My Sucess Story

Little Shravana thing notes

I have Saturn Shravana in my 9th house, and I remember as a kid I was chosen(Shravana has choose One energy) by my classmates to go on a four day trip out of the state. When I tell you I was shocked they chose me, and I also grew up on my Saturn line.

I have a friend who has a Shravana Moon in her 6th house, she has medical condition which cause her to have a limp(Shravana represents limps or three legs), but honestly she's fast as fuck. I remember not even noticing her limp until she pointed it out.

Why Practicing Your Dream Self Privately is so Important

We all have versions of ourselves we want to be. Let’s call her “She.” 

She may be smart, beautiful, oh-so-sophisticated, knows exactly what She’s doing when walks into a room full of unknown people, accomplished…everything you’re aching to be. 

You’re struggling to achieve Her because you’re not used to being Her. You keep that version 2.0 of yourself in your thoughts but you don’t practice it irl. 

Not practicing it means that when you suddenly have to turn on your charm or have to remember etiquette in the presence of company, you can’t seem to recall those practices. Perhaps you might even feel uncomfortable, shy or awkward trying to remember all those talking points you had noted down, the “elegant gestures” that one tiktoker talks about constantly… suddenly you’re wondering how on Earth you can leave this godawful event without seeming rude. 

The problem is lack of practice. You’re so used to sitting on your couch at home with your legs spread wider than a man on a metro seat that it feels uncomfortable to now sit in a mannered way at the office dinner with the important employees. Your stomach is so used to gobbling down food without patience that you look longingly at the bread basket longer than the person seated in front of you. 

So therefore, if at home you’re not used to being even half of your best self, how are you going to feel fully confident when you’re supposed to bring “Her” out?

Obviously being fully dolled up at home makes little sense. But if you don’t practice the manners, the behaviour, the etiquette of Her - how will you comfortably transition into Her?

Do you expect to just wake up someday and become Her? Do you not think that it will take time, energy, practice to get what you want?

No amount of senseless manifesting or daydreaming is going to make your dreams come true. 

Certain habits, gestures, expressions will only come naturally to you when you make them natural to yourself by way of practice. 

You’ve read enough, saved and liked enough posts, you’ve learned all the mumbo jumbo theory to getting your life together but it’s all useless if you don’t put your learnings to practice irl.  

Found something useful while scrolling tiktok. Credits to the creator(High vibe baddie) . Living in the end to make manifesting easier.

“Parallel of Katherine in modern times and in 1864″ requested by anon

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Asteroids say a lot guys dont let anyone tell you that asteroid astrology is embarrassing(or that anything you are into is embarrassing). Asteroids exist for a reason. You dont NEED to look at asteroids but they do help because sometimes you want to see more than the planets can tell you.

And most of the times the name of the asteroid can actually say a lot about what the asteroid means.😘

HOLY FUCKING SHIT????

I SHIFTED??????????

OMOVMOMG SO BASICALLY I WAS LISTENING TO A SHIFTING METHOD GUIDED MEDITATION OR WHATEVA AND LIKE I DIDNT THIBK ABOUT IT OR ANYTHING AND IT WAS THE JULIA METHOD SO WHEN IT GOT TO 100 I WAS HIT THIS CRAZY UNEXPLAINABLE FEELING OF FLOATING??? I CANT DESCRIBE IT BUT IT WAS CRAZY AND LIKE IT WORKED???? AAHHHHHHJAJSIJSJDJDJJFNFJ

Pluto/Chiron in 3rd, Scorpio ruling 3rd House, Ruler of 3rd House Aspect Pluto/Chiron: High School That Feels Like Hell?

