands up in defense.
Aeonâs pupils were slits, his eyes searing into Swissâ form as he growled lowly, slowly moving his pillow to the corner that he had shoved his blanket in.
âItâs okay, Stardust.. youâre okayâŚâ Swiss said softly lowering his hands and gently placing one on the thin mattress of Aeonâs bunk. The young Quint snarled and put it body in front of the corner where all of his bedding was.
Swissâ eyebrows furrowed as he realized Aeon was in fight or flight. Choosing fight, oddly enough.
âAeon, calm down. I wonât go anywhere you donât want me too. Stop curling up like that, youâre going to hurt your back,â Swiss frowned as he kept his hand on the mattress but didnât move any closer.
Aeon just grumbled and curled up some more, making Swiss hear the sound of a bag crinkling. Swissâ eyebrows furrowed but he didnât say anything, wanting so desperately for Aeon to trust him.
Aeon stared deep into Swissâ eyes, the multi-ghoul practically watching as Aeonâs resolve crumbled and the adrenaline from his fight or flight washed away.
The little quint sniffled and curled into himself, hiding his face from Swiss as he began to cry. He sounded like a distressed kit who had either been caught doing something wrong, or had too much baggage for their poor heart.
Swiss immediately climbed into Aeonâs bunk, staying away from the corner that Aeon was hiding something in. Swiss brought Aeon into his arms, his heart breaking as Aeon snuffled loudly and began sobbing.
Aeon smelled different to Swiss, but he also smelled the same in a way that was different from the rest of the pack.
Aeon usually smelled like smoked ozone, a smell that Swiss would usually attribute to an upset ghoul, but he couldnât remember Aeon smelling any differently. Now, Aeonâs scent was what Swiss thought of when he imagined the end of the worldâArmageddon, if it were to ever happen.
Toxic, polluted air, rotten food, an atmosphere burning away due to nuclear warfare, deathâŚ
Grief.
Tears of his own welled in Swissâ eyes as he realized just how broken the ghoul in his arms was. A soft sob bubbled in his throat and he buried his face into Aeonâs shoulder, wishing that he could snap his fingers and make the young Quintâs loneliness disappear.
He watched the little ghoul, his eyebrows furrowed as he watched how Aeon tapped his thumb against his fingers in a pattern that Swiss didnât understand.
That didnât matter. He had Aeon in his arms and he was never letting go.
The two ghouls cried together, both comforting and wallowing in their own pain. Eventually, the two cried each other to sleep, Swissâ body acting as a shield against the world for Aeon.
âHave you seen Swiss since he came bounding in here?â Rain asked Dew as they hung out on the couch in the living area of the bus.
âNo. Figured youâd go check on him eventually.â Dew shrugged. âCould you? My legs hurt,â Rain pouted playfully, knowing he was the only one who was able to make Dew stand up after show.
âYouâre damn lucky I love you.â Dew grumbled, pressing a kiss to Rainâs forehead before he stood up, stalking off to the bunks were the rest of the pack was sleeping on their respective tiers.
Dew slightly pulled back the privacy curtain on Swissâ bunk, his eyebrows furrowing when he didnât see the ghoul. Dew shuffled down the aisle and went on his toes, peaking behind the curtain of Mountainâs bunk.
The earth ghoul looked over from his book, raising an eyebrow at Dew.
âSwiss?â Dew whispered, his tail flicking slightly. Mountain hummed and shook his head. âIâve been hearing him snoring. Heâs in here somewhere,â Mountain whispered back, setting his book down and pulling back his privacy curtain, watching Dew scent the air, looking for Swiss.
Though, before Dew even got the slightest idea of where Swissâ scent, tinged with a bit of distress, was coming from, he heard his telltale snoring from a certain Quintâs bunk.
Dew stiffened and walked over to the bunk, slightly ignoring how Mountain was hissing at him not to cause a scene. Dew pulled the privacy curtain back, his body going rigid when he saw Aeonâs tear stained face buried into Swissâ shoulder, said multi-ghoul curled around Aeon in the most protective hold he had ever seen from Swiss.
And with a closer look, he realized Swissâ face was also stained with tears.
