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Update: It's probably just asthma! We plan to give him a proper scan next week to confirm but the conscious scan indicated no heart disease activity!
You've gotta be fucking kidding me
WINTER GHOSTS by Sean Fitzgerald.
Fellas is the path ahead bleak and hopeless or
I've been able to get past it for the most part since I've been doing my placement and not getting the chance to dwell or ruminate much. Now that my schedule is slowing down and placement is ending, I have more time in the day to be preyed upon by myself. Fuck yeeeeaaaaaah
When I say there are some days where I dont even get the opportunity to fuck my morning up, that the first thought of the day can be either a trigger to worse thoughts or something my unconscious vomited into the conscious sphere first opportunity it gets, I'm not kidding.
When I say there are some days where I dont even get the opportunity to fuck my morning up, that the first thought of the day can be either a trigger to worse thoughts or something my unconscious vomited into the conscious sphere first opportunity it gets, I'm not kidding.
figuring out how to get rid of screen addiction is like trying to figure out how to stop a nicotine addiction while also having a job centered around smoking cigarettes and having half your social life be in smoke breaks
this husband on the real housewives of new york city has marquis de sade's birth and death years on a t-shirt
how do you feel about being autistic? i always struggled with it but i love seeing you talk about it so openly in a positive way
being autistic is amazing when im alone and horrible around other people
catch me driving 90mph down the freeway with a yankee candle burning in the passenger seat
Best thing about finishing my student placement: can finally go back to work and chill a lil
Worst thing about finishing my student placement: can't use "I'm in jail sorry" as an excuse for missing phone calls
Reading Lolita for the first time and I think I remember you saying it’s a proto-true crime novel. Def see what you’re saying since HH is literally defending himself to the reader/jury … excited to see where Nabokov will take this / subvert it
top 10 novel of all time imo
the life I’ve chosen to live
In the gay sex dungeon doing my crossword with a coffee, occasionally looking up with mild interest
Genuinely so beneficial to know that you're a crazy bitch. So many bad situations dodged by knowing that I'm being a lil unhinged freak about something
Love when I get dysregulated by a trigger and the rest of my night until sleep is anxiety and being in freeze mode, barely able to eat or think a thought that isn't revolving around the trigger. Nervous system, ma'am, do you not think you're being a little dramatique
Love when I get dysregulated by a trigger and the rest of my night until sleep is anxiety and being in freeze mode, barely able to eat or think a thought that isn't revolving around the trigger. Nervous system, ma'am, do you not think you're being a little dramatique
My bf is currently worrying about mystery money transfers out of his account into some random other bank account we are not familiar with. It doesn't affect our finances, more so his personal spending. Still concerning.
Why is it that I'm still suddenly a little kid freaking out that someone around me is upset and I have to fix it because the distress of other people is unsafe? Wack
I can provide him emotional and practical support but beyond that it is not my problem to solve. It is not my responsibility to fix.
(he's not asking or even expecting me to fix this problem, he's organising it all. I'm just built traumatised)
One of the worst things about being codependent is having to remind yourself over and over again the inherent healthy separation between Self and Other
One of the worst things about being codependent is having to remind yourself over and over again the inherent healthy separation between Self and Other
watching yt essays on oyasumi punpun and watching punpun's mindset be described as fundamentalist has clicked something in place deep within me