TW: Trauma, abuse

The whole education for me is just never a place for study. It's never as simple as that. I'm very sure too that at least people around me also think the same. Education is almost everything since we spent almosg 3/4 of our lives in there starting from elementary to uni. In high school especially when we spent around 5 or 6 days at school with around 9 hours for each day, pretty sure that high school become big part of our life. That includes our social circle

I have noticed that people who have Pluto/Chiron in 3rd house, Scorpio ruling 3rd house, or the ruler of 3rd house aspecting Pluto/Chiron tend to have a really rough high school time. What happened in high school was so traumatizing as all the dramas and pain in almost all areas surfaced that it change the native's life

My friend's younger sibling, let's call her as Luna, has Pluto in her 3rd house. Her high school life was so dramatic. The frustation has already started even before the school begun. Her score was quite little so she got to high school which weren't that good and far away from house. The start of that was already disappointing. But what happened after that was really crazy. In that high school, she faced every haters like almost all people hate and gossip about her, the guy that she liked date other girl while also leading her on by always calling her, her almost being dethroned from her position in organization, and many else. Those frustations and heartbreak lead her to finally learn about Tarot so now she can read Tarot really well

What's really crazy is that her experiences are oddly similar to mine. I have ruler of 3rd house (Sun) conjunct Pluto in exact and also conjunct Chiron. The start of my high school too was so similar as her. My score wasn't enough to get to the school that I wanted so I chose the school that was lower than that and also far away from my house. Crazy right? The dramas too started from that. I took wrong major, couldn't catch up with the studies, friendship and relationship dramas, being "dethroned" in terms of me not being able to apply to uni that I wanted even if I already met the requirements and just need to write motivation letter, and many else. In high school too that was the first time of me learning about astrology

Now I think the theme of early disappoinment that forecast the more destructive and dramatic future, the pain, friendship and relationship bickering and abuse, public hate, dethroning, and long term traumas are very much Pluto or Chiron themes. What's very interesting is that all of those pain lead the natives to be able to tap into divination tools such as tarot and astrology. Pluto and Chiron both rule divination and occult matters

For this case, what I can say is astrology is really astrologying

BIGGEST UPDATE EVER

Hey guys, I just wanted to give you a huge update after affirming "I am God," starting last night and today throughout the day. So, when I started to affirm I am God, within seconds I started to see flashes of white light. I have experienced this before, but not to the intensity, and my whole body and bed were vibrating. I thought I was going to fly. On top of that, saying that affirmation seemed to have overstimulated me and I suddenly felt very energised. I had a hard time sleeping last night afterwards, but this morning I woke up feeling completely refreshed as if I did actually sleep last night. It was bizarre, there was no sign of sleep deprivation. Can someone please explain if they experienced something like this before?

This morning, I was running late for work, it usually takes me 10 minutes to get there and I had 8 minutes to go. I affirmed to myself that I would get there 2 minutes before my shift started, which would have been impossible due to the time. I think I froze time because I got there 2 minutes before my shift started!!!! Today, I also had a customer be kind of rude to me, and usually I would spiral. When I felt myself get sad, I instantly reminded myself that I was God, and I felt an instant sense of calm and peace. I told myself: "This never happened. I'm revising this shit." So yeah I revised it, I guess, because it doesn't bother me and doesn't feel real anymore? If that makes sense.

As you guys know, one of the things I was trying to manifest for fun was red hair and guess what??!!! MY HAIR IS TURNING RED I HAVE STRANDS OF RED HAIR!!!!!!

Overall, I also felt so happy and invincible today. I don't react to the 3D anymore. To be perfectly honest I haven't ever been this happy before. When you feel it you will know it, it's a euphoric feeling that is indescribable. I really feel like reality is at the palm of my hands and I can manifest anything instantly and I just keep persisting. Another thing I noticed is that I view affirming "I am God" not from lack of feeling like I am God, but a reassurance that I AM GOD. Honestly I haven't been affirming all day either, I do it from time to time and it makes me so happy affirming it.

From now on I'm going to affirm "I am God" and "It takes me less than 5 minutes to enter the void" and update you all as time goes by. Please everyone, give this affirmation a try. You will see so many amazing results, it is groundbreaking on your manifestation journey. I am so happy...

The Third House

The third house is a place of action. 3 is an active number. It is often associated with activity, manifestation, connection and creativity.

When it comes to the zodiac signs, number 3 is Gemini, which can be associated with the ideas of connection and activity. We can learn a lot about the third house, the house of activity, from analyzing Gemini, the sign of activity.

Gemini is the immediate Air sign, and it's mutable. It operates on the immediate, flexible capacity of its logic and perception. It represents agility, calculation, imitation, and adaptation. This gives the third house its rulership over the mind, memory, and expression.

