this blog is mainly just for random thoughts of mine & life updates. tw for topics related to sh and suicide
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one day i'll create a world where feelings don't exist and neither will literature and everyone will spend their time doing math and only math
meetcute where someone slips a note that says "i've been watching you" into one of my school books but i can't decipher whether it's in a cutesy "i've seen you around, you're pretty" way or in a "i stalk you on your way back home, you're pretty" way
i see stripes and they remind me of barcodes and that reminds me of cuts and that's why i really like wearing stripes
fun fact: if i love you oh so dearly and sincerely i will 100% call you "my lovely" or some shit like that. i just love the fact that lovely's an adjective and i choose to use it as a noun
seeing people out here just...existing?? with ease?? without thought?? WHAT.
Our theme colors are merging together symbolically (and homoerotically) as we fight each other to the death btw. If you even care
"matching with ---" i HATE you
self image so unstable i could be the best or worst person ever depending on the hour
sybau looks weirdly endearing does anyone else see it?
sobbing bc pjsk fucking hates me and my favorite song betrayed me and there're tears in my eyes so i can't even see the notes anymore so i suck extra and this is just going horribly
gonna be honest i'm chill w whatever yanblr content i come across but when the people on there italicize the most random unimportant words it cracks me up
unfortunately none of my thoughts ever become words so when i have to rant about my interests i can only say "AND THEN DID YOU KNOW SHES SO AHSJDJDKSKMSJDIDOO BABYYYYY EKSOODODKEKKD I NEED TO HUG HER SHES SO YUMMY GOSSSHHHHHH"
AHHH IM SO GLAD ITS CANON
ALSO THIS IS MY FIRST REBLOG(i think) SO THANK U ALSO ALSO IF U WANNA YAP AB KYOSAYA PLEASE DO IT W MEππ
i'm not sure if i imagined this or not, but doesn't kyouko say to sayaka "i know you don't like being alone," when she meets her in her witch form? IF SO, MAY I JUST SAY, AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ALSO HER AND HER APPLES. ALSO WHEN SHE'S TELLING SAYAKA TO JUST GO AFTER GRIEF SEEDS INSTEAD OF WASTING HER MAGIC. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT KYOUKO SO MUCH. SHE'S SUCH AN AJSJDJDKSKMXMDM. that's LITERALLY my gf be so fr
i'm not sure if i imagined this or not, but doesn't kyouko say to sayaka "i know you don't like being alone," when she meets her in her witch form? IF SO, MAY I JUST SAY, AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ALSO HER AND HER APPLES. ALSO WHEN SHE'S TELLING SAYAKA TO JUST GO AFTER GRIEF SEEDS INSTEAD OF WASTING HER MAGIC. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT KYOUKO SO MUCH. SHE'S SUCH AN AJSJDJDKSKMXMDM. that's LITERALLY my gf be so fr
my most recent cuts are the PRETTIEST shade of red right now god i wish they could stay this way
checking my notifications first thing in the morning as if anyone actually texts me
"i just want someone to care " but when someone actually does care i tell them to leave me alone
unfortunately the only thing on my mind is pjsk
unfortunately i AM crazy. sorry to anyone that hoped i might get better
i'm such a coward
the bad feeling is back this is so horrible
just straight up withering away would be really good rn
head throbbing limbs aching but ena's lonely and those notes aren't gonna hit themselves
if i have to wake up one more time i'm gonna jump out a window that's it
damn i need to stop subconsciously pushing people away
you either get batshit crazy about you or not interested at all there is no in between
being an anon is actually so fun, i think the only thing that could top it is being the one with an anon
god i hate the loml so much. is there anyone who can hurt me like they do? why does this have to happen. i don't actually hate them that's obviously a lie