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Wouldn’t Marilyn ascendant nakshatra lord be her moon in Dhanishta? Since she’s cancer lagna
Ascendant Lord Moon in Dhanishta
Ascendant Nakshatra Lord Mercury in Rohini
Cancer ascendant-> Ashlesha Nakshatra-> Mercury Nakshatra lord
17 APRIL 25.
𓂀 ASTRO NOTES: BEYONCÉ'S RISING SIGN .
🚨 BEYONCÉ'S BIRTH TIME HAS BEEN REVEALED 🚨
her new birth time gives her a tropical aries ascendant and a sidereal ashwini ascendant, INSTEAD of tropical libra rising and chitra/swati ascendant. other astrologers already made this interpretation before her birth time dropped... including myself :D
here's my interpretation and breakdown from september 2024:
first thing is look at THIS
reneigh (the horse from her renaissance album) being the yoni animal of ashwini and "renaissance" meaning rebirth. rebirth is a very bharani theme but these themes are also ashwini too, since ashwini is the void right before birth. it's the suspension between birth and death. it fits IDC.
NEXT. her name is BEY -> pronounced BEE ... as in HONEY. her fanbase is called the BEYHIVE and beyoncé herself is referred to as queen bey (bee 🐝). ashwini famously rules over honey.
also ashwini kumaras are twins and she gave birth to twins.
the ashwini kumaras have healing powers and beyoncé farms honey that heals?? that's SUPER ashwini.
a direct screenshot from my ramble:
(obviously she's won album of the year now, but this was before those grammys)
more evidence from twitter! :
(ashwini rising makes her lagnesh pushya in the 4h, explaining the second tweet's relevance to her bee/beyhive association)
further notes since finding this out:
@aphrodicci pointed out how her chart in tropical explains her being pitted against aaliyah. in vedic astrology, people with the same nakshatra are usually pitted against each other and compared. this can also extend to trine nakshatras with beyoncé having ashwini ascendant and aaliyah having magha moon – beyoncé is often accused of stealing aaliyah's career and even orchestrating her death... "destiny swapping", as some would say.
i can't find the original post, but i remember someone linking black and white aesthetics to ashwini nakshatra. beyoncé's album "i am... sasha fierce" was a huge commercial success and is still her highest selling album. beyoncé specifically chose to use black and white for the album's aesthetics and this aligns perfectly with her ashwini ascendant.
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hi hello. so sorry to be making this again i really am. but with another month the same problem comes back and my dad really needs help making the money to keep my late stage alzheimer's grandma in the care home she's in with the 24/7 care that she needs. i'm mentally disabled so most of my money comes from commissions or freelance gigs online & my only way of helping him is thru that & e-begging online lol. i really hate to do this again but there's really nothing else i can do. if you want to help out this lil bipoc family from brasil, i'm taking commissions, i have a resource blog filled with resources and themes @userbru, and i have premium themes you can buy here. anything else, feel free to dm me <3 thank you in advance. ♡
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Rohini Women
I couldn’t help but notice a resemblance between the actress Josie Maran who plays Mariska one of the Vampire brides to Dracula in the 2004 movie Van Helsing and super model Ana Beatriz Barros famous for her 2005 Magenta Pink VS fashion show wings that are still talked about 20 years later!
When I looked at Josie’s chart I noticed that she has her Moon placed in Rohini
When I looked at Ana Beatriz’s chart I saw she had her Sun in Rohini!
BOOM SHAKALAKA!!!
The only difference is Ana Beatriz has her Moon in Magha so she has those doll-like Tim Burton looking eyes that give very much “Corpse Bride” as well.
life when you realise manifesting is shifting
life when you realise the multiverse is real
life when you realise you’re more than your physical self
life when you realise it’s never really that deep
life when you realise soulmates are real
Honestly one of the things that helped me shifting was not giving a fuck anymore I just had it w this reality and all I said was " fuck this shit,I'm tired of this I'm shifitng tonight" suprise suprise I shifted the same night
HOLY FUCKING SHIT????
I SHIFTED??????????
OMOVMOMG SO BASICALLY I WAS LISTENING TO A SHIFTING METHOD GUIDED MEDITATION OR WHATEVA AND LIKE I DIDNT THIBK ABOUT IT OR ANYTHING AND IT WAS THE JULIA METHOD SO WHEN IT GOT TO 100 I WAS HIT THIS CRAZY UNEXPLAINABLE FEELING OF FLOATING??? I CANT DESCRIBE IT BUT IT WAS CRAZY AND LIKE IT WORKED???? AAHHHHHHJAJSIJSJDJDJJFNFJ
💙 Holding Onto Hope – Your Support Keeps Us Going 💙
Hello, my name is Mosab, and I live in Gaza with my family. Each day here is a battle for survival, and I’m sharing our story in the hope that you might help in any way you can.
The war has shattered our lives. We have lost 25 beloved family members, each one leaving behind an emptiness that can never be filled. Their laughter, love, and presence are gone, but their memory lives on in our hearts.
Our Reality Today
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How You Can Help
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Why This Matters
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🙏 Please consider donating or sharing this message. Your kindness gives us strength and reminds us that we are not alone in this fight.