Ultimately, Gemini is just an Air sign that wants things to be at ease for itself and for those around it. The third house is how we seek ease. It operates on the effortless responses and connections. As such, it represents trains of thought, words, reading, talking, conversation.

Gemini also famously represents twins or fraternity. This symbolism illuminates the third house's connection to siblings, cousins, next-door neighbors, best friends or childhood friends, lovers, community members and comrades. These are people who we can converse with at ease.

Finally, Gemini is the student. Smart, sharp, and cynical, this Mercury-ruled sign associates the third house with learning. The third house represents receiving an elementary education. All early or foundational learning experiences are here: K-12 education, training workshops, summer classes, living-learning communities and lower-division education.

Beyond the associations of Gemini, we can understand the third house by taking a look at the ancient scheme of houses.

In the ancient scheme, we are born under the earth. The fourth house represents birth or conception, home, parents, and family. It represents the comfortable, protected world of our most trusted family. Since this scheme is analyzed clockwise, the next house after the fourth house is the third house, which is quite interestingly named Goddess.

We have already discussed the third house's connections to communication, expression, intellect, and learning. The ancient scheme introduces a sense of local community. The child is born inside the safe and comfortable fourth house; her parents send her outside to play in the local community---school, friends, neighborhood. In the community, she makes friends, interacts with neighbors, and embarks and learns about the world and finds her core memories. The third house represents a child's learning about the world. Walking, eating, breathing---life's simple things. Simple activities, along with exploring the community, can make up our entire world during childhood.

But community exploration can be an adult thing too. Let's focus on the name of the third house---Goddess. Why would the Goddess (the Moon) choose this house as her temple? Well, there is naturally a divine magic to learning and information, and to the childlike experience of the world, but beyond that, there is a sense of comfort in the community which I feel appeals to the Goddess.

In the third house, there is a sense of ritual. A bus route you take every Tuesday. Walking by that bench and crossing this street to get to the bookstore. Commute and transportation on schedule. A daily scone that you grab on the way to work. Ritual in this sense, and perhaps in general, is comforting. At the weekly farmers market, people mingle at ease with the same friends and neighbors from the locality. Local vendors go about their small businesses mindlessly. People run their errands, children doodle in the grass and fly kites, queers flirt and frolic, friends grab a bite, elders walk, teens gossip. There's something really nostalgic about it all.

This idea of memory and comfort and familiarity in the community feels almost Cancerian. This is why the Moon rejoices in the third house, in the traditional scheme of planetary joys (see the diagram above). This is part of why the third house is so important. A lot of comfort can be found in a healthy locality. Recent feminist scholars in the field of urban studies have advocated for the replacement of our patriarchal view of the city with a matriarchal view. Today's cities are not loving or nurturing, they place cold, alienating, isolating, exploitative and White cis-heteropatriarchal expectations on people, upholding the system of industrial global neoliberalism. Cities need to be more localized, affordable, inclusive and comfortable for the unhoused, for the working class, and for women, queer people and racial minorities. The Moon rejoices in the local, inclusive, comforting space envisioned by the third house. Urban planners should take inspiration from that. Providing protective comfort and care along with a healthy democracy for natives, immigrants and marginalized groups (and for the environment) should be the central purpose of a city, not profit. Sorry I'm an urban planning major and I'm super passionate about this.

To sum it all up, here's a list of the indications of the third house.

action, the mind, memory, expression, thought, words, reading, talking, conversation, eating, walking, breathing, childhood, siblings, cousins, neighbors, best friends, childhood friends, community members, comrades, learning, receiving an elementary education, local community, neighborhood, sense of comfort in the community, ritual, commute, transportation, small businesses, people

At this point, I'm gonna shift over to discuss placements in the third house. Please take what resonates!

