I literally 😂 Jesus thank you for the validation
One of the less noticeable but very annoying signs of DID in us is the Sudden Opinion Change.
In minor instances I can go from loving a video game and then having no interest in it and often no memory of how I felt playing it the next day.
In more common and problematic instances, it's yearning for a person and then absolutely despising them 3 hours later without interacting with them at all.
This has definitely been said before I feel it in my left kidney but
The reason we can't distinct what's symptoms of autism/or quite frankly any neurodiversity and what's effects of trauma is because society has not produced a single not-traumatized neurodivergent person.
making some fnv companion charms involving cute little plushies so i thought id give you guys a small itsy bitsy teeny sneak peek bc im super excited about them and really like how theyre turning out so far <3
concept: a room with no communication to the outside world. no one looks for you. you spend the days thinking of things to do, and dabbling in those things, and passing the time in the calm that is finally being free of social obligation.
BPD culture is crying your eyes out at 1am because you can't understand why it feels like everyone around you hates you or why you feel like a terrible person even though everyone around you says you aren't.
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Leaf
You are the promise I want to keep
Until my grave weeps.
You are the language I want to learn
Until our souls become one.
You are the melody I want to dance to
Till my legs turn blue.
For, you are my dose of insanity
Leading me away from sensibility,
For, you consume my entire being,
until I dream only of you again.
For, I am the river flowing with no aim
Tirelessly waiting for you to claim
Whole of me, now in vain.
For, you are in the canvas I paint,
In the poems I write
And The music I play.
Oh how you dominate my thoughts,
So much so that without you I am a body with no soul,
An ocean whose water overflows
And a star, bright no more.
For, you are the ocean I want to submerge myself in
The dream I want to conquer,
The air I want to breathe,
And the arms I want to call home.
shoutout to my therapist who, upon me telling her i didn’t like the word alter, started referring to my headmates as “my homies.” like “any updates on your homies? have you heard from your homies at all this week” she’s the only true plural ally
My version of the strip in Fallout New Vegas.
It is actually used as a poster in the Fallout Miami mod.
Stick and poke I just finished on myself. By far the biggest piece I've done. Really happy with the result!
I have a part who’s only line of communication is to say “I love you”. Its often accompanied by a feeling of comfort and warmth. Usually they use the body to say this when we are alone at home. Very rarely will they speak within the mind and its usually if someone is panicking and speaking with the body is unavailable. I really adore this part and the self love they bring to the system.