With all our gratitude, Mosab and Family ❤️
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cardio routines
low impact
20 minute low impact cardio by fitbymik
30 minute no jump standing cardio by april han
30 minute no jumping full body workout by BIGSIS
30 minute no rest standing cardio by BIGSIS
30 minute all standing no jumping cardio by eleni fit
30 minute no jumping cardio by eleni fit
30 minute constant cardio by caroline girvan
30 minute low impact cardio by caroline girvan
30 minute no jumping cardio by lena snow
34 minute full body cardio by BIGSIS
40 minute no jumping standing cardio by BIGSIS
45 minute kickboxing cardio by eleni fit
with dumbbells
20 minute dumbbell hiit cardio by BIGSIS
20 minute full body dumbbell cardio by BIGSIS
20 minute sweaty dumbbell cardio by caroline girvan
25 minute dumbbell cardio by BIGSIS
25 minute dumbbell hiit by juice & toya
30 minute non-stop cardio by BIGSIS
30 minute intense cardio with light weights by fitness__kaykay
30 minute blazing hiit cardio with dumbbells by caroline girvan
30 minute dumbbell hiit by caroline girvan
35 minute dumbbell cardio by caroline girvan
35 minute cardio pilates with light weights by move with nicole
43 minute dumbbell cardio by caroline girvan
54 minute dumbbell cardio by caroline girvan
hiit
20 minute killer hiit by emi wong
20 minute no jumping hiit by emi wong
20 minute hiit with no jumping options by emi wong
30 minute no jumping hiit by eleni fit
30 minute low impact hiit & abs by eleni fit
30 minute no jumping hiit to the beat by eleni fit
30 minute no jumping hiit by growingannanas
30 minute no jumping full body hiit by emi wong
30 minute hiit with no jumping options by emi wong
30 minute full body hiit by emi wong
30 minute low impact hiit by heather robertson
40 minute low impact hiit by eleni fit
45 minute no jumping hiit by eleni fit
45 minute no jumping hiit by emi wong
walking workouts
20 minute step to the beat by juice & toya
20 minute low impact step to the beat by juice & toya
25 minute 2 mile walk with optional weights by growwithjo
30 minute walking cardio by emi wong
30 minute walking cardio by growwithjo
30 minute metabolic walking workout by olivia lawson
30 minute boosted walking workout by olivia lawson
30 minute walking metabolic exercise for olivia lawson
30 minute intense walking workout by eleni fit
30 minute fast walking workout by growwithjo
40 minute walking workout by april han
45 minute walking workout by emi wong
59 minute 4 mile walking workout by growwithjo
1 hour walking workout by emi wong
1 hour walking workout by eleni fit
1 hour 19 minute 5 mile walking workout by growwithjo
1 hour 23 minute walking workout by yanafit
dance workouts
10 minute energy boost workout by pamela reif
10 minute pop dance workout by pamela reif
12 minute happy cardio dance workout by pamela reif
15 minute 2000s dance workout by growwithjo
15 minute dance style cardio by pamela reif
15 minute dance party workout by madfit
15 minute 80s dance workout by pamela reif
15 minute 90s dance workout by madfit
20 minute chappell roan hiit dance workout by emkfit
20 minute sweaty dance workout by eleni fit
20 minute 80s dance workout by madfit
20 minute cardio dance hiit by eleni fit
20 minute mamma mia pilates dance workout by emkfit
20 minute dance hiit cardio by growwithjo
22 minute barre & ballet hiit by ballet thera fit
30 minute walking dance cardio by eleni fit
30 minute cardio dance hiit by eleni fit
tabata
8 minute tabata by heather robertson
10 minute standing tabata by emi wong
12 minute tabata hiit by growingannanas
15 minute tabata by heather robertson
20 minute fierce tabata by heather robertson
24 minute tabata hiit by growingannanas
24 minute sweaty tabata hiit by growingannanas
24 minute killer tabata hiit by growingannanas
25 minute body weight tabata by heather robertson
30 minute killer tabata hiit by growingannanas
38 minute tabata & abs by heather robertson
40 minute tabata by heather robertson
jump rope workouts
10 minute jump rope weight loss workout by rachel gulotta fitness
10 minute jump rope workout by rachel gulotta fitness
15 minute jump rope & abs by madfit
15 minute jump rope hiit by madfit
18 minute jump rope workout by holly dolke
20 minute jump rope hiit by rachel gulotta fitness
30 minute hiit with jump rope by heather robertson
more under 30 minutes
10 minute morning cardio by BIGSIS
10 minute low impact, no repeats by BIGSIS
15 minute fast paced cardio by BIGSIS (my favorite!)
20 minute no jumping cardio by emi wong
20 minute no jumping cardio by caroline girvan
20 minute low impact cardio by fitbymik
20 minute low impact cardio x hiit by juice & toya
Random Observations 2
I'm trying to get more expressive hence using lots of emojis
🍓 I found that People having number 7 loves to walk. As number 7 is the number of Ketu, detachment therefore they love things too which include walking like trekking! Numbers - 7, 16, 25
❤️ People having Jupiter Atmakaraka can have a big body as Jupiter expand everything. So big hips, chest, nipples,etc.
👀 People with moon in 1st House can become a ghost after death but not people with Sun in first house. As moon represents our psyche so moon gets strong if placed in first house. Sun is ego and burns the house where it is placed.
🦢 No one can force a Moon Atmakaraka to do anything until and unless they themselves want to.
🌝 Mars in Aquarius are lazy people. Good aspects can lessen this behaviour.
💩 People having Sun in first house usually have good bowel. I heard they 💩 daily is this true for you too? Comment below 👇
🔥 Having scorpio Venus + Gemini Ascendant girlies have 🧨 body. Model look, sexy body 👁️👁️
Part 3 is coming soon. I'm short on money this month. So If anyone is interested in the chart reading please DM. You can give me half the price of D1, D9 chart reading of you too are short on money. Thank you!
Little Shravana thing notes
I have Saturn Shravana in my 9th house, and I remember as a kid I was chosen(Shravana has choose One energy) by my classmates to go on a four day trip out of the state. When I tell you I was shocked they chose me, and I also grew up on my Saturn line.
I have a friend who has a Shravana Moon in her 6th house, she has medical condition which cause her to have a limp(Shravana represents limps or three legs), but honestly she's fast as fuck. I remember not even noticing her limp until she pointed it out.
Check the astrology info, please
This is a reminder to astrology lovers to check the examples a blog has provided FOR THEMSELVES, to verify that those people they listed in their post really do have those placements, and that it makes sense overall.
Like really look at the people's charts and also see how relevant that placement is overall, and if that makes sense in the context of their post.
No birth time available, multiple possible moon/asc placements? Look up the person and see which placement you think they are.
Do not just hang on astrology bloggers' every word.
ASTRO DEGREES THEORY :
0° : the uncreated, the unknown, the unexpected, the sudden, the egg of creation.
1/13/25° : the start, the chosen one, the unique thing, the special one.
2/14/26° : the fruiting, the loved one, the cherished couple, adored one.