Gemini risings / Sun in the third house

you feel proud about your intellect and conversational skills

your ego is in your mind

you holistically identify with your mind and your mindset

you had a lot of fun in the early part of your life, and you continue to have the most fun with those friends or in a small circle or community

you think and speak in a way that garners you attention and validation; you are popular

Taurus risings / Moon in the third house

you're great at verbalizing or acting out your emotions; this makes you a comforting person to be around, but you can be manipulative

you feel safe equipping yourself with different perspectives--you want to see all sides of a situation intuitively

you feel comforted by small errands, commute, and activity

some of your childhood memories are comforting and deeply important to you; you continue to feel like you belong most in a smaller social circle or in a local community

you crave validation for your manner of thinking

Aries and Cancer risings / Mercury in the third house

you're a sharp thinker, a fast, dynamic conversationalist, and you learn quickly because your logic is sharp and precise

you're very present and detail-oriented in your mindset and skillset, which makes you smart and crafty, but can cause you to spiral into depression or anxiety

you were a smart student in school, and you continue to tap into your intelligence in small circles, community spaces, or with siblings and close friends

you keep your intellect and thinking to yourself, perhaps due to anxiety, but you have an affinity for expressing yourself through words

Pisces and Leo risings / Venus in the third house

you're great at balancing several different perspectives, but your mindset can uphold conventional values or standards

you think and express yourself with others in mind, with caution

you experienced luxury in your schooling, childhood, social circles, and there were expectations that came with it

you're a calm, elegant, adaptable communicator, well-received in social circles and in the community

Aquarius and Virgo risings / Mars in the third house

you strongly identify with how you instinctively learn and think; you have learned to be defensive of your thinking

your mind is raw, destructive, and powerful; it's an angry force that can feel dominating, but causes others to re-evaluate their mindsets

you are known for your fierce individuality and raw honesty within the local community or in small circles

you are fiercely loyal and protective over close friends and siblings, over your view of your childhood memories, and the community

Capricorn and Libra risings / Jupiter in the third house

you are a deep, philosophical, and wise thinker who collects information with awareness of the bigger picture

you may rely on intuition rather than acute logic when it comes to daily speaking, activity, errands

you see broadly and often have higher ideals in mind when making decisions

you were mature and expansive at a young age, and you are a figure that people know in the community or in social circles

you may present as unintelligent or dissociated at first, but people find that your mind is always expanding

Sagittarius and Scorpio risings / Saturn in the third house

you are a disciplined and innovative thinker who has the capacity to gain a unique control over your mind

you submit to your own awareness and what you carefully derive

you feel comfortable doing things on terms that you define

you may speak in a way that is unique and different in an either alluring or isolating way

you might have felt restricted, anxious, awkward, or repressed in your childhood, and you can continue to feel that way inside, with siblings, in school or community settings, or in conversation

you are highly aware of the objective truth of the things you say, or the deep ideals of obligation underlying your actions

Sagittarius risings / Uranus in the third house

your mindset, thoughts, word choices and interests are often out-of-the-box or unconventional; you might be a geek or a nerd

you were a visionary, idealist child who knew that the world could be changed, but you might feel disconnected because you've always thought differently

you have a revolutionary mindset which you can share with the community to inspire the change you want to see

Capricorn risings / Neptune in the third house

you were a mystical child, drawn to the arts, mysticism, spirituality

your thinking is deeply intuitive and actively connected to your subconscious; you struggle with feeling present and using logic when thinking, speaking, learning or doing

you reveal an intuitive, kind side of yourself with siblings, close friends, within small circles, or in the local community

Virgo risings / Pluto in the third house

you change people with your words; you invoke ideological upheaval and transformation within yourself and within others by confronting the reality of the facts

your words are deep-cutting and powerful, which gives you the control; you feel powerful inside

though you might have felt more actively in touch with your change and power during your childhood, your expression still has a quality which demands submission, especially within your closest circles

your childhood was full of massive power struggle and upheaval

as you make mistakes and learn, even if you leave destruction in your wake

Cancer risings / Chiron in the third house

you are giving with your mind and actions because of the emotional wounds you received in your childhood

you might have had traumatic incidents very early in your childhood, which caused you take on the role of a healer

you are destined to discover healing in your life through your mindset and actions, with your closest friends and siblings, and by serving your community