Dew slowly looked over at Mountain, his golden orange eyes wide.
i thought I'd have difficulty with her but @duckzz' sunny design really inspired me!! ^_^ I forgot to mention on my last two posts, but I headcanon rory as half multi, sunny as half fire, and lulu as pure :3 after mist and cirrus im gonna move on to the rest of the ghouls, but ill need help deciding which era !!
Some rather rough sketches/ideas i had. I'll try to draw some spooky stuff for Halloween but I don't know if I'll be able to :')
I'm mainly working on commissions atm haha
they are so so important to me
There is an idea present in the Jedi Councilâs tellings of the origins of the Jedi Civil War â not just in the KOTOR games and tie-ins but SWTORâs Galactic Timeline as well â that you can trace the troubles in the Mandalorian Wars and the origin of the Jedi Civil War back to Revan and Malakâs defiance of the Councilâs order to stay out of the Mandalorian Wars. That Revan and Malakâs fall was rooted in the hubris of thinking that they knew better than the Council. That if only Revan, Malak, the Exile and their cohort hadnât disobeyed, then everything would have been fine.
I donât think that everything would have been fine if Revan and Malak had just obeyed the Council. The Mandalorians would have continued with their invasion of the Republic, killing hundreds of billions of people. The True Sith Empire still wouldnât have revealed themselves.
Eventually, Mandalore the Ultimate would have decided that the time was right to force the Jedi to enter the war, on the Mandaloriansâ terms rather than the Orderâs or the Republicâs. One advantageous way to do this would have been to uncover the location of the Dantooine Enclave, the Jediâs primary base in the Outer-rim, and nuke the planet from orbit. The True Sith Empire still wouldnât have revealed themselves.
Having been directly attacked, the surviving members of the Jedi Council would have been forced to enter the war, whether or not they believed the shadowy threat might still be a problem. Their inaction would have devastated the reputation of the Jedi in the Republic and neutral worlds â the Jedi stood by and allowed trillions to die, only getting involved when it was their own necks on the line. Revan, Malak, and the other Jedi who wanted to enter the war earlier would have been furious that the Council had countermanded them from acting on their own better judgment only for this to be the result. The split in the Order still would have happened, just differently.
But I think that the Revanchist Jedi had their own equivalent of this idea â that if the Jedi Council had just answered the Republicâs call to war like the Revanchists everything would have gone better, and the Jedi Civil War would have been avoided. I think they were wrong too.
Given Mandalore the Preserverâs account of the Mandalorian high commandâs assessment of the potential threat of a Jedi contingent led by Master Kavar, I imagine the war would have continued to go badly for the Republic under Kavarâs leadership until Revan and Malak became desperate enough to assassinate Kavar so Revan could take his place as supreme commander. Possibly after the Mandalorians assassinated, injured or otherwise took out of commission battle-meditation prodigy Padawan Bastila Shan. Revan and Malak still would have arced through a decent to become fallen heroes. The split in the Order still would have happened, just differently.
Mountains
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dress up cumulus pt. 9: trad goth for anon, thank you for the suggestion!! i love any excuse to make the ghouls goth (and trad goth has a special place in my heart đ¤)
dress up cumulus pt. 7: black suit for @085-helium, thank you for the suggestion!! (through this series i've discovered that i would not survive working in an office setting with cumulus. i would die. she's too hot)
Nothing ever lasts forever
Papal Family Portrait with all 4 brothers
Kylo Ren can't hold a candle to Jacen Solo, AKA Darth Caedus, AKA the Solo kid who turned to the dark side but wasn't a little emo bitch boy about it.
I'm sorry Kylo but did you name a Star Destroyer after your dead little brother?
Did you kill your uncle's wife and torture their only son?
Did you finally die in a knockdown dragout fight with your twin sister who trained with Mandalorians specifically to kill you?
No? Didn't think so.
Sit the fuck down, boy.
recite now from the text. . (3/31)
Mountain: Great work on the decorations! Where did you get so many fake skeletons from?
Dew:⌠Fake?
"ayo these bugs kinda cracked" just realized i POSTED THE WRONG VERSION YESTERDAY shame on me