3/15/27° : the daily holy, the occult one, the driver.
4/16/28° : the garden, the house, the early and end of life.
5/17/29° : the child, the creation, the creator, the creature.
6/18° : the work, the organization, the plan.
7/19° : the relationship, the others, the beauty, the harmony, the middle of something.
8/20° : the power, the pattern seeker n breaker, the messenger of underworlds.
9/21° : the holy one, the sacred thing, the lesson of something.
10/22° : the summit, the hermit, the boss, the GOAT.
11/23° : the friend, the associated, the collective hope, the fated generational things.
12/24° : the end, the loner, the healer, the religious, the spiritual, the artist.
How I Shift On Command + How You Can Too
I don’t plan on posting anything other than this or starting a blog, so I don’t need anyone to “believe” in me. The only person you should trust is yourself—trust yourself to resonate positively with what you see online and click away if it doesn’t serve you. This is here for you to take from if it resonates. I literally only made this blog to post this here. My hope is that it reaches at least one person who can take something from this and apply it to their shifting journey. If not, and this post ends up here untouched, I’m just glad to finally get everything down in words and off my chest.
Jumping straight to the answer because I’m not going to make anyone sit through a long post for it. The rest, the "advice," is here if you want to read it.
The "method"
I figured out what works specifically for me as an individual instead of following everyone else’s journey. Everyone has their “thing” that makes shifting click, a sweet spot that makes reality shifting possible. For me, it’s a combination of the law of assumption and inducing an altered state of consciousness.
During the day, I spend time affirming—or sometimes just reminding myself or keeping a little note nearby—things like:
I can shift.
I know how to shift.
I could shift tonight.
Shifting is accessible to me.
At night, I watch videos, look at Pinterest boards, or listen to music that reminds me of my DR. This ingrains where I’m going in my brain. Sometimes I do this for fun, and other times I skip it entirely.
When I lay down, I always lie on my back and stay somewhat still because I like the feeling of my body going numb. This isn’t necessary to shift, but I enjoy it—it lets me feel the symptoms of hypnagogia (that in-between state of wakefulness and sleep).
To meditate quickly, I count from 1 to 100 with a few affirmations in between to remind myself of what I’m doing. I do this until my body goes numb, and I start messing up the counting. Usually, the mistakes or random, nonsensical thoughts are my signal to start shifting.
At this point, I begin affirming the things I affirmed during the day:
I could shift right now.
I have the ability to shift.
I have the power to shift at any moment.
While I do this, I focus on the feeling of being in my DR—not my surroundings, not my senses, just the internal feeling of being there.
This is where “brazen impudence” comes in. I hard-force myself to feel like I’m in my DR. It’s not about imagining my surroundings but purely about embodying the feeling of being there.
Hypnagogic imagery and sensations like floating often kick in at this point. These are symptoms of your body falling asleep so your awareness can take shape in that sweet spot for shifting.
I continue this, then stop and start counting from 1 to 100 again, with affirmations like:
I can shift.
I know how to shift.
I could shift right now.
Then I repeat the process: using brazen impudence to force myself to feel like I’m in my DR.
Eventually, I reach that threshold between sleep and wake—a liminal state of pure consciousness. Body asleep, mind awake, I call this the “rabbit hole” which is honstly just a deep state of hypnogogia. It’s a state where anything is possible: lucid dreaming, astral projection, slipping into the void, shifting—anything.
When I’m in this state, I use brazen impudence to force myself to feel like I'm shifting to my DR and don't take no for an answer (I tell myself I'm in Barbados and shut the door in my own face). This can involve affirmations or just talking myself through it, either way I wake myself up there. Occasionally, I simply relax, expect to wake up in my DR, fall asleep, and wake up shifted.
Does all that sound complicated? Let me simplify:
Lay down and get comfortable.
Count from 1 to 100 on a loop with affirmations in between until you mess up the counting, get sleepy, or have your mind wander. Like this:
Me: *counts from 1 - 100* Me: *says a few affirmations/askfirmations* Me: *counts from 1 - 100* Me: *says a few affirmations/askfirmations*
On a loop until...
Persist in the feel of being in your DR—not focusing on surroundings or senses, just the feeling. Feeling is the secret.
Alternate between steps 2 and 3 until you’re in that relaxed body asleep/mind awake state, OR just straight up hypnogogia tbh. (That is, if you don’t already shift lol)
From there, choose what feels right: shift from a lucid dream, affirm, slip into the void, or just feel yourself in your DR like I do, convince yourself that either you shifted and are there, or are shifting and will end up there.
One thing I’ll tell you now—regardless of your circumstances, how long you’ve been trying, how long it’ll take, who you are, etc—is that you already know how to shift. You, reading this right now. You know how to shift, and there’s nothing you did to learn it. There’s nothing you can do to unlearn it. It’s something that will stay with you until the end of time.
Why do you think people shift randomly without prior knowledge of shifting? Even people who don’t believe in it? It’s because everyone can shift. You can shift.
Right now, stop reading this post and say in your head or out loud, “I already know how to shift.” Or, if that doesn’t feel right, “I already have the ability to shift,” “No matter what, I have the power to shift,” or “My mind knows how to shift no matter what.”
Can you argue that? No, you can’t. And if your mind starts throwing out “buts,” go back and read that again.
Shifting isn’t difficult, and no one struggles to shift. I’m sure you’ve heard it before—that shifting is simple and happens in seconds—because it does. You don’t struggle with shifting. You can shift; everyone has the power to. What you “struggle” with, so to speak, is figuring out what works for you, what your brain likes, how it operates—because everyone is different.
What ended up working for me more than anything was figuring out how I operate and modifying shifting to fit me—not forcing myself to fit shifting.
Will my method work for everyone? I have no idea. Unless you assume it will work for you, this is what works for me. I’m me, and you’re you.
Before you say “Oh, but I’ve tried everything and nothing has worked so far” and expect me to sit here and ask you “but have you really tried everything? <3” , listen to me.
I could shift perfectly well with my own personal method before I started shifting regularly. I knew it worked well for my brain, but the thing that “blocked” me (so to speak) were my assumptions.