Virgo risings / Lilith in the third house

you engage petty fighting, manipulation, lying, twisting your words, or bullying, especially to fulfill your desires, assert your power, or get to know someone deeper

you might have had a sibling, cousin, or close friend who you were unfairly compared to in your childhood, which introduced jealousy

you have a gift for communication; your uncontrolled expression is one of your most attractive qualities, people find it very alluring

how i revised my boyfriend’s mother’s death

a little backstory

— for the sake of privacy, we’re gonna say my boyfriend’s mother’s name is kay

kay’s “death” was caused by a car accident (wasn’t her fault) and she later passed in the hospital. this all happened in new york, and my boyfriend and i live in georgia. but about a 2 days after we found out, we flew out there.

my bf and his mom were super close so that loss was a lot on him. he started burying himself in the gym, sleep, work etc & eventually he became really depressed. he would not get up out of bed and i could not take that. that was when i decided to revise her death, and this was like a week after she passed.

the moment i learned she was dead, i naturally entered the state of loss. so, i simply and quickly went over what state of mind i was currently in, and what state of mind i needed to be in.

now y’all know i love meditating <3 so ofc i meditated. the one i used is by edward art, i believe i’ve mentioned it before. but here’s the link 😌💘

so yeah after this meditation i had completely satisfied my imagination, i had a great feeling of serenity, and i was in the state of the wish fulfilled. + i let go of any need to control the 3d.

— reminder: don’t look at your 3d as something to change. things change when they change in consciousness/imagination. if you wanna manifest something, don’t point out your current circumstance as something that you need to change. be cool and fulfill it in imagination;)

— also sn: my boyfriend knows about the law but he doesn’t necessarily study or consciously use it. so, i didn’t tell him i was revising his mom’s death.

— and i had to continue to act like his mom was actually dead when i was around him, even tho at this point kay was 100% alive in imagination.

so in the morning, i would wake up and assume the state of fulfillment. throughout the day, when i would go check on my boyfriend, he always expressed his feelings, how i could help, and new ways he was trying to cope. honestly, seeing him so hurt and confused hurt me. and throughout this, one of the few things i always reminded myself was that, i’m not my emotions and i’m my thoughts, and neither of those things matter (in terms of manifesting).

another thing i always reminded myself of was the fact that i’m god, BUT i’m also human. so, the ‘god me’ was relaxed & satisfied. the god in me also didn’t have a hurting boyfriend with a dead mom. but the ‘human me’ did and he needed my comfort.

so that’s what i did, i comforted him because he was grieving the death of his mother. so what? i’m human, and i have human decency so ima comfort my baby.

HOWEVER, i didn’t attach myself to that (accept it). i didn’t look at me comforting him as “his mom’s dead and that’s final”, i just did it because he’s my bf and he’s hurt. but i still maintained fulfillment in imagination.

— i talk about this more in depth here. but basically the post acknowledges that yes, you’re god, but you’re also still human and you have a human life to respond to. so do that, respond to your life (when necessary) while simultaneously fulfilling the inner man.

as long as you continue to return to the state and fulfill SELF, you will manifest whatever it is you’ve fulfilled.

when it manifested

the night before it manifested, my bfs dad asked everyone (the family) over for brunch. just so everyone could be together during rough times and whatnot.

the next morning when we woke up, my bf.. it was like he completely reverted; he just went back to his regular self. i made sure to take a mental note of it.

as we were driving to his dads house he was acting very normal. all that pain, hurt, etc was not there. his whole energy was different. then what really got me was when we had got to a red light. he said “i already know my moms threw down, i wonder what she cooked”……….and i’m like, i know i’m not trippin. just went along with it and agreed with him cause what was i supposed to do lol😭?

so we pull up to the house and get to the door, and one of his brothers opened it. as we’re saying hi and walking further into the house we start smelling food and my bf goes “YUP! I KNEW IT!!”

then he walks into the kitchen and says “hey ma watchu in here cooking? it smells good”……. and his mom was literally standing there smiling before she gave him a hug.

this all happened naturally by the way. it was like… she never died😂😂 the power of revision yall!

anyways the whole afternoon went by like nothing ever happened.

i honestly thought it was pretty funny. knowing how they used to interact with each other while they were grieving kay’s death vs now was hilarious. and what makes it funnier is they never knew and never will 😂😂😂

so there y’all have it, how i revised my boyfriend’s mother’s death. sorry i made y’all wait so long:) i literally got so demotivated while trying to type this.

feel free to ask questions cause ik yall got some😩😂 love y’all 🫶🏾