When you sit there and say “I’ve tried everything and nothing has worked” that’s your assumption about yourself. You believe that nothing works for you, that you don't know how to shift, that you’re this powerless, lost baby shifter who needs guidance.
There’s nothing wrong with this, it’s not your fault, and theoretically you could shift even with your “blockages” (I really hate that term), as shifting waits for no one.
This is why so many people shift randomly and with poor assumptions without meaning to. But you clicked on this because you want to know how you can shift consistently + on every time, and this is the answer I’m giving you.
You find out what works better for you, be it affirming, visualizing, scripting, shifting awake, shifting asleep, shifting with hypnagogia, shifting with hypnopompic, shifting through lucid dreams, shifting with brazen impudence, through SATs, robotic affirming, through letting go, through putting your DR on a pedestal, through listening to music, through law of assumption alone, and many more.
If that sounds overwhelming, please note that all of these are the same vehicles that get you to your destination. Just in different shapes and colors. Like how some people drive a car, others drive a motorcycle, others walk, others swim. The movement forward is always the same.
What you’re doing, no matter how you’re doing it or in whatever state of consciousness you’re doing it from, will always be:
Assume it's true, feel it, receive it. “Assume and persist,” “ground yourself in the assumption,” you’ve heard it all before.
How to Find What Makes You Shift On Command
You could either test different techniques (affirmations, visualizations, scripting, lucid dreaming, etc.) and see what feels natural to you.
You could (and I love this one because it’s a cheat code) Assume you already know what works, and let the law of assumption guide you. “Manifest it” so to speak.
Pay attention to your life, because you already shift on command, you've been doing it your whole life, but I guarantee you haven't noticed it. Pay attention to you, like how easily you slip into hypnagogia, your dream recall, or how strong your intuition is, maybe you put too much emotion into a scenario you don’t want in your life and it inherently manifests, things like that. Pay attention to the thing that makes you go “huh, that was weird”
“But Clover, I tried everything you mentioned above and still haven’t found my method!”
My darling. Listen up. Come closer—I’m about to let you in on a secret. The way you apply the law of assumption isn’t one-size-fits-all, because assumptions and beliefs are not linear. It's the same every time, yes, it's a law. But just like you, the way you can use it is unique to each person.
Let me tell you how easy it is so you don't think I'm over-complicating it
You could, for instance, believe you’ve got $1000 in your bank account right now and act like it, fully living in the end. Or you could believe you’re going to have $1000 in your account and act like it’s already on its way. Or maybe you believe something’s going to happen that’ll bring you that $1000.
The same applies to shifting. It’s been a game changer for me. I used to struggle so much with things like:
“You’re already in your DR, just act like it.”
“Ignore the 3D.”
“You’ve already shifted.”
Do those methods work? Absolutely, they work beautifully. But like I said, if it doesn’t feel good or true to you, don’t force it.
My dearest, darling reader. If the story you see in your 3D is that you can’t shift, can’t find what makes you shift, are you just going to sit there and accept it? What is more satisfying? Think with me here: accepting that you don’t know how to shift and cannot shift, or persisting that you do know how to shift?
“Clover, but I’ve been trying for 4 years! I’ve tried everything and I still haven’t shifted”
So that's your story? Your story, your assumption is that you’ve been trying for 4 years and haven’t shifted? If you’ve resonated with the phrase above, that’s your story. And there’s nothing wrong with it, but! there will be no magic solution for shifting. Or a magic method. Or a person like me giving you advice, that can make you shift without you changing your assumptions first.
“But I don’t want to reprogram my mind! It doesn’t work for me. I don’t want to do robotic affirming 24/7, I want results now!”
I know, right? It’s annoying having to do these 100-step methods, and drink charged water, and have to beg the universe for your desire, and loop affirmations in your mind that directly contradict what you’re experiencing in the 3D.
“Oh ignore the 3D, the 4D is your only real imagination!” they say, as you sit there, clutching your phone, rocking back and forth in bed, repeating affirmations you don’t resonate with while dreaming of being railed by your S/O.
Believe me, I've been there, wondering what the hell was wrong with me. I asked myself why couldn't these basic steps that worked for everyone else work for me. I blamed myself for not trying hard enough, for being lazy, for inconsistent. When all that time, the answer was me. I needed to manifest/shift in a way that felt good for me.
Just remember, the law of assumption isn't complicated, and the way you apply it is not one-size-fits-all. Reprogramming the mind through continuous repetition and affirmation works, and if that resonates with you or feels effective, you should absolutely go for it.
However, at its core, you don’t inherently need to reprogram your mind. It’s as simple as assuming your mind has already been reprogrammed and watching it unfold before your eyes. You do what feels right to you.
For example, if person A does better with visualization and listening to music, why on earth are they affirming and listening to subliminals?
If person B feels better scripting in a notebook, why the hell are they reprogramming their mind?
If person C feels good reprogramming their mind, why are they taking the simple route?
Funny, isn't it? Which is why if you've read all of this so far, and you have not resonated with it, just click away. Go find another post or advice that feels true to you. The words I'm writing right now are not universal, they're not the absolute truth. That's the beauty of the law of assumption. Whatever you believe to be true, becomes true.
I didn’t feel good with the affirmations “I’m already in my DR” and “I already shifted.” Do they work, are they true? Yup, but I didn’t feel good ignoring the 3D, even when I knew the 4D was the true reality. So I swapped them for affirmations like "I'm shifting to my DR", “I’m going to shift to my DR”, swapping things like “I already shifted” to “I’m shifting” because those are the kinds of affirmations my brain loves.
I've heard a silly bit of misinfo that these affirmations stating future events put you in an infinite loop, and that they don’t make you achieve your desire. That’s not true? At all? Makes me laugh, really. Because here I am, “master shifter” or whatever name people give it in this reality, shifting as much as I want to wherever I want with these types of affirmations.
Yet here I see every day on the internet, people implanting stubborn little rules and regulations to a practice that has been done for ages, a universal law that will work even when you don’t care for it to work.
How I Shifted The First Time
The law of assumption is what made me shift in the end. Initially, I surprised myself at the beginning of my shifting journey because I shifted three months after starting it. I woke up one morning in my DR room, felt it was real, knew it was possible, but accidentally shifted back because it was too good to be true.
What followed was a period of losing my mind; I shift back to my DR for a few seconds (mini-shifts), fully shifted to different rparallel ealities, and filled the hell out of shifting journals with my discoveries as I went along. But I never fully shifted to my DR and stayed there. I wanted to permashift. I was so focused on leaving my CR and going to my DR permanently, frustrated because I knew I could shift, knew how to in theory, but was stuck in this endless loop of assuming I couldn't make myself shift and had to rely on spontaneous shifts.
And then one night it clicked when I was reflecting on the law of assumption and reality shifting. I knew shifting was real. I knew I could shift. Everyone can shift. I had shifted before. I would continue to shift even if I gave up on shifting. I could shift that night if I wanted to. I could shift that night even if I didn't want to. I knew how to shift. And so do you.
These are all assumptions I went to sleep with in mind, laying there, feeling like an idiot as it all clicked for me.
If there was no doubt in my mind that I could shift that night, why wouldn’t I be able to shift?
What followed was an overwhelming sense of peace washing over me. I let go. What more was there to be done? I could shift. There was no crying or screaming that could make me shift more than I could right then.
I laid there and started my process. Just like I mentioned earlier. I began counting from 1 - 100 on a continuous loop. With affirmations that I could shift, I knew how to shift , I could shift that night.
And then I reached hypnagogia, and began inducing the feeling of being in my DR, just like I mentioned earlier. That liminal space rabbit hole shortly followed. I could go anywhere I wanted then. I could lucid dream. I could astral project. I could slip into the void. I could shift, and I did. Just…letting go and inducing the feeling of being in my DR. Not the surroundings, not the 5 senses, no affirmations. Just knowing that I was in my Dr.
It was peaceful.
I was at ease.
And then I was woken up by a violent crack of thunder because my dumbass scripted my DR wakeup scenario to be in the middle of spring, and it was raining -_-
I woke up in my DR, fully grounded, fully there, pinching my skin purple because I couldn't believe I was looking out the window at my DR city.
I wish I could tell you that I remained cool, but I so didn’t. I sat in bed for a good 10 minutes, mouth agape, repeating “oohh fuck it’s real….ohhh my god it’s real…whaaat the hell.”
And then I paced around my room panicking, giggling like an idiot, checking my DR phone because all my friends and DR life was on there as evidence, opening drawers, looking at myself in the mirror, and straight-up freaking out.
What followed after that was incredible, something I lack the words to describe. I spent a few weeks in my DR before shifting back, spending a few weeks here and then shifting back–here, back, here, back and forth, spending more time in my DR then my CR to the point where I consider my DR my true reality, and this one as my “other” reality.
I shifted back here in early December of last year, and I’m here now before I shift back permanently—meaning, I’ll shift there, and then the next time I shift will be to another DR or a waiting room somewhere in the multiverse. I’m taking a "break" so to speak and hanging out here until events I scripted in my DR start to happen, and my life changes (positively, all good things I assure).
I’m not sure if the person or people who find this post will care, but my other reality was originally called my “Witch DR”, where, as the name suggests, I’m a witch :) But not the fun kind, with a broomstick, a cauldron, and a pet cat though 😂The kind where I have to be up early for work in the mornings, can’t keep a cat because the building I live in doesn’t allow it, and have more responsibilities there than I do in this reality.
One thing I didn’t expect about shifting before I lived there the first time is that—it’s life. You will have good days. You will have bad days. You will fuck up. You will laugh so hard that soda comes out of your nose. You will cry more than you ever have. And the people you once saw on a TV screen are very real, and can be very annoying lol. I miss my DR friends dearly right now, but I can’t go poking around the internet for videos and pictures of them because it feels so weird.
Gut feelings are strange. I use them as a compass in both realities whenever I have to manually flap the butterfly’s wings and take a route. I felt compelled to write this post, and I’m not sure why. But if what this post has the power to help one singular person and help them realize their power, I'll be beyond happy.
Nobody is your friend
Life as Jyeshta native
I've always struggled with maintaining friendships. I always considered myself to be a really good friend; putting in a ton of energy into my friends' birthdays, checking up on them regularly and always being there for them but I don't believe I've ever recieved the same energy back. Oftentimes, my so-called "friends" wouldn't even wish my happy birthday, get me anything, or plan anything for my birthday. They would rarely bother to check on me, even during COVID. I've had "friends" constantly put me down by ridiculing my physical appearance or intelligence. I've had friends purposefully leave me out of plans because I was no longer fun to be around after my grandmother passed away.
I've had "friends" that I cut off, turn around, and harrass and bully after the fact. I've had friends tell me I was 'trauma dumping' onto them whenever I decided to be vulnerable despite being there for them whenever they needed anyone to talk to, even being told I am not a "good enough support system" despite ALWAYS being there. I've generally had friends demand things of me that they were never willing to reciprocate. As a consequence, I've become quite jaded to the idea of befriending people. I realise that I don't hold friends to a degree that others do because I've seen all the worst sides of how friendship can turn out. I have a solid 5 friendships, and even then, I know they're not as great as the friendships I've witnessed in my life.
Whenever I pursue a relationship with someone, they often end up acting in ways that make me pull back, like deciding they suddenly hate me, talking behind my back, being unnecessarily hypercritical of me, telling people the things I've said to them in confidence, making fun of me behind my back, the list goes on.
On the other side of things, I've noticed an obsessiveness towards me (which I partly contributed to having a Mrigashira moon) relating to this incessant need I've realised that some people have to almost "breaking me down" or "taking me off my high horse" (even when having low confidence), especially if I've "bruised" their ego in a way. I remember two months after I stopped talking to this guy (he would constantly try to prove his intellectual superiority over me), he and his friends posted a video in which he tried to make it seem like he was never interested in me, inspite of the fact that I only started really noticing him because my friends would point out how he and his friends (sometimes in his absence) would always used to stare at me, and try to get close to me.
Thankfully, I've study people enough to recognise that the things people have criticised me about are usually the things they themselves are insecure about in themselves, so I don't take it too personally, but it does get draining.
Another thing I've noticed about the "obsessiveness" is people copying me, like A LOT (watching Claire Nakti's video of Jyeshta confirmed this to me). After adopting my entire personality, dress sense, music taste, and mannerism, these individuals would end up discarding me. It's like they would steal my very essence. That's how I felt after my last friendship that felt like this. At the end of friendship, I was a shell of myself.
Romantic relationships haven't been able to fill the void either, as I feel like the men who are evidently attracted to me always feel a need to humble me or sexualising me but not being serious about being in longterm relationships with me (definitely blame my Lilith and Pluto aspecting almost all my personal planets), and so I remain quite lonely in the world. I also have Jyeshta in the 10th house (the house public image and perception) and Lilith in the 11th house closely conjunct my venus, which opposes a Punarvasu North Node so to say relationships are difficult would be an understatement.
- This is just another unfiltered rant. I feel like one of these days, I should post something more positive but this year has been nothing but disappointment, and I always keep it real
Pushya is considered as auspicious nakshatra but it makes the native go through some really tough battles, it's ruled by saturn after all .
Also I have seen that this nakshatra in big 3 gives a strained relationship with your father.
Do ya'll have this placement, if yes do you resonate with this🪷🪷🪷
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Despite the suffering and hardships of this fierce war , your support and assistance ease us and grant us power and patience. Your contribution keeps a whole family safe, that is why i am asking you to donate whatever you can of at least share my link so that other donors can know about my tragedy and pain.
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Never forget when IDF soldiers tied and incapacitated a Palestinian man by his hands and legs, and unleashed trained dogs to have sex with him, essentially raping him.
Israel must be abolished.
Anyway, Free Palestine
astro hypothesis: why i think the astro community is the way it is?
ever notice how a lot of us can't let go of grudges/drama in this community? what about the supposed cyberstalking? the fake accounts? the bullying?
i've come to blame our individual placements instead of our shared synastry. gathered in one place online there is likely an usually high amount of 8h/12h people. its a spiritual community after all - 8h loves taboo things, the occult, the unknown, dark aspects of the self, etc. 12h loves spirituality, hypotheticals, learning about karmic cycles and fate, etc. neither one is a fan of secrets and prefers to look behind the veil. myself included in that - i have 8h sun, moon, and mercury AND 12h uranus.
but 8h people are often obsessive and struggle to let things go if they aren't working with their placement(s). 12h placements are our "hidden enemies" - i realize a lot of us know who is who behind the "fake account" but often we only have another username to connect to the secondary (tertiary, etc) account and no actual real life names. neither can stand not knowing what someone is likely saying about them, so they peak at those who blocked them or who they blocked with another account.
we (humanity) hate not having control - that's why a lot of us are on here in this community to begin with. we seek understanding and making the unconscious conscious. the hunger for control is what drives a lot of people, but often 8h/12h people seek it the most. we seek it because at some point we lacked it (in terms of "trauma responses"). these placements are well known in the community for going through hardships and struggles in life - that's why a lot of us react the way we do. personally, i withdraw. i am someone who struggles to say no. i will shut down and say/do whatever i must just to survive fallout - survive the day or weekend and not get yelled at or bullied. i'm not a fan of sides - i'll pick myself if i must, as imperfect, immature, etc as i can be.
social media gives this illusion that we know each other more than we do. even when it seems like someone here has it more together than another person that doesn't make it true. we have all gone through something - we all have personal stuff going on outside of this community. no one is going to always have a perfect and mature response - it's just not how life is.
no one is perfect; we are all learning as we go. at some point, if we can't forgive and grow together, i have to wonder why we are here to begin with. this community doesn't get bigger it only gets smaller when we are picking sides, blocking each other, etc. do what you have to do to protect your peace, but let's stop perpetuating hatred with anons and multiple accounts. give grace. be kind.
thanks for listening to me ramble.
-a.d.
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every single sagittarius placement i’ve met (mainly big 6 or stellium) wants to travel. and not just to another state, or a nearby country, but to an entirely different country. they can be interesting in other countries too, and their culture. i notice sag moons are the most likely to have a true interest in the culture, rather than sag mercuries or other sag placements. sag mercuries seem to want to learn another language more or speak another language
this is somewhat based on my experience but also astrological facts
sag rising- want to just go anywhere in general, even if it’s just to the store, they like going places
sag suns- seem to have a general interest in traveling, might be apart of who they are
sag moon- really interesting in other cultures, religions, traditions, etc. feeling empathetic for the possible struggles
sag mercury- interested in other languages, might speak more than one theirself
sag venus- a genuine love for other countries, seeing the beauty in the culture and art
sag mars- passionate about the countries, they may be the type to really support a country, will debate/ argue with you over it
Biden Biden you can't hide
You're committing genocide
Listen up and listen well
You will rot in fucking hell!
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For Aphrodite 🐚🦢🤎
I want to know your opinion on mars nakshatra (Dhanishtha , Mrigashirsha & Chitra). I notice that some of them have attachment issues and unresolved trauma. Doja cat ( Chitra Sun, Rising & Rahu ) was criticized by the public for her dating record because she is currently dating a comedian that is allegedly a pedophile. Marilyn Monroe (Dhanistha Moon & Jupiter ) has up and down in her marriage. She also alleged a mistress to President John F Kennedy. My ex friend (Dhanistha Moon ) also involves herself in a casual relationship with her exes. The Weeknd (Dhanistha Sun) sometimes objectifies women in his songs too.
I check their background and notice their father is physically or emotionally absent in their life. Marilyn Monroe did not have a relationship with her father growing up. Doja Cat does not share an active relationship with his father. The Weeknd never met his father. My ex friend rarely sees her father at home since her father constantly outstation or sleeps at his friend's house. I'm not sure about this but I did notice some Mars Nakshatra that I know, have a father who was physically and mentally absent for most of the time causing them to have this attachment or abandonment issue.
What is your opinion about it?
damn 😲you have given me food for thought, ill make a post about it
but in general, i do think Mars energy is hard for anybody especially for women. Mars (and Saturn, Rahu & Ketu) is a malefic planet and malefic planets' energy is very hard to manifest in a positive way. abuse, abandonment, and isolation are all themes present in the lives of natives with these planetary dominances. Mars is literally the soldier, its the planet of warfare, its not a stretch to think that these themes are bound to be present in the lives of its natives. soldiers are not people who can benefit from family, companionship, affection etc they're on the battlefield, where it's just them doing their job. ill explore more in my post tho, thanks for sending this ask
I want to know your opinion on mars nakshatra (Dhanishtha , Mrigashirsha & Chitra). I notice that some of them have attachment issues and unresolved trauma. Doja cat ( Chitra Sun, Rising & Rahu ) was criticized by the public for her dating record because she is currently dating a comedian that is allegedly a pedophile. Marilyn Monroe (Dhanistha Moon & Jupiter ) has up and down in her marriage. She also alleged a mistress to President John F Kennedy. My ex friend (Dhanistha Moon ) also involves herself in a casual relationship with her exes. The Weeknd (Dhanistha Sun) sometimes objectifies women in his songs too.
I check their background and notice their father is physically or emotionally absent in their life. Marilyn Monroe did not have a relationship with her father growing up. Doja Cat does not share an active relationship with his father. The Weeknd never met his father. My ex friend rarely sees her father at home since her father constantly outstation or sleeps at his friend's house. I'm not sure about this but I did notice some Mars Nakshatra that I know, have a father who was physically and mentally absent for most of the time causing them to have this attachment or abandonment issue.
What is your opinion about it?
damn 😲you have given me food for thought, ill make a post about it
but in general, i do think Mars energy is hard for anybody especially for women. Mars (and Saturn, Rahu & Ketu) is a malefic planet and malefic planets' energy is very hard to manifest in a positive way. abuse, abandonment, and isolation are all themes present in the lives of natives with these planetary dominances. Mars is literally the soldier, its the planet of warfare, its not a stretch to think that these themes are bound to be present in the lives of its natives. soldiers are not people who can benefit from family, companionship, affection etc they're on the battlefield, where it's just them doing their job. ill explore more in my post tho, thanks for sending this ask
Do people realize that Israel is so unrestrained that it’s now launching attacks in Lebanon and Syria as well. Do people realize how little Arab people mean to these genocidal maniacs that they are now killing people in three Arab countries. Can genocide apologists pause their pure hatred for Arabs to at the very least admit this. Or are we going to pretend that Israel has a reason to be intensifying attacks in Damascus right now
Placements in the natal chart that indicate psychic abilities/strong intuition/witchy energy ✨🪬
4th house placements
8th house placements
12th house placements
Neptune conjunct Mercury
Neptune in the 4th/8th/12th house
A lot of trines in the chart that form a triangle shape in the natal chart
Moon conjunct Neptune
Water signs placements
Moon in Cancer/Scorpio/Pisces
Moon in the 4th/8th/12th house
Asteroid Psyche in a water sign or 4th/8th/12th house
Asteroid Psyche conjunct Moon/Mercury
Neptune conjunct ASC
Lilith in the 8th house
Uranus in the 12th house
Asteroid Hekate conjunct ASC
Asteroid Hekate in the 4th/8th/12th house
Asteroid Hekate conjunct Mercury/Moon
29 degree Moon/Mercury sign
Vertex in the 4th/8th/12th house
South Node in a water sign/conjunct Neptune
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Sun square Pluto: The Edge of Light and Darkness
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Mabel Mora from only murders in the building gives off major Plutonian energy. Her entire life has been marked by loss, whether it be the death of close friends, neighbors or the death (pluto) of her father (sun) at seven years old. She seems to best represent the sun square aspect of all the sun-pluto aspects, in my opinion. Squares are difficult elements, and there are several ongoing difficulties and demands. With sun square pluto, there is friction between who you are (sun) and the darkness you carry around inside you (pluto). It feels like an emotional earthquake, as if you are unable to rationalize your actions and feelings since they may be so extreme since that Pluto energy will amplify them. It will make you feel like a villain. Often times the Sun-Pluto individual will look in the mirror and wonder, "Am I even a good person?"
Mabel has flashbacks in the show of the times she spent with her father, how he was dying and how they attempted to keep it from her. Even at such a young age, only seven years old, a part of her knew something was wrong, but she decided it was best to close her eyes and pretend. To flip the puzzle pieces so that she couldn't see the full image clearly. Watching that scene from the couch had me reflecting on my whole life haha.
I have a sun square pluto aspect; coincidentally, my father also died when I was seven years old. Like young Mabel, I remember stepping into the hospital room. He looked so peaceful, like he was sleeping but I knew he was dead. I remember the doctor asking if I wanted to hold his hand one last time, but I just stood there and turned around, hiding my face. Sun-Pluto individuals experience loss at an early age, even if it is not physical death. There is a strong fear of losing control, which could arise from a traumatic experience in childhood, or from a unstable or emotionally charged family background in general.
For a significant chunk of their lives, sun square pluto individuals deny their intensity and dark thoughts. It's a whole mindfuck because these are the individuals who are adept at spotting it in others, picking up on other's habits, seeing what makes them tick, and growing accustomed to chaos and perhaps even attracted to it.
However, the square can feel like someone who is walking too near you (sun), almost touching you, and you have the desperate urge to shove them (Pluto) away. And what happens when you engage in such internal conflict? You self-destruct. You assume the worst of yourself and everyone else around you. You may give up because you believe that everyone already views you negatively. I've said in a previous post that I use to self-sabotage because I always expected shit would go left anyway. I had conditioned myself to continually anticipate that the other shoe would drop. So if I had something good, I would destroy it. And that would satisfy me at the time because it offered me a false sense of control (pluto) over my identity and life (sun).
It felt like, "Now you can never take this from me, because I made it go away all by myself." But then I would just be left all alone, secretly feeling like maybe I deserved that anyway. It may take the Sun-Pluto individual a long time to realize that they are deserving of joy and happiness and that they do not need to restrain or punish themselves. They don't have to hide their art, ideas, or who they are. But for a long time, they do because the uncertainty is terrifying. There is an intense fear of who they are and what they love being used against them.
Mabel is critiqued by the public in the show, labeled a killer "Bloody Mabel," a sociopath. And despite the fact that she is not, her actions reaffirm their perceptions of her. She is always saying, "It's not what you think!" When the sun-pluto individual is constantly scrambling to get themselves together, to "compose" themselves it’s a sign they have not tried to step into their full power yet. Sun-Pluto individuals are rarely entirely satisfied with themselves. They are highly sensitive to criticism and often destroy or hide what they create. I mean Mabel literally painted the most beautiful artwork on her wall in her apartment lmfaooo, her talents (sun) are hidden (pluto) from the world.
But you do yourself a disservice by concealing your abilities and shrinking yourself. The worst thing you could do for yourself is to admit that you have no control over a situation, that "it is what it is." The worst thing you could do for yourself is to shrug your shoulders and act as though it's normal to rip yourself apart to the point where you no longer recognize yourself.
What an incredible disservice you do to yourself and that infinite potential. Wherever Pluto is in your chart is where you have to refuse to be afraid, it's where you must accept that there will be change. You can't let your subconscious convictions make you cynical or paranoid. Your sun sign and its placement can show you where that effect of self-sabotage is hitting you the hardest. Sun-Pluto people have the power to transform (pluto) the lives of others just by being themselves (sun), through the use of their very own experiences.
Sun-Pluto individuals, you have to accept that you are going to go through a constant state of rebirth, and some people will not understand it. Some people are going to hate it. You may not be everyone's cup of tea, but why give them the gratification of witnessing your self-destruction? Letting go of this tight control you have over yourself, environment and interpersonal relationships is scary and it will feel like a sacrifice. But you will be rewarded for it when you step into your power.
When you stop self-destructing, overcome your paranoia, and let go of the urge to control every element of yourself and how others perceive you, you will be respected for it. Does self-acceptance mean the end of power struggles? No. However, it does imply that you are at least aware that you will rise smarter, stronger, kinder, and better than before every single time. Pluto governs the metaphysical, as well as the darker facets of existence, metamorphosis, and rebirth. With a Sun-Pluto aspect, this becomes an integral part of you. I no longer see this energy in my chart and in my life as a burden. A responsibility, a lesson, a catalyst, but not a burden.
Astrology and your sucess.
Fifth house is house of your intelligence and children as well.
Fifth house is also house of your name and fame.
If you want to control your mind and fate of your children, then check the position of fifth house Lord and do the activities related to that house
Your intelligence and knowledge has the power to pull you out of darkness and show you light.
Fifth Lord in first house-
You are responsible for your own intelligence and for your kids, so pay attention to your self only. More you work on yourself much easier sucess will find you
Fifth Lord in second House 🏠
You are what you eat, more healthy and simple foods you eat much better' level your mind will function. You food habits and your family will help you in getting success in life. So, keep your family happy
Fifth lord in third house 🏠
Your intelligence will be controlled by what you see and read, if you want success in life then read sucessful people and watch movies of successful people to program your mind for success. You can get success by pursuing your hobbies as well, so develop some kind of hobbies in your life.
Fifth Lord Lord in fourth house
Your emotions and house atmosphere will control your mind, much better your domestic life, much easier you get success in life. Have, control on your emotions, because more emotionaly balanced you are, more successful you become in life .
Fifth lord in fifth house 🏡
Great combination, as more knowledge you acquire in your life, much easily you get success in life .
More number of books you read, much better your mind and memory will become.
Fifth lord in sixth house
It is a tricky combination because sixth house is also of debt and diseases, but sixth house is also of service, so more you involve yourself in free service, and charity (especially for animals), more easily you will get success.
Fifth lord in seventh house
Your success depends on your partner and also on your buisness partner, more happily married you are or more you keep your partner happy, more successful you become in life, so always take care of your partner, life partner and business partner both.
Fifth Lord in eighth house 🏠
If you want success in life, then never stop learning Astrology and occult , you can get success in Astrology and occult as well.
Fifth Lord in ninth house.
Here, your success depends on your father or on your teachers. If you have good teacher and good relationship with your father then you will get success easily in life.
Taking mentorship or guidence from teacher will help you to develop your knowledge and your mind
Fifth lord in tenth house 🏠
More number of activities you do, much better your mind works, so if you want healthy mind, and good memory, involve yourself in as many activities as you can, sitting without work can kill your mind, keep yourself engaged all the time
Fifth Lord in eleventh house
Your friends and social circle decide your future,.
Show Me Your Friends and I’ll Show You Your Future.
If you want success for you, then make friends with only people who are successful in their field.
What you see and observe on social media also plays an important role in programming your mind, so be careful next time you are scroll through reels and short videos, because you are programming your mind for short gratification and immediate dopamine boost, which will damage your mind.
Fifth Lord in twelfth House 🏠
Let go, More easily you let go things from your mind, much healthy and strong your mind would become.
You will find success in foreign land easily.
If you are having problems in profession then it is because your Saturn is afflicted.
Saturn sun conjunction
Should always practice sun gazing and keep good relationship with father
Saturn Moon
Involve your in short travel and keep good relationship with mother.
Saturn Mercury
Never stop learning and reading. Saturn Rahu
Work in foreign company, foreign land, foreign culture or with your paternal grandfather.
Saturn ketu
Study more Astrology and occult and have good relationship with your maternal grandparents.
Saturn Mars.
Always work on your body and go for grounding.
Saturn Venus
Work with female members, females are lucky for you when it comes to work
Saturn Jupiter.
Always follow morality and ritousnes in your work life. You can go for counseling and teaching as well
Jupiter Rahu, natives are more like their paternal grandparents in behaviour here to complete pending karma of their grandparents .
Jupiter Ketu are more like their maternal grandparents in behaviour and are here to complete pending karma of their grandparents
Jupiter sun are more like their father and more or less they would experience same life pattern as their father.
Jupiter moon are more like their mother and get influenced by their mother